Confessions about 'Hate'

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joyce taught me a lesson of anger and revenge and the want of killing old dogs like her. the waste of the world. i hate that dirty cuntsoul. cuntsoul whore spastic little woman. she killed me, all my friends said she should be in jail for what she did to me, just like billbull and ken and ron they all should have been in jail. everyone should be put in jail for bullying me and I am a perfect person in all ways. no one can beat me. no one has and no one ever will cuz I can talk an argument around any way i want that is why I am so good at law and politics. you will learn to out run my anger and my bullets!

joyce taught me a lesson of anger and revenge and the want of killing old dogs like her. the waste o...

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I Don't Have An Appetite Anymore I don't like to eat much anymore. I just don't want to or like the taste of some food and it put me off when we found maggots in the papaya and I end up complaining to the company and falling asleep and the maggots were all over me when I get home after online study school. Its the end of the night and I ate half a cheese cracker with cayanne pepper, that stuff is like my new drug of choice and two peaches. I just finished a few bottles of water and tea. Other than that, I don't really eat. breakfast is just always 1 quater of a cup of cooked oats and some fruit like grated apple or peaches or seeds. I don't do it to get skinny I don't really care how I look, its just that I feel ill a lot of the time like my body wants to reject some foods naturally and they say starving yourself is good for longitivity and diabetess and so I have these flush out days where I drink heaps and heaps of water and just a few specialized detox things but I just can't eat in the heat so I eat small bits in intervals . My stomach may want food, but I don't. I haven't ate much in the past two or three weeks. we rarely eat christmas day puddings and deserts. we buy them but don't eat them. I don't think this is considered anorexia, but how should I know. I have only studied nutrition for the last 4 or more years, so its so basic unless you have phd in everything right. I'm too sad and depressed to eat more now and then I have a splurge on 2 mini spring rolls or a half pork sandwich for lunch and once in a blue moon i go to macca and that sort of thing, I felt guilty in the heat the other day buying a mountain dew icey drink for a $1 and I hope I don't get sent food treats and chocolate again. I like the the private psychiatric hospital I used to go to. Those places are sacred and they just make sure you are talking to them or police call so i don't kill yourself here, as if i would, and they don't understand my sadness without a man and child at the age of 45 no one does understand my pain. only last night i had to turn a huge queen size mattress over with the help of me old mum of 79 cuz there is never some bastard fucking male to help me when i need help. the mongrel fucking bastards may all there souls rot in hell, I am a regular 46 year old woman who has no job and no man and no kids who sleeps in a cat chuck and piss and shit bed in poverty and don't want to know people after being attacked so much. So technically, they don't really care to help you even though it's their job. Well that's my confession, I don't like to eat anymore and I don't like being around people an I don't like being too nice too many people, I have a chip on my shoulder about everything so don't stir me up or you will verballed down and I am a strong woman who does weight lifting and I can control my anger and lust better then every woman on this earth. I am so powerful and fat and ugly and old and angry at the world, my neighbors know I hate them, their evil satanic ways will roost with them and their graves even though it's been making me sick they don't care sometimes I want to scream at them all "would some fucking asshole bastard get off their ass and help me with some thing here like move some furniture I can't do it all since I was in hospital , I don't care enough to try and fix it. so the church and shit and piss stay there, the bed really gets changed cuz all the queen sheets fall off the bed and I just stay in bed all day every day studying but for the days I am at the gym or hospitals or seeing therapy and medical treatments. so there is only so much a woman can do. and I never asked for all the spastics in my life and joyce is the spaz cuz she could have been the star expert witness in the court and put that pedo to jail but she chose not to which begs the question why? was isabelle his kid, god knows joyce would fuck anything? maybe that was why she had a hate for me and rose and took all her shit out on us. by god she must have done him cuz he must have been hitting 80 or more when isabelle was born, maybe he was someone elses sprogdog? anyway, joyce missed her staring moment of a win win situation cuz she always wanted everything with her as a her win me lose situation where as I was taught at legal studies and school and business and law and reolution and arbitration you strive for a win win, even in church schools that was what we were taught with ethical or spiritual matters or fighting in class. you know its not my fault that i am sick and sometimes I can't eat. I get this spasm pain that makes me feel like I am choking on my food. I have had that since I was assaulted with a sharp instrument pushed down my throat as a child, I have my period and I am tired. I sometimes feel more hungry when I go to the gym in winter but summer, food is not my popular past time. sleeping is and air coniditioning and studying. Iast night I was studying up until 1pm and I fell asleep studying. today is my birthday and I am going out this afternoon. I don't even want cake or sweet things. last night I had a few fudges, I love nougat and fudge but can only eat a small cube I cut the cubes in half they are too big and too sweet. I can drink over 10 liters of water to flush out everything and it helps my heart pain ease the throat spasms ease up.

I Don't Have An Appetite Anymore I don't like to eat much anymore. I just don't want to or like the ...

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NotSexxed My wife and I have 4 children and we have been married for a long time. She told me several years ago if I died she probably would never have s again because it just does not interest her. We do have s but only about once every three weeks. It always end the same. I preform oral s on her. Which always gets her off and she lets me f* her until I c which is always inside her. The f is almost always doggy style. I am totally s starved because once every three weeks is not nearly enough. Probably the thing that bothers me the most is even though I put a lot of effort into eating her p, she will not perform oral s on me and never has done so. We have talked about our infrequent s but it was many years ago. I would say when we have s it is my idea about 90% of the time. I don't want to cheat one her but I just don't think I can take this any more!

NotSexxed My wife and I have 4 children and we have been married for a long time. She told me severa...

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i am so hot and stressed out with headache and upset over the last week with xmas i have to take a heap of cayanne pepper to ease pain and thin my blood from all the stress other people give me. all I can say is "thank god its not my problem. thank god I didn't have to lower myself to that level of violent sexual rage like some types do" look how together I am! just had to get the cat to stop running across me 6 and 7 times a day and a dozen at night. enough is enough. the vet wouldn't put up with living like this.

i am so hot and stressed out with headache and upset over the last week with xmas i have to take a h...

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mum wanted the stupid brandied custard. mum has to learn that not everyone wants the shit. stupid old boofheaded grumple bum. sometimes i don't want to bloody well eat. everything today is interminidate fasting and scorn of sugar and carbs and everything today is wheatgrass green shit shakes.

mum wanted the stupid brandied custard. mum has to learn that not everyone wants the shit. stupid ol...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

I hate stupid brandy custard, what fool makes that shit? it takes like camels dung. and I don't want pudding xmas time wait until it is cool. I hate australia because of heat and no work and money. all you will get from me is some jello and yogurt or fruit and cheese. that brandy custard taste awful. what is there to nibble on, stupid popcorn and crackers, I want fruit bitch and I need the water filled up all the time. you know I like water. the doctor will go off at me for 2 drinks of lemonaide and want to put me on a traditional chinese diet next. then i will eat nothing but foam.

I hate stupid brandy custard, what fool makes that shit? it takes like camels dung. and I don't want...

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i sleep on a bed full of cat chuck, piss and shit. i sit in bed all day everyday.

Pride, Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

things could always be worst but I would feel better seeing you dead.

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things can always be worst hon but it could be better to seeing your face slammed into the cement on the roads this new year for being such an old asshole!

things can always be worst hon but it could be better to seeing your face slammed into the cement on...

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people did it to me, so I can insult and do it to young people to. and old flucker senile spastics.

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anyway i am 46 this year if i can't put younger people down and insult some people by now then i don't when i will be able to. i have earnt the right to insult others and tell people exactly what i think.

anyway i am 46 this year if i can't put younger people down and insult some people by now then i don...

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what i have seen and learnt in the last few years is that most doctors are poking in the dark with wands and haven't a clue of what they are doing. I can't believe I used to look up to most of them. and since I learned just a small bit of real things my eyes were closed to before, I can actually see why my grandmother as a nurse turned to alcohol, cuz she would have known how she would die seeing so many deaths on the job and things i have studied has made me see things very differently, not getting the career I wanted and the position of influence and family life i wanted and when that couple from the catholics came around and told me i should be grateful to be alone without love for all these years compared to stupid married whores who are abused. like that really insulted me, cuz things could be worse for any flucker. things could be worse for my neighbors if they fell off their balcony too, things can always be worse than what they are. things could be worse for any flucker even them. and i got up them for the way the st.vinnies whore spoke to me on the phone when i was worried about how i was going to pay bills and never enough money lately and cats sick and no oven or stove and then the solar pannel converter broke we just don't have a spare $2,000 to fix it. and the dog was almost begging me to take their dirty catholic money to eaze their dirty guilty consciences and i thought about it and said NO. you insult me enough slukts. and the old bagger st vinnies got rude to me saying "I can't help you, you left it too late to worry about a family and kids and career now at 45" and that was when I seen red and wrote to the catholic church and told them I am sick of their insults and rudeness and behavior against the teachings we were taught in catholic ethos. and then I told them were to go pluck off! cuz years ago the church got off its shonky gambled black market marfia assholes and helped good people get jobs. today they don't give a fluck. they only care about married people in their church who are the church holy rollers. and you will pay for that status. they are violent and like a support group person said to me, "we were abused mentally and emotionally in the catholic faith for the times of the 60s, 70s and 80s for being white average class girls. everything was poor flucking niggars. and kiss a niggars poor fluckng ass. and the guilt trips they threw on us kids over everything and anything they could. we were not allowed to flaunt we were forced into silence and modesty as catholic white girls and they didn't care about our educations and futures. to be told by some jumped up old catholic whore bitchdog that i should be grateful to have no one and no job offended me. I am insulted. that shows what bastardization that church is about. they want us to be alone and shut down for the niggar. they are trying to break down the white man, white man religion, white man money, white man ways. it was never the white mans or white womans burden to save their flucking depraved dirty mean ugly niggar souls, cuz they don't have any.

what i have seen and learnt in the last few years is that most doctors are poking in the dark with w...

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i don't have the same respect for police, doctors or church people or royals or anyone. to be honest I think they are a huge spastic retarted joke. I hope they all end up retarted mongies where they belong. you can see they are senile and retardo. all of them. the kids, the women are dogs and bad people. nothing good to offer the world. just another joke wedding of a pair of idiots that suck on media attention cuz they are nothing without the media attention if you took that away what would they be? nothing.

i don't have the same respect for police, doctors or church people or royals or anyone. to be honest...

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all the royals are spastic human bitches. the queen is clearly senile and spastic. they are turds and losers. druggies and the lowest scum of the universe. they are a joke. only they can't see that.

all the royals are spastic human bitches. the queen is clearly senile and spastic. they are turds an...

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lets face it they only come here to rip us white people off and to breakdown the white man and white woman. they don't have nig money over the genitals, we have white money and that is all they want. wake up world.

lets face it they only come here to rip us white people off and to breakdown the white man and white...

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i hate nigs, and nig germs. dirty bastards.

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i complained at the nigga cafe shop about the lipstick over the spoon. I told them "I want a new spoon, see this, it has lipstick on it, I am not wearing make up I rarely wear make up in summer heat. do you know how dangerious this is, it can cause menigicococil and viruses and bacteria and germs. its very dangerous you should be checking things before handing them to customers" and I am going to write a complaint if i get sick or not. had enough of other peoples sloppy performance when I was working I was sanctioned and told and it doesn't hurt them to sharpen up their act! if I get sick you know who i will be suing don't you. nig cunt whore sluts and nig pig dogs! animals. all of them sexual filthy animals. everything full of germs around me. sick of it. germs germs germs. I hate germs and I hate people.

i complained at the nigga cafe shop about the lipstick over the spoon. I told them "I want a new spo...

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mygun should apologise for what she has done too, so you found the place did you last xmas I gave you a fart and the very day I shat in your face! this year I didn't shred a tear cuz I knew you were at a neighbors party last year! bikermolling!

mygun should apologise for what she has done too, so you found the place did you last xmas I gave yo...

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ben smith and vince lamb stalking yeh these two indian curry eaters were making threats at me and telling me weird things over the phone and my mum had to ring our phone connection company. they were so weird. nigs keep on a nigging. phone company scam in australia we were hit by a scam group wanting internet details and they were gonna steal our access for a few months and we called police and our phone/internet company and found out it was a scam and they have been reported. go suck eggs curry eaters. don't boss me around or else! I can pack a punch at you mr!online scam curry eating indians I know not all are like this, but its been really bad here for the last 20 years of arabs, curry eaters or all kinds, and other types doing online scams. they call saying they are from your server net and phone or bank company and get you details to do evil things, take your money and fraud you out of everything and it not good for these cultures, everyone sees them as bad then.you curry eaters don't have to believe me just keep looking at your genitals. scammers get done too! I will see to that dirty nig. haters still gonna hate!

ben smith and vince lamb stalking yeh these two indian curry eaters were making threats at me and te...

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i am not apologizing for anything. go fuck your self. you can go whistle dixie if you want apologies cuz I aint giving any to anyone and she doesn't deserve what she has and how she got it. the demon face that annoys me on magazines everywhere. that hate filled ugly face.

i am not apologizing for anything. go fuck your self. you can go whistle dixie if you want apologies...

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