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fear sells that is true. don't eat fruit? don't eat cow grass, and soy and feel guilty about anything you put in your mouth. sick of this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WT7c7ylkNl0.

fear sells that is true. don't eat fruit? don't eat cow grass, and soy and feel guilty about anythin...

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I did this same pattern as a kid. over eating when I was bullied and hiding away. content to be the most unloved and unloveable person in the world. I fell back everytime I was pushed back. I gave people what they wanted. watched them wallow in their mire and callamities and I somethings think I must be the stupid one. always defeated by evil of others. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjdg1yYNaGE

I did this same pattern as a kid. over eating when I was bullied and hiding away. content to be the ...

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desperate and filled with pain and confusion over hurt and bullying I gave in and ate a lot of sugary fatty foods, whenever they pick on me I do it. how do I make the cycle stop. they are the bad guys and I am the good guy they want me fat so no one will love me. they win again. I always lose. I was thin once in my life they were jealous they stopped me marrying and having a baby and I have been punishing myself ever since how do I make this whole thing stop? killing myself eating disorder

desperate and filled with pain and confusion over hurt and bullying I gave in and ate a lot of sugar...

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I don't undeerstand why they are paying professional killers to kill wild camels in australia when they should hearding them up and freaking milking them, yak and camels milk froths better and it will make you lose weight. it was the main ingredient in the gloria marshal diet shake and there is not enough camel and yak milking farms world wide. I don't see the point of killing animals stupidly.

I don't undeerstand why they are paying professional killers to kill wild camels in australia when t...

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my mum and I joke all the time because they have meetings at the local hospital about having a meeting and they then have to have another meeting to address that meeting before and the outcomes and then another meeting about what was not dealt with, they have to have a dozen meetings to work out what little wanker with the least amount of psychiatric or psychology skills goes over to the main public hospital to talk to a patient about the medication and usually its just a young naive social worker who has absolutely no knowledge of medications at all and are useless, they are so lazy and incompetant and all the money goes to the top and all these meetings they are always at with some waste yap fest while patients wait and wait and wait and wait is down right insulting to me and to the govt tax who pay for this. and this was the same with a friend of mine who was a nurse all the govt money was going to top staff for basic things and not to patients, the exact same process and mentality was happening at russo job network and I see it happening in a lot of places. their laziness and complacency is shocking. I don't understand their morals, well they just don't have any professional or personal morals that is half the problem beside the bullying culture and its at universities and work, I left one job due to sexual bullying and I was glad because I didn't like the uppty rude rich real estate asshole males anyway and the women were all whore and compelte ugly over makeup sluts and so bitchy and there was about 1 nice young girl I worked with at the time who was the nicest of them - these guys at the real estate were earning easily a few million a week with big sales and showroom cars new bought every few months. its all a scam of moeny. that is why I was so angry when garry who sold the house all he was was a cocaine snorting boilermaker with no education and ripping people off, no morals at all. my father seen it a lot at work as well. the complete lack of personal and professional morals was shocking. completely shocking. like I say the AMA - what do they do ? they stand for nothing. lazy useless stupid poxy little boys club of losers with no morals ripping off people who are needy and being abused.

my mum and I joke all the time because they have meetings at the local hospital about having a meeti...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I had a meeting with a senior court judge in brisbane while working in a law firm.

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please stop abusing us. you have been abusing us for the last 40 years just stop the abuse. when will it be enough for you? we owe you nothing. we did you no harm, we were set up, rick said so, and he and one of his friends (not katey or fat fuck dog bully bitch bec) he said to me alone a year later in 2001 "how were you to know what we had planned to make you look a complete idiot and you fell for everything hookline and stinker as a kid and when we got you raped. " mary and diana did the same thing and when they got what they wanted they expected us to be friends, no sorry it doesn't work that they. please just stop the abuse and find a new person to abuse.

please stop abusing us. you have been abusing us for the last 40 years just stop the abuse. when wil...

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I am sure the royals harry and his whore slut megan and dog ugly kate and ugly william and that slut queen have been trying to kill me, they got me raped by ken carey in the rsl as well. they got me sexually abused as a child, diana and valentino were in on that with the black dirty nigar whores and their dirty indians and I can't forgive them and never will forgive them. I did nothing to that spastic whore diana when I was a child or teen or adult. I did nothing wrong to that spastic selfish ugly mongrel bitch of a devils sporn woman of hell who abused me when I was 6. I can't forgive these scum. and never will forgive.

I am sure the royals harry and his whore slut megan and dog ugly kate and ugly william and that slut...

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I am sick of paster tony abusing me as well. get off your potty dope try you dirty ugly slime ball. your disgusting and abusive very abusive sicko nutter with all those dirty ugly maroi mongrel poop skin witchcraft scambags. dirty scammer poop skin nigar whores the whole of those dirty islander shits at that church are demonic evil black skin spirits who don't deserve a thing they are so abusive to people.

I am sick of paster tony abusing me as well. get off your potty dope try you dirty ugly slime ball. ...

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I think harry is ugly and so is his whore mehgan a loose whore and she is a ugly dog! opportunitist but that is all harry could catch because of his rather ugly looks, but that does not mean I want to be around married spastics who keep getting married and can't hold down a normal marrige because they are always marriage jumping to marry up. I am sure the whore will fit in well with all the other sluts in the royals like prostitute kate whore she is ugly and their kids are ugly and the queen is a bitch if ever there was a born bitch its her and faker and diana was a complete con job all round brainwashing abusing millions of her victims stealing menfrom young virgins with her big signature D for dracular slut ! harry is a drug addict that can't put two words together and I call him the "gabbler" he tries so hard to convince himself he knows what he is talking about but clearly doesn't. his childish exbitionism is annoying as much as the queens trying to relive her youth so much and be cinderella year in and year out and old slag camilla hag - she is likely to be the murderer anyway. charles - well? what can you say, nothing! a lost fop. all rubbish bad people anyway. I don't know why anyone should care about these violent abusive drug addicts who are complete fakers. their stage acts, they are just silly actors really and nobodies really. they don't deserve to exist everywhere they go they cause trouble and abuse- that has been my experience of them and they are not polite or nice or genuine. they are abusive because they could have done a lot to help victims like me but they chose not to. so I don't foret that. diana set me up to help dirty mary that I know is true. she set me up in 1978 to abuse me and use me, she had no mind of her own. and she was a bully and child abuser. what else can I say. they are awful people. they abuse and set up people to look stupid or make mistakes in work or other things because they know witchcraft and just abuse abuse abuse abuse. and they are so fucking ugly!

I think harry is ugly and so is his whore mehgan a loose whore and she is a ugly dog! opportunitist ...

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louise and brigette were complete slutty whore bitches who ruined every party at our house and over spent our hospitality too many times and never knew their place in someone elses home or at someone elses party. one mistake I never made! I was taught early in life about those things. and I don't forgive!

louise and brigette were complete slutty whore bitches who ruined every party at our house and over ...

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I am not your friend. I am glad diana died in hell. I hate her now for all the abuse she did to me. the woman was a raging luantic nutter who didn't like children when we met her, she was a complete bitch actually.

I am not your friend. I am glad diana died in hell. I hate her now for all the abuse she did to me. ...

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I don't forgive you!

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your a very abusive dirty game playing witch kate slut and holly ron wood slut!

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fuck off slut slut slut slut slut slut queen whore.

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I am in grade 8 and really love maths and art but I also have to commit my time to a sport soon but I still don't know what to choose from the school list.

I am in grade 8 and really love maths and art but I also have to commit my time to a sport soon but ...

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actually I hate the way pharmacies have totally saturated the market with awful diet shake weight losss and there is no motivation and you need exercise. that is why I liked gloria marshal they were women helping womens needs. the diet was reasonable and easy for me as was the exercise but fernwood and curves was not. any detox process will have postive and negative side effects but if you feel better then you should stick to it. the key has to be a great enough motivation and an enjoyable exercise and so far nothing has live up to what stimulas I got at gloria marshal, they supported you and worked with you. none of the places are as good anymore. I wanted to lose weight to feel better and to change my life and right now I have been calling out for help from doctors for years, I tell them "hey loser I tell ya faceache once 3 times I have numbness in my feet fucker! I tell you other things you just ignore. and you wonder why I don't believe you and think your just expecting me to come here hand out lazy free money to a wankoff like you and your crack pathology qakery, sure I will believe your shit maybe one day, I still don't feel like I am getting the service I and the govt pay for most of the time. I think doctors are lazy selfish jealous of their patients and some want their patients to die. they don't do things right and precise and accurate enough. they don't delivery a service the way doctors used to. I refuse to call a doctor to their face by their first name. I always call them Dr deliberately and I expect them to be an expert and no mistakes. they are too overpaid to make mistakes.

actually I hate the way pharmacies have totally saturated the market with awful diet shake weight lo...

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I have been trialing different diets - fruit shakes, veg shakes, processed diet milk shakes from chemist (which a lot of nutritionalists are against them - because they are not a long term alternative they are only short term, if you drank a diet shake or any shake everyday at lunch you would end up ill. balance and moderation is important. I watched the Reasonable diet and liked that. I tried for the last 7 weeks to some days I will eat 2 bowls of fruit at lunch. and I don't believe the natural sugars are bad for you. in fruit I will eat papaya to heap period problems and its a great healer internally and externally, no fruit is going to be really bad unless you have a significant illness, because the truth is your brain does need sugar to work right. I eat salads and sometimes I do fall off the wagon and sneak in some chocolate or cake or a macaron or cheese cake or cheese, but to be honest most things are healthy eggs are healthy and milk and veg and some carbs, meat etc. I am not vegan and I don't ever want to be. I like the Reasonable Diet concept. and if they are not saying butter and bacon is ok for us I think eventually its gonna call come around where people will be saying sugar was not the all evil either, I remember in the late 70s and early 80s everything was about calories and kilojoules of sugar and fat, then it was all just fat, and studies showed kids on sugar breakfasts minds were quicker at school, proteins were good for breakfast or any time. but I am sick of all the lies. people are overweight for other reasons then just food intake alone, unemployment and lack of social connections are making people lazy and isolated and affraid. I think there are more frankenfoods around and toxins and vapors put in air and over use of nuts is not good for the liver too, and the whole weight issue is about emotional pain and illness, inflammation and swelling from viruses and bacteria and gut issues and medications. and the laziness and complacientcy and general deliberate jealousy dumbing down of the average patient that doctors are doing has a lot to do with weight issues. my mother was not a size 20 before they started on her as pre-diabetic or BP and other issues like thyroid, doctors today are lazy and jealous of there patients and it shows in the way they talk to you. a few are really good and tell you the truth but a lot of pathology is not recorded properly i reckon, I never believe much of what they tell me anyway. I have been told I am neurotic hypercondriac, I don't care. call me the synical non-believer, the pesimist and the doubting thomas but like I just no longer trust everything doctors and pathology say. how can I prove they are lying. they know anything upsets me. they know I am easily offended and it doesn't take much to get me off side. people know I dont want to hear stuff and I only want to hear what I want to hear and so far not many people have done what I want or speak how I want them to speak to me. I don't want to be told I am sick but I don't want to be lied to,, i am sick of this non-sense with doctors and if there is something wrong and they haven't told me and this is why I feel worse then they say I am then I can sue the overpaid selfish mongrel bastards.

I have been trialing different diets - fruit shakes, veg shakes, processed diet milk shakes from che...

Abuse, Hate, Stealing

then they want 3 references of your fucking ability - ah, doret would be well there she has had so many rooties its a wonder she doesn't walk around perminantly with U shape legs or more then then doward dog pose. spastic dog that mongrel rotter of a slob dog bully manxi whore mindlessly breeding like flies.

then they want 3 references of your fucking ability - ah, doret would be well there she has had so m...

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