Confessions about 'Marriage'

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So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He constantly makes me feel like shit, uses me, asks me for things, and makes me feel like a fucking burden to him. And the other day i made a mistake, a big one albeit, but all the same. Background, I'm gay, he's straight, and very comfortable with his sexuality and it's never been a problem between us. We even kiss sometimes, just because I think that way he thinks he's doing something for me so he has something to hold over my head. Anyways, the other night I spent the night at his house, and i kissed him good night, and the confession is I don't know what happened/what i was thinking but i just didn't pull away. It wasn't a make out session or anything, and I certainly don't want him like that at all, but I just didn't pull away. And i apologized for it, and he didn't make a big deal out of it at all and we went on to have a great night. However, the next day, he told I made him ridiculously uncomfortable, and how he didn't want to be around me anymore. I have done so much for this bitch, he has a terrible home life, I have snuck him out of his house, he went without a job for a while, I fed him. I even filled his gas tank, so he could go see his ex-girlfriend 2 hours away. I even bought her fucking birthday gift for him. I have done nothing but love and help this guy, and then tonight he told me that he has been thinking that I have been using him for his body this entire time... like i was some manipulative rapist. I have had several boyfriends and multiple hook ups in our time, I'm far from sex hungry. I was raped as an 8 year old... and being compared to that monster... I've never been hit so hard. I hate him. And i regret loving him so much.

So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He ...

Adultery, Love, Marriage

You made a fool of yourself ex I don't feel sorry for you. Not after the way you treated me. My birthday was great! Nothing like yours. I'm chappy to be with someone new. He's everything you're not. Being with you was so bad & I was unhappy much of the time. I don't want that in my life

You made a fool of yourself ex I don't feel sorry for you. Not after the way you treated me. My ...

Hate, Marriage

My girlfriend and I have been going out for 1.5 years. Everything was going really well, and I couldn't imagine going through life with anyone else. Then, at the start of 2017, things started going downhill in my life. I was struggling financially, whereas she is financially sound. I was trying to find a better job, then I got pushed out of my current job with no backup. Through all of this, my depression has been going crazy, with my insecurities wreaking havoc on my peace of mind. I lost a previous girlfriend in very similar circumstances, because she couldn't handle the idea of uncertainty in my future. I asked my current girlfriend if she has concerns about the current situation, and if she wanted to stay with me through this time. She said she needed time to think about it. Since then, she has become more emotionally and physically distant, and I don't know if it means I need to move on or just try and get my life in order and deal with her later.

My girlfriend and I have been going out for 1.5 years. Everything was going really well, and I could...

Adultery, Marriage

idk anymore ive been having this feeling for a while now and turns out, its emotional cheating. i have a bf and almost a year into my relationship, i met this other guy and we instantly became besties, we are super close now, closer than we probably should be, and i know that he likes me, i admitted i like him too but i havent started a relationship with him because i dont want to be officially cheating with my bf, even though i technically am. i know this is wrong and i hate that im doing this but i like them both, i love my bf, idk if i love my bestie, and i hate doing this but i cant help it. i get different things from the 2 of them and sometimes my bestie acts more like my bf than my actual bf. i dont want to lose my bf if he finds out how close i really am with my bestie and i dont want to lose my bestie if he gets tired of me having my bf in the way between us

idk anymore ive been having this feeling for a while now and turns out, its emotional cheating. i ...

Adultery, Marriage

Silent Affairs I've been in a relationship with an older man for almost a year now. & when i say older, i mean 14 yrs. my senior. He's a great guy & he treats my like a princess. Anything i want, he gets me. When im upset, he'll do anything in his power to cheer me up. When i need someone to talk to, he's right there to listen. . .no matter how far he is. When i f* up he forgives me & i have the freedom of a wild dog. He only had one request. Knowing how young i am & how much i havnt got the chance to experience; he told me i can f* anyone i want to if thats REALLY what i want to do. AS LONG AS i tell him before hand. i told him he had nothing to worry about, because at the time that statement was completely genuine. Due to a few misfortunes me and him havnt been able to see each other as much as we use to. . .i use to live with him but now im living with my mother almost an hour away. & it hurts cause i miss him, but it feels good cause we needed the time apart. Now im guilty of being the girlfriend i swore id never be. im cheating on the love of my life with another man closer to my age group. Its a feeling i havnt felt in so long and we have such good chemistry in bed. So good that the first time felt like we had discussed the things that turned us on & off in the bedroom. I want to tell my boyfriend about the other guy so my conscience will stop eating me alive, but the reason i havnt is because im not sure if i want to let the other guy go. . .What should i do?

Silent Affairs I've been in a relationship with an older man for almost a year now. & when i say ol...

Adultery, Hacking, Marriage

I hate being a parent I'm a single mother and I hate it I miss my freedom I miss not having no worries . It has all been too men from me I hate the fact that I have to do it all by myself I hate that he has no worries and living life care free while I'm here taking care of our daughter I didn't make myself ... I hate that my mom loves to but in everything and how I raise my daughter she might as well be the mother because she makes me feel like I'm not good enough or careless as if I'm not there trying to do this on my own . I feel so alone and I hate it I always wonder why God put me in this situation and if it's even gona get better .. I'm only 22 but I'm tired .. Tired of over working and still not making enough tired of having to come home to a crying baby tired of my mom always making me feel like I'm a bad parent I'm just so tired ..

I hate being a parent I'm a single mother and I hate it I miss my freedom I miss not having no worr...

Hate, Violence, Marriage

I'm getting closer To using my husband's gun on myself. touching up my puss. So tired of having to endure so much and feel so much.

I'm getting closer To using my husband's gun on myself. touching up my puss. So tired of having to...

Stealing, Marriage

30 years of marriage abuse me have been married 30 years long and short a very rough 30 years 3 kids / separated a couple of times / divorce papers once / had her locked up for being crazy / had me locked up for arguing in front of the kids { i pushed her } etc .BUT THROUGH ALL THIS WE STAYED TOGETHER I THOUGHT IT WAS MUTUAL OUT OF LOVE FOR EACH OTHER , BUT THAT NOT THE CASE SHE IS A CONTROL FREAK WHO TAKES PLEASURE IN ABUSE BOTH WAYS . WHY I SAY THAT IS 3 YEARS AGO I HAD MY 4TH HEART ATTACK WHICH DISABLED ME . I GIVE UP ALL ABUSES TO LIVE EXCEPT 1 SMOKING DONE IT FOR 40 YEARS { CANT STOP IAM DOWN TO LIKE 5 TO 6 A DAY . BUT SHE WOULD NOT HAVE THAT SHE AND I HAVENT BEEN COMPANIONS OF ANY SOURT FOR3 YEARS AND NOW SHE IS OUT MAKING FREINDS AND STAYING AWAY FROM HOME / WHAT THE HECK IAM DEING BAD HEART . WHY IS SHE SUCH A CUNT AND FUCKING BITCH I DONT HAVE THAT LONG LEAVE ME AND THE KIDS ALONE

30 years of marriage abuse me have been married 30 years long and short a very rough 30 years 3 kid...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Marriage

It's not rocket science. Speaking from Twenty years experience, married to the same wonderful man, here's a few tips on how to keep not only things hot & " hard" in the bedroom, but keeping his attention 24 hours a day! First, remember,he's a man. Everything is visual & fantasy with him. #1. About once a month,on a Friday or Saturday night, get dolled up. Make up, hair, short skirt , skimpy top, heels, anything that you know turns him on. Light some incense, put on some sexy music, open the bedroom windows and tell him to go outside. Then slowly give him the show he has waited for intensely! You will not believe how much you will both enjoy this. The anticipation for him is mind bending! Also let him take pics if he wants. (They can't get enough of that! ) #2. When you go to the home improvement store with him , or anywhere for that matter, Wear something that grabs guys attention. Tight jeans, or shorts, short skirt, (no panties ), and some revealing little top. Then sorta flippantly flirt with random guys. Not over the top, but eye contact, a seductive smile, maybe even bend over and show them the goods. You'll be surprised how sexy and rejuvenated this will make you feel, and he will go absolutely bonkers horny! If you don't believe me , wait until you get home! Finally, talk sex with him often. Share fantasies with him. I guarantee you that if you so much as mention the word "threesome" , (although it may never happen) you will see an instant bulge in his jeans! These are just a few things that really work for me and will spice up the "hohum "marriage. I know, I've been there. Not much fun. Thanks to these little secrets , and many more, I have my husband back. It's like we are teenagers again! And by the way, it's an instant cure for the, (pardon my expression), "limp dick syndrome". Try it! You will love it!

It's not rocket science. Speaking from Twenty years experience, married to the same wonderful man, ...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

I'm pregnant and haven't had sex with my husband in over a year. I honestly don't know who the father is.

I'm pregnant and haven't had sex with my husband in over a year. I honestly don't know who the fathe...

Adultery, Marriage

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I started doing it and then realized I was doing it in all my free time. Then I found myself chanting it in my mind ALL THE TIME. I can't concentrate on anything I'm reading or studying, because in my mind I'm always saying the prayer and now I can't control it. I don't know what to do.

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I ...

Marriage, Blasphemy

I have been having a bad time with the partner i live with. He has been seeking attention else where and sending dirty text messages saying he didnt love me and he wanted her. But telling me it was all a joke. I went out with the girls, and got drunk and went home with a male mate. he kissed me and i pulled away telling him i had a boyfriend... but then i decided that he hurt me enough, i would do something for me. So i slept with him. I told him i kissed another guy, but not that I had s** with him. I feel awfull. Im a cheater, and the type of person i hate. But i still love him and want to fight to keep him. Thats what the mistake helped me realise.

I have been having a bad time with the partner i live with. He has been seeking attention else where...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Marriage

R U THAT DESPERATE how desperate are you if you're willing to let a married man move in w/you go along w/his bullshit lies buy him everything he wants and pick him up after he's been arrested for hitting his wife?

R U THAT DESPERATE how desperate are you if you're willing to let a married man move in w/you go a...

Marriage

I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with both of them. One works 72 hrs a week and doesn't have the time to be with me much, the other one makes time to be with me and keep me company. I am married to the worker and I keep him happy. I spend every minute of free time with him that he can spend with me but I am alone most of the time and that is when I spend time with the other father. I keep him happy too, he is so happy that I still love him. He knows my husband and my husband knows him but my husband doesn't understand how much I miss companionship. When I got married I didn't just want someone who would provide money I wanted the whole package, companionship, financial security, great love life and the ability to be open and honest about everything. I have been spending time with both of them for the past year and I have cheated on my husband once (so far). I feel very complete when I have both of them in my life but I don't want my husband to ever find out that I spend time with someone else. It would really hurt him what should I do???

I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with I have kids by 2 men. I am in love with both of them. One w...

Love, Marriage

Afraid of Change My partner has started to transition ftm and I'm happy for him but it still makes me feel like s*. He understands that I'm uncomfortable with my body bit he doesn't know that I hate myself for it. I want to identify as gender neutral, get rid of my b**, and get a name and pronoun change but I'm scared as h*. He saw the opportunity to change and he did it beautifully and flawlessly but my opportunity passed by miles ago. It sounds stupid but I'm probably gonna wait for years to do this for my family will think I'm an abomination and they made that very clear. It might just stay a dream but who knows! Baby steps right?

Afraid of Change My partner has started to transition ftm and I'm happy for him but it still makes ...

Marriage

get out of my mind im so sick of thinking about you all the time. i have put you on a pedestal and you have not left it even though you dont deserve to be on it. and i know you dont deserve to be on it but i keep you there. and i dont know why. what is it about you that i like so much? i dont get it. and i dont want to like you. because we could never be together. and to keep replaying everything in my mind is absolute torture.

get out of my mind im so sick of thinking about you all the time. i have put you on a pedestal and...

Marriage

Losing control ........... My wife and I have been married for almost two years. For twelve years before that, she was a party girl. A pro. She flew around the world, going to parties thrown by the super rich and extremely famous, and living off one or more wealthy men who paid all her living and traveling expenses. I met her in San Diego while I was on vacation there, and she was on a rolling five-day party, and we hit it off. She complained about her lifestyle, said she wanted out, etc., etc., etc. She flew home with me, just to get away from the life for a few days. After two weeks, she said she wanted to move in, so we moved her in. Three months later, I asked her to marry me. She said yes, and was thrilled to be doing something normal and conventional. Now, during this summer, she got invited to go to a party in Reykjavik, and then another in Amsterdam, by a very close girlfriend she used to work these parties with. Over my objection, she went, saying it would be "just this once", and that she wouldn't f* while she was gone, just play. She was gone three weeks. When she came home, she had obviously been f, because her p was stretched out like crazy, and even her sphincter was loose. A week later, she "asked" if she could go to Tokyo. I said no, for the obvious reason, but she said she was going anyway. Now her phone calendar has notes for ten trips -- all without me -- between now and the holidays, when we were supposed to go visit my parents. She's clearly either back in the party life, or returning to it, and she's certainly f lots of men (or at least one with a giant c*). I thought she wanted to be here, to be with me, and that made me so happy. Now, I'm losing it, and I feel so worthless.

Losing control ........... My wife and I have been married for almost two years. For twelve years b...

Adultery, Marriage

DONT GET MARRIED (MEN) Thinking about getting married? Well hear me out 1st. Not all marriages are bad, just most. Mines is part of the most catagory. I'm going to keep this simple. Met a bitch. Dated for a year. She butt fucked me Into submission to marry her. Got married. Life becomes hell. She always has to have her way. She gets away with shit I couldnt dream of getting away with (like secretly talking to/meeting with her ex behind my back and I only found out by accident). She gets to have male friends but I'm not allowed female friends. She takes control of all the finances, so much so I'm fucking asking her for money out of my own paycheck. Sex life sucks. She must get head every time we do it but lord forbid I ever ask for head. Marriage is depressing. Don't do it.

DONT GET MARRIED (MEN) Thinking about getting married? Well hear me out 1st. Not all marriages are ...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage

Wife is out of town Wife is out of town for week and all I want to do is to go ask the cute waitress with the nice ass at nearby restaurant to fuck me. I've been caught by my wife admiring this girl's ass.

Wife is out of town Wife is out of town for week and all I want to do is to go ask the cute waitres...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Marriage

dear drake, I Feel Like A Different Person Today I must've woken up on the right side of the bed this morning because I just feel very happy and cheerful today! And I'm not usually like this. I usually come off as cold and unfriendly. I'm usually very pessimistic. But today I feel totally different! I feel very free spirited and I feel like saying hello to everyone, I feel like singing and dancing, and giving everybody presents! The world is so beautiful:) I love you all<3

dear drake, I Feel Like A Different Person Today I must've woken up on the right side of the bed ...

Marriage