Confessions about 'Love'

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we have a little balcony looking over some of the beach but I am too afraid to go into the surf for a swim but we go shopping. I would love a massage but the hot spa was nice. it is a really nice resort. But I feel so sad and in physical pain I have to hide it for my mother. I am going to another one and a european holiday I have to save more for and want a job so bad to help pay for it cuz if I don't do it now I might never. I desperately hope to meet a man from overseas with a lot more charm compared to most men I have met, the funny thing is we are in the resort were my mother went to see the uk queen and prince Philip waved at her when she was 20. I have cooked making salmon and we bought too much food.

we have a little balcony looking over some of the beach but I am too afraid to go into the surf for ...

Love

I am staying in a resort and I went down stairs in avo to see what the gym and sauna etc looked like and I was afraid to try them out. I might tomorrow and go outside tomorrow night at the pool if they let me but I have so much food up in my hotel rooms I could have a party, I wish we could meet someone nice who could love me, that would be exciting. I wish their bar was open that would nice to have a drink.

I am staying in a resort and I went down stairs in avo to see what the gym and sauna etc looked like...

Love

i need more money. billions. lonely, and not afraid to work! love life and fun.

Love

looking for guys to have a cool one with at a bar :)

Love

Paulina I'm so in love with you.. All last night my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest every time I looked up at you. Your everything and anything I could ever want. I'm never going to stop loving you, wanting you and needing you in my life. You can deny it or ignore this but you need to know that we are gunna be together and I won't stop trying, not bc the love I have for you satisfies me.. But bc I love you for everything you are and what you believe you can be. I couldn't even feel like I lived this life right, if I didn't keep trying even if you never feel the same. I won't stop chasing my dream with you. I'm never settling for anything less.. I hope that one day I could be your dream too. ??????

Paulina I'm so in love with you.. All last night my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest ...

Love

Bad Judgment /Really Good Distraction /Confused Over the past three months I have been working closely with my coworker on a project and over time I began to develop lustful feelings for him. Purely physical. Don't get me wrong, this man is attractive, funny, smart, and kind. He's clearly in a marriage he hates but stays for the children. He has no intention of leaving his family and I have no intention of leaving mine. Its a mutual understanding between us. Last week we joked around (flirting) and I surprisingly walked over and cornered him and gave him a b**** on the spot while people were still in the office. It was spontaneous and fun. He came in my mouth, I swallowed and afterwards i did not feel guilty but tried to make sense of it all. Why after a decade would I do this? Not trying to justify what happened. I'm just confused. The confusing thing is after that I totally want more. My body aches for it. I feel like a hall pass. I feel so unattractive, taken for granted, etc. Over the years I have always thought my husband 'settled' for me. Over the time we were together he left me four times (once a yr) cheated on me a few times. It hurts to know he has wanted to get rid of me on numerous occassions. Anyway I know I'm wrong but I still want him. The s would be a great distraction and my body needs this.

Bad Judgment /Really Good Distraction /Confused Over the past three months I have been working clos...

Love

Wishing for a miracle I'm intelligent. I have great relationships. Everything is good, except my "professional life". Apparently, I'm only employable to pour coffee, wipe ass, and clean up after people... And, I hate myself for it.

Wishing for a miracle I'm intelligent. I have great relationships. Everything is good, except my "p...

Love

i am going on a outing just try a tram and beaches for a few months. really like the tennis court complex and its so hard to chose which itinery is best but we want something really nice os for a few months.

i am going on a outing just try a tram and beaches for a few months. really like the tennis court co...

Love

Memories All of my memories I love Past. Present. Future. I would never trade. Change. Exchange or want to be anyone else's mocassains. I am the Co Creator with Divine Creator of my true divine Destiny. Stories and Memories are Twisted and Turned but it is up to the individual to stand your ground and speak only the Truth that is in your heart. It maybe a lonely path to your Trueself but you will finally be Free of distortions. I wish humanity would get to a point where they were responsible for themselves and stop expecting Marty's, saints, divine and holy angels and other divine celestial beings to bail them out and take on their negative Karma. It is an honor and privilege to be on Earth and no one should have to babysit humanity. Especially them who try , assist, or have ascended and worked very hard to become the individual the true divine Creator insisted that they become on Earth in their present incarnation. Other planets are looking good now… However, I am happy to serve assist humanity within the divine talents. skills, and abilities the Divine Creator endowed me with ( Amun RA)

Memories All of my memories I love Past. Present. Future. I would never trade. Change. Exchange or...

Love, Hate

My fault Sure glad to know that you place the blame for all of this on me. Heavens knows you aren’t to blame for anything ever. Nothing is ever your fault, things happen TO you, not because of anything you ever do. You, in fact, don’t have any real responsibility, do you. What an amazing liberated life you lead. I really am a shitty person for enabling you, aren’t I.

My fault Sure glad to know that you place the blame for all of this on me. Heavens knows you aren’...

Murder, Love

backstabbing catholic cumsquats!

Love, Hate, Sex

Long Distance Pain She's my best friend of six years. The closest friend I have. I live in America. She lives in Germany. I know that six hours is a big difference, and it's midnight over there when it's 5 pm here, but when you say that you'll still be up to talk to me when I get back, I expect you to be there. And it really hurts when you're not. It feels like I'm being replaced. That whatever it is that you're doing is more important than talking to me, even though I've been so busy with the holidays that I've barely been able to contact you at all lately. It seems like whenever I have a spare moment, you're busy doing something inane. I miss you. You don't seem to care at all. You don't even care enough to leave me a message so that I know where you are, what you're doing... when you'll be back. Do I not mean as much to you as you do to me anymore?

Long Distance Pain She's my best friend of six years. The closest friend I have. I live in Americ...

Adultery, Love

I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with both of them. One works 72 hrs a week and doesn't have the time to be with me much, the other one makes time to be with me and keep me company. I am married to the worker and I keep him happy. I spend every minute of free time with him that he can spend with me but I am alone most of the time and that is when I spend time with the other father. I keep him happy too, he is so happy that I still love him. He knows my husband and my husband knows him but my husband doesn't understand how much I miss companionship. When I got married I didn't just want someone who would provide money I wanted the whole package, companionship, financial security, great love life and the ability to be open and honest about everything. I have been spending time with both of them for the past year and I have cheated on my husband once (so far). I feel very complete when I have both of them in my life but I don't want my husband to ever find out that I spend time with someone else. It would really hurt him what should I do???

I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with both of them. One w...

Love, Marriage

looked at guys pictures all night for years didn't want to fall asleep, looked at faces til I couldn't stay awake any longer everynight dreaming of him.

looked at guys pictures all night for years didn't want to fall asleep, looked at faces til I couldn...

Love

something special taking away so I have this one pen that I was given to from my old friend who died in a car accident and my brothers girlfriend had taken it while I was gone (it was in my room) and claimed it as hers saying that she brought it home from school when she had to clean out her locker and my parents keep saying its just a pen but if its just a pen why doesn't she just give it back

something special taking away so I have this one pen that I was given to from my old friend who di...

Love

Smoking mint I just got done with my first mint cigarette. I never wanted to smoke tabacco I know even if I liked it I couldn't afford the habit so I never tried. But now I'm so stressed with no one to turn to I wanted to drink but I had work to do so I looked over at my mint plant. Lately it's been growing like crazy dispite my love for mojitos so I made myself a cigarette.

Smoking mint I just got done with my first mint cigarette. I never wanted to smoke tabacco I know e...

Love

i love tatyanna, I am big fan of lilly, elmira, emily, loey and domonique and heaps more on youtube and one is a teacher like elmira and kristanti I also love they are all my personal preferences of women I admire and aspire to be like. they are all lovely and like role models to me. they are the women I really admire a great deal.

i love tatyanna, I am big fan of lilly, elmira, emily, loey and domonique and heaps more on youtube...

Love

My girlfriend's trip Not long ago my girlfriend told me there was this international architectural event in New York. She started looking for her friends to see who would like to go but only one of her old schoolmates was available. He was a good looking guy and was always flirting with her. She asked me if I was ok with that. I said I trusted her. My surprise came when she came back and told me the whole story. They arrived to the hotel and there was only one room available. She said he slept on the couch. But also told me they watched a couple of porno movies at night. But she swears nothing happened. I love her and want to trust her. Some guys have told me she is not what she seems to me. What do you think?

My girlfriend's trip Not long ago my girlfriend told me there was this international architectural ...

Love, Lie

My girlfriend's trip Not long ago my girlfriend told me there was this international architectural event in New York. She started looking for her friends to see who would like to go but only one of her old schoolmates was available. He was a good looking guy and was always flirting with her. She asked me if I was ok with that. I said I trusted her. My surprise came when she came back and told me the whole story. They arrived to the hotel and there was only one room available. She said he slept on the couch. But also told me they watched a couple of porno movies at night. But she swears nothing happened. I love her and want to trust her. Some guys have told me she is not what she seems to me. What do you think?

My girlfriend's trip Not long ago my girlfriend told me there was this international architectural ...

Love, Lie

SCN I fucked your husband in every room of your house, made sure his balls were always drained so he wouldn't be fucking your fat ass, as well as sending him back to you with my pussy on his breathe. I know you know a little bit but one day i'll tell you all of it, and when I do, I'm going to do it again. that's what you get for being a stuck up fucking snob to me in high school! you never thought I'D fuck YOUR man did you?

SCN I fucked your husband in every room of your house, made sure his balls were always drained so he...

Adultery, Pride, Love, Lie, Hate, Stealing, Marriage, Sex