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Confessions about 'Hate'

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I am being bullied by black islander women from a church who told me i had to pay for what i did and what the pedo got me to do as a child. so I done that sentence in jail while with the pedo and now some dirty nigga slut telling me i have to pay for what i did at 8 or 10 as if i had a choice over a adult ? i am sick of their nig poop skin abuse. they are dirty. only a dirty woman would say such evil things to a victim. what are her black ass sins? her black nig fake ass smiles and canabilism and their witchy ways and more. yeh those dirty skank nigs need to be taught a lesson in manners, minding your own business and how to have respect for white people who suffered before them and came from better then their mud hunts and so called culture. they are animals and they never should have been change to white ways. it was not the white mans burden to carry the fuckers. they have no salvation. they are animals still ! no manners. dirty slut if she comes near me I will go her face and bash her! dirty old black ass nig pissface. its not hate, its just fact that the cunts are freeloading abusing animals. still insulting their betters.

I am being bullied by black islander women from a church who told me i had to pay for what i did and...

Abuse, Hate

Exam Addict

Exam Addict

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why did god invent exams? its like all my life they have run my life. I thought by thirty I would be past them but nope. here they still are. part of me is so sick of them.

why did god invent exams? its like all my life they have run my life. I thought by thirty I would be...

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too much noise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

too much noise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

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I have this friend that I hadn't seen since high school. We finally hung out one day. She was dating the same guy she dated in high school again. We went to the movies, but had time before the show. We were sitting in the parking lot, thinking of ways to waste time before the movie, and she jokingly suggested we park in the far corner of the lot and have s**. I went along with the joke, though saying her boyfriend probably wouldn't appreciate that. Eventually, we watched the movie and went home. We hung out again, only this time, she comes over to hang at my place. Somehow, back and shoulder massages come into play. I was turned on by this, since I hadn't had s** in almost a year, and I have a high s**-drive. That was the last time we'd know innocence between us. The next time, she again comes over. She bought massage oil, because we both texted each other how much we enjoyed the massages, and it both turned us on. I knew something was going to happen. I wasn't wrong. The massage turned into groping. Groping turned into sexual acts. The sexual acts turned into all-out s**. We had s** three times that night. We both needed it, since her boyfriend apparently works a lot. She stated her s** life with him could have been better. I asked her before what he would think if we had s**. She told me he wouldn't care and would probably laugh. This led me to believe they were in a open-relationship. So, I went for it. I wanted to release my sexual frustration. Then she asked a question I did NOT want to hear. She asked what I thought of her. Being extremely familiar with this trap, I managed to derail the topic several times. I knew what she was getting at. She wanted a relationship. This doesn't seem quite fair. She never gave me hints that the s** would lead into something more. I honestly thought she, like myself, just wanted a release. I thought once we did it, things would resume with the way there were. Me being single, her with her boyfriend, everyone is happy. Oh, how I wish that were true. After the s**, she'd randomly kiss me on the lips, cuddle up to me, and basically do whatever someone in a relationship would do. She asked that dreaded question again. This time, I was a little more direct with her. She asked if I had feelings for her romantically, and all I could muster was "I don't know." That was bullshit. I knew damn well that I didn't. I told her I had casual s** once before. The aftermath of that wasn't fun, and normally I only have s** with those I'm in a relationship with. She asked if she was just a f***. I said she wasn't. She quickly changed the topic and cut me off before I could elaborate. She's visiting again this weekend. She keeps sending texts to my phone. She even randomly bought my little sister something, which scares the living s*** out of me. I really, really don't want to be in a relationship. I just feel bad about it, because she doesn't have many friends. One on hand, I'd feel like an a****** telling her this. On the other, she didn't handle the situation very well either. She could have easily told me that she was planning a break-up or that the s** would lead to something more. If I had known it would, I wouldn't have done it. So, how do I handle this? This is the most awkward position I've faced in awhile. I absolutely hate letting people down, but I fear what could happen if I don't.

I have this friend that I hadn't seen since high school. We finally hung out one day. She was dating...

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live the hell alone I did. snakes in the bedroom a room full up to the ceiling like a pharaoh's tomb full of gifts and snakes and spiders and rats running over your head at night so you can't sleep. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDTk-Jk297c awaken to the snakes hitting your head to awaken your third eye like I did. they bite but only they chose if they break their venom sack. they bite! the birds let me know when their around and I think think the snakes like me. be attacked in all ways and have incredible strength powers that break steal suddenly and have bats follow you and be cut and have cats scratch your face and go screaming down the hall with blood dripping over your face and see light bulbs explode when your friends are over that the ghost doesn't like you being around. and feel so much pain in your spin and brain. hope you enjoy it ! whoever did it to me, it comes back to you and away from me forever!

live the hell alone I did. snakes in the bedroom a room full up to the ceiling like a pharaoh's tomb...

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working on a new song "putting enemies into snake pits" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1bRRkByTXg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XW4aezW8BBQ

working on a new song "putting enemies into snake pits" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1bRRkByTXg ...

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he lost at a empty dirty dark desk no one sees in his useless souless professions that left him in debt.

he lost at a empty dirty dark desk no one sees in his useless souless professions that left him in d...

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I had a weeks holiday

I had a weeks holiday

Hate

die!

die!

Hate

bullseye!

bullseye!

Hate

sister libby is a real preacher here isn't she!

sister libby is a real preacher here isn't she!

Hate

his fat painter who was a peeping tom stalker when I was 15 really wanted me to feel as ugly as he was in his personality and looks for some reason. I think the lesson is with him in his grave however, it isn't with me. he knows what he did wrong and his daughter and granddaughter. god is gonna show them up for what they. its got nothing to do with me, its about them.

his fat painter who was a peeping tom stalker when I was 15 really wanted me to feel as ugly as he w...

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my neighbors daughter is a dirty slut. I hate the family. she was slutting men in their 20s and 30s when she was a child. all encouraged by the fat bully italian slut mother.

my neighbors daughter is a dirty slut. I hate the family. she was slutting men in their 20s and 30s ...

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"i'm glad karen saw the light and got out" says Joycie!

"i'm glad karen saw the light and got out" says Joycie!

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bring out and god dam man or woman in yourself by beating yourself with a stick to drive out the devil and weakness from your flesh!

bring out and god dam man or woman in yourself by beating yourself with a stick to drive out the dev...

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the bible and the law talk about those who use cannons to kill ants god will use a cannon at their souls back!

the bible and the law talk about those who use cannons to kill ants god will use a cannon at their s...

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people who play god use words like "she or he got what was coming to them" they think they can play god and they can't!

people who play god use words like "she or he got what was coming to them" they think they can play ...

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mistakes are expensive and once you learn the lesson that was tested upon your soul by the devil or a sinner or human or even god, you learn it and you move on. we all make mistakes but mistakes in life are the most expensive. anger is an expensive emotion to carry with you and against your health! pride is expensive. deceit is expensive more so. and god is always watching and testing your faith in him. god is a terrorist and god is mean. god is cruel to his followers and enemies alike.

mistakes are expensive and once you learn the lesson that was tested upon your soul by the devil or ...

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forgive others for yourself to enter heaven. don't forgive others for them! if you don't forgive the bible says god will not forgive you. forgive others for yourself salvation not theirs. they have to live with their sins against you, you don't have to live with their sins. you move on from others. someone wrongs you for 20 years, forgive them don't let them punish your future 20 years to come if you don't forgive. it doesn't mean you have to welcome them back into your life. you just remove them out of your life and move on!

forgive others for yourself to enter heaven. don't forgive others for them! if you don't forgive the...

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