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probably that pagen devil thing at the back doing wicca on our family making cat chuck and shit happen here, I just don't trust the bastards here. all demonic spirits nothing good in them, they run to their catholic pretend faiths but how come they were not going to church when they first came here I have asked myself and god and I think their devil knows the answer! fakers will be punished before their lord!!!!!

probably that pagen devil thing at the back doing wicca on our family making cat chuck and shit happ...

Abuse, Hate

i have video hidden camera everywhere in our house watching for witches and broomstick dick men. get it all on video to dob the bastards in soon enough with this old mental thing down in the flat waiting for her asian husband taking her asian overseas holidays all the time then cries poor bugger me. i mean don't believe the tard grrrrullly!

i have video hidden camera everywhere in our house watching for witches and broomstick dick men. get...

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one neighbor had a bong sitting in his front yard for 10 weeks or more after their whorebikersmoll party it calls itself jason. looks more like a jokesome to me. that was the one doing pagan devil worship dancing around bon fires and said he "got rid of his wife" yeh, bumped her off and burnt the body or and murdered someone and threw the remains in the sea on his boat no doubt. and that slut new whore of his and that hooker next door , i don't know why she bothers to wave to dad cuz dad hates her. he thinks she is a druggy cuz i told him she was up to it and other shit they were doing. now its all ms ladeeda business ass with higher heels then a monkey in a circus and if she only knew!

one neighbor had a bong sitting in his front yard for 10 weeks or more after their whorebikersmoll p...

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oh I woke up and the cat chucked up over me and all the books and stuff over the floor lucky some were just papers. nice aroma of cat chuck for the day.

oh I woke up and the cat chucked up over me and all the books and stuff over the floor lucky some we...

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women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh god I think the porn on speakers must have let them out the loud banging on the bed in the porn while i was masturbating must have felt like thunder cuz all the flea eggs opened and fleas everywhere for fucking. wow. need more flea bombs and sex bombs

women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh go...

Abuse, Hate, Violence, Sex

I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't get knocked up and poof - there was a kid. We went through months of background checks and interviews and the cost and drama of adoption. You have to be REALLY wanting to do that, right? Well I suck at being a parent. My kid is almost out of the house and we scream. My kid is a better adult than I. They try to discuss and I just stew and vent. I get upset with EVERY THING they do. I see spoiled, my spouse sees a kid in need. I see a back talker, my spouse sees a kid expressing themselves. I see an utter lack of empathy and discipline, and I'm told I'm the problem. So clearly, I am. What to do? No I'm not willing to do therapy and being told that I need to give into the kid ... again. No, I'm not willing to just see it through for a bit longer. Yep, before the 1st I'm I'm going to move out. Because I truly suck. I cannot believe that almost 18 years trying and I'm done. But truly, I'm DONE. And that makes me sad, and ashamed, and ready to just disappear.

I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't...

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two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iwq4 we are two women mother and daughter forced to sleep on one bed full of cat piss. we have no money and no life. to the outside world we look like we have it together but its clear we don't. I don't know how to stop the cat pissing on the bed anymore. I have had enough of trying to fight it. I just hate it. and I am not even married. no job, no husband, no rights. and sick of people calling me a stupid bitch! and I will appear in court to dob any one in. anyone. I would enjoy the opportunity to dob any man or women in !

two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iw...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i am getting sick of people being indulged public holidays if i was in power i would ban most public holidays cus this is the joke today more traditional Christians don't celebrate xmas but new Asians here do but they don't take a holiday for their Chinese new year? weird or what?? services like post and medical, pharmacy, vet and bank and other business should be open all the time. no excuses.

i am getting sick of people being indulged public holidays if i was in power i would ban most publi...

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of course i only did a legal and finance degree and politics degree what would i know about horizontal and vertical? What is the difference between vertical analysis and horizontal analysis? Vertical analysis reports each amount on a financial statement as a percentage of another item. For example, the vertical analysis of the balance sheet means every amount on the balance sheet is restated to be a percentage of total assets. I am getting sick of being passed up for work when I think i am worthy of it and the same with men. its highly offensive and rude and my rights are being infridged by being denied the rights of having friends and a man in my life who is actually worth showing off to others like madame of the night louise could and the scarlet of the stage rose did. and people wonder why I won't go to weddings anymore and i am a bit like david s father alex now, I am above men and laugh at everyone in a relationship. i tell people. don't bother coming to me complaining about your wife or husband or how she has fozen up sexually on you i laugh openly at you. you dirty sexual filthy animals lustful dirty sleazy minded couples. i find you laughable that you really think people care about you or your kid. they only care about themselves not you. no one is caring about you but you at all its all in your mind that someone likes you and everyone at your wedding will be makign fun of you and joking about what assholes you were years ago and never let you live it down. you will grow up in some peoples eyes. people only care about themselves they only want to be seen to use you you stupid idiots. everyone can't wait for your world fall down and laugh at you. like alex said "they did it they are stupid" and that is how I feel about everyone around me. and I want leigh morris from rsl forced to answer to a court of law why she bullied and abused me against doctors orders to go to that spastic pathetic non-cocktail party where she planned to get me raped. we all know she had an agender. we all know what ken and his slut wife and their open marriage were up to and their plan to rape virgins, do you really think I am the only victim? highly unlikely. time will prove me right as always i am always right about everything.

of course i only did a legal and finance degree and politics degree what would i know about horizont...

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the only joy i got out of seeing this spastic fat dogs over the road fighting like pigs over some piece of useless cock gave me a certain about of joy knowing it wasn't me having to fight or be bashed and it was good to know they were bad and doing wrong and someone else was feeling pain and used and cheap rather then me. its always bemusing to see others shirt fronting and competing for sex and women putting on the dog etc its so funny. watching them get themselves hornyied up and like mad hens clucking and having their clunts clapped out. yeh, thank god it wasn't me. that is all i can think, thankfull i was saved the misery and the joke of it all. its sort of like watching the royals with their joke performances you have to laugh at them doing their thing, what ever the god dam hell their thing is! is so laughable and you think "thank god its not me" they probably would feel that way about me. so I might as well get in first and say what I think of them anyway. pack of complete frucking drugged out spastic idiots. those 2 fool poofters gate crashing the baby shows looking your pedo pluck fodder to do over while hoodwinking me and abusing my family. never will forgive that one. that mongrel bastards of a thing those 2 were. and those mongrel whore fat pig violent mothers who abused the hell out of me. devils fornicating witchery of sexual women depravity on their minds baby making humping machine dogs. i hated every last one of those dogwhore mothers and the shitty poopy ugly kids.

the only joy i got out of seeing this spastic fat dogs over the road fighting like pigs over some pi...

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I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and saying a young man would come into my life and be the love of my life and then on valentines day they got this 13 year to write to me wanting nudes pictures of me and sex and I called the police about it. he was not my idea of the love i was wanting. I had a image of a young doctor or paramedic or police officer of around say anywhere between 25-45 young not some ugly creepy long haired yobo slob teenager. I wanted a man I could show off at everyone and marry naturally. I have needs that this fool could not meet. can you imagine a womans heart broken to peices due to that bayside family church and what they did to me. it was not more then 2 years before hand when a neighbor stole a man around my age from me and she was just 15 at the most or younger and she wanted him and she bashed up other older girls for him and she got him. even after I had told him for a good year I liked him. so I hope he likes jail if he keeps that act up. can you imagine my hurt of the rejection of a man of 40 taking up with a whore fucking on trampolines and flashing a tourch at night everynight for loud sex for all the neighbors to the point I had to close the windows and the dope they were smoking was so strong I had to close the bedroom window the stink of the smoke was choking me and now the dog next door struts around like lady muck when its common and filthy as a whore. she used to have her male clients for sex work I am sure of it, park outside our house while she was being serviced and the husband was shooting a pallet gun at our house and at the tin fence and the kids were throwing mud and eggs at the house and on halloween dad had to go out and tell them they went too far upsetting me and I had to get a ambulance to the hospital. and they were drunk trying to burn signs on our fence and blowing up letterboxes and some drunk came in the middle of the night at my bedroom window saying kids were on our roof and they were torturing me, I could hear them attacking a man and the girls were attacking other girls over this guy and the neighbor in the end told him to get and he didn't come back with all his acting mates for a while. I was so sick and tortured by them. I was crying so sick and having to walk around the house in circles trying to breath and keep my heart rate up and then I was getting temperature drops and going into shakes and shiver fevers of too low a tempture. you have no idea how abused i was at hospitals and my certain asshole paramedics and I would be one of their most easy going patients. it wasn't my fault I had a low heart rate and infection and its like the police trying to make out i am crazy. dad seen what the neighbors were doing too. dancing around bon fires doing pagan worship satanic dancing and it smelt like they were burning dead bodies. to be honest with you. i got that way i didn't want to come home. I loved this young police guy who was nice to me, he seemed to genuinely care that i was sick and being abused by doctors and the churches and I didnt know why they were doing that to me, I reported bunnypoeta and I want that thing in jail, just like i want rick, katey and bec and ken and joyce in jail. i want them forced to answer why they abused me and assaulted me. I want someone on my behalf to lay changes against them, cuz i don't have the money to. I want my rights met. I was a battered abused raped woman who had a stroke after being raped. i was drunk so there was no consent. I want justice. i want joyce forced to answer several question I put to the human health complaints commission she is public enemy criminally minded evil woman. I want her forced to answer why she said those demonic things to me under the guise of therapy and being paid to just abuse me! I want people from other places who abused me forced to answer why they did what they did to me.

I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and sa...

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i like it when i can feel you being so insecure you have to write you filthy behaviors down. it does tell me when your insecure but you will go to jail for a long long long time if I get what I what I want from this world.

i like it when i can feel you being so insecure you have to write you filthy behaviors down. it does...

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today I have so much to do I just don't want to deal with murray on top of all of it. put it this way, murray has no business finesse and people skills. I am always disappointed when he is there over the real manager. I will be quick if I go cuz I am unwell for the time being I can't over do things with my infection.

today I have so much to do I just don't want to deal with murray on top of all of it. put it this wa...

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now you fuck off handby or your going to jail where you belong for a long time for stalking and harrasing college staff everyone is not on your ugly old side old man. your a dirty pathetic old man! just like pr william is a dirty pathetic ugly old man with a violent abusive evil agenda. pedo mentality too. your being watched and not everyone likes you. stop stalking. I am not stalking anyone. I go to heaps of sites all the time. sometimes I just read other times i write how I feel anonymously. but your games over handby. your time is up and your gonna end up in jail like ken for a long long long time. bad people get caught eventually. when your bad and stalking you get caught! the walls have ears.

now you fuck off handby or your going to jail where you belong for a long time for stalking and harr...

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they want to be careful of some old guy who claims he was a lawyer but anyone working in law can call themselves that and what proof do you have. when i know heaps of liars lie about degrees all the time. more people drop out then pass especially mature age people because of jobs and bills and money worries and health, so number 1 don't beleive everything you hear or see wanting to take photos of the 13 year old because pedophiles are in law and the professions and churches and teachers and all kinds of places and walks of life not just in hollywood, and at least those hollywood whores have the money and power to fight a court case which most average women do not. just cuz you have a case don't mean its not unwinable, just because a doctor is negligent doesn't mean he is at fault or guilty it takes a lot to prove things. but be warned by fakers and scammers out to cheat you who are wolves in sheeps clothing. my guess right now is that person is stalking me and it just gives me more amo to report it and I know who the person is, but do they know what they are doing is illegal. stalking people online on confession pages and ebay and colleges and competition sites and getting into servers and blocking me from pages and playing games is illegal. and I will get you. i am gonna have you put away for a long long long time once I have framed you all. beware and be warned. not everyone around you is your friend!

they want to be careful of some old guy who claims he was a lawyer but anyone working in law can cal...

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I wish I could meet the perfect guy for me rather then so many awful old losers all the time or these ugly long haired teens of 13 who are just useless to me. I deserve better then these shitty old men and pimple teen creepers who annoy me. you have to fight for a relationship all the time. fight fight fight competition everywhere who will cut you down everywhere. it would be nice to have a nice guy who was just dedicated to me who was not a creepy user and some old guy who, i have just had too many old men annoying me who are over 50 since I was 17 annoying me honestly expecting me to like them when clearly I would want the company of someone more matched to my own personality and I am a serious person and don't like anything out of line. I never chose this life and its a sin to expect me to accept just to make do with shit. everyone else always has more important needs and talents then me. and I am sick of it. I am not afraid to tell women I don't like now to go drop dead. someone was literally stalking me from page and page bullying me over some cock and I am sure I know who it was and she is a complete ugly insecure dog and will be to her dying day. she can fool some but she cant fool everyone.

I wish I could meet the perfect guy for me rather then so many awful old losers all the time or the...

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I have 1 fluffy ragdoll and 1 fluffy persian laying in the bed with me for the last week cuz they like the cooler. denis (snug walks over me and wakes me up so no wonder I am sleeping in the afternoon so much). since he came back from the pet hospital he has needed consoling and serious convalescing like simi he was very traumatised over the skin biopsies and he takes his medication and might have to be on it for up to 6 months that was why I was so upset over the hairdressor attacking me and my hair cutting away while yap yap yap. well, I have earnt all my pets love but like everyone who doesn't get any love I get hurt and angry and overwhelmed by my own illnesses and how to afford things and I have to be the main provider for my parents and myself and pet and take care of everyone and how can I without a job or husband I ask you? I have all these worries about bills bills bills and the old old house falling down. I had all these same worries at a child and teen up everynight worrying should I turn to prostitution at a young age of 12 to get my parents a house and make a career for myself but unfortately I was born grossly ugly with the curse of red hair so that was an impossible dream to be loved and liked. YOU POSSIBLY COULDN'T UNDERSTAND THE DEGRIDATION OF IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have 1 fluffy ragdoll and 1 fluffy persian laying in the bed with me for the last week cuz they li...

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can you see now why I avoid having these esoteric deep religious conversations when some dumb bitch comes up to me while I was minding my own busieness about if I think i will go to heaven and then had the audacity to tell me that god punishes even a white lie as the same as evil crimes and for hate to be as equal to murderers? like really? so if I don't go to heaven and if this loser god loves his murderers and arsonists and what ever over me who might tell the odd white lie as to not hurt someones feelings because its socially not graceous to do so, well that god can go fuck himself. god won't want to complain to me about loving murderers and arsonists and prostitutes over humble bumble old miserable stupid fair mindedly honest, and strongly ethical human me! who can't forgive the people who harmed me knowlyingly harmed me having capacity to know their abuse was causing harm which I have dobbed in those churches and doctors and entities of lower morals to police and to other medical bodies as well just to be a extra complete bitch! like isn't it enough that I am so charitiable I have stepped aside and been so so so so giving for other slutty whores with turbo powered cunts who need men and love more then me, I charititably and decently and modestly and politely step aside of these prostitutes and whores and scum women who are the lowest of the low to have a man. its just as giving to step aside for a whoreslut to have a manbeast scumbum man anyway as it is to give time or money to the poor and more needy desperate of the world. but man! am I sick of it. I actually hate women and look down on their sinful ways and laugh at these young so called dumb in love lower beings. and I even admit my attitude to love and jobs is "let me out I can't breathe" ! and I would rather run away and be the one that got away to make the bastards feel guilty and bad as dirty devils and laugh at them. I laugh openly at the younger generations and all they do, their babies and dumb weddings, their simplton degrees and work and their need to keep up with each other, try like i so happened to fall upon or find myself in a typical weekend going to the movies all these dumb whores trying to keep up with each other and do the face-off and shirt fronting sexy mom games and gossip and complain about hubby and kids and car and mortgage. its really amusing to watch these dumb spastic whores at their witchcraft antics. its so bemusing! my mother and i watched and giggled, as we do every time we go to one shopping mall and sit down and throw off at the twitty bird chicks inside at the travel agency and banks and how overworked the poor slutty whores are and the real joke is they really do believe they are sexy and hot in their drag queen high heels and fake eye lashes and creepy bodies and their creepy sleazy couple times. eek, it makes me squirm and giggle so much at them. sometimes I have openly mocked them. like the stupid dumb royals aren't they bemusing fool clowns as my grandma would have said "bunch of faggots".

can you see now why I avoid having these esoteric deep religious conversations when some dumb bitch ...

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xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were between 1979-1984 and the rest shit, til 1988 til 1995 the rest shit again. when your forced to sleep in a cat urine soaked bed after years of university education and a chuck up old house of spastic parents old molely mildew house without a job or relationship for as long as me, without a family of my own, cuz to me having children and your own babies and a proper husband to enjoy life with is what xmas is about but we live in this new world agenda of the Jesuits and Illuminati and we are forced to live in pigshit. Question: "What does the Bible say about breaking generational curses?" Answer: The Bible mentions “generational curses” in several places (Exodus 20:5; 34:7; Numbers 14:18; Deuteronomy 5:9). God warns that He is “a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me.” It sounds unfair for God to punish children for the sins of their fathers. However, there is more to it than that. The effects of sin are naturally passed down from one generation to the next. When a father has a sinful lifestyle, his children are likely to practice the same sinful lifestyle. Implied in the warning of Exodus 20:5 is the fact that the children will choose to repeat the sins of their fathers. A Jewish Targum specifies that this passage refers to “ungodly fathers” and “rebellious children.” So, it is not unjust for God to punish sin to the third or fourth generation – those generations are committing the same sins their ancestors did. There is a trend in the church today to try to blame every sin and problem on some sort of generational curse. This is not biblical. God’s warning to visit iniquity on future generations is part of the Old Testament Law. A generational curse was a consequence for a specific nation (Israel) for a specific sin (idolatry). The history books of the Old Testament (especially Judges) contain the record of this divine punishment meted out. The cure for a generational curse has always been repentance. When Israel turned from idols to serve the living God, the “curse” was broken and God saved them (Judges 3:9, 15; 1 Samuel 12:10-11). Yes, God promised to visit Israel’s sin upon the third and fourth generations, but in the very next verse He promised that He would show “love to a thousand [generations] of those who love me and keep my commandments” (Exodus 20:6). In other words, God’s grace lasts a thousand times longer than His wrath. For the Christian who is worried about a generational curse, the answer is salvation through Jesus Christ. A Christian is a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17). How can a child of God still be under God’s curse (Romans 8:1)? The cure for a “generational curse” is repentance of the sin in question, faith in Christ, and a life consecrated to the Lord (Romans 12:1-2). the bible also says that Deuteronomy 18:10-11New International Version (NIV) 10 Let no one be found among you who sacrifices their son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, 11 or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. When men fight with one another, and the wife of the one draws near to rescue her husband from the hand of him who is beating him, and puts out her hand and seizes him by the private parts, then you shall cut off her hand. Christians eat their own children....Deuteronomy 28:53%u201CThen you shall eat the offspring of your own body, the flesh of your sons and of your daughters whom the LORD your God has given you, during the siege and the distress by which your enemy will oppress you." then there is the lost books and removed gospels who was said to be a disciple and also These three rediscovered gospels are named after Simon Peter, Mary Magdalene, and Judas Iscariot. a number of other gospels which they knew about, but which apparently no longer survive. These include the Gospel of Matthias, the Gospel of Perfection, the Gospel of the Seventy, the Dialogue of the Savior, the Gospel of the Twelve, the Book of the Hebrews, the Gospel of the Nazarenes, the Gospel of Bartholomew, the Secret Gospel of Mark, and the Gospel of Eve. Other gospels may have also existed, but even their names have been lost. see the constant contradictions of the bible!!!! being a person who studied theoretical bullshit at university and dropped out I don't ever claim to be an expert on anything, but university did teach me to question everything, analyse everything which makes me have to consider the god;s check list that scott clifton https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo Attachments area Preview YouTube video God's Checklist 2.0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo God's Checklist 2.0 the point is why did god bother sending me to university if his greater useless plan was to cerfdom me!

xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were betw...

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i have slept most of today again like xmas day I went to sleep about 1pm after lunch and woke up around 7pm or 8pm and then had dinner and shower and back studying and then went to sleep again around midnight. probably do the same tonight. I only want to study really. life is so boring. I got for xmas some make up and some jewellery and a evening dress. I bought only a few things for myself like the minties and we bought a heap of fudge and chocolate and I will say the ginger jams were nice its a dutch cookie but soft with dark chocolate and it tastes like it is soaked in brandy and that was about my limit for wanting pudding with a few cubes of fudge its just too dam sweet for me. we had some nice cheeses vintage and blue vein and this wow one was mango infused cheese with macadamia nut pieces in it and fruits slices and olives and some maple syrup coleslaw and peppers mustard roast potato turn out. some meats of turkey, ham and pork and cranberry and I will say the bitters in the tonic raspberry soda was very nice as was the ginger beer with clove and cinnamon. we had eggnog and missed the chocolate eggnog this year none of the companies bothered to make it. i mean christmas is about a few nice foods but its sad really. we didn't do anything religious at all not even say grace and didn't bother putting on outside lights this year cuz we all been just too busy with study and other stuff. however we did buy a new white xmas tree we did put the lights on a few nights but not much. couldn't be bothered. don't even bother wrapping gifts anymore cuz of the environment waste and yeh, I think i am going out for nye afternoon but wait and see. I just want to read a bit and rest over this sore throat. I have been reading about legionnaires disease I hope I don't have that.

i have slept most of today again like xmas day I went to sleep about 1pm after lunch and woke up aro...

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