Confessions about 'Hate'

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who ever I am talking you are a spastic idiot who should go drop dead on the spot right now. do the world a favor and drop dead! for god sake. for my sake for your own sake and everyone elses sake. go drop dead! drop dead. drop dead. drop dead. your already dead in the head. so just go drop dead off a building and don't come back.

who ever I am talking you are a spastic idiot who should go drop dead on the spot right now. do the ...

Hate

I made the mistake of listening to all these spastic uneducated dogs who rooted for a living saying shit to me like "you need to trust others more" but like always I trust the wrong people. one day I will get it right and trust the right people. but then if people had of trusted me and believed me when I was younger when I wanted to address the issues then my life would have been better. no one wanted to help in a logical way. what ever help they think they are giving its not working and its not help. it doesn't even make any sense. you have never helped anyone but yourself, I was bought up in the catholic tradition of always put yourself last and help everyone else first. that is why I believe the catholics wronged women like me. they taught us lies !

I made the mistake of listening to all these spastic uneducated dogs who rooted for a living saying ...

Abuse, Hate

but you don't understand what I can't do for myself is not available to me. I can't make someone I love, love me. I can't love someone I don't love. I don't know how people get others to love them. I have no perception of that concept because I have been celebate most of my life and I walk away quick once someone says they don't like me. I just don't go back. I don't understand their silly little pathetic games and can't related. you either do something or you don't, one or the other. I don't have time to muck around, I get very bored easily with indecisive stupid people. and there are so many stupid dumb people out in the world now. its only bitches who win. you literally have to be a bitch to win in this world my dad used to say that to other business people when he was in politics and they would say no, you don't, the truth is you have to be a bastard to win in politics and anything in this world. you have to be a psychopath. you can't have rationale and love at the same time. it just doesn't go together. the most successful people in romance are the biggest con artists and frauds and most are vomit ugly. what would have made a rut pig shit scum with crocked teeth seriously think I wanted to be with a loser like him? leigh morris is to blame for that and I wish I could murder her. she deserves to be publicly exicuted for that. why do spastic rut losers with no personality married and ugly bald fat short and retarted seriously think single virgins would want them. because they don't. the other young single attractive men don't get off their cunt holes to do a thing to meet the single women and they are the idiots.

but you don't understand what I can't do for myself is not available to me. I can't make someone I ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

we are not welcome anywhere we go for the last 38 years for some reason. I blame william and the queen and diana and their STUNTS and SCAMMING.

we are not welcome anywhere we go for the last 38 years for some reason. I blame william and the que...

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not taking a cruise ! we are a family who like our morbidity and we are a family who don't know how to be happy! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9zWLDfysis

not taking a cruise ! we are a family who like our morbidity and we are a family who don't know how ...

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never under estimate the laziness of the police to end a case and jump to quickest route or root conclusions!

never under estimate the laziness of the police to end a case and jump to quickest route or root con...

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scotty mentalface crippled

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I know you are a lesbian by sexual pedophile joyce poorter. you can't help your satanic ways you pathetic poor thing everyone laughs at... you spastic dog of poop!

I know you are a lesbian by sexual pedophile joyce poorter. you can't help your satanic ways you pat...

Abuse, Hate

I know you are a lesbian sarina russo a lot of women know who have been abused by you retarded spastic face

I know you are a lesbian sarina russo a lot of women know who have been abused by you retarded spast...

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daer poppskin dr dog deepthi the best feeling in the whole world was turning up at wellington point family practice and the look of sheer guilt for her abuse on me, and all her privilege in a foreign land that poop skin face turned so shamed at what she had done to me for all those years! that felt so good to see guilt and shame all over the dirty oversexed poopskin scums face reaching a doctor's status when it comes from poop! I smiled for ages over that guilty shamed faced that couldn't even look at me, and the same with slut of shit doret price! gee that felt so good making a poop skin and slut of shit feel so guilty she couldn't even look at me for what she had wronged me with all her lies and cheating and sexual abortuary ! those spastic dogfaced women who really did believe they were ting tong courage and were so ugly and fat and spastic and don't even know they are.

daer poppskin dr dog deepthi the best feeling in the whole world was turning up at wellington poin...

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i really wish they would stop smoking it is so annoying. just go away it makes me sick you bastards.

Hate

I am goingto be a very very lonely old lady unlike my old bitch of a mother who has had a daughter to run after her while all she has ever done is tell me "no quality hot man is ever going to want a loser spastic dog like you" all the time. I think she is a selfish mental ill bitch who needs a kcik up her face with the self denial bullying she pushed on to me with her fucking catholic cunts cumsquat bitches, some they helped get married to single men others they didn't and none of us know their criteriea for who they helped and why they helped. no one from the church helped me find a proper husband or career. the church let down a lot of girls in my generation and this old witch bitch here with its finger up like a cock very very selfish woman expecting her daughter to give up her education and dreams of marriage and children and career and house of my own for this old tyrant slag that selfishly sleeps while I am stressed out all the time over if I will die and she used to say to me "I am glad I have made men think your a dyke"" what mother says that to their child? I have tried to get away from the old slag and everytime no one has believed me that she and my father have attacked me often. she was always telling me men would only rape me and dump on me and abuse me and treat me like I was her little dwarf size ! this spastic little woman that has abused me senseless. and I don't really want to her on any cruise I want to take a hot guy and I don't want to see ugly ken or anyone getting in my way or I will up and bash them I do weights and I have big chest to bash and intimidate see katy wouldnt take on bec because she was too fat and big she picked on me and she wouldn't want to now I crush her skull! these spastic selfish bullying self pitying mongrel cunt women and their cunt activity needing dick and cutting down others. katy should have been bashed back she should have been attacked back, ken should have been raped back by a bunch of gays, its not my fault his lazy wife can't satisfy his criminal sexual impulses and all the affairs he had before he met me the man is a loser spastic its as simple as that. bunnypoeta wanted to rape him with a stick up the ass! I hope he did.

I am goingto be a very very lonely old lady unlike my old bitch of a mother who has had a daughter t...

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people have to understand that I did all that opus dei shit as a kid and young adult and at the age of 13 or 14 I even deliberately cut my clit to stop feeling horny from anger everytime that dirty foul pedo abused me and I hit myself over the head with a meat mallet when I kelly college would not give me my course , I mean I met business with this opus dei stuff as a kid and that was how we were bought up to think and I just don't believe in all the bullshit of it now. https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=1aO2LUAjiko that is why when that mongrel dog over at that dirty bayside family church started on me I told the nuns and a priest that they were trying to make me do things and were saying I had to do penance because penance to me ment self-mortification with physical pain and using things like needles and cilice barb wires to cut myself etc and living morbid without love and money and all kinds of things. I rejected sex for a long time and that was how I ended up raped because of joyce's abuse and other abuse and my doctor and the church have said I don't have to do penance and self-mortification. its a very offensive subject and I don't wish to talk about it to anyone. I just think all that shit is just out and out dangerous and mind-bending and occult like if used wrong. I am sick of smiling when I didn't want to for years and god has not graced me with much in return because I am sorry to say but there is no god as we understand it by church and the bible and there is no satan, there are no Jesus's and no hail mary's and no miracles and no saints on in the world. but there seems to be too many demons in the world now. and I just don't believe in any extreme churches anymore. so don't even try to bring up the topic.

people have to understand that I did all that opus dei shit as a kid and young adult and at the age ...

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that goes for my brother and his wife, take your shit out on mum and dad and bill don't take it out on me. I am not to blame that you didn't stand up for yourself or admit the truth about what bill did to you and its got nothing to do with me what he made me do. take it out on the person who started it don't take it out on me. karen can take her shit out on her brother and family and stop taking her shit out on strangers like her inlaws who simply do not want to know her.

that goes for my brother and his wife, take your shit out on mum and dad and bill don't take it out ...

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i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out on me I didn't cause her shit! she is a spastic body of poop and I want to see her on her ass and her old therapist and family all on their ass, because she said people wanted me on my ass. and I have been on my ass since i was kid, so don't you dam well start on me whoredog slut. go take your shit out on your old sluto therapist in victoria and stop abusing young women your jealous of and that goes for you to russo and kate ! take your shit out on the people who bullied you don't take it out on me. I told ken to do the same take your shit out on your wife and your past affairs before you met me and stop taking it out on me what they did to you to make you such a spastic idiot. I tell everyone that. don and maryp and steve go take your shit out on the people who abused you, take it out on your drunken mother alcholic bitch mother - mary stop bullying me since 1977 and the same with your mongrel kids. take your shit out on your parents for putting you last and not looking after you don't take it out on me. and I didn't kill that teenage boy so take it out on the kids who were there when he died not me.

i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out...

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joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transfer my hurt emotions to other people like rose does and I now realise that was my downfall I should have been doing that all the time, I got a lot of time to make up for being so holier then thou now! if joyce can do it and others so can I!

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transf...

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you don't understand those things are not available to me. if I can't do everything I need for myself then its not available to me. I can't get myself pregnant by self-insemination so having a baby and relationship is not available to me. cuz I always knew from the time I was a child the buck had to stop with me! so if I couldn't do it for myself it was not allowed to me. that was the way my mother bought us up to think like that.

you don't understand those things are not available to me. if I can't do everything I need for mysel...

Abuse, Hate

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people from my facebook or email deliberately to show them how it feels. if I am spoken to rudely or told to go away I do it to others. if a doctor dumps me I go dump a few psychologists to show them how it feels to be dumped. anything people do to me now I just do back to others either randomly or as available or deliberantly. to transfer the feeling and intention and hurt over. I repeat over and over things people say to me to others. I copy my sister rose and other people like joyce or what ever character I want to be for the day. I never answer my mobile all these phone calls I never return for years to make others see how it feels to be ignored and blocked. do it to me and I find someone else to do it back to !

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people f...

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people are only going to hate you for your privilege and money and prestige - that was why I deliberately lived like a nun all through my teens and young adult life because I knew people in this town hated us for what we had or what they thought we had in winning lotto and the flower farms etc - and what you saw was all fake. I could tell without speaking or within a few minutes and I make up my mind and judge people a lot and once I suspect a shithead I never trust again. that is why I have dumped a lot of doctors and a lot of friends and a lot of men, I dumped relatives and business friends once they betrayed me and I never forgave, I was never ever a forgiving person deep down but I think the catholic nuns had too much of a learning on me because they taught us under the scope all the time of bullshit forgivenss and this rubbish and I made the mistake of feeling sorry for too many people who abused me when I should have punished and hated them with deep contempt and did back to them what they did to me. I didn't learn to mirror quickly enough now. I have been rude to people and said very sarcastic things sometimes when I can get away with it even in public openly! I have learnt to play these certain dirty pscyholigists females and certain doctors who dont live up to the standards I expect and they know what the world expects of them, they take the oath to do no harm, so it primary remains with them to be obediant to the word or god teachers them will get them as they have played me and yeh you learn to look with contempt and re-evaluated the scum around you.

people are only going to hate you for your privilege and money and prestige - that was why I deliber...

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people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can look at everyone else who has not have enough harsh life experiences with contempt due to their privilege. what you give is what you get in return from the world.

people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can...

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