Confessions about 'Love'

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看了这么多竟然发现只有我一个说汉语我忏悔我做了很多错事有很多瞒着我自己的妻子现在这些事为我带来了很多负债我们明明相爱的也许明天也许一个月之内我就会因为经济压力崩溃而只留下两个伤心的人面对惨淡的生活也许我会在那个时候选择投奔主的怀抱让一切都化为风一样散去吧这一世我就此告别

看了这么多竟然发现只有我一个说汉语我忏悔我做了很多错事有很多瞒着我自己的妻子现在这些事为我带来了很多负债我们明明相爱的也许明天也许一个月之内我就会因为经济压力崩溃而...

Love

my cat is black domestic short hair with some long hair especially on his tail and chocolate whiskers and chocolate pads on his paws, and he can sing a meows song and he ha chocolate havana mix and some long hair of the chantilly. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnlbxRJU8Rk but he does have a auto-immune disorder. at the moment he looks like a sphinx or rex cat with his stitches.

my cat is black domestic short hair with some long hair especially on his tail and chocolate whisker...

Pride, Love

ok, i am on birth control (obviously)- ok, i am on birth control (obviously)- however, i never let a guy c inside of me until recently. my boyfriend did for the first time a couple weeks ago and ever since then when we have s i always let him do it. we talked about it and are unsure if its okay to keep doing it but we both can't help it because it turns us on so much. even though i can't feel him cuming inside of me, it turns me on to know that his c** is there.. anyone else feel this way? is it healthy to allow this to keep happening?

ok, i am on birth control (obviously)- ok, i am on birth control (obviously)- however, i never let ...

Murder, Love

True or not ??? I have honestly played doctor with my sister, had a year long affair with my niece, and f***** two of my sister in laws. All I can say now is that with the real experiances of incest behind me,Is that anyone that has been in an incestuous encounter can tell which storys are true or not. And to those that think it is so discussting, don't know how common it really is, or how fantastic it can be. so all I can say is : Incest is best, Put your uncle to the test.

True or not ??? I have honestly played doctor with my sister, had a year long affair with my niece,...

Love, Lie, Sex

Summer school I had to go to summer school like 5 yrs ago and i hated every minute of it and i swore i would never ever go again but this yr i had to go again and i told my parents i would hate it and would cut every class every time i got the chance. so we started this week and i got put in the algebra 2 class i didnt want with a teacher i already hate but then the third day the class got too big and so me and another girl got put in a different teachers class and this guy is like totally hot. and i dont mean hes hot for his age----i just mean hes f hot. so i sit there in class just f WANTING him and getting wetter and wetter and wetter every minute im there in front of him to the point that my uniform pants are completely soaked in between my legs and i almost make nasty sloppy squishy noises when i walk. my p and my ass just throb while i am fantasizing about getting on him and getting under him and just never ever ever getting off of him and ive decided that im not going to pass up the chance to get with him and stay with him. hes really amazing and i just cant wait to have him doing me like all the time. i know hes married and its wrong but i totally dont f** care. i am totally going to get this man and not care even a little bit about his wife and his family. god i am so glad for summer school.

Summer school I had to go to summer school like 5 yrs ago and i hated every minute of it and i swor...

Love, Stealing

Confused about life I have no idea what to write...this is my first time doing this. I usually don't do this or talk about things but I thought I should give it a try... I'll probably just ramble about somethings and just say whatever is on my mind, hahaha...probably if anyone of you do finish this you'll think I'm either a freak, stupid, dumb, evil, or whatever... I know I am no saint and for sure I know I have done SO many things wrong, and i know I should let it go since its in the past but...it all comes back haunting me and I just don't know what to do anymore. I bet you probably wondering what I mean...I guess I'll just give you a somewhat story of my life and let you guys judge me, my choices, my actions, and everything or something I guess... Since the beginning of what I can remember my dad has a gambling problem and my mom became strict and puts the family above all else. At times we would never see my dad for days and my mom would always think of ways to get him back either thinking of scaring him by taking us somewhere else, telling him stories about incidents like almost being robbed or having bad things occur to us. Since they were also new to America they were also set in there traditional Asian ways with carpal punishment. But the thing is my dad took all his anger and frustration on my mom, and it passes down...from my dad to my mom, them from dad and mom to my brother, and from those three to me, and then usually from me to my sister. with me in the middle of the line up of siblings. As a child I never went to friends house, first time ever was in middle school. (no birthday parties or anything). It was always school and home...with how our parents were...a gambler and a supporter, us children were always either studying, playing our n64 or watching tv with the eldest in charge, my brother...we barely ever saw our parents only early in the morning or at night. Things got bad and we moved, but things didn't really change. Father didn't gamble because he was busy with things my mom got two jobs to pay off debts, but in the end those debts found the, and my dad decided to get "easy money" gambling again. Thats when my mom's parents moved in with us. things were okay for a while, but in the end we had to move again. both our parents got jobs, my brother moved out. but things didn't really change...dad was a gambler, my was still strict with money and put the family first, brother was still everyone's favorite, my sister was still spoiled and everyone would always have her back, and me...I tried to gain some control but never ever works...I found that out the hard way several times, once before we ever moved when i was yelling at my sister for breaking my cassette player and woke my dad up from his late slumber after coming back from the casino and he got irritated and mad and had a metal rod...started hitting me and in the end I ended up with a hole in my head...fortunately it did not go through the skull...other times I learned my lesson from my brother because I couldn't do well on a game I was playing with him, or I was doing the same thing he does to me on my sister. As time went by, after our first move before my mom's parents came, I slowly got into girls but because of how i was raised I didn't really put myself out there for dating because my parents were against it...but I was intrigue nonetheless...especially more so when my sister fell of a mountain bike that was obviously too big for her and hit her crotch on the bar...I took her home which was not even a block away and she said she was bleeding and said I had to look...I was against it at first and said I should get out mother but she insisted and I did and although she was bleeding I was amazed, but in the end I saw a cut and went and got mother. few months later, the thought hunts me and I somehow convinced her to bath with me, keep in mind I was a middle schooler...and all we did was bath. not long after that I got caught and it never happened again and around that time was when my mom's parent's came. Like I said after they came not long we moved again and my brother moved out...not much drama goes on except I try to gain some control but in the end I was still the one being taught a lesson by my parents. then my mom's brother daughter moved here with her son...and we got close quick but slowly I got interested...I started with her undergarments, then moved on to her used ones...then her husband came and I backed off all the way, did some stupid things to her kid...scared him, pranks, such and such...but in the end they found their own place...my father still gambles away all his earning and whatever he can find at home, my mom is still trying to secretly hide her money and protect her family meanwhile trying to get him to stop in the end all they do is argue. before ending my middle school life, I decided to set the school trash can on fire and that went on my record...I don't know if I wanted to get back at the school, rebel against my parents or what but I did it...Not long later, my mom's dad dies...that just put me down so much, he used to help me even if I was in the wrong...after that not much changes...drama everywhere, I slowly rebel sorta...started lying to my parents about school work and everything and started going to friends house, do homework, play games, hang out...anything but go home, home should be a place to be yourself and relax, but to me home is h*** and I'm barely ever happy here. Anyway, after the summer I was accepted back to school at the beginning of the school year...everything is the same, I lie and don't go home, still try to gain some control but pretty much gave up, barely associate with family...dad still gambles, and so on... Then we finally get to go on our first family vacation back to our native country...met all my mom's relatives, mostly hung out with my mom's younger sister's 4 daughters...actually 3 because one had to work all the time...but in the last two weeks of the vacation me and my sister went to their house and lived there so it was easier to do fun things. as the vacation time went up, I was deeply sadden because it was truly the first time I had fun and relaxed a little...then a year or so later my mom's younger sister's family moved to lived with us...fast forward a little, the youngest of the 4 is around my age and we got along somewhat well...but somehow we got into a more intimate stage, family found out a little was not too happy, gave us warnings, but we just snuck behind their back...that just pushed me more into girls, in which I screwed over two friendships with, and gave up many chances...in the end, she broke it off because I didn't have time because I was working as a salesmen...now, not only have I screwed up two friendships, but also any relation with her (cousin). Now, I look at myself and see what I have become...as a child I wanted to be extraordinary...be a person with super powers or do something amazing to be unique...but now, all I see is a neet (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NEET) who has sleep paralysis occasionally, alone while all his friends move on with their life...constantly wondering why he is alive and what he will ever do. Looking back at all his mistakes and wishing and hoping to go back and fix them. Wondering if his death is better for him and everyone...constantly thinking about randomly disappearing from everyone he knows. Also, what is death like, where does one go, how does one feel. Right now, I guess I am just confused about everything and all the mistakes and such that I have made...I guess I am trying to run away from it rather then deal with it because I don't know how. I feel like I am losing everything while everyone is moving ahead and away. i don't want to be left alone and stuck, but I don't want the change either. I just don't know anymore, I just want another life...I want a restart, I just want a end button. please help.

Confused about life I have no idea what to write...this is my first time doing this. I usually don'...

Murder, Love

ive fallen out of love with my boyfriend. he is my best friend for life & ive stayed with him because i dont want to lose our friendship. it is the most important thing in the world. i love him, im just not in love. i feel like we're together out of habit. ive fallen in love with his best friend. i pretend like i want to just be his friend. and that everything is amazing with my boyfriend and i. i would enver do anything to hurt either of them because their friendship with each other, and my friendship with each of them is important. instead of messing things up with us and ruining the friend dynamics im keeping my emotions quiet and making myself miserable

ive fallen out of love with my boyfriend. he is my best friend for life & ive stayed with him becaus...

Love

Things Left Unsaid, Wisely This is not, in fact, particularly naughty. It is sad, inappropriate, obsessive, wonderful, and agonizing.I recall one conversation we had about courage to try new things, and your confidence in your ability to succeed at those things is inspiring. I love your nerdy hobbies. captivated me and appealed to my inscrutable obsessions. You not only tolerated these emails after we didn't meet up as much R, you embraced them and interacted with me in a way that made me feel special and understood. One of the best emails I've ever received contained only one word; "MAGICAL," which was your response to a link I sent you. and me back from you. wow.

Things Left Unsaid, Wisely This is not, in fact, particularly naughty. It is sad, inappropriate, ob...

Pride, Love

My wofe and I want a unicorn... We want a feamle unicorn to please us... Is it possible? A sexy female, not married to please a couple sexually but not need a commitment?

My wofe and I want a unicorn... We want a feamle unicorn to please us... Is it possible? A sexy fem...

Adultery, Love, Violence, Gay

eat time we have lived in hope that my sister will be happy with a man and she should have been living a married life by now with her filipino husband in her own place and me living in my own place with a husband and not one who is a nutter attacker. we should have had more out of life by now.

eat time we have lived in hope that my sister will be happy with a man and she should have been livi...

Pride, Love

I love to expose my girly side. Yesterday I wore my pink panties under my transparent leggins with my sexy black sandals and see thru black sweater to a payless shoe store and strutted my self around and bought some new shoes. The two girls went out of their way to help me and it was so exciting to be a girl boy. I swayed my hips and really was into being fem along with a rock hard erection as I walked out the door.I can't wait to do it again, Sherrylawbob

I love to expose my girly side. Yesterday I wore my pink panties under my transparent leggins with m...

Adultery, Love, Gay, Stealing

Lost my virginity to a stripper Hi I love reading this site but never had a story of my own because I was a virgin until last week. I'm not bad looking but I'm just bad at talking to girls so I never got anywhere. I'm an apprentice mechanic at a garage and one of the lads at work is getting married so on friday he had a stag party at a local pub. The lads at work are always talking about s and they know I was a virgin so they're always giving me s* about it. At the stag party we all got drunk and there was a couple of strippers who came in and stripped and did some s* like spanking the stag and getting him to lick cream off her nipples. It was pretty hot seeing naked women in real life for the first time. The 3rd stripper who came was really hot and did loads more than the others, she had a bag with toys that she put up her p and a*, and got the stag to lick cream out of her p**. She stripped him off and got him to suck her t* and stuff and then she started sucking his d. I was really shocked but all the other lads were laughing and cheering. He was really drunk so it took him ages to get hard and when he did she stood up and said who wants me to f him. Everyone cheered but he shouted NO and started putting his jeans back on. Everyone booed and she went over to talk to him and he was just shaking his head saying no so she said well i want to f* someone whos up for it? Everyone was shouting stuff and someone pushed me to the front and said hes a virgin and everyone started cheering and going come on Chris get some p mate. I was so scared and didn't know what to do but this really hot stripper held my hand and walked me over to the chair the stag was sitting on and told me to sit down. Then she gave me a lapdance and I got hard really quickly and she started rubbing her t* and p** in my face and I was really nervous but kinda h now because she was so hot so i had a lick when her p was in my face which was really hot. She took my clothes off and squirted cream on my body and licked it off and she sucked some off the end of my d* which felt sooo good. Everyone was going mental and I felt so weird sitting naked with everyone looking at me and laughing. She took a condom out of the top of her stockings and showed it to everyone and they were shouting so loud. She sat on my legs and said to me are you really a virgin? I said yes and she chucked the condom on the floor and put her hand round my d* and lifted her p over it. Everyone was shouting bareback! bareback! bareback! and I was really worried but I was too nervous to say anything and I felt her p pressing on the top of my d* and then suddenly it went in and she slid down so it went all the way in. Everyone went mental and it was so loud I didn't know what they were saying. I couldn't believe how warm it felt in her p** and how good it felt. I wished people weren't watching and laughing but I finally had my d* inside a hot woman and I loved how good it felt. She started riding my d* quite fast and I was trying so hard to not c because it felt way too good, the best feeling I've ever felt. I lasted about a minute but I knew I was going to c so I told her but she just put her head over my shoulder and kept riding faster. I came so hard, the best c I've ever had and I felt so good shooting my c straight into her p that I forgot about everyone watching. She kept riding me and suddenly I heard the loudest cheer, everyone was going mental and people were pointing at where my d* was going into her p** so they must of seen my c coming out of her. I felt so good and she kept riding me for a few more minutes until my d* started going soft. She got off me and I saw my d* was soaking wet and I put my clothes back on with everyone slapping me on the back and giving me high fives. One of my work mates told me it was a bad idea to let a stripper f* me with no condom and he wished he stopped me so I was really worried and I got an sti test done yesterday but need to wait for results and they said I should go back in 3 months to do another one. Everyone says I'll be fine but I'm still worried but I loved having s for the first time and it felt way better than I ever thought it would so I can't wait to do it again. I'm gonna ask out this girl I like because I really want to have s** again now.

Lost my virginity to a stripper Hi I love reading this site but never had a story of my own because...

Love, Lie

I lay in bed at night and pray that i I lay in bed at night and pray that i won't wake up in the morning. That I will just get to die in my sleep. I hate my life, and I could never cause my family the pain that they'd have to endure if I killed myself.....so, instead of commiting suicide I pray for death to come quickly. I keep waiting.....

I lay in bed at night and pray that i I lay in bed at night and pray that i won't wake up in the mo...

Love

If you loved me... Now i know you never did...

Love, Blasphemy

so in two days its my birthday I'm turning 13 Yay finally a teenager last year I had two girls I hung out with the whole summer cause last year I had to move But only for a year. So This year I'm back at where a used to live and go to the same school as last time but I miss those girls lets name them Lynne and Cadence Well I wanted to hand out with them for when I'm finally a teen but my parents are working and can't drive me I said can't we have dinner down there and you can come back but I don't think thats gonna work out I also have a sister that had moved outing my dad is acting like my birthday can be rescheduled and I really just want to call it all off

so in two days its my birthday I'm turning 13 Yay finally a teenager last year I had two girls I hun...

Pride, Love, Hate

I'm falling hard for some girl who was So I'm back with a new thing my last writing was about me being no saint to my girlfriend sylvie but now she's my ex. And I wrote about kylee and how she rejected me this year. Well I asked again and she said yes but 3 days later she dumped me and said she likes me as a freind. But there's this girl billy and yes that's her real name but anyway Billy is one of those friends who hardly notices you and I really really like her but she probley doesn't even know my name but I really like her and she says she a pans sexual what the h* does that mean does she f* pandas or pans so please comment what the h*** I should do

I'm falling hard for some girl who was So I'm back with a new thing my last writing was about me be...

Pride, Love, Lie, Sex

did you know souls can be divided and shared? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uxc9eFcZyM&index=5&list=RDMM_UmOY6ek_Y4 ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0jpUPLqLhA

did you know souls can be divided and shared? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uxc9eFcZyM&index=5&li...

Pride, Love

I’m 16 friends with an ex , she doesn’t like me anymore in any type of way , she is absolutely beautiful, and when I spend the night at her house ( her parents are okay with guys staying over ) I sneak into her room and I hope she’s in her underwear and when she is I jack off and take pics of her. I have had sex with her a lot but not in a while. I miss grabbing her juicy ass

I’m 16 friends with an ex , she doesn’t like me anymore in any type of way , she is absolutely beaut...

Love, Sex

One night, my current boyfriend and I were at his place, just relaxing like normal. We were both naked while he was giving me a delectable rub down with lotion. One thing lead to another and before long, we were commencing in epic sexy times. Eventually, he starts hitting it hard from the back, propped up on his elbows. After a while, he decides to rest his body weight on me, still pounding it. We both are getting hot and sweaty by now, so whenever he would shift around, my back would stick to his belly due to the sweat. (Gross, but it happens!) At one point he pulls up completely, adjusts himself, then lays back down. AS HE DOES, the loudest, most grotesque sounding body fart ( our sweaty skin coming together) is made. He tries to keep going like it didn't happen, but I on the other hand am dying with laughter. I was laughing so loud and hard I had tears coming out of my eyes. I tried to stop but I couldn't. He tries to shush me because his roommate is across the hall. He starts laughing at this point, which makes me laugh more. Before I know it, we're both on our backs in hysterical tears for about 10 minutes. It was such an awkward moment turned hilarious! Makes all the difference in the world if you have someone who will laugh with you at that kind of thing. Hope you guys got a laugh out

One night, my current boyfriend and I were at his place, just relaxing like normal. We were both nak...

Love, Blasphemy

i won't stop bitching and talking til I get some real money and a job and a guy.

Love