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My wife took a job at a local Army hospital and mentioned there were many black men that worked there. Many of them relocated here because of the military. She mentioned they were all in good shape and many of them divorced. She also told me they flirt with her all day. I'm not blind and I see that's she's attractive, tall, blond and in good shape. It didn't worry me until she started doing little things like getting a personal trainer whose also black and wearing skirts to work, which is something she never did. Lately, she's also wanted to go out more. I'm not sure if I'm reading too much into this or if it's only a matter of time before one of her coworkers manages to seduce her. Even when we have sex, she's asked me to be rougher with her. I don't know what to make of it. Any answers would help.

My wife took a job at a local Army hospital and mentioned there were many black men that worked ther...

Marriage

My wofe was treated like s*** growing up I married a woman who is a great wife and mother. She works hard and helps me provide for our family. We have a lovely son and daughter. My wife was the product of an unsuccessful relationship. Her mother married another man who resented my future wifes presence. All of her childhood she was second fiddle in the family as the man and my wifes mother favored their two other children. She was told she would have to leave the house at age 18. Ok my daughter graduated high school and she joined the army not knowing what else to do. That is where I met her. We married and after our hitch was up we both got jobs and settled down. I got an education on the GI bill as did she. We eventually had two children. In the meantime her mother wants to get in touch with her again. It seems both of her other children are alcoholic and drug addicts in and out of jail and rehab facilities. Her hubby lets them live in his house and they are making my wifes mothers life pure H***. She depends on her husband for her support so she can't divorce him. I also suspect hes abusive. So here she is wanting to be a part of my wifes life again. I told her that if it was left up to me I;d say no. I told her that she was responsible for the situation between her and her daughter. My mother told her that she could visit only under supervision as she didn't want her mother to completely bond with our children. The lady began crying and hung up the phone. A few minutes later the phone rang again and my wifes mothers husband was on the line asking what the H*** was wrong with his wife. I said "Your whats wrong with her you stupid ignorant hick". I told him what scum I thought he was and that if he wasn't such a stupid old hillbilly of a redneck j*** I'd beat the s*** out of him. I told him that if either of his white trash children ever darkened my door they would live to regret it. He said something stupid and I hung up on him. I didn't hear what he had to say as I hung up in mid sentence. Needless to say he didn't bother us again. I'm twentyfive years younger than him and half a head taller. My wifes mother hasn't shown up yet and I hope she never does again.

My wofe was treated like s*** growing up I married a woman who is a great wife and mother. She work...

Adultery, Marriage

ession [2504] I want to see my girlfriend with another guy. I fantasize about my girlfriend being with another guy sexually. The thought of watching her satisfy another man is something i think of making happen and i am intent on doing so.

ession [2504] I want to see my girlfriend with another guy. I fantasize about my girlfriend being ...

Marriage

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b****, but I'm still here because of my two kids. I caught her cheating on me several times, each time she begged for forgiveness, then went on and still f***** the other guy. My revenge? I now have three children with two other women.

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b****, but I'm still here because of my two k...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

My husband and I watch p*** together sometimes. I like guy on girl, but have begun to get interested in girl on girl. I dont tell my husband this. I secretly watch the girl on girl and get turned on when is out. I masturebate. I wonder what it would be like to be with a woman and have her with my husband and I. I think I might be jealous. I wonder if receiving oral from a woman would be better than receiving from a man.

My husband and I watch p*** together sometimes. I like guy on girl, but have begun to get interested...

Marriage, Blasphemy

Stupid stupid stupid I feel like i'm losing my mind. i've never even met him. not spoken to him once. he could be a terrible person. he could be boring or rude or annoying or ignorant or bigoted -- but the funny thing is that i'm the one who's terrible. because i'm the one who's shallow enough to want him anyway. his eyes crinkle when he smiles. he's short. he takes bathroom mirror photos of himself. i think he must know how handsome he is. i want to tell him anyway. i want to tell him how beautiful his big brown eyes are. i want to tell him that he has a killer smile. i want to talk to him. i want him to know that his goofy band's stupid music saved my life. i want him to say perfect things to me, in such perfect words that i could only dream of putting together. i want to sing a song for him, though i'd never be able to choose which one. i want him. but more than that, i want to feel this way for someone in "real life". i want some affirmation that my ex didn't break me completely. because it's been a while and i still feel like i'm stuck picking up the pieces.

Stupid stupid stupid I feel like i'm losing my mind. i've never even met him. not spoken to him onc...

Abuse, Hate, Marriage

Is this a mistake? I feel so torn. Part of me wants to love you with every fiber in my body. Another part of me feels resentful and I just want to leave you behind. It's so hard. Because I want to be with you and make you happiest man alive. I go out of my way to try to contact you, even if it just to tell you to have a wonderful day. I always respected to you in anyway I could. I would always cherished the memories that we've had together. Does any of this ever matter to you? It doesn't seem like it. You don't answer me anymore when try to reach out to you. You've been disrespectful to me. Whenever I had talked about the times we've had together you either don't remember shit or pretend it never happened! God you make me so angry! I don't know what goes on inside your head. I can't tell if you're being oblivious or actually fucking with me! If you don't actually care just tell me to fuck off already instead of keeping me in the dark wondering. It's getting more difficult find reasons to still try. I thought I was your friend, but you really me feel like I'm a nobody.

Is this a mistake? I feel so torn. Part of me wants to love you with every fiber in my body. Anothe...

Love, Marriage

I'm going to drink your memory away I'm going to drink your memory away this weekend. Right in front of you. Maybe if you really love me you'll prove it, I hope so.

I'm going to drink your memory away I'm going to drink your memory away this weekend. Right in fro...

Marriage

Mother-in-law vs daughter in law I'm 19 yo boy and I live with my mom my brother and his wife. My mom is 50, my brother is 26 and his wife 25. We live in a small house since dad left us and married another woman. My mother is an aggressive and impulsive woman. She always has arguments with my brother's wife. His wife is cute, patient and very good person. One day, mom crossed the red line. She yelled at my brother's wife and said that her mother is a whore. My brother was at work at that moment, and I was eating.His wife came to me and asked me if I could be calmed and not to interfere.I said ok, I really like her. She said to mom that she is a whore, so that's why my dad left her. Mom got crazy and hit her daughter in law. I was shocked. But the real shock came when my brother's wife pushed mom on the couch, got on top of mom and caught her arms with her legs. She started to slap mom's face and reminded me, not to interfere. She beat up my mom and made her cry. I just watched and didn't do anything. My sister in law was very strong and flexible I couldn't believe. She smothered my mom's mouth with her feet and mom was forced to lick them. I was excited and stunned by that I saw. Mom was scared, she didn't tell my brother about that and I didn't too. My sister in law is very grateful to me that I gave her an opportunity to settle the things with mom

Mother-in-law vs daughter in law I'm 19 yo boy and I live with my mom my brother and his wife. My m...

Marriage

i need to confess and say that i don't apparently ring my wife's bell anymore. i pulled out all of the stops and booked a long weekend getaway for memorial day weekend in a secluded cabin so we could unwind with no stress or worries about the kids, jobs or other obligations. when we arrived earlier today, she told me straight up that she wasn't in the mood for any intimacy this weekend. she hasn't been in the mood for months now and when we did get intimate a couple of months ago she just laid there motionless and expressionless. she refers to it as "gettting your business taken care of." i wish it were "our business." i've even gotten suspicious that there may be someone else but either she's very good at hiding all traces of an affair or she has just lost all interest in me. i miss her emotionally as well as physically.

i need to confess and say that i don't apparently ring my wife's bell anymore. i pulled out all of t...

Adultery, Marriage

Idiots on facebook Every time I log into facebook I see your depressing status updates spamming my wall! "oh crap im doing it again" and "why me???" and then when people ask whats wrong you just say dont worry. I mean fuck! Dont put up stupid, cryptic and depressing statuses on facebook and then just say dont worry when people ask what is wrong! It just makes you come across as an attention-seeking whore!!! you arent the only one with problems but you dont see everyone posting that shit up on their wall...

Idiots on facebook Every time I log into facebook I see your depressing status updates spamming my...

Murder, Marriage

Goes to leave me stranded but im the unreasonable one! So yesterday, me hubby and step daughter got kicked up by a friend to visit another friend. On the way we stopped at services. As we got out the car, hubby takes step daughters hand and marches off. I comment, jovially, with "and he's off again " (he's always marching off and leaving me behind) and he snaps at me about how he's trying to get his daughter out of the road (she's 10 and it was a car park) so I say back, in an irritated time now, that he doesn't have to march to do it. He stopped, looks at the sky, rolls his eyes and then this conversation happens H- "do you want to go home? " M-(thinking what the hell has happened) "if you want me to..?" H-"fuck off then" He then walked in to the services with step daughter and friend and left me. I walk off wondering what the hell I'm going to do and trying to figure out how the hell I get home. 20 mins later I see them walk out and head to the car. 5 mins after that hubby comes over and says "are you off then?" And I say "when I can figure outa way to get home" and he says "fine, fuck you" and walks away again! I go after him and say wtf, we have a small argument but he tells me to get in the car. Obviously as we're at friends we can't really discuss further but later in the day when we're alone he asks me why I seemin a shitty mood! So I say about the services and it turns out that I was the out of order one and him going to leave me there was perfectly reasonable and not over-reacting at all!! So the 2 comments I made where way out of line (!?) but him telling me to fuck off and going to leave me stranded was nothing and I shouldn't still be pissed about it, especially as it was my fault!!! 😡😡

Goes to leave me stranded but im the unreasonable one! So yesterday, me hubby and step daughter got...

Adultery, Marriage

I need advice !! Help please That moment when you realize the person you love is slowly becoming the person you left , I left my ex to find better I thought I did . Fucking fooled again

I need advice !! Help please That moment when you realize the person you love is slowly becoming t...

Adultery, Marriage

scrupulousity

scrupulousity

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

My Husband kids family joke - At the ripe old age of 36. I find myself sinking deeper and deeper into this deep dark hole that is my life. After being married for 12 years. And raising 2 kids. I don't know who I am. I find myself unable to function without being told where to go or how to get there. And my children they are good kids but they abuse my love as does my husband. They all take me for granted. I do and do and do for all 3 of them and in return I get nothing. Years have gone by and I've never received a mother's day card or an anniversary card or present or birthday card. Now I don't expect much from my 2 kids because they are now 11 and 6. But it's really hard for me to see over the years all my so called friends on Facebook bragging in detailed pictures about what they've gotten from they're kids or husband for some special occasion. Year after year I've gotten nothing. And it's not that I need to be showered with gifts. I just want them to appreciate me. My home is literally falling apart. And I'm not exaggerating when I say falling apart. About a year ago I had a Restoration company come look at my home because of a sewage smell that wouldn't go away and they found mold and that the main support beam had slid almost a foot from where it needed to be. The flooring in my home is so bowed that the floor and walls have separated and there is now a huge gap between them. Being the fact we rent from my husbands family. They just blow us off. So nothing will ever be done about it. My husband would much rather spend money on his ridiculous get rich quick jobs anyway. My home is always a wreck. Dishwasher stopped working the dryer only works some times. And the harder I try to clean up after everyone the deeper I sink into this depression because I realize how much no one give a damn about anyone but themselves. My children leave messes everywhere. I ask and beg and scream for them to clean it up and they will. But then turn around and just do it all over again. And as for they're father he does the same thing. But instead of him picking anything up he makes our kids clean his messes up. I have tried to talk to my mother about this but she has her own life in constantly tells me " I don't want to get involved". One time I tried to get her to let me and the kids stay with her over the summer and I even had a job lined up down there. I offered to pay rent for us staying there. But she said….. well she avoided answering me. So I knew she didn't want me to. I have know one to help me. I have know one to make me feel any better about this situation. My husband would rather play with his chickens and run off to auctions than take the time to throw a baseball with his son. I had to hire a high school kid to help him with his swing and throwing. My heart is breaking into a million pieces. I have no real friends. Hell I don't even have any fake ones I work my ass off come home to a dirty broken down house. There isn't any romance in my marriage. We never go anywhere it's the same old shit. What do I do? How do I break this cycle? I need this to stop. I'm so depressed I'm tired of being sad. This isn't life. This isn't living.

My Husband kids family joke - At the ripe old age of 36. I find myself sinking deeper and deeper int...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage

After we had been married for 20 years, my wife's refusal to talk about her past began to irritate me. Finally she told me that about 6 years before we got married she spent most of a year turning tricks. She and a girlfriend would go to a hotel bar, make eye contact with guys, and within a few minutes would be in the guy's room fucking him. $50. She said she did it for the money, but mostly just to get laid more often, even though she was quite pretty then. During that year she fucked 200-300 guys. She never used condoms, but managed to avoid STD's altogether. After she quit hooking because she was afraid of getting arrested, she hooked up with a lot of guys- a LOT of guys, and just kept on fucking. Her story blew me away. The hooking I could forgive- I wasn't in the picture yet, and I am not a jealous guy. But lying about it for 20 years while raising a family, that made me angry. Since then, while married, I am pretty sure she has had affairs, but she denies it. We struggled with it for a long time, then came to an accomodation: each of us could fuck anyone we wanted any way we wanted as long as we are discrete and never embarrass the other. This seems to be working out, except that she still doesn't tell me when she gets laid. I always tell her. I guess she is just too closed up about sex to be able to tell me the truth. Meanwhile, our sex with each other is a lot better than it ever was in the past.

After we had been married for 20 years, my wife's refusal to talk about her past began to irritate m...

Love, Marriage

My husband of four years is a police officer.For a long time he talked to me about wanting to do a threesome. i finally relented and we did it two weeks ago with a friend of his that is single.I enjoyed the extra attention and we seemed to get along well after.We went to a social event for the department and one of the wives told me my husband has been telling all the guys about our threesome and what i wild woman I am in bed with two guys. he denies it but how else could this woman have known it. The friend we brought into our bedroom is not a cop. I feel betrayed now.

My husband of four years is a police officer.For a long time he talked to me about wanting to do a t...

Marriage

this whole day has been fucked. nothing has been going right. the package I've been waiting almost a month for still hasn't fucking arrived. a person i'm supposed to be selling to didn't give me their address, and now i'm going to have to get up early tomorrow in order to ship their item. then the car is taken for today, so I can't go out.

this whole day has been fucked. nothing has been going right. the package I've been waiting almost a...

Lie, Marriage

He does not love you Mary S Fred D does not LOVE you.You guys are friends and that friendship came close to bejng over.I want you out of his life .Stalking his house asking about my car in the driveway.He would have to be very hardup to be with you which u tried to imply that you guys are a couple on social media.I told him and tes Mary he was very pissed.I hope j come over unannounced one day so i can tell u to your face.you arent the only person in the world who has had hard life stop trying to always get his pity.if he is baving sex with you which i doubt you are being used.Get out of his life already

He does not love you Mary S Fred D does not LOVE you.You guys are friends and that friendship came ...

Adultery, Marriage

Hope it was a great show! Our realtionship never really worked. Of course now, all these years later I find out about your dad molesting your sister, but you always denied it happening to you. I offered every inch of myself to help any of your problems. I got painful to work so many hours, trying to make things nice for you. We lived in a nice place, had decent wnough things...and I was always broke. You spent your entire paycheck on things you wanted, every week. There was never help on the bills, or anything I wanted to get. You wouldn't even hug me. That one night, that one band came to the area, and I wanted to see them badly. Thanks for buying a ticket for yourself and a friend...instead of the man you lived with. The man who paid all your bills. The man who cooked for you and kept the house clean (you lazy slob). I was angry, and told you so for months beforehand. You had plenty of time to get money ahead for another ticket. I was living on credit cards to pay the rent at the time. You wouldn't even hug me. You left early for the show, for a long day in the big city, with stops at all the fun places. I came home from another 10 hour workday without so much as a sandwich or note waiting for me. I got angrier. I went out for a ride on my bicycle. A long, long ride in the worst part of town (like there is any good part in that town). An hor into the ride I saw the first one. She was Mexican, hot, young and a little drunk. And horny as all hell. It went into her apartment building, an old place dowtown, and we went to the roof. The stairway was good enough, and we didn't get out the door by the time I fucked her. She bent over and I drove. As I was pumping her hard, two girls came home to their top floor apartment. One of them saw us up the stairs, and they both stopped to watch us fuck. She came so hard her knees gave way, and I held her ass up as I finished her off. I stared right at both of them while I did her. She left all embarrased, and I went right up to the other two, who pulled me into their apartment. In less than a minute I was fucking the little one, the chubby one got naked and I did her too. It was a fuckfest and I made them both come really hard. They stayed naked and joked they wanted to see how many it would take to wear me out. Their cousins came over, looking more like a pair o sisters than cousins. I was naked on the sofa getting sucked when they got there. The one who answered the door just told them to get naked, the apartment smelled worsethan an asian whorehouse, and they were wet before the pants hit the floor. I put them face down on the back of the sofa and made them scream too. We spent the rest of the night randomly fucking each other. That made it five women I fucked that night. It took a lot of hot, wet pussy to get rid of my anger and pain towards you. It was the first time since I met you that I relaxed. It was when I knew that being with you was wrong. You had problems for sure, but they were bigger than me or my understanding. I destroyed myself trying to care for you. The door was always open at their apartment for me. That key wasn't for a stockroom at work. I would stop at a payphone when I was on my way there and they would throw out anybody who might have been there. All those 15 hour days I worked became 8 hour days, and the rest of the time I was buried deep in their pussies. They had problems too, but they were working them out normally. I used to see them years later, all of the five involved, and we were great friends. Their husbands always gave me looks, because they said hello too friendly. What was the joke..."I taught them that thing you lik so much...".... Best I moved out of that town. Best I left that all behind. It was a long time ago, and you never got better, it's a shame. I miss my five girlfriends....and I miss you, who was supposed to be my everything.

Hope it was a great show! Our realtionship never really worked. Of course now, all these years late...

Adultery, Marriage