Confessions about 'Marriage'

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I am an exhibitionist. It all started when I was in eighth standard. We used to live in a three storey building. I had just found out the pleasures of masturbation. I didn't have access to the internet so I had to rely on FTV and other English channels for my sexual entertainment. I used to patiently wait for my parents to go out on some errands. Once I was sure that they won't be back for an hour or two, I would get naked and switch on the TV and tune in to the English channels. I used to be so horny that even I could get off on even a kissing or partially nude scene. I used to roam the entire length and breadth of the house stark naked. After a while, when this started getting boring, I decided to take the thrill up a notch by trying to get out of my house naked. I would first wear something and then go outside to check if my neighbors were at home. When I was sure that they weren't, I would slowly sneak out in the hallway in just my towel. After spending a few minutes getting confident, I would remove my towel and walk around naked. Slowly I expanded my area and started to access the terrace and stood there naked for few minutes before returning back to my room. This went on for a while, before we moved to a new place. The new house was an independent one with proper boundaries surrounding it. I spent the first few days surveying the neighborhood and studying my neighbors. Once I got the first chance alone, I restarted my activities; standing stark naked in my verandah or terrace, all the while feeling nervous as well as excited. The experience and the tension was pure magic. The feeling that someone might be watching you in your naked glory was what got me excited and horny. After standing outside for a while, I would come inside and quickly jerk off. Sometimes when I was very horny, I would eat my cum. I was thin at that time and bit flexible too; once or maybe twice I even managed to lick and suck my own dick. It was one of the most awesome moment of my life. These activities however slowly dwindled as I grew older. Now I live in a different city away from my parents. Once or twice, when I am alone in a deserted area, I would make sure to strip and jerk off and sometimes if I am lucky, I would be caught in my act my unsuspecting strangers who would quickly turn away and pretend that they didn't see anything. I know what I do is wrong but still....

I am an exhibitionist. It all started when I was in eighth standard. We used to live in a three stor...

Adultery, Marriage

It's a fiction story you guys Is an exaggerated story based on true events. This story happen to me about two years ago. Before that I was consider a conservative woman. I grew up in a very conservative household. I been married to my husband for 18 years been faithful to him all that time. We have 4 children together. We have a 18 year old son, a 16 year old daughter, a 12 year old daughter and just recently our new addition to the family our baby boy who's 3 years old. Basically we are the typical suburban family. I used to be the soccer mom type back when my son played soccer. My husband is a loving father and a good provider. The sex life i had with my husband wasn't great but it wasn't bad either. I never been with another man so there was no one I could have compare him too. Most of the time when me and my husband had sex was just missionary except that time we did in the car. I given him hand jobs before and he has given me oral sex. At first I was reluctant to accept it but I gave in later after experiencing it. My husband sex past is also limited. He slept with two girls before he met me but they were just passive. He also said they weren't as beautiful as me. At 16 I had my first boyfriend but all we did was kiss or hold hands. When I was 18 I had another boyfriend he was the first guy I touch inappropriately. He told me to masturbate him. I never seen his penis but I did grab it underneath his pants. He only felt about 4.5 so when me and my husband had sex for the first time I thought that 6 in penis was more than enough and anything bigger was just a deformity. My name is Patricia and I was 40 years old when this story happen and I can say proudly that I pass as 30. Over the years I gained a little bit of weight but I lost it. My breasts are 36D i lost all the fat around my waist and it went to my butt and tights. I have green eyes, high check bones and very light skin but I usually get a golden tan when I'm out in the sun. I'm a brunette but I been greying recently so I cover my roots making it seems like I have streams of blonde in my hair. I dress modest, appropriately for a women my age. I refuse to dress provocative. My husband name is Mike and he has insisted on me dressing a little more sexy. I usually wear blouses, slacks, or dresses that are above my knees. The most sexy dress clothes I put on is usually a skirt that's a little above my knee caps and I expose a little cleavage. Some guys have tried talking me but I turn everyone down. Is not that I don't find other guys attractive is that I don't feel the urge of being with another man. My husband is 44 years old now, just two years older than me and I can assure you that he's always been faithful. He's good looking too. Things change when our new neighbors moved in. They were a young married white couple in their mid 20's. Their names were Alexa and John. Alexa is a very good looking red head girl. She was shocked when she knew that I wasn't 30. Little by little we developed a friendship with Alexa and John. One Halloween night the young couple invited us to a party. Our kids were away with their cousins. It was the first time I had gone to a party in a long time. I was a little concern though that we were going to a party full of young adults. So me and my husband invited some long time friends. Steve and Dawn, Steve was 45 years old and Dawn was my age. A couple who was our neighbors that are close to our age also came to the party which was good because now me and Mike didn't felt as the only older white couple in a party full of young people. John and Alexa seem to have lots of non white friends. They're friends consisted of another young white couple and a young Mexican American couple. The Mexican couple seem quite popular most of the guests came from them than from Alexa and John. The Mexican girl seem kind of chubby but her fat went to right places. I was little kind of jealous for a moment because Mike had a thing for Latina women. There lots of girls with nice costumes that show their bodies. Most of the party guests were young Hispanics. Three girls that stand out from the party were a young blonde girl who seem easy with all of the guys and two really hot Hispanic girls. These girls invited 4 other girls, Some black girls who were very good looking who appear to be mixed with Mexican or Indian. Dawn my friend, was getting a little annoyed that Steve and Mike eyes were focus on all this young girls. I tried not to show that it bother me. I kept telling Dawn that I could get that attention too. But I was dressed in a witch costume with green make up. I went up to Alexa and told her that I was willing to put on that costume she recommended me to wear earlier but that i politely rejected. I grab the costume and put it on. It was a sexier witch costume, Typical Halloween sexy costumes girls wear. I was a little worried though because I was breastfeeding and I had more Milk than a women should. It was a dark purple garment. I return to the party and Dawn Steve, and Mike jaws dropped. The dress push my boobs up and made them look firm. Since I was breastfeeding my boobs look bigger than how they usually do. The costume cover my stomach but it showed lot of legs. I was little flattered when I got the attention of these younger guys. But then a group of 7 black guys arrived at the party. It seem like if those pretty black girls invited them. My friend Dawn was terrified of black guys I told her to relax. I assure her that Alexa and John knew what they were doing. We started drinking more and getting more into the party vibe. One black guy in particular stand out. He was 6'2 buff and dark as charcoal black. A lot of the girls seem to throw themselves at him. Next thing you know I saw him whispering with the pretty blonde girl Dawn's husband, Steve kept drooling all over for. She came up to me and told me that he wanted me to meet me. I wasn't really interested. I was happily married and never had an interest in black men. One time in the street a black guy gave me a compliment but I found him unattractive. The black guy at the party introduced himself to me he's name was Leroy. He tower over my 5'6 height even my husband who is 5'10 look small compare to him. He's attention towards me seem to get one of the pretty light skin black girls mad. I told Leroy that he should probably go back to his gf. He told me not to worry and not to get jealous. Gosh he was so full of himself. Leroy seem to feel as if I can automatically fall for him. He look handsome for a black man but he was clearly barking at the wrong tree. I dismiss myself and told him I was going back to my husband who was on the other side of the party. By this time I was feeling the alcohol. Leroy insisted that he would leave me alone under one condition. That I dance with him 2 songs I didn't see no harm so I accepted the offer. Leroy then told one of his friends to distract my husband with a girl from the party. Me and Leroy moved to a more crowded area surrounded by lots of young couples dancing. Leroy told me that he was trying to be a Sheriff but was previously locked up so it was hard for him to get in the academy. He was 28 years old I told him a little bit of myself. The small dance floor started getting more crowded and Leroy began to dance more closer to me. The music, the alcohol also started loosing me up. I wanted to stop so I turn around and look for a way out but the the crowded room make me push back. I guess that gesture gave Leroy the wrong idea because he puts his crotch behind me and put his hands on my hips. That's when I felt his penis. I was in disbelief. It seem surreal for someone to have monstrous thing. Curiousity kill the cat, I was curious to feel more so I push back to meet his thrust. I started grinding on him to my surprise I began dancing like all the other girls at the party. He had his hands on my hips then close to my lap and slowly started teasing my pussy lips with the tips of his finger. I couldn't believe it, this black stranger was touching me while my husband was just a couple of yards away from us. "Omg my husband!" I quickly step way from Leroy and went to look for my husband. He was talking to John. I lean towards the small bar Alexa and John had. Leroy came and apologized i told him it was ok. Next thing you know all this guests started asking me and Leroy for some drinks. I guess us hanging out in the bar area made them think we were bartenders. It seem fun so me and Leroy began working we bump into each other while we made the guests drinks. While doing that Leroy began to caress my ass and my pussy again slowly. I tried to move away because I notice Mike was watching from the other side. I was going to grab a beer when I accidentally drop it. I kneel down to pick it up but when I look up, I saw Leroy sticking his penis out in front of me. No one seem to notice and I peek from the bottom right side of the bar to look for Mike. I saw him wandering around probably looking for me. "You caused this you know that right," Leroy said to me as he stick his penis out proudly to me. I was mad what was he thinking? I was married, he was black? "Why don't you go and let a whore handle that for you," I said. "Well if you don't want to suck it why don't you jerk me off?" I told Leroy I didn't know what to do. He told me to grab it and give it a few strokes. I stop and so many thoughts came through mind. How much bigger could his penis possibly get? I also sympathize with him having his penis swollen just like my breasts were at the moment. If I didn't do this perhaps he would have bother me the whole party and cause problems with my husband. I had to make a quick decision. "Fine I'll do it!!" I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth. So I proceeded. I put my hand around his shaft and in disbelief it started getting bigger close to 10 inches my hand couldn't even grip around it. I began to jerk him off. It had pass 20 minutes and my hands were getting tired. "Why don't you get naked?" Said Leroy. "I'm not taking my dress off. Period!", I answered furious. "Well then let me see them tittys", reply Leroy. Without waiting for my permission Leroy pull my top down exposing my breasts to him. I was flushed with embarrassment when this happen. He began pinching my nipple giving me an inch of pleasure. "Kiss it", Leroy said. "But you're going to cum in my mouth" I said. "Baby all I need from you is one kiss and I'll promise I won't." Without thinking I gave it a long deep kiss. It didn't taste bad so I began licking the tip. "Let me put my penis in your tits and I'll come right now" I was on my knees when Leroy began putting his penis in between my tits. He started jerking his penis between my tits. It gave my swollen breasts a little bit of relief. I gave his penis another deep kiss and I licked his whole cock then I put his penis next I to my tits again and he sprayed buckets of cum I didn't want to ruin my costume so I milk his cock with my mouth willingly. I was bobbing my head back and forth then he he push my back of my head into his penis while it was inside my throat. In the moment of extacsy I began playing with myself. Nothing was more important right there right then than to please my sexy stranger. "Damn Patty, that was amazing!!! I never had a bitch that ever suck me up like that" Leroy said. "I never ever gave anybody head, ever." I answered back. I took pride of this while he was relaxing after having his penis milk. While I was sucking the last sperm of of his cum a drunk girl came to ask for a drink. Before she saw what we were doing I got up as fast as possible and put my top back on. I fix her a drink and fix more drinks for other guests too. I lean toward the bar table to hear what one of the guests was telling me. That's when Leroy began shoving his cock slowly into my pussy. "Stop you're too big, what are you doing I already suck you up you should leave already, my husband is here", I said. "Im going to fuck this pussy whether you want it or not after I fuck you you going to be begging for this black cock", Leroy answered back. It was so painful I was trying to get away. I let out a loud groan that made Mike look our way. I kept it discreet the bar area was crowded and Leroy blended with the darkness behind me. "You been teasing me all night you going to find out what real fucking is girl", said Leroy. Leroy began grabbing me from the hips and started fucking me harder. His penis was so deep it felt as it was touching my womb. Pain started tuning into pleasure I couldn't take it anymore, I let it take a hold of me. "Fuck me with that big black cock", I said. For some moment while Mike was in a conversation with a guest he turned and look at me with an odd look on his face. The place was too crowded so he couldn't really see Leroy behind me. I smile to my husband while I was getting fucked from behind just to not not draw any suspicion. The party was crowded and the room was dark for a moment I lean back pull down my shirt and began rubbing my nipples while I was facing the same direction of Mike. Mike was smiling at me and as I wink back to him. He didn't realize that right then his wife was getting rammed from behind. "You're body was made to fuck black cock, girl." As soon as Mike turned away, Leroy was now fucking harder pulling my hair. He lay down on his back and I went down with him began riding him reverse cowgirl. We were behind the bar counter and he began squeezing my tits. The moment got more intensified i arch my back tilt my head back and roll back my eyes. I didn't care about anything right there. I didn't care who saw, didn't care if I got caught all I care was that this stranger was fucking my brains out. We stop for a bit and walk outside in the back. Leroy had already his pants unzipped and sat down on a bench. I got on top of him and put my tits all over his face as he began sucking on them. I started riding him as he slap my ass with both of his hands. He then began grabbing my ass cheeks. That's when I look to my left and I saw Mike watching me with a confused look on his face. I couldn't tell if he was sad or mad but what I did saw a huge bulge he had in his pants. I ignored my husband and went back to animal fucking with Leroy. We started kissing and he was kissing my neck. Ever since that me and Leroy fuck wherever we at. I have done more things with Leroy that I had never done with Mike. At first Mike was upset but later confess to me that If it make me happy he would allowed me to get fuck by Leroy because it turns him on. I still dress modest, I take good care of my children, my business but when ever Leroy calls me I'm right there ready to please him.

It's a fiction story you guys Is an exaggerated story based on true events. This story happen to ...

Marriage, Sex

So there's this guy that i like. I'm liking him for about a year now. I like his smile, the way he talks, the way he walks, the way he says my name, the way he ignores me, the way he looks at me. As in everything. There are girls having a crush on him too. So i am thinking to just stop here and move on. But i feel something different in the way he looks at me. But I don't want to assume. All I know is that I'm loving him. Every minute, every second. I Love You JM!

So there's this guy that i like. I'm liking him for about a year now. I like his smile, the way he t...

Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

My 10 year secret When I first met my future father in law Sam, I knew straight away he was looking at me in a sexual way. He was 49 at the time and I was 24. All throughout my two year relationship and before I married his son, Sam would make sexual inuendos or look at me as if he was undressing me. Only after we married did I find out that Sam was battling cancer. He'd kept it from myself and his son to make sure only our wedding was of importance. I was round visiting him one afternoon hoping to find out if there was any improvement to his prognosis. The news wasn't good. It didn't stop Sam from looking at me sexually and in truth I felt desperate for him to have some joy. Asking Sam if I could use his bathroom I went upstairs. A few minutes later I shouted for him to come upstairs. He found me naked on his bed with legs spread wide and two of my fingers inside my pussy. We had sex over the next hour, sex that would normally not be out of place in a porn film. Sam had me orgasming vaginally and anally as he fucked me with his tongue, fingers, fist, and his wonderful eight inch cock. Leaving his small house that afternoon I felt like I'd given a dying man everything he'd ever wanted. Over the next few weeks I visited Sam when I knew my husband would be working. We had sex in so mnay different ways, some of which had me cumming in multiple orgasms. His illness and the drugs he was taking, became to much for full on sex, so I would let him lick my pussy and asshole out as I squatted over his face. Cumming each time. Finally he was admitted to hospital where he died. My husband was the recipient of many new and various ways of pleasuring me afterwards, as I taught him everything Sam had shown me. To this day he doesn't know I where that sexual knowledge came from and I'm not going to tell him either. Each time we visit Sams grave now, I have a huge smile to myself, knowing just how good a lover the man was.

My 10 year secret When I first met my future father in law Sam, I knew straight away he was looking...

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

Enjoy my body Sometimes, I feel like getting naked and letting a guy enjoy my body. Stroking him and giving him a bj, letting him explore my body with his fingers and mouth, feeling him spank me, feeling his dick inside of me, expanding as her gets closer to erupting. I want him to watch my breasts bounce as I ride him. I want to have several rounds of sex...to go through about 10 boxes of condoms in a day.

Enjoy my body Sometimes, I feel like getting naked and letting a guy enjoy my body. Stroking him an...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage, Sex

to my ex "E" To "Her" It has been 5 years since we last spoke. You came into my life after a messy divorce and I was so low that suicide even escaped me. I came into your life after your issues with your ex. You claimed I made you happy. You made me happy. When you moved to your new city, you flew me to see you and I did it again several more times. Then you accused me of cheating. I was so loyal to you. You claimed I left you broke. I wired you $2,000 then empited my account again for your furniture. Then you lost your job and blamed me. How was I responsible for your company to close? I dide everything possible to help you. Then you lost your friend in a car wreck. I was 1,000 miles away and it was my fault? How so? Then you said the lines that killed me: "I loved him more than I could have ever loved you. If you were here coming to see me, you'd be dead and i'd be fine with that." Who says that? I was so unhinged I said in the heat of the moment that I regret and have since. My ex wife never said what you said to me and I know no man told you the negative stuff I told you. We never spoke since. But I've missed you. You are the most beautiful woman I ever know. You could liven up a room by showing up. You are strong, stronger than you let yourself be in 2009. I hope my negative comments pushed you to be stronger. If I brought you down more, then my God caste my soul aside to never be forgiven. I did move on. It took 4 years but a woman gambled on me. But she found out how much you meant to me by accessing my emails and reading my draft email begging for forgiveness. She saw 'our' pictures in Chicago. She said 'She is gorgeous and full of life.' She asked me if I would give anything to make things right with you and I said 'yes.' We now have a daughter. My new wife said "do things right for this 'E', (you), me, and our families how good you really are in life." My new wife loved your name that she named our daughter after you against my wishes but says that you, 'E' are "the woman who picked me up at my worst and as such you are an angel and a godsend. It would only be appropriate to name our baby after you." And yes I do apologize sincerely for those words I said to you. Too bad you refuse to speak to me but I accept your silence. I wish you could meet the baby named after you. She is beautiful. Just like her namesake.

to my ex "E" To "Her" It has been 5 years since we last spoke. You came into my life after a messy...

Adultery, Hate, Marriage, Sex

Three Time Cheater So I met this guy through some of my classes. He was really sweet, funny and kind. After a while, we confessed to each other that we had a mutual like. He told me that we would start dating in a month. Two weeks after, he told me we should just be friends and not date. EVER. After another month he comes back and says he still likes me. We agree to try it again and start dating by my birthday. On my birthday, he tells me he has a thing with another girl and that he likes her more than anything or anyone else. However, he blatantly calls me his second choice if things don't work out with her. After another period of time, he comes back and apologizes and swears that he will only like me and no other girl. Me, being the ignorant and forgiving person I am, give him one more chance. Again, after two weeks, I am talking with one of my friends. She happens to be the first girl, not the second one, that he had "dumped" me for. She starts telling me how freaked out she was by my supposed faithful "boyfriend" because he was telling her how beautiful she was and she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He had never told me any of this. When I had checked my phone by that afternoon, he had texted me saying, ONCE AGAIN, that we should just be friends. After some colorful language and some tears, we stopped texting. The next day he didn't come to school, which was the first day he had ever missed that year. I am overall pretty sad, but I am more angry at myself for believing him and trusting him after he had let me down so many times..

Three Time Cheater So I met this guy through some of my classes. He was really sweet, funny and kin...

Adultery, Marriage

Dumb Relationships Why do people always blame the person their partner cheated on them with. Like they weren't the ones who cheated, it was your boyfriend/girlfriend. Now if they knew the person was cheating that's one thing, but blaming them for something they didn't even know they were doing is another. Like grow up and take it out on the one who did you wrong! Your partner! Kick that fucker to the curb.

Dumb Relationships Why do people always blame the person their partner cheated on them with. Like t...

Marriage

He won't talk to me about our relationship problems unless he talks to his "best friend" who is a female first. Then when hes ready to talk to me about the problems its always in front of his sister or his family. But I can't do anything because he just assumes I'm cheating. IM NOT. Its so aggervating. I worked a 12 hour shift yesterday getting ready to work again today but nope he just ruined the mood by doing this shit yet again. Of course and his sister is fucking mooching off us. I pay half the bills, I pay for all the fucking food and of course when i want the food its all gone. -.- and my daughter doesnt even get fed by her, when she is supposed to be babysiting, but instead shes on her fucking computer all goddamn day. But nope I'm the one that cleans the house even when i work. all she does is the laundry and she gets praised but what do i get? ACCUSED OF CHEATING.

He won't talk to me about our relationship problems unless he talks to his "best friend" who is a fe...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

A* Thirst I am a 24 year old male happily married with 2 beautiful children. I love my wife and my children and take pride in myself for being 100% devoted and faithful. But I fantasize about being raped by a couple Trannies all the time. I have never been attracted to men nor will I ever, but the thought of being raped by 2 chicks with d gets me off in so many ways. I dream of being forced to suck a big juicy girl c* while being pounded in the ass by another. I cant explain why I want this nor can I explain what brought these thoughts into my mind. And it somewhat saddens me that this will never happen to me.

A*** Thirst I am a 24 year old male happily married with 2 beautiful children. I love my wife and m...

Adultery, Marriage

Confession of a confused women So I'm very confused my boyfriend of almost a year is always suspicious of me cheating and swearing up and down that I am talking to other guys he always going through my things my parents my phone one of the r11s asking me questions all times of the day everyday all day 50000 times a day so today he wants to go to my phone and look on a dating website that I used to be on talking to guys you know just just talking though not trying to me that have s I know start a relationship just talking sending you a he said he wanted to see my cat so I say fine let me see yours as soon as I say that then he's oh no nevermind I don't care and all this bullshit but yet he tells me everyday that I don't have time to talk to nobody I don't have time to be sitting around trying to f* with females when I'm not at work I'm here with you okay I believe he has done the question is what you say I believe that but now you are no see my s*** but don't want to let me see yours and I guess me to thinking ok all of a sudden he's he's not complying he's very adamant about going to my place is she thinking in my purse looking for the password to unlock my iPad is how my gmail account my yahoo account Facebook like as a I make him that way because I was talking to some guys way back. And he didn't know about it but when I was talking to guys are actually like that I let him know but I'm confused he says he's not cheating is not talking to anybody say he doesn't have time for that but why don't he want to show me his tagged account but he want to see mine to see if I haven't talked to anyone and I told him that I have and tell him that I have no problem with showing you do you think he's cheating that's my question I would like some feedback please thank you and thanks for the time to read my my relationship problems thank you

Confession of a confused women So I'm very confused my boyfriend of almost a year is always suspici...

Marriage

Honey, your marriage is OVER!! Ever since we first had s 2 mos ago weve both known that you were going to leave your wife and be with me and you said that so now is the time for you to do that. either you tell her in a nice way so shes not so hurt or i will tell her in a mean mean way and be totally sure shes hurt by it. or else i will tell your youngest daughter who is my friend and tell her about all the nasty perverted s* ive been doing with her daddy in the bed where he sleeps with her mommy. or else i'll just tell all of her and my friends at our school and tell them how weve been f**** every day for 2 mos and how youve been wanting to get with me for years and years and how you masturbated for all that time wishing you could have me. is that how you want it? do you want me to handle it or do you want to handle it? either way your marriage is over and you and me are going to be a couple. thats the important part. your marriage is over and you and me are going to be a couple. i would actually prefer telling everybody myself and telling them how sexy we are together and all the filthy things we do but you do NOT want that. so do it. tell her. end it. now. or else i will. and you know me so you know i mean it. do it. now.Ok.......You are a p...... You really think he will love you after you pull this stunt on him? He's going to see that you are a gold-digging selfish w who doesn't really want him, only his money, and is willing to put him through the greatest pain imaginable just to get it. Granted he is a complete moron for even thinking of having an affair and thinking that it would stay a secrete..... But people make stupid choices.... Like you. If I was this guy I would tell my wife about it and apologize on bended knee for being so unfaithful. That way there could still be a chance of him saving his marriage. As for you......no one would want to be with a selfish p of a w like you after you threatened them this way.....i dont really think it was stupid for either him or me to get with the other one because the way we make each other feel is totally amazing like you would really just not even believe and theres no way this could even possibly not be love. thats what love is the way the other person makes you feel and how you make them feel and its like that for ron and me. his wife never even came close to what i do to him not even from when she was younger but expecialy not now with her being so old and so saggy and so boring. he loves coming to get me and taking me places and then taking me to f*. we have f*** EVERY DAY FOR 74 DAYS since the first day we f* and today will be 75 and he was masturbating about me like crazy for years even before that so this is not just an affair its waaaaay more than that and we want to be together. we just have to get the wife and the girls out of our way. it will be better if he does that than if i do it because i can be a b sometimes and if i told her about me and him i would be super mean to her and hurt her so bad that she would go away and never come back. but even that is better than the worst i could do which is to get off my b/c on purpose and let him knock me up. so see? i am being nice to her in reality even though lots of people do think i am sometimes a b. i just want the man i want and i cant help that and he will definately NEVER stop wanting me because he loves whats inside of me and he loves getting up in there. plus he loves all the nasty perverted s* i know how to do and like to do that his wife doesnt even know exists. im so much better for him than her and his daughters that its not even funny and its going to be so f****** good when him and me are a couple.

Honey, your marriage is OVER!! Ever since we first had s** 2 mos ago weve both known that you were ...

Adultery, Marriage

My boyfriend, fiancé now, of two years and I are finally getting married next week, and although it should be one of, if not the, happiest days of my life, I'm also dreading it. The worst part is that it's partially my fault. I've been keeping the fact that I was physically abused by my parents as a child hidden from him for the entirety of our relationship. I have large, visible scars covering a large portion of my back and stomach, and I've been terrified of letting anybody, let alone him, see them. I dress extremely modestly as a result. We haven't had sex yet because I made up that I want to wait until we're married out of fear, so he hasn't really seen my stomach or back. I know he knows I'm hiding something from him, but I'm know he's just being tactful and considerate, as he hasn't really called me out on it and has been incredibly patient with this "quirk" of mine. I know that he's going to ask about it when he finally sees them, and I'm deathly afraid that I'll ruin our wedding night. I don't want to hide it anymore, though. I love him so much, and I want to be transparent. I guess I've always been and still am afraid that he'll be deterred by either my scars or my background or both. I know he's better than that, but I can't help myself. I feel like vomiting every time I think about showing and telling him. I know I should probably tell him beforehand, but I don't think I can bring myself to. Agh!Why am I not allowed to be happy?! I'm getting married to the love of my life

My boyfriend, fiancé now, of two years and I are finally getting married next week, and although it ...

Lie, Marriage

You fucking Beat me as a kid ! You had thee most angered punishments made for me. You handled me like a piece of meat dangling up off the floor and welted me all over my body with your hand, belt, wire cloth hanger "whatever". You had the most vile angry attitude against me. I will not be sorry for what you did. The pain of it all is gone but the internal marks left behind still linger. I know now what your fucking problem was ! Dad was an alcoholic! You had a previous husband in a first marriage who was the same thing. You made the mistake of marrying another one. You hated yourself for that. Alcoholic husbands make moms turn into both daddy and mommy. Your first marriage did this to you and you fucking went right back at it in your second. You took it all out on the kids in your first marriage. Next you took it all out on your second. Fuck you mom! And I'll explain - I was the last kid you ever had and you did more of your fucking beatings on me because of the larger than life mess you created in Two families! Secondly you turned to alcohol yourself cause I aint around to be abused by you. Lastly now your dead and never said your last dieing words of how sorry you were - So I'll just say this... You fucking abused me more so along with the rest of the kids. Your abuses were just translations of your low self esteem and failures. You couldn't see enough to stop your abuses and put an end to where they were coming from. NO, you had to be the middleman. Someone pissed you off, you just passed it along the us kids. You know what mom...Up Your's!

You fucking Beat me as a kid ! You had thee most angered punishments made for me. You handled me lik...

Marriage

I don't want to fit in with people or others. so?!!!

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Just....Blah I don't even know where to start. I am so sick of feeling angry at him, but I don't know what else to do. You think he would have the decency to call. But I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks and I want to scream at him! I have tried to call him but he makes up excuses like "oh I tried to call but no one answered so I left a message." LIAR!!! I was right near the phone.

Just....Blah I don't even know where to start. I am so sick of feeling angry at him, but I don't kn...

Adultery, Hate, Marriage

so i have a woman who i think about everyday. and ive let her know that i love her. but she refuses to fuck. and ive given her every good reason for why i am worth it. and she is totally igorant to the fact of what i can offer its like yo. im a inheritor of a mass fortune, and i am planning on buying my masion on 3826 thousand oaks cir. after i turn 25 and the paperwork get signed over. im going to be buying my lamborghini and going on a large vacation for the rest of my life. buy mass amounts of marijuana. and she only comes around when that reality of living is being lost. its like yo. i dont walk around and flash my cock and waive my papers around and every piece of pussy i want to fuck. your damn lucky i even let you in on a family secret we have had to protect, due to privacy purposes on me being that wealthy at the age of 6. at a point in time you got to be real. if you dont bend your ass over and get those nasty tattoos removed of what was a perfect body. im pretty damn sure i could find whomever the fuck i want that would be willing to bend there asses over to take a 175 million dollar cock. and dont cross the line, if you aint going to step up, then step the fuck out of the way. i dont have time to sit every woman down and explain on who i am. but when the reality of what i can offer when i drive up in whatever car i want. i dont gotta do shit to explain to people why i am powerful. im the type of guy who is the game changer. im pretty sure you have a sister or a idiot friend who is willing to drop their bullshit of their drama to change who they want to become.

so i have a woman who i think about everyday. and ive let her know that i love her. but she refuses ...

Adultery, Marriage

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours. Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests. I'm going to blow my brains out. I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But loo...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Broke up yesterday I ended the best relationship of my life yesterday… we were nearing 7 months. We're both high schoolers. His personality just kind of changed about a month ago. It was harder to get his attention and he kept choosing his friends over me. He wasn't always this way. He used to be like romantically obsessed with me. Not in a creepy way, just I wouldn't leave his mind and he always wanted to hold me. We often got in trouble in class for PDA. Recently, that all just stopped and I had to make all the moves, sometimes to be rejected. He said he still loved me and there was just something going on with me but finally I got sick of it and dumped him. This happened yesterday. Last night, I had a dream of him and me. I was trying to get him back but he wasn't interested. He kept giving me hugs and kisses and telling me to move on. This morning I woke up physically missing the feeling of his body against mine. I'd give anything just to kiss him again. I feel like I've made a terrible mistake. I want him so bad and now that I can't have him, i love him more than ever. I feel like if I take him back, nothing will change. I'm so lost and hurting and I want him to hold me but it can't happen.

Broke up yesterday I ended the best relationship of my life yesterday… we were nearing 7 months. W...

Marriage

My boyfriend and I are pretty much in an amazing relationship. 5 years strong, but not married yet. Marriage isn't the top of my priorities...but... I just dont know why he wont even propose to me yet... all our friends are married, on their way to having families and moving on to bigger and better things... why can't we? He totally has the money to be engaged to me.. and he knows i want a destination wedding, so it will be cheaper than a traditional wedding.. but... still no big question asked to me... I just feel so sad when people asked why i'm not married to him yet. My only reply is I dont know... He does love me, he is committed (we have a house, car, insurance, phone, a dog and cat all together) and it's not like i ever want kids. I hate kids, and that should be a huge plus for him. I don't know why.. maybe he's getting bored of me....

My boyfriend and I are pretty much in an amazing relationship. 5 years strong, but not married yet. ...

Adultery, Marriage