Confessions about 'Hate'

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i realised we were not welcome around sapsticride taxiride. those spastic losers from the depths of hell i never wanted to know. the lowest scum of the universe they are.

i realised we were not welcome around sapsticride taxiride. those spastic losers from the depths of ...

Abuse, Hate

a college notebook was stolen from my bedroom while we were away on holidays it has all my legal notes in it. you might like to give it back sometime ms bitch rose?

a college notebook was stolen from my bedroom while we were away on holidays it has all my legal not...

Abuse, Hate

there is nowhere to go to meet nice people that its not contrived up and about you doing something for other for free.

there is nowhere to go to meet nice people that its not contrived up and about you doing something f...

Abuse, Hate

i was not sent to a gyno til I was in my 40s I was sick and getting hot wet sweats in my 20s at night and no doctor would look into it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H28pPlDn4Mw they kept saying it was just in my mind and my new doctor has said its not and i seen 2 gynos and going to go to another more expert one.

i was not sent to a gyno til I was in my 40s I was sick and getting hot wet sweats in my 20s at nigh...

Abuse, Hate

if i have to pay for pet hospital and speicalist for my little black cat then I can't afford the holiday and my little black havana cat is more important to me then anything in this world. i am stressed with my own illnesses and my cats illness and my parents and sisters illnesses, like as dr berg says most people who get auto-immune disorders it usually happens after a bad upsetting event and for me that is true what triggered off my auto-immune disorder and vaginal itch lichen scoliosis when the man who molested me died and my sister was in and out of hospital in 1996 left untreated it leads to cancer and my sister and other relatives had histerectomies and joyce just would never listen to her the way to get over the upset over the prostitute woman at the hotel being murdered she said i had to have sex out of anger (a bit confusing to me and I can't forgive her over it) and I got a liver fluke infection around 1996 and I have to put my cats and my health first and my parents health as well. my ragdolls is better and out of hospital and on a special diet and now the black havana cat x is back and forward to the vet and he has to go on special diet and see a specialist and I can't appease everyone. people are expecting too much of me, I might have to have key hole or other surgery later this year and I am cranky all the time. I am not this party person and I have no friends and no interests really I keep to myself because people have never liked me and they never live up to what i expect of them. and I am not taking my cousin on a cruise and I am sick of paying for other peoples holidays who are richer then me. I am being used. like I am a human resource, my womb and skills and all of me is just going to waste like a mental asylum victim from the 1930s or something. bugger david from charlton b and I have had so many people at colleges promise me the world and careers and all this bullshit too many times and been let down at kelly college and qcc and university and other places. even tafe let me down and took money from me. I am not going to me used and spoken to by shit people who talk shit and get paid to talk shit. like that st vinnies lot, and I won't take charity either after how rude they were, just to make them feel better , bugger them. like mum said, bugger aaron, bugger john and his mongrel kids, dad says bugger the little bastards. i agree.

if i have to pay for pet hospital and speicalist for my little black cat then I can't afford the hol...

Abuse, Hate

i am cancelling my nye cruise to new caledonia since the earth quake I had felt no I can't handle a natural disaster and cyclone season. then I thought about all the islanders and nigs out here in australia who treat us so badly and why should i spend money on rude people and i might get germs in their beaches and hot water and sunburn and since I got sick I might try to get out of the contract cuz I seen some videos on youtube and nye on a cruise ship doesn't even look like fun, cuz i am not a drinker, i don't party. i don't trust people at all. it looks the loneliest place in a crowd to spend with people acting stupid and everyone in their own bubble and you know no one, its not like i will find a romance anywhere i go so, i need the money for my operation in hospital now, so i am going to get a refund and end the deal. why would you go to a place so close to guam and marianas trench and challenger deep where they set off the bomb in bikini atol by america that is probably all over there all radio active and us Australians put up with these islander nigs being rude to us. no thanks. time to call it off, I wasn't keen on it anyway, its just that it was dirt cheap deposit but yeh. don't know if I want to go now don't want nig germs. last cruise i got dirt cheap for 4 people at $800 and i only did it out of a dare. i can't afford this cruise and i no longer want to go if they have earthquakes. it doesn't feel safe. i don't feel safe to party i am just not a party person.

i am cancelling my nye cruise to new caledonia since the earth quake I had felt no I can't handle a ...

Hate, Violence

mum and me and dad don't want alan here. cookie is the one who should sort it out she is fat controller dog and its her brother so she should not throw the burden of that monkey looney bin family from the philipines on us. my parents don't like him. they had enough of the whole thing. cookie will have to suck on her tuffit cuz she one spastic whore dog that should have been killed a long time ago. that spastic ugly mongrel pig. how my sister got involved with that spastic monkey girl i have no idea.

mum and me and dad don't want alan here. cookie is the one who should sort it out she is fat control...

Abuse, Hate

my mum keeps saying she wanted to see david of charlton b courses on his ass. she says is all the time now like me and joyce. we just want people all on their ass everywhere. so what?

my mum keeps saying she wanted to see david of charlton b courses on his ass. she says is all the ti...

Abuse, Hate

brad seems to think we owe that rut money with dodo, I don't think so you dodo. little wanker loser. all he is doing is bullying and stealing.

brad seems to think we owe that rut money with dodo, I don't think so you dodo. little wanker loser....

Abuse, Hate

I am not interested in love. I am not even looking for love. men are useless when it comes to that department. I hope everyone falls on their ass when mum says that about the jerk at Charlton B I say that about everyone, I just copy Joyce now what she said to me or whatever people say to me I say it back to a dozen or so people. I want people on their ass. I love seeing doctors and other people on their ass. melissa can go fall on her ass and so can her spastic baby baskets cuz I am not doing them. she has a hide expecting me to. she is so simple I could do her job better then she can. she has not got a clue of what she is doing with counselling and bravehearts are a lazy organisation full of idiots and trolls. that hetty will never allow it to be more cuz she likes the power. they can't even keep a contract the doctor set up and can't keep staff and for a honors student to work in a tin pot pisshole like there must be a come down you would think that they wouldn't need that. they never be much cuz its the hetty show. she should be put on her ass too. this is the kick up the ass that she and most people deserve. as joyce used to always say to me day in and day out. so I do it back now.

I am not interested in love. I am not even looking for love. men are useless when it comes to that d...

Abuse, Hate

i need more flea bombs.

Abuse, Hate

What to do...? Ever since my ex blew up last Halloween, I've been trying to keep my distance from her. Every time after that night when we had s, I made sure that I got it out of my system so I wouldn't have to go back to her again. Each time I'd be more rough than before, just to make sure I 'punished' her, because I knew she'd be hurting for days after. The last time we had s, it was awesome and lasted like an eternity, but I wanted to make sure I didn't have to come back again and I could just say no when she calls late at night. She called me last Friday, wanting to hook up this week. We haven't seen each other in months. I know she still has a banging body and hadn't seen or been with anyone since our last time. It's a trap. I know it. Please don't call...please don't call......

What to do...? Ever since my ex blew up last Halloween, I've been trying to keep my distance from h...

Hate, Blasphemy

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The current average wait time is 3 minutes and 4 seconds. If you would like to view the FAQ please click on this link (opens in a new tab) Info at 22:21, Nov 27: You are now chatting with Lifeline. Info at 22:28, Nov 27: There is a problem connecting with Lifeline1073. Please wait while your chat is transferred to another agent. Info at 22:28, Nov 27: You are now chatting with Lifeline. Lifeline5022 at 22:29, Nov 27: Welcome to Lifeline's Crisis Support Chat service. What has been going on for you this evening? charly hort at 22:31, Nov 27: not well. I am very worried over my health and my cats health. I am worried I have spread a std or fungal / virus combination to my family in the wash with my illness and clothing and touching other things. and the cat touching me and smelling my clothing. its all my fault. I know this will kill him and kill me. we dead! charly hort at 22:31, Nov 27: i will kill myself and others if my cat dies. enough is enough. charly hort at 22:32, Nov 27: this is all because a stupid doctor was not treating my rash properly Lifeline5022 at 22:32, Nov 27: I can hear you feel frustrated and also scared that you may cause illness to other people and your cat charly hort at 22:33, Nov 27: yeh what's more is my gp was not treating it properly and not using the right cream and now i could have cancer. and hpv from their cross contamination lack of care. charly hort at 22:35, Nov 27: all because I won't love a tard old fart theordumb and all because i can't appreciate being raped by a spastic. charly hort at 22:36, Nov 27: someone has been trying to kill me, I want to dob in a doctor who has not been treating me properly. Dr Dale Lee and I am sick of this racial abuse just cuz I am not asian doesn't mean I don't deserve quality treatment and respect Lifeline5022 at 22:36, Nov 27: I can hear you feel worried and frustrated charly hort at 22:38, Nov 27: my cat could die now. and luckily none of the other cats i have or my family have picked up the virus or fungus infection I have on their face or arms when I hug them but it has to be me spreading the germs due to a doctor not doing his job properly. Lifeline5022 at 22:39, Nov 27: Would it help for you to take the cat for a check up at the vet? charly hort at 22:39, Nov 27: i could have hiv aids and clamidia and god only knows what and herpes and shingles and small pox or some virus that has not been found yet. charly hort at 22:40, Nov 27: i tried to take him today but the stupid receptionist said that the vet had no free appts til wednesday and he has to see a vet tomorrow or I will take him to another vet who will act quickly and do something or the cat will end up with his nose falling off and its rotting off Lifeline5022 at 22:41, Nov 27: I can hear you have health concerns, and you're worried about other people too charly hort at 22:41, Nov 27: he won't take medicines and he will have to have a needle and go to a cat dermitologist charly hort at 22:41, Nov 27: yeh its the money honey. the money. charly hort at 22:43, Nov 27: i wish had all the money in the world to make everyone happy but no one is making me feel loved and happy. just fat and ugly and worried. it aint any fun and it aint happy for me, if i am fat and stressed out and my pets sick. and doctors not doing their jobs right. they want me and all pensioners to diie soon. they are trying to kill us all off. Lifeline5022 at 22:43, Nov 27: I'm here to listen and support you tonight. Apart from the things you've told me about, what support would be helpful? charly hort at 22:44, Nov 27: i need my rights heard and met. I have no legal help as a woman I am spit scum. and I have a spastic father who is drunk all the time and got dementia and thinks he is an academic. its just pathetic from this spastic who drinks and smoked his family to death. Lifeline5022 at 22:45, Nov 27: It sounds like you don't trust anyone...that they've been lying to you charly hort at 22:45, Nov 27: my enemies are trying to harm me. Lifeline5022 at 22:45, Nov 27: enemies....? charly hort at 22:46, Nov 27: i beleive we are being socially engineered and a lot of people on pensions are just on a waiting list like a nazi list to be bumped off. they want us to die. Lifeline5022 at 22:47, Nov 27: You've talked about death and suicide. Do you plan to end your life tonight? charly hort at 22:47, Nov 27: right now i have rash all over my arms and the face one healed up with a antibiotic ointment and the arms are bad at the moment charly hort at 22:49, Nov 27: no i don't know when, if some vet doesn't help tomorrow and do some serious action i am going to attack someone. its time I killed someone , a person for putting me in such a black place. whoever made me this black I could kill them. the social engineering and abuse against white battered abused neglected women. charly hort at 22:50, Nov 27: i don't like any of the men i have been introduced to so far and the ones I like go off to other places. and I am sick of old farts sexually harassing me. Lifeline5022 at 22:52, Nov 27: It sounds like you feel you're being victimised by people in authority charly hort at 22:52, Nov 27: yeh and from low lifes as well Lifeline5022 at 22:54, Nov 27: What can you do to protect yourself from the people who are trying to hurt you? charly hort at 22:56, Nov 27: i don't feel there is. they just attack me when they want to using witchcraft and getting people to attack me, or abuse me, they pay people to abuse me. or they just have like isis connections and spread viruses to kill off groups of people who are shall we say in the way. like princess diana and others. they kill them when they don't shut up and just quietly go away. Lifeline5022 at 22:56, Nov 27: I can hear this is making you feel insecure and scared charly hort at 22:56, Nov 27: i have had viruses spread on me since a baby. I had whooping cough that were spread by coca-cola. the bastards tried to kill me. charly hort at 22:57, Nov 27: they are big companies I don't think you know who your dealing with how poweful these terrorist groups are . charly hort at 22:58, Nov 27: yeh I do feel unsafe. I admit it was my idea to use a jet plane to bomb a building i just didn't think anyone would actually use the idea for sept 11 world towers. charly hort at 22:59, Nov 27: to these people its just a game like a computer game. spreading viruses and causing accidents which are no accidents. these people know what they are doing. they steal creative works and take money from people and have no morals at all. Lifeline5022 at 23:00, Nov 27: What helps you to cope with so much fear and dread about the world and the people in it? charly hort at 23:02, Nov 27: * shrug* just a constant outwitting game of survival. they even rape people and get men to molest kids. so you have no idea how these people are so evil. its just a game joke to them. they have no human heart no care for who they hurt. charly hort at 23:02, Nov 27: the catholic church are invovled too. its all about powerplay. charly hort at 23:03, Nov 27: its gonna get worse yet with terrorism attacks. I am sick of this abuse but I have to protect myself and pets too. Lifeline5022 at 23:03, Nov 27: What can you do tonight that will help you to relax and hopefull get some good rest? charly hort at 23:06, Nov 27: I will be checking on my cat periodically all night so i know he is breathing i don't want him to die, if he dies i hope he dies at home and with me holding him. but i will be calling a vet again in the morning and make them do what i want or take him to another vet. and they will lose my business if they don't sharpen up their act. sometimes I wish all my pets would just all die and I die quick so there is less stress and some peace at last . i want to just go to a coffin and grave and be left alone. charly hort at 23:06, Nov 27: i can't take it anymore. i hope everyone gets this too. i hope they get viruses and know how it feels Lifeline5022 at 23:06, Nov 27: I can hear you have to live constantly with anxiety. I can send you a link to a service you may find helpful Lifeline5022 at 23:06, Nov 27: Mental Health Online (Swinburne) - https://www.mentalhealthonline.org.au/ - Mental Health Online is an internet-based treatment clinic for people with anxiety problems. - Mental Health Online offers a comprehensive online mental health service providing information, assessment, online diagnosis and treatment programs ("eTherapy") https://www.mentalhealthonline.org.au/ charly hort at 23:06, Nov 27: I could have been contaiminated with hiv aids as a child with other mothers germy gutter breast milk, once again see their game of killing off groups. can't you see ? I can see witchcraft. if you can't your spastic.

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Abuse, Hate

being around nick cutting crew/ bugsy as a kid was like being around adam lambert and for all I care milo p can put the kirk/ coke can up his ass too or in mouth so long as the bastards are not need me. my godparents were not even catholic they were nutters old and useless rich scum!! while your at it. look at this fool its so "hames reyne hammerhead, Catholics take food from your mouth, your the like the devil in hell, hanging out with the nicest awful people in Catholics. silken slip of catholic evil" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMmBwCSk6sw&list=PLL8ssTVkmeoxdXqTkdRhfYlGu-FPI0bKa or is it george micheal wham all she wants" oh god help us.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7G8gTAjKXg who is this stupid leader of the pack? someone please send him back. enjoy the fame cuz it will cost you! try to wipe the wool across the worlds eyes, well I won't be. sorry if I am laughing at you. milo kerigan sort of, but my mum didn't like the catholic church when they allowed athethests who had no faith to be godparents, i think the church should make godparents to answer to a counselling to find out why they want to be a godparent and their faith and stop making fools of kids for richies ego. i have had enough of your abuses on me. the sexual abuse, the throwing things around, the sexual degridations and everything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMo8JuPPb0M what they did to my sister and putting us in hospital and making us ill and expecting us to live like gay nuns? self torturing , not fucking normal.

being around nick cutting crew/ bugsy as a kid was like being around adam lambert and for all I care...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i need more flea control on me due to so many fleas, i keep spraying and giving the pets flea control but it is out of control.

i need more flea control on me due to so many fleas, i keep spraying and giving the pets flea contro...

Hate

you are a spastic little woman joyce only the devil made a spastic dog like you. you are spastic. spastic!!! get it spastic and ugly and dogfaced. retarted and a bitch. I could easily bash your face in for you dog. you don't ever want to come near me again your spastic "charlatan" include "shyster", "quack",fraudster" !

you are a spastic little woman joyce only the devil made a spastic dog like you. you are spastic. sp...

Abuse, Hate

go die katyR fuck off and die whore spastic. go die whore you murdering shitbag loser. druggy freako sex manic nutcase. "you need to get into my head do you?" well go buy a xray you spastic turdwonder!

go die katyR fuck off and die whore spastic. go die whore you murdering shitbag loser. druggy freako...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

if my cat loved me he would take his tablets to ease my stress and worry. end of story. that is what i told him and yelled at him last night and how naughty he is not taking his tablets.

if my cat loved me he would take his tablets to ease my stress and worry. end of story. that is what...

Abuse, Hate

i am so tired. i am sick of being sick and tired by life and disappointments and no love or work. sometimes i wonder why i keep going and i surprise myself i survive most nights and wake up.

i am so tired. i am sick of being sick and tired by life and disappointments and no love or work. so...

Abuse, Hate

special foods for allergy cats, special foods for this and that cats all costs money and i need a job cunts! you mongrel fucking dirty cunts of brisbane and your disgusting shit hole country full of losers.

special foods for allergy cats, special foods for this and that cats all costs money and i need a jo...

Hate