Confessions about 'Love'

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bring back f.ckitall.com that was excellent quiet sight to vent.

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Feeling down I'm an attractive 25 year old female. I'm outgoing and outspoken. I wear my heart of my sleeve and people seem to like me pretty well. I've been single for a long time because the last relationship I was in was abusive and left me feeling scarred. I was very hesitant to talk to guys at first because it had been so long since I wasn't taken. The past 6 months or so I've been opening up to men a lot more and have been on various dates which end up going nowhere. Is it just me or are there no more decent people in the world? I get asked ALL the time why I'm single. I feel like being attractive makes it harder to find someone with genuine intentions. I get a lot of proposals for friends with benefits or just random hookups, neither of which I'm particularly interested in. I feel like if I were less attractive maybe guys would see me for who I was rather than what I look like. I feel like no one is interested in getting to know me, and when I do try to have an actual conversation I can tell they're not really listening to me. It's so incredibly frustrating how shallow my generation is. I'm definitely starting to feel a bit jaded.

Feeling down I'm an attractive 25 year old female. I'm outgoing and outspoken. I wear my heart of m...

Pride, Love

فقط الأصدقاء faqat al'asdiqa'

Love

انا في جانبك 'ana fi janibik

Love

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't enough to prove your worthy of anyones love you gotta near die" that really finished me of human reason where was this guys moral plane? because not a lot of other people I have met have thought like that and no man is worth that bullshit! you don't come here putting that shit around me ! because that aint love, to know death is not allowing someone to live in love or in god. yeh, I nearly died and I was just as good and great a person before as after and just as deserving. for a group of resentors to get together to take their hate out on me for something I didn't even do just shows the mental state of criminality and loss of reason in a person that I could never love after that.

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't ...

Pride, Murder, Love, Abuse, Hate

I wonder if ann is really helping me constructively. she seems to be wanting to be fancy around academics and playing la-de-da with me as if I am inferior and I end up feeling inferior to a lot of people. lisa came over and she tried this on me telling me to have a garage sale and I dont want to. I just want someone to help me. its like people are not listening to me deliberately what i want.

I wonder if ann is really helping me constructively. she seems to be wanting to be fancy around acad...

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Weirdest 1st break up i will ever have I definetly messed up. For three weeks, my boyfriend and I went out, then all of a sudden I broke up with him. That part is still a blur to me. You know how some guys are, their nice to you one day, then the next time you see them, they changed COMPLETELY! That was mine. So, we went out. At our school dance, he met my girl friends from a different school, and started flirting with them. RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! I went on with my business, and he would turn up hugging me, then hugging other girls! He did the same thing with slow dancing. He danced with one girl to make me jealous. Total bull. Plus, he was still thinking that it would be fine to do that. So that night we broke. He then asked me of he wanted to start over, then said that he changed his mind, and would rather go with my friend, Frankie. He doesnt know her! Our friend, John, told me that he still cares about me, and still wants to hook up. Problem is, he is a total ass during school towards me. I need advice. I mean I kind of have feelings for him, but they're going away slowly. What should I do?

Weirdest 1st break up i will ever have I definetly messed up. For three weeks, my boyfriend and I w...

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I love my best guy friend to bits. He held my waist today in front of his guy friends, and when one of them tried to flirt with me he said "stay away,she's mine"

I love my best guy friend to bits. He held my waist today in front of his guy friends, and when one ...

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This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the most compassionate and most loving people I thought wrongly All the way back in march, around 5 of my friends organized to go to a sleepaway camp together It was to a camp that I had been longing to go to for around two years. Their plans did not include me. I had to ask them about what they were doing over the summer For them to tell me about the camp By the time they told me it was too late to enroll, so I strparted thinking if they were even my real friends But I asked about a different camp and my mother said that I shouldn't go without my friends, if they wouldn't even think to include me, then why would I even feel safer there.

This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the most compassionate and most lov...

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I'm 12 and she is 45 I want to fuck her so bad. I need advice on how to do it as she is married. If I do it I will post details of it here please give some advice

I'm 12 and she is 45 I want to fuck her so bad. I need advice on how to do it as she is married. If ...

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The more I feel loved, the more I hate myself I realize all my coworkers love me more than my own family. My boss tells me all the time that I work too hard knowing that I barely eat or sleep. Usually I work straight through my breaks. Lately he's forced me to actually take a break. A few times he's made me food or bought some for me and told me to eat it. Also I've run into him at the gym and he's seen me running my heart out. Any time this happens he always comes over and tells me to calm down and relax a bit because I don't need to be doing all this. Of course I turn the treadmill back on as soon as he walks away. It's just so weird hearing this vs. my parents who always call me fat and lazy. Then there's this guy there I work with who does the same. Any time a guest is rude to me he'll always defend me. For example one day my mom was there and called me fat. He didn't know it was my mom at the time (they hadn't met yet) and he put his hand on my stomach and said "Excuse me, ma'am, were you talking to her or the baby?". He knows about my family situation and I can tell him anything. Every time we work together he says he'll drive me home. Even last night when I was there just to see a manager who works once a month he tried convincing me to stay another four hours saying that I'd be better off there anyway and it's be more time away from my family. well, Listen lady..There is no replacement of Parents in this world. IT is totally normal for parents to call their kids whatever they like..after all they are your parents.. so whats the problem with that.. if they ay you fat & lazy ..so what ? why can't you see love behind those words ? every other man who care for you or love you ..doesn't ncessarily means he is a true honest guy. most of them just wants your compnay..may be for s** or lesser something.. You can never compare Parents love with anyother's .. they don't need in thing back from you in return. I just feel so guilty that I'm begining to love them more than my real family. Plus I also feel like I don't deserve them at all. think about it.! stupidI hate it. I'm female, and one of my good friends is also female. We're close. We decided to start dating, then broke it off. There's a pair like us in my year, both girls, both dated and both broke it off. My good friend is a wreck, and she knows it. She has a boyfriend, still has feelings for me, is in love with her hated ex, and kissed one of the girls in my year. That girl-in-my-year's ex/friend yelled at the girl-in-my-year. I feel like doing that, too.Lindsay I want to eat Lindsay too, Same here. With Lindsey Lohan, I'd even take your sloppy seconds. Or thirds, or wherever we are in the count now. Damn, she is sooooooo fine!!!!ROTTEN, baby!!

The more I feel loved, the more I hate myself I realize all my coworkers love me more than my own f...

Murder, Love

I have a boyfriend but I fancy another guy I don't really have anyone in my life who I feel I can talk to about this so I thought I'd try this site out- I have a boyfriend who I've been with for about 2 months now and I really (really)like him - he's so sweet and cute and we have loads of mutual friends but there is this guy at college who I also find attractive and gives me 'butterfly's' when I see him, whenever he's in the libary I sit near him or when he's in the corridor I look at him- thing is I don't even know him! I keep telling myself this is wrong and he might not even be a nice person (like my boyfriend is) but I don't what else I can do? I feel like I'm being unfaithful in a way? Any advice would be helpful

I have a boyfriend but I fancy another guy I don't really have anyone in my life who I feel I can t...

Adultery, Love, Marriage

I know... I KNOW for a fact that my boyfriend has cheated on me at least three times but i stay with him because he's brilliant to our daughter and i don't want her to hate me one day for walking out on her Dad.

I know... I KNOW for a fact that my boyfriend has cheated on me at least three times but i stay wit...

Adultery, Love

so called boyfriend is cheating on me my boyfriend of 4 years has been acting mad sketchy lately and doesn't want to hang with me and barely texts me. so tonight i was looking at his insta and went to his tagged pics( just to see if any more graduation pics were there) and i noticed there was a girl in one of his tagged pics. i then peeped some shit and saw he commented some heart eyes. i am absolutely heart broken and confused and don't know what to do.

so called boyfriend is cheating on me my boyfriend of 4 years has been acting mad sketchy lately a...

Adultery, Love

So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He constantly makes me feel like shit, uses me, asks me for things, and makes me feel like a fucking burden to him. And the other day i made a mistake, a big one albeit, but all the same. Background, I'm gay, he's straight, and very comfortable with his sexuality and it's never been a problem between us. We even kiss sometimes, just because I think that way he thinks he's doing something for me so he has something to hold over my head. Anyways, the other night I spent the night at his house, and i kissed him good night, and the confession is I don't know what happened/what i was thinking but i just didn't pull away. It wasn't a make out session or anything, and I certainly don't want him like that at all, but I just didn't pull away. And i apologized for it, and he didn't make a big deal out of it at all and we went on to have a great night. However, the next day, he told I made him ridiculously uncomfortable, and how he didn't want to be around me anymore. I have done so much for this bitch, he has a terrible home life, I have snuck him out of his house, he went without a job for a while, I fed him. I even filled his gas tank, so he could go see his ex-girlfriend 2 hours away. I even bought her fucking birthday gift for him. I have done nothing but love and help this guy, and then tonight he told me that he has been thinking that I have been using him for his body this entire time... like i was some manipulative rapist. I have had several boyfriends and multiple hook ups in our time, I'm far from sex hungry. I was raped as an 8 year old... and being compared to that monster... I've never been hit so hard. I hate him. And i regret loving him so much.

So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He ...

Adultery, Love, Marriage

baby i want a baby! but then secend thought i dont! id love to settle down have a baby im happy in a relationship. but the secend thought i think im to young and want to travel the world again or go on holiday..........its never the right moment!

baby i want a baby! but then secend thought i dont! id love to settle down have a baby im happy in...

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I grew up very sexually repressed.. Leading to me being too scared to want to do anything really sexual.. Didn't really even like touching out of fear that I was dirty by the past.

I grew up very sexually repressed.. Leading to me being too scared to want to do anything really sex...

Pride, Love, Sex

Wish I can tell you this right to your face but I'm so shy :/ I really really love you since the very first day I was so shy and weak i let a girl take you away from me, and now you broke up God gave me a second chance but I know I'm just not good for you (physically and in everything else) because you deserve someone who's better than me I know , I loved you since ever but i just cant and i hate myself for it :( I really love you really

Wish I can tell you this right to your face but I'm so shy :/ I really really love you since the ver...

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I think I have some sort of crazy feelings for an old crush. I realize thinking and dreaming about others is no big deal in a relationship and I know I'd never cheat but dreaming about him for three months seems insane. However, it's also been almost two months since I've seen my ex-boyfriend. He told me he was sick but yet I caught him out with a friend. These crazy dreams could be just because I'm lonely and because of the fights I had with my ex. In my dreams he tells me he quit smoking and getting drunk and only wants me. I'm not trying to offend anybody who does these things but I don't do those things. Yesterday my dream was that I rode my bike in high heels to meet him near the mall. It's especially ironic because when I first met him he was taller then me. Now I'm taller.

I think I have some sort of crazy feelings for an old crush. I realize thinking and dreaming about o...

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