Confessions about 'Hate'

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I want you to stop stalking me! we have zero in common. you need to move on!

Abuse, Hate

you can't be a promising young man forever

Hate

last night I decided to have a late night snack, big mistake. never try to eat chili flavored things before sleep. I woke up about 3.30am very sick and stomach gasses roaring up into terrible heart burn running for some stomach antacids which quickly calmed some of it down; just the thought of it pales me.

last night I decided to have a late night snack, big mistake. never try to eat chili flavored things...

Hate

I haven't learnt a thing from others abusing me. It just runs off the raincoat! I have no idea what I was supposed to learn still and I don't care to!

I haven't learnt a thing from others abusing me. It just runs off the raincoat! I have no idea what ...

Abuse, Hate

I couldn't understand a word she was saying after second word, but this old asian woman yesterday she kept going about how the doctors were not making her better. eventually she left me alone.

I couldn't understand a word she was saying after second word, but this old asian woman yesterday sh...

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I hate it when you buy a product and it doesn't look like in the catalogue book or online photo. I got this light overcoat that looks nothing like the photo which makes it look more softer and metallic shiny color.

I hate it when you buy a product and it doesn't look like in the catalogue book or online photo. I g...

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I am not watching the commonwealth games opening or closing, what a load of rubbish. I didn't see too many Olympics ones either . I don't watch much tv at all.

I am not watching the commonwealth games opening or closing, what a load of rubbish. I didn't see to...

Hate

I'm not ya muse! go look somewhere else fuckers!

Abuse, Hate

Bitter Truth. so I want out. I spent my whole life dreaming of escaping this hillbilly town. I went to a silly university, received a few silly waste toilet paper degrees, moved to the silly new city and was offered a job 10 years ago today by the top firm in the shincity I hate. I've never felt more sad. I dream of finding the perfect place between utopia to the hillsong shine weatherland town, replacing my champagne with berries and my heels with asian soft canvas yoon-goons. I dream of belonging somewhere.

Bitter Truth. so I want out. I spent my whole life dreaming of escaping this hillbilly town. I went ...

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Gym Guy I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time deal with a stranger who I have never seen again. I do not know what came over me that day but I must confess to get it off my chest. It was a Saturday in the spring and my husband was visiting his parents. I was at the dorms for the weekend to study for finals. I decided to take a break and head down to the gym for a run. I was wearing a sports bra and tiny red shorts that showed off my ass nicely. My husband always liked when I wore them and I always caught other guys staring at me too. I went to a small college that usually emptied out on the weekend so I was surprised when I went to the gym to see a guy in there lifting weights. I had never seen him before but he was really buff and cute. I got on the treadmill to run my 3 miles and every now and then I would look up in the mirror and catch the guy checking my ass out. Nothing unusual because most guys did. The workout was uneventful but when I got off the treadmill to leave the guy came up to me and very boldly stated that he wanted to f* me. He did not say hi or introduce himself, just that he wanted to f* me. I was really surprised but also really turned on that someone would be so brazen and want me so bad to say this. Soooo... I gave him my dorm building and room number and told him to be there in 30 minutes and to walk in as the door would be unlocked. I was so h** and was not thinking straight, but I knew that I wanted this guy to f* me. He seemed like the type who would give it to me good. I went back and took a shower and then waited for him butt naked on my bed. When he came in I got on my hands and knees and stuck my ass up in the air and told him to take my p**. I did not want any foreplay, I just needed to be f. He obliged my request and pulled down his shorts. I then felt his ample c penetrate my p** and screamed out in relief to have his d* in me. All I can say is he f*** me like a stallion. He was very aggressive (pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and fish hooking me). I loved it and orgasmed 5 or 6 times for the hour he was there. We f* doggystyle first and then he picked me up by my ass and f* me against the bedroom door which I thought was going to break. Then we finished with him f me missionary and when he was ready to c I let him c in my mouth which I have never done for my husband. I am sure the entire campus heard us f or shall I say heard me moaning and screaming and c** like a w, but I did not care. It was such a hot, random, out of body experience that I almost think I dreamt it up. After he came in my mouth, he put on his clothes and left. He never said a word to me and I have not seen him since. It was definitely the best s of my life!!!

Gym Guy I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time de...

Adultery, Hate, Gay, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

both my mum and dad have always been very anti-royalty and they have more socialist views then me. I am a in-betweener swinger. I will vote how I feel on the day literally. I learnt not to be so loyal after being let down by a lot of people. I was the one who was more the royalist of my family with all my diana stuff and other things and now I literally hate them. I don't respect them for how they treated me over me being a victim of child sexual abuse and I can't see how they can justify themselves and I could never prostitute my values that much nor can my parents. you might fool us once and then you don't ever again. that is how my family is. I don't have a soft spot for any of the celebrities I used to like or most people to be honest. when you don't get the things you need to thrive and survive well and your bullied and you learn not to trust and you learn to never fall for their shit ever again and the people who go with them are the fools who will come undone for it. its a sad thing that royals abuse their fans and the good people. but that is how they are. you have to find that out for yourself and the sooner the better sort of situation. and others say "well, I told you so!"

both my mum and dad have always been very anti-royalty and they have more socialist views then me. I...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

rupee muduck

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therapist said big black bitch probably reminded you of the big black brasher attacker and she was showing agro towards you and it just reminded me of that event all over again. true!

therapist said big black bitch probably reminded you of the big black brasher attacker and she was s...

Hate

they chose to be a single mother. I considered a one night stand to getting pregnant just to have a child then I thought why should I sell out on my values, a child today still deserves the right to be born in wedlock and bought up with 2 parents a mother and a father. I thought if I can barely afford to accommodate my own lifestyle needs how can I afford a child alone and their needs too? I don't feel sorry for single mothers anymore. I don't think they deserve the pity they think they do, they pity themselves more then enough for 2 or 3 and most of them just think of sex all the time and not about the bigger picture like wages and affording and providing and reality. they just have basic animal drives that are locked in the now but not later repercussions, their hormonal drives that govern them lead them astray rather then learning to go without! being a single mother is a choice not a plight or accident!

they chose to be a single mother. I considered a one night stand to getting pregnant just to have a ...

Hate

To elders BITTER ELDERS

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The man that molested me is getting out of prison…. When I was 12 I was molested by my adoptive father. He adopted me when I was 5 and had been a great dad up until that point. It was not just a one time thing it went on for months but I was too afraid to tell until I finally trusted someone enough to let it all out. He was a juvenile probation officer so it was a big deal, in the papers, news, etc. which you can imagine is hard for a kid. anyway he was sentenced to 10 years in prison and in july that 10 years will be up… and I really dont know how to feel. I have so many emotions I’m afraid for my safety, I’m upset because its rehashing a lot of old memories, and I’m a little happy because even though I shouldnt I still feel a little guilty like its my fault and I’m a little happy that he can live life again. WTF am I suppose to feel this way? And to top it off I really feel like I need some closure some admitence to what he did because still to this day some people in my family think I made the whole thing up and when the dna evidence is brought to their attention its, okay well if it did happen then you wanted it. WTF I was 11 & 12 years old what kind of 11 year old would want to have sex with their nearly 40 year old dad! But regardless of those idiots I still am at a loss of what to do. Do I hold this is forever never telling him what I need to say? Do I write him a letter and if I do am I ready to hear what he has to say? I just dont know =(

The man that molested me is getting out of prison…. When I was 12 I was molested by my adoptive fath...

Abuse, Hate, Sex

i know ken wants me to be fat and feel ugly but what he wants is not relevant to me, I think it just shows how childish and a traitor and stool pigeon he is and game player who clearly had no recognition of understanding what my needs were which were nothing like his needs. another example the amount of people I meet who assume what I need is like them when I am nothing like them and have different needs. we are seperate people. heaps of people have tried that on me. of "oh but you should...blah blah" and I am thinking "well you go should off!"

i know ken wants me to be fat and feel ugly but what he wants is not relevant to me, I think it just...

Abuse, Hate

a "generational curse?" Exodus 34:7 says that God "visits the iniquity of the fathers upon the children and the children's children to the third and fourth generation." and there are more verses in the bible about generational curses.

a "generational curse?" Exodus 34:7 says that God "visits the iniquity of the fathers upon the child...

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I don't have a cannibal family generational curse to repent about like you. I am not you pacific black magic woman! and you are nothing like the older nicer women from that culture I have met. you young ones are so agressive and abusive and bullying. the real joke is that you think white women think your hot! lol that is amusing!

I don't have a cannibal family generational curse to repent about like you. I am not you pacific bla...

Abuse, Hate

I am not you cannibal !

Hate