Confessions about 'Hate'

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I'm now at a different school where I am hated just as much as I was at my other schools, except this time it's not me at all. No one will bother to get to know me that would be too fair, they have to listen to the rumors, spread by people who don't even know my name. Claiming that I said this about her, or did this at my last school. That I'm going out with this guy, or that one. lying at every chance they get, I f****** hate it. Is anyone going to ask for my side of the story? Of course not. Why bother, right? Because it's my 7th day here, I must be just like the rest of you ghetto nobody's doing nothing, going nowhere right? By now , since I'm just like you, I must be wanting to get into a fight. So much so that I just walk around calling everyone something behind there backs. There are only two people I bother to talk to here. And those two people don't talk to the likes of your kind. Kind? The Basics. Basics people with basic thoughts and basic ideas they think they created. Influenced entirely by their surroundings. "Slaves of the environment" as Vygotsky would say. Use beings incapable of an original thought. Just because your 'Mama' named you 'Uniqua' doesn't make you unique. And the saddest part is, they think they are. Some of them even think they're going to be someone. Ha! Best of luck, Basic Trash.

I'm now at a different school where I am hated just as much as I was at my other schools, except thi...

Hate

A depressive optimistic Maybe sometimes the better a person seems to be the worse they really are. Well ,that's me. The eternal optimistic , the one who only sees the bright side of life , always. the one who's always wearing a smile no matter what , and trying to give others one. I cut. I have slit my wrists and my lower stomach. Still my lower stomach is the safest place to cut because unlike the wrists , it is not visible. I started to lose faith on life and I desperately need someone or something to show me life's worth it. I think i might have issues. When I'm angry or upset I start scratching my hands with my fingernails until I see blood or at least leave marks. The best part? it doesn't seem to hurt. Also the other day I pulled some of my hair off. It seems when I hurt myself all of that anger is released. No one knows. I'm tired. I think thinking about suicide is pretty normal, isn't it? I mean everyone , in one point or another have to had thought about it. and frankly the only reason of why I wouldn't commit suicide is because of my family. I don't care about all the other f****** world. I'm scared, what if I'm really sick? What is a serious depression is growing inside me? what could happen next? I'm alone.

A depressive optimistic Maybe sometimes the better a person seems to be the worse they really are. ...

Hate

i have been trying to pass this awful hard load of giant shit lately to the point I can't face the dam toilet again.

i have been trying to pass this awful hard load of giant shit lately to the point I can't face the d...

Hate

I don't want to go out with karman

Hate

I have a bad failure phobia, I sometimes avoid doing exams and take days off school due to fear of looking stupid. we get so bullied for not being perfect and right all the time by teachers and classmates.

I have a bad failure phobia, I sometimes avoid doing exams and take days off school due to fear of l...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

i hope they cancel and i can get a refund or they take all the tickets and pay me for them. I don't really want to go now and I need the money more then loose wasters. not that I am saying she is that sort of person but i dont even know the other one. just had it will false crap.

i hope they cancel and i can get a refund or they take all the tickets and pay me for them. I don't ...

Abuse, Hate

My husband can't satisfy me I hadn't slept with anyone before I got married and now when my husband and I have s he can't make me c. He dries hard to please me but doesn't do enough. When I an away from him and we sext over the phone I can make myself c** but not the case when he is there. I met this other guy recently and I started an affair with him. He makes me come several times in one round. What must I do my husband is becoming frustrated and the other guy wants me to leave my husband and marry him? I want someone else.

My husband can't satisfy me I hadn't slept with anyone before I got married and now when my husband ...

Adultery, Hate, Marriage, Sex

chris and pete used to sexually hurt me and hit me and bully me. they were bad kids. really bad. into drugs and violence.

chris and pete used to sexually hurt me and hit me and bully me. they were bad kids. really bad. int...

Hate

people say tony fights from the gutter, so stop it gutter trash.

Abuse, Hate

ah so you found the place

Hate

I Am The World's Beautiful and Terrible, so everyone tells me. So what? Full of pride and lot of ego about my young body at a sweet age of 20 and the prettiest girl on campus. I am a girl who is a freshman year in college. I have a wonderful family, good friends, a great education, and a fantastic life overall and both my parents are the best in the world. I am aware of this and of the opportunities that I have had over the years. Yet every day I feel both overwhelming joy and overwhelming sadness. The world is so foul, so disgusting, and people can be so hateful. My room mate is a racist and other people around me seem so bigoted and cruel. I have met many people here in the past few weeks, but they all seem so superficial and only care about appearances. I am a natural beauty and been modelling since the age of 3 and I have been told I have a great modelling career ahead of me and sometimes I prefer that to school. Some people seem sweet and down to earth, but they are hard to find especially at school and worst in modelling they are much crueler. At the same time, I see so many caring people who try to do good. It leaves me so confused. So many people call them losers for being nice and good people. I go to the park for a jog and I see a lot of sad lonely single young people, single older people and we all live single lives now. My friends and college and work friends rarely mix other then for competes. I want to talk to someone about these feelings, but I can't because when I have tried to voice them, no one seems to understand who I am supposed to be. I know that almost everyone thinks these thoughts, and similar thoughts, so I don't see why people can't talk about them. Like why is life so unfair and lonely and like when you are pretty you are bullied and picked on and left out too, or friends are just using and hurt me after they better me. I feel so out of place, and weird. The guys that I am friends with here clearly think that I am strange but hot and chase me then let me down, and I'm afraid that no guy will ever like me again seriously or notice me unless I go naked so I am considering doing some nude modelling for artists and painters at the near by school of arts. Would any of them notice me, let alone love me beyond what they see and the money is great but my friends say its like being a prostitute but I don't care cuz I have done that since the age of 13 and its great money for sideline things. I had a serious boyfriend in high school and we were deeply in love but once he found out about my Other side/my other personality who when I dress that way and act that way I am another person the prostitute , and I fear that I will never get that again, that no one will think that I am worthwhile. so long as the money comes in for a drug addiction I guess what does it matter. I don't know who to talk to about this stuff. I know that I should just appreciate my incredible life, but sometimes it's hard.

I Am The World's Beautiful and Terrible, so everyone tells me. So what? Full of pride and lot of ego...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

Your kids, both of them, have major f**** boundary issues. They have no concept of asking for things. They just take and use anybody's personal property as they please- no matter what it is. They expect to be catered to and don't lift a finger to help in return. They are annoying and nosy and have no real idea that they are just children. They are rude and disgusting. They overstep their bounds in everything they do. They have no respect for privacy. Your daughter won't even let me sit on the toilet. She can't knock. She just walks right on in- and is now offended because I lock the door behind me everywhere I go. She walks into places uninvited and unannounced and stands in on conversations that don't involve her and WILL NOT LEAVE on a constant basis but just can't figure out why nobody likes her. Your son is a lazy SLOB. He won't even bother to make himself a sandwich. He sits on the sofa with lunchmeat or a package of hotdogs and eats right out of the pack- because I guess getting out two slices of bread or warming hotdogs up in a pan of water just takes way too much effort. Your son is a liar and a thief. And a d*. Your kids are pigs. Both of them. Are my kids perfect? No. But I at least got them trained to understand that there are boundaries for them and that they are NOT miniature adults. Unlike your kids, they have a clear understanding of private and personal space. They have the decency to understand that they live with other people and they are not the center of the universe and therefore at least contribute to the household on a regular basis. When was the last time your son fed his own dog?

Your kids, both of them, have major f****** boundary issues. They have no concept of asking for thin...

Hate

Married Woman Wants My Baby in 2018This fine, tall,28 year old, skinny, married woman asked me for friendship on Facebook weeks ago. I have about 35 friends on FB and majority of them are relatives. I decided not to accept her friendship, but chatted with her. I was born in her native country, and she and I speak the same language. She told me the friendship request was simply a mistake because she does not know me. Upon finding out that she is married, and has one 2 year old son,I decided to seduce her, and asked her to secretly have a baby girl with me. She doubted me at first but after long discussions,she agreed. I have 5 kids by 3 women;two of them are grown,two are under 10 years old and one is an infant.I am not married but live with a gf(she is not the mother of any of my kids),her kids are grown. My plan, for the last few years,has been to have secret kids with married women. I find the idea to be erotic,while at the same time convenient for me. This summer,I am going to take a vacation in her native country and spend time with the mother of my infant child. While there, I would have liked to get the married woman pregnant for sure. But she told me the other day that she does not want to get pregnant till 2018 when her older son starts school.I will patiently wait;maybe she will have s** with me this year. I will support the child financially( I do it for the other 3), but discreetly. I want her husband to unknowingly raise the child as his. The woman has promised to get off the pill when the time comes,and to say nothing to anybody about the nature of her conception or child. I am so turned on and can't wait to accomplish this intimate task. So risque!

Married Woman Wants My Baby in 2018This fine, tall,28 year old, skinny, married woman asked me for ...

Abuse, Hate

I am a woman and I am sick of violent women attacking me for speaking up! or they sexually attack or verbally attack because they seem to think you want their stupid man when you don't. I am really getting sick of this bullying woman who keeps stalking me over a guy I think but not sure. she keeps bullying me, just because I talk or write doesn't mean I am competing with this stupid bitch, can you see how nuts she is and insecure, she is the one getting engaged and married not me. I am allowed to talk about what ever I want. Its not even like I want to know her because I don't. she is so, well, fake and brat and has a very comitted bullying team attacking people for no apparent reason. if you are so confident in your relationship and trust your man stop bullying me you disgusting crude thing! stop bullying me stupid insecure slut!

I am a woman and I am sick of violent women attacking me for speaking up! or they sexually attack or...

Abuse, Hate

self blame! you can't win ken carey stop copying my doctors and vets and using colours to hold on to nothing. how could I even love someone I never had time to know? stop stalking me. police are out to get you. police are going to get all the stalkers and attackers who have abused me. ken carey and joyce poorter and sarina russo etc. your only satanic losers. police are going to get you and punish you. stop stalking me. you have too many people who tell the same story. you can't get away or get out of it. stop stalking or police will get you. no one here wants to know you.

self blame! you can't win ken carey stop copying my doctors and vets and using colours to hold on to...

Abuse, Hate

anne helps husband ken carey to rape virgin women. own up before god punishes you. there are other victims they have spoken to me. we meet up and talk about you. we have our own club. we are everywhere.

anne helps husband ken carey to rape virgin women. own up before god punishes you. there are other v...

Abuse, Hate

ken carey is a killer! blue and yellow cancer wish on victims has been noted. he has victims everywhere while his wife anne raped young males. do not trust this dirty couple who are old ugly and can't turn a tap on let alone a person. they rape and attack victims everywhere. they are into satanic occult evil dirty ways. anne have some balls and own up to your faults and what you did wrong and how you wronged all the women your husband raped and attacked. there are more I have met them. own up anne and ken. your bad news. no way you can get away from what you are and do! your crazy and sick and demonic. your dirty and you are violent and no one wants to know you here. this couple work as a pair abusing victims he told me he has raped heaps of other women and she is in on it. she knows and she helps him. own up. face your guilt!

ken carey is a killer! blue and yellow cancer wish on victims has been noted. he has victims everywh...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Sex

killer

Abuse, Hate, Sex

self blaming!

Abuse, Hate

so I am not gonna put a ticket in things I don't like. i mean i don't want to live an endless summer to begin with. I like winter more. I hate summer. its all about timing and locations and worth it or not. I don't just enter any holiday prize or other things. it has to something I want otherwise what is the point.

so I am not gonna put a ticket in things I don't like. i mean i don't want to live an endless summer...

Abuse, Hate