I am depressed :-(

Places like this - Remind me how shallow and disgusting people are. When you hear what's really in people's hearts, you know that that majority of people are either: 1) superficial and selfish 2) perverted and disgusting (need to have their d**** removed) 3) useless and boring I hope someone kills everyone on this planet.

Places like this - Remind me how shallow and disgusting people are. When you hear what's really in p...

so last week I bought 2 soft drinks at one of the fast food shops which is a rare for me. I usually like my tea and water but sometimes I like a soft drink fizz to lift the mouth cells around. and I had 2 florentees the whole time they were on offer and they lazy bastards don't make them anymore anyway. so don't start on me about healthy eating ! I eat a lot of healthy food and the odd treats. I am just sick of the tablets making me fat. why can't they make antidepressants that don't make you fat? if they are so clever right? why can't they put their mind to that then crime hey?

so last week I bought 2 soft drinks at one of the fast food shops which is a rare for me. I usually ...

i just tried some pear and cheese and jaz crackers sometimes I have that before going to bed and I have half a glass of juice (not the time you are thinking not dangerous or sugary) and trying to enjoy eating it which is hard for me. dinner was interesting mum went to a lot of effort and did this tomato bean soup with kale and chickpea and meat balls and sour cream on top with parsley. I could have forgone everything but the parsley to be honest the way I feel. lunch was a struggle to eat 1 slice of wholemeal bread and beans and cheese and milk chai thing with yogurt drink. breakfast I had 1 quarter of a cup of oats as always and some fruit but I woke up at 2am and had some crust and marmalade jam and tea cuz I couldn't sleep I am so stressed out over elisa if she is going to fraud me and the bank so after I came home from a medical procedure I was so agressive and annoyed I yelled and sent hate emails to my bank calling them a bunch of cUnz! yeh well when I have a bad day and I was in pain some one is going to cop it ! i felt dam violated I tell you. bloody insult.

i just tried some pear and cheese and jaz crackers sometimes I have that before going to bed and I h...