I am depressed :-(

why can't every one just stop bullying and abusing me. people are trying to kill me and I don't know why. they have been at it for years and I want them to stop or I will call the police again.

why can't every one just stop bullying and abusing me. people are trying to kill me and I don't know...

its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can tafe? like I failed adult senior biology 2 times yet passed forensic ethics and genetic engineering ethics but couldn't pass senior biology but how can you if the senior course is only 15 weeks when really its 2 years normally. and i think tpc was better when subjects ran over 2 semesters and also I did paralegal diploma in 9months then they changed the curriculum and wouldn't let me pass the course after doing over 3/4s of it and it cost me over $8,000 (I had to beg borrow and slave for) and years ago tafe used to do associate diplomas over 2 years my dad was doing a business AD and my sister did a computer programming AD and they had it cheap and over 2years and here was me expected to do a full diploma with computer and business and justice of the peace in 9mths. I was hurt and I am still hurt about what they did to me, I dropped out of university a few times, humanities degree and a international business/law degree after being assaulted and getting sick. dropped out of pathology and its like I feel a failure. even though I went back and did sports nutrition and podiatry assisting and computer and pharmacy etc I feel inadequate. nothing I do feels like "that bliss point" I used to have.

its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can...

I paid for a chocolate class for 2 and this woman who runs the class was making out I got the wrong day, she had no phone number on her webpage and I emailed her to confirm booking and gave her my phone number and email then she was making out I didn't give her a phone number and she had no way to email me and then she up and changed the date and didn't tell me and still has not got back to me, the woman is a nutter, so to be polite I said "well, out of politeness I will take the blame for the time muck up but I thought we did set it in the day and I double checked and you didn't call me, but sorry if it is my fault because I have been very depressed since vaginal surgery and skin treatments and the plumbing emergency" and she still has not got back to me. I knew she would blame me for it you can't fight with these foreigner arab italian latino types they think we are white english/irish australian trash idiots, and I am sure she said the time and date I wrote down in my diary. I feel like I am being abused by this woman. something does not add up in a business that doesn't have a phone number and all she does is rent out commerical kitchen when she would be better running it from her home or the better place that is not surrounded with construction everywhere.

I paid for a chocolate class for 2 and this woman who runs the class was making out I got the wrong ...