Confessions about 'Marriage'

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I cheated on my spouse I’ve been trying to talk my SO in to swinging for several years now and my SO is very reluctant. Well, I ended up finding a very nice couple to play with and we’ve met up twice in the past month and I can’t wait to do it again. I don’t feel like I’m actually cheating because it’s just sex but technically it is. I very much enjoy my secret life I just wish my spouse would join.

I cheated on my spouse I’ve been trying to talk my SO in to swinging for several years now and my SO...

Adultery, Lie, Marriage

Caught my wife for the second time My story is long. My wife and I met when I was engaged to another woman. I deceived both of them so that they knew nothing of each other for a while. As you can imagine my wife had some trust issues with me at the beginning of our relationship, but I know I’ve shown her how faithful I’ve been. She set the boundaries for us by stating that being unfaithful was the worst thing I could do to her. A year or so ago I found some old emails where she was chatting to some guy, obviously flirting but didn’t go too far. I took it badly but forgave her as we were going through a rough patch and as he lived in another country I was not threatened. Over the summer we had a really hard time but we managed to scrape through the hardest challenges to our relationship thus far. Things got a little better after that but just recently she has been telling me that she is unhappy and didn’t know what she wanted in her life, but couldn’t say exactly what the problem was. I lost my job and it hit pretty hard and she tells me that she panicked when I sat around for a week or so feeling sorry for myself. I turned it all around though have a new job now and things are going better. Then the crying started over the last week, with her stating that she was unhappy. This morning I found more emails from a co-worker of hers. They have been training in the gym together, been shopping together, met for coffee and such. I got mad and confronted her and she confessed to everything, said she was unhappy as she knew she was hurting me and was trying to end it. She was so relieved that I had found out and it had come to an abrupt end. I do believe her when she says that nothing sexual happened but the type of things they did together and the way they chatted really hurt me and I’m struggling to come to terms with it. In a way I’m glad I found out now as I’m not sure where it would have led but I’m really having trouble figuring out how I’m going to trust her again. She says she likes the person but the feelings she has for me are far greater and she only turned to him for someone to talk to when we went through a rough patch, then it went a bit too far and she got scared, she called him and ended it immediately after being confronted. She admits that she has been happier with our relationship over the last few weeks but has been riddled with guilt about this other guy and was planning to end it today when they would meet. I’ve seen so many emotions today, anger, sadness, despair the works but just need some unbiased perspective on what to do now.

Caught my wife for the second time My story is long. My wife and I met when I was engaged to another...

Adultery, Marriage

she's fixated on anal sex she loves anal sex, the thought of it, the imagery, the feeling of using big dildos, the taboo, the "dirty or naughtiness" factor, the way hole feels during and after, the tingling her feel thinking about it, etc... love it. I want to rim my wife and enjoy anal sex with her and I so wish she would peg me and watch me use dildos on myself and that she would want to explore them herself. alas, she does not, nor does she want to be part of my fetish with penetrating myself. she does know about my fixation and I think it either scares her or turns her off or she just doesn't understand it. If I were single I would definitely explore with a Dom for someone else who would like to be into this kind of thing with a man. But I love her so I continue my habits on my own. It's sad. In my fantasies I think about getting gangbanged or pimped out or having my wife arrange groups of people to fuck me, or meeting someone randomly in the park who will fuck me. It's all just fantasy and I wouldn't want to have this life for real, it's just masturbation fantasy. sexuality is very complex.... My sex life with my wife is very slow, and goesy ? splatzy almost existent, so these her fantasies get stronger. It's just a frustration that she wants anal on me and I would prefer on her.

she's fixated on anal sex she loves anal sex, the thought of it, the imagery, the feeling of using b...

Marriage, Sex

मेरी ध्वनियां जैसे पडोसी देशों की यात्रा से समृद्ध है वह प्रसिद्ध लाता सर्कस तम्बू में प्रत्येक गली में कमजोर piss स्वर्णिम बौछारों ने हर वह कुछ हफ्तों cuz उन्होंने कमजोर है लेकिन fucks युवतियों underage पर trampolines में अपने नए मित्र हरित पर प्रदूषक हैं तो वे bonk लंपट दवे चूजों को सडकों पर संघर्ष और तब वे सभी लड़कियों मिल बालिकाओं की 17 और 12 और 20 बच्चे को जन्म देते हैं जबकि उनकी पत्नियां फार्मूला तैयार करना और उन्हें लिंग के बिना नहीं रह सकती है जबकि ऐसा देखने के लिए चूजों को औने-पौने दामों में गर्भवती भारी matresses चूजों को बिछौना, जबकि उसके moews जबकि सभी लॉन मेंपर्यावरण उन्होंने ड़ोना वसा तेज़ लिंग चल रही है इसलिए वह दिन में तीन बार moews लॉन जैसे कुछ समय, ताकि सभी को सुनने के लिए गलियों में नहीं किया जा सकता है और बलिदान और हत्याओं और रक्त चीखते तेज़ लिंग क्या बाव लिया और सनकी तमाचा विश्व की रुग्ण हैं । इसका कार्य जैसे एक रुग्ण दंश ज्होलना पड़ेता, कटाई के लॉन pimpress सिरमौर bordelo मैडम hookerage कलकार सदन में सडक यात्रा सर्कस hippies जाना चाहते हैं और वे अपनी नंगी आउटडोर खाना पकाने और nudists बच्चे हैं और वे एक-दूसरे से लगभग नग्न कॉल चलाने के हाथ में आयोजित megaphones और उनके बच्चे पैदा करने के दौरान, इसके साथ-साथ लिंग और वास्तव में अन्य बातों के साथ-साथ लोक न्यूसेंस आपराधिक कृत्य है।

मेरी ध्वनियां जैसे पडोसी देशों की यात्रा से समृद्ध है वह प्रसिद्ध लाता सर्कस तम्बू में प्रत्येक गली ...

Adultery, Murder, Abuse, Violence, Marriage, Sex

To be honest, this has nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to get a message out and I knew most people usually go on this category. I've liked this guy for a little over a year now. We have a lot in common and we used to be really close because we were always having to sit next to each other in class. We had a band concert recently and I was really upset because this was the first concert I had where I wasn't sitting next to him. Later that week, I was hanging out with my friends when one of them.. let's call her May... brought up the topic of my crush... let's call him Brayden. I told them about how I felt after the concert was over and started to cry. All three of my friends... May... uh, Monica... and, uh, Alexis... told me I should just get over him. That is when I went full on rage mode. They were telling me to get over him? For God's sake! I couldn't believe they went there! Alexis was fucking dating a guy from fucking Norway! May was fucking leading on a fucking senior (we are all freshmen)! Monica is asexual so I had nothing against her... but she has a secret admirer... let's call him Daniel... so, yeah. "Sure and in the meantime, May, you can stop talking to that Senior, Alexis, time for you to break up with that Norwegian guy, and Monica, you should just transfer schools so Daniel doesn't have to deal with your asexual ways!" I was so fucking mad! By now you have all realised that I have a very short temper but I had a reason to snap. Next time you feel like telling someone to get over their crush, remember what it would be like if someone told you that. It sucks. We are separated now and Alexis commit suicide. I hate those girls so much for making me feel that shitty.

To be honest, this has nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to get a message out and I knew most pe...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage, Sex

status: married age: 42 After more than a month in the hospital, I was transferred to a rehab facility to get strong before going home. Last week I was having issues and the nurse had to straight cath me. Afterwards, she was cleaning me up and began rubbing my penis before shyly saying, "oops, I might not want to do that." It was too late; I was rock hard and I encouraged her to give me a hand job and after turning red, she smiled and agreed. She took her time and while she was pleasuring me, I slid my hand down the back of her scrubs where I discovered she was wearing satin panties (which I love) I noticed her nipples were hard and I continued rubbing her ass as she asked if I was enjoying myself. She made me last a good 20 minutes and when I knew I was getting close, I slid my hand up her scrub top to fondle her left breast. She made me cum all over her left hand and I laughed when I noticed her wedding rings were covered in my cum. She tasted me, wiped me off, washed her hands and said she'd see me later. She's on again tonight, maybe there will be more fun before I'm discharged.

status: married age: 42 After more than a month in the hospital, I was transferred to a rehab faci...

Abuse, Marriage

What is this shit!!!

Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy

I sucked a guy off while he looked at pictures of my wife We met online. I was pretty drunk and the wife had passed out. He met me in my private parking garage, got in my car and looked at my wife's pictures and videos while I sucked his c*. I let him hold a pair of her panties while I sucked, he came in my mouth and I spit the c in to the panties. Can't wait to see her wear them :)

I sucked a guy off while he looked at pictures of my wife We met online. I was pretty drunk and the ...

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

I am so jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife and anyone else he has been with because I'm afraid I'm not as good as they are, and yes, I know this isn't the right way to be, but that doesn't help me change. He married his ex after only 3 months, and doesn't want to marry me that fast. I feel like I'm not as good as she was. He also said it was because she was pregnant, but he doesn't want me getting pregnant, so I feel like she got to be a wife and his child's mom while I get to be nothing but the girlfriend forever. He is also twice my age, so I feel like he has had so much more life experience that I will never be part of.

I am so jealous of my boyfriend's ex wife and anyone else he has been with because I'm afraid I'm no...

Adultery, Marriage

Caught my wife masturbating on cam

Marriage

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. It seems as though this marriage has been all about him. Every decision every move all about him and then when things go wrong financially like they are now, he blames it on me not havig a job! I had a nice paying job before he got his second promotion and we moved. we were doing fine when he got the first promotion and then 3 months later he got another one, (without even considering my feels or thoughts as usual.) He makes a decision to move us again. I did not say anything I just made the most of it and now here we are again struggling financially. I do not want to move back home and live with my father in law like we were before all the moving took place and besides his family just don't like me because I won't let them run my household. So now we are back to the here and now and that is my marriage. I am tired of this emotional roller coaster that Iam being put on with him and when I try to talk to him about it he turns it around like Idone something wrong and says, "then leave that is what you want to do anyway." and I never said anything about leaving. He blames me for not getting along with his family and he always looks over what they do to me. I tell him that I prefer not to be around them too long because they do and say little sneaky things that he never sees. We are financially exhausted and this move has proved to be an utter flop! but I don't say anything because he frustrates me and with the possibility of any argument I might just pack up and go. I am at my wits end and I can't even cry anymore. My life is just not like I expected and I am stuck and can't fix it. I struggle to get out of bed every morning and if it were not for my kids I probably would have left him a long time ago....I love him but I can't handle all this pressure.....I am so bogged down with responsibility and trying to stay above water that I feel so isolated. No one understands me so I don't tell anyone how I feel I just stay to myself and try to find a focus....It is so hard sometimes I don't want to wake up from sleeping with my eyes wide open because I am afraid that change will come in an instant and I might miss it......I am so tired I want my life back before all of this.....Iwant everything to be back to normal for me.....I want to pick up my dreams and goals where I left them and begin again........I want so much ......I want ....I want.......but nobody cares.

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shap...

Adultery, Lie, Gay, Marriage, Sex

My wife's 20 year class reunion was coming up and I really didn't want to go. I had lucked out the previous year, and didnâ��t have to go to her 10 year reunion because I had a work engagement I couldnâ��t get out of. My wife Andie is an attractive 38 year old Italian girl with a round ass and large firm tits. She has big soft lips and long brown hair. She looks better than most 30 something's. She is from a small town and the reunion was being held at a mid size ranch that one of her fellow students inherited. We drove out to the ranch and there were about 50 plus people there already, with a few more showing up as the night went on. Being from a small town most of her classmates were white, but there was four black guys, two Samoans/Tongans, and about ten Mexicans/Hispanics, four of them male. Quite a diverse group for a class of less than one hundred. It was a typical outdoor summer party with a BBQ and campfire going, they had a DJ and a makeshift dance floor as well. People were scattered around the large backyard area, and some were hanging out by the barn. Around 9:30 some guys approached me and asked me to join them for a beer run, I saw Andie and asked her if she would mind, and she gave me the go ahead. So me and four other guys jumped in crew cab and headed to town. We got to town and realized most of the stores were closed, so we headed down the highway to the nearest town that had a gas station/liquor store in it. When we got back to the party 45 minutes later, it seemed a lot of people had dispersed to different parts of the ranch, although there were still quite a few dancing. The guys I made the beer run with headed to the dance floor and hooked up with their wives. Andie was no where to be seen, so I started wandering around the perimeter of the property. I finally wandered into the large barn, but it was fairly dark. I heard some faint voices coming from the loft area. I climbed a ladder, when I got to the loft floor I could see a large open area down at the other end that was lit with a single bare bulb. I was a good fifty yards away from them, and my end was fairly dark. My wife was sitting on a hay bale, her top was slightly unbuttoned, and I could see her cleavage from where I was. There were two black guys sitting across from her on a wood bench. One was tall and athletic and well built, the other was short and extremely fat. I stayed on the ladder and just kept my head up enough to se and hear what they were doing. The guys were telling her how hot she still looked, and that they should take a trip down memory lane. She seemed concerned that I might show up, but they assured her I was in town on a fruitless beer run. After a couple more minutes of small talk the one athletic guy got off the bench and sat down next to Andie and started rubbing her back. They continued with their compliments and small talk until the athlete turned her face towards him and started kissing her. She wantonly responded like a bitch in heat and within less than a minute he had his hand inside her shirt playing with her boob. He pulled his hand out and finished unbuttoning her shirt, then unsnapped her bra with one hand, the bra release was in the front and her large tits immediately spilled out into the cool night air for his friend to see. Her nipples looked like bullets, and she was already groaning as he started to pull and twist her nipples. His fat friend jumped up and sat on her other side and took over playing with her tits. The athletic guy put his hand between her legs and was rubbing her pussy on the outside of her jeans. This was progressing so quickly, I decided it I was going to put the brakes on it, I should do it soon! Instead, I was frozen to the ladder, like a deer in headlights, hanging on with one hand while I grabbed my own dick with the other. I had to see how far she would go, but I also knew it would be impossible to stop. The athletic guy undid her jeans and she wiggled her ass to help pull them off. He practically ripped her panties off, and I knew she would be getting fucked very soon. She was such a slutty sight, sitting on a bale of hay with her shirt open, her bra barely hanging on, her big white tits were being mauled by two black guys ,and she was totally nude from the waist down. As I watched this scene, I was rubbing myself , and I came in my pants! The main guy turned her sideways, and pushed her down on her back, so her head was almost hanging off the end of the bale. He took off his shirt and put it under her back, then he quickly pulled down his pants and a large, hard, black cock sprang up. Even from my distance I could tell it was huge! He grabbed it and stroked it a couple of times and then unceremoniously, pushed it right into Andie! She let out a gasp that I had never heard. His cock was only halfway in on the first pump, but soon he proceeded to piston his cock in and out like it was the last pussy on earth. His friend started to undress and a large fat limp cock popped out below his big gut. He played with her tits, and told her that she was going to get the fucking of a lifetime, while the athletic guy continued to fuck her with a fury. After about ten minutes of pounding my wifeâ��s pussy, athletic guy pulled out and quickly shoved his cock in Andieâ��s mouth. He pumped it and it looked like he was shooting his cum down her throat. I could see she was gagging on his cock as she used her hands to try and push him back. He pulled it out of her mouth and spewed cum on her face. Athletic guy told his friend to "go ahead and give it to her good". The fat guy had been stroking his cock while athletic guy came on her face. I could hear Andie protest, she didnâ��t want to be fucked by the fat guy, but the fat guy climbed between her legs and shoved his thick cock in her anyway. As fat guy was happily pounding away, I saw some more guys coming up from the other end. Athletic guy was telling them to come on up and check it out. Apparently there was a set of stairs on that end of the loft. While Andie was getting slammed by the fat black guy, she turned her head to see another black guy, the two Samoans and three of the Mexicans, she started to complain, and told athletic guy to "get these guys out of here". Athletic guy laughed and said that she was the unofficial entertainment for the reunion. The new guys also told her that no one had seen her husband for the last hour, and that maybe he was off getting laid! The guys all high fived each other as they stripped down to their shorts to wait for their turn on my wife. Andie continued to put up a fight and a lot of resistance, as fat guy was fucking her. One of the Mexican guys came over with some heavy rope, and they tied her hands together and ran the rope under the hay bale. She was now helpless. The fat guy pumped her some more and then abruptly pulled out and jacked his cock off above her face. The guys laughed and made crude remarks, calling her a cum loving slut. Andie tried to turn her face away as the fat guy shot his cum on her face. After the fat guy had quit fucking her, two guys grabbed her legs and held them apart, because she was starting to try and kick and squirm her way off the bale. A couple of guys had their cell phones out and were obviously videoing what was going on. The largest Samoan was next, actually, both Samoans were huge guys. But the bigger of the two, pulled his shorts down and everyone let out a "Oh My God"! Even from my end of the barn it looked like he had the cock of a horse! It was so long, and so thick, and so dark, I wasnâ��t even sure it could be real! He lifted it up with his one hand and waved it around like it was a giant summer sausage. It was the biggest cock Iâ��ve ever seen, anywhere. Even in porno's! As he climbed up on the bale, Andie got just a glimpse of the massive dark log, and frantically started jerking her body and screaming. Athletic guy quickly stuck a rag in her mouth, and the guys held her tight as Samoan guy pushed his head into her opening. She screamed through her mouth rag as the guys lifted her legs up higher and pulled them farther apart. Samoan man pushed his cock all the way in, and the guys all let out a cheer. I could only imagine what it looked like up close, with her pussy being impaled on that horse cock. He fucked her furiously for about ten or fifteen minutes, although it seemed like forever. He finally pulled out and went up to her face, pulled the rag out of her mouth and started slapping her face with his giant wet cock. He demanded that she lick it and kiss it, and tell him how much she loves it. She was blabbering something as he continued to rub his cock across her face, but I couldn't understand from my distance. It looked like she finally relented and was opening her mouth and trying to fit his massive cockhead in her mouth. He called her a good fucking whore, and told her to beg for his cum! She licked his giant shaft while mumbling something, which I assume was what he wanted. As he stroked his cock and she licked it, one of the Mexicans had already started to fuck her, and it looked like she was going to get fucked by everyone there. Finally, Samoan mans cock started shooting cum, and even from where I was it looked like someone was squirting a bucket of milk on her face. The guys were in awe as he stroked his cock and coated her face with his slime. He shot cum for well over a minute, her face was drenched in cum! The Mexican fucking her was calling her names in Spanish, which I could only imagine. She told me she never did date any Mexicans in High School, so maybe this was their revenge. After the first Mexican pulled out and shot his load on her tits, ( I guess her face was too messy for him) the next one climbed on and humped away. As the second Mexican was just getting ready to cum, a older lady came up from the stairs and said "What the hell is going on here?" Everyone looked at her like it was no big deal, until she told everyone to get out of the barn before she called the Sheriff. The guys all grabbed their clothes and got dressed in record time and high tailed it down the stairs. My wife picked herself up, wiped the cum off her face and put her clothes back on. Ten minutes later I ran into her down by the bar. I asked where she had been, and she said she was out in the barn with Sandi, because Sandi wanted to show her, her new show horse. I thought, yeah you kinda saw a horse all right...

My wife's 20 year class reunion was coming up and I really didn't want to go. I had lucked out the p...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage, Sex

Should I tell him? I cheated on my fiance before we were engaged.It was 3 years ago,I was 20 at the time.We had only been together 3 months and I stayed at his while he went to work.Then I met his neighbor.A nice guy in mid 30's.He was just friendly at first then we got talking and he said I could hang out with him and use his gym equipment in his spare room.We worked out together for weeks.And I must admit I got horny on most occasions,getting all sweaty and seeing a sweaty,ripped guy.Then it was one time i used his shower and i came out in a towel.He was just in gym shorts and he was still sweaty and i noticed his bulge.Well i couldn't help it,i went over to him and grabbed his package and he pulled the towel off and started kissing me.He then put me on a workout bench and opened my thighs and ate me right out.Then he peeled his shorts off and my eyes went wide when i saw it.I had to suck it.Then he slid it in me and gave me another sweaty workout.We were both fulfilled after 30 minutes and when he stood up,i looked down between my legs and realized i needed another shower. The few months to follow was all about working out followed by sex,until we decided to stop it.We still share a smile from time to time and he winks at me but that's all.I still think about it and get horny and even have a good old play sometimes. But after me a my boyfriend got serious i knew that i would never do that again.Now that we're engaged i just thought i should tell him.

Should I tell him? I cheated on my fiance before we were engaged.It was 3 years ago,I was 20 at the ...

Lie, Marriage

I think it's over There are days where I'm stress feel and can allow myself to feel love for my husband. But some days, he just is so naive and ignorant to adult life. He spends money on motorcycles, he even took out a $900 cash advance on a credit card to purchase one he said he'll flip in the fall. Never asked me, just came home looking for a ramp to hoist the bike onto his truck. When I confronted him about it later, he said it was his money to take. We don't even have milk in the fridge. I thought marriage was suppose to be about us and our? We have a 2 year old together, but I feel so much better when it's just me, the baby and our dog. My husband causes me great stress, which in turn makes me agitated and cruel towards him. I don't want to live like this forever and we've been to counseling before about the money issues, but I don't see us ever becoming a team. His family doesn't like me and the feeling is mutual, so I don't see how divorce would be that bad. During a recent argument, I said I was going to divorce him in two years, but he ignored me. I'm pretty certain on that time period though.

I think it's over There are days where I'm stress feel and can allow myself to feel love for my husb...

Abuse, Marriage

UNATTRACTIVE SON OF A B**, HE WASN'T MY FIRST HE WASN'T MY LAST, HE WASN'T MY EVERYTHING. HE FEELS GUILTY WHEN HE MASTURBATES, NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME, WE BOTH MET AT SCHOOL AND GOT HONORS AND IF YOU PULL ANYTHING F* UP OR FUNNY THEY WILL F**** WELL KILL YOU YOURSELF. I HATE THEM, CHUCK NO SHEEN AND CHRIS TICKER IN MONEY TALKS. IT WASN'T AN AFFAIR HE RAPED ME. YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOUR MESSING WITH, HOW FAR BECK DO WE HAVE TO GO, REDLIGHT, GRUNT LIGHT? PICKY POOP? WE NOT BOYS MAN. I WILL BEAT YOUR ASS WITH YOUR BASEBALL BAT IN THE FUCKER COLD IN THEIR THAT FREEZE CHOPPPER - JAIL CHOPPER ERIC BANNA. gheto fabulas, rich piece of pussy, hustler. you hustling son of rich bitch. that is not ride, now that is a ride, that is there ride. fucked up suit.

UNATTRACTIVE SON OF A B****, HE WASN'T MY FIRST HE WASN'T MY LAST, HE WASN'T MY EVERYTHING. HE FEELS...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

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I want a divorce It has reached the point that I need to divorce my wife. She is an alcoholic and it has ruined our lives, she has given up on wanting children and as her drinking has gotten worse I have come to realize that (even though she promised she would stop drinking if we had a kid) she will not be a good mother to any children we have. We have been fighting for the past several months. We have talked divorce over and over. And I have recently decided it is time to throw in the towel. Now I am not sure of my next steps. I have set no money aside for a lawyer or even filing fees. We are broke, like down to a pack of hot dogs and bread for the next few weeks as our debt has become insane. The last time that I even suggested that I agreed with her that we should divorce, she just attacked me over and over verbally, coming up with anything she could come up with to tear me down. She has physically abused me a few times. Not that I couldn't defend myself, but I'm not going to hit a woman and when it reaches that point, I just don't care anymore. It helps for closure the more she does it. I know that if I try to get a divorce and we are still living together, I will live in misery. We have no friends because she attacks anyone who comes close. I have slept in my truck many nights to get away. Money has gotten so bad that we are downsizing to a smaller house, but our main house has not yet rented so we have two mortgages. We cannot move into the smaller house for another month. At that point, at least there is an exit. I plan on going to Iraq to get a job to help pay for IRS bills since I had to cash out my retirement to help keep us afloat, which comes with heavy penalties. I will make decent money in Iraq but when we spoke about divorce before she has talked about dragging the divorce out for a year so that she could benefit from the money I make out there. If I had enough for a lawyer and a place to go, I would be out today. We are in a slow period of being cordial but those days have been getting shorter and fewer. The next time she hits the bottle it will not be pretty.

I want a divorce It has reached the point that I need to divorce my wife. She is an alcoholic and it...

Adultery, Marriage

He didn't even realize I was going through some pictures on my husbands phone last night after a family weekend at the lake and seeing if there were any pictures on his phone i wanted when i stumbled across a picture of my younger sister climbing up the ladder onto my parents pontoon boat. Somehow i got ripped off in the b* department and she got all of it, I am a B and she is a DD, She has always been very confident and wears pretty small bikinis and apparently the one she had on that day was unable to contain her b as she climbed up out of the water. I thought it was an intentional picture he took of her and got angry, handed him the phone and said "WTF is this", He looked at the picture and his eyes got big as he stared at it and said "Um...I didn't take that picture". Of course i didn't believe him but he scrolled through the next dozen pictures and it became obvious it was one of the kids taking pictures with his phone, As he showed me the rest of the pictures then scrolled back to her it became obvious she wasn't even the focus of that picture but it was something else entirely. One of our kids was taking pictures of the rest of the kids on the tube behind the boat and my sister just happened to be coming out of the water at the wrong moment. So now looking back i maybe shouldn't have flew off the handle right away but i apologized to him and i'm sure he wasn't too upset that i made him look at a picture of my sisters b*.

He didn't even realize I was going through some pictures on my husbands phone last night after a fam...

Adultery, Marriage

confession in brief & possibly jaded, maybe not though......? A few months back I was on here confessing I was using my husband for US citizenship. About 2 months after I finally filed for divorced as an American woman. I did not want to go back to the cold of Canada. We live in Hawaii and I am finally in paradise. .............................What a top piece of arse....this bitch -----& she was a bitch which I encouraged to do whatever she wanted while with me-- was my type.... With the circle of friends I had, I stood tall at the time....didn't take crap gangbanger......Mel fitted in instantly to my world at the time.......... The bitch was eye candy from head to toe........I remodelled her into my streaked tinted bleach blonde perky titted short skirted club slut on a 24hr basis..........fucking high maintainace but worth it,,,,& $ weren't problem with the trade I was in. Although we were married for 10 years, he made me a mother when I did not want to be and I have despised him for it. Our kid and him do have a tight bond and he can have full custody. I just want to stay in Hawaii. My best friends from Canada can move in with me now and we can hit the beaches every day. Mel was straight, but enjoyed showing off infront of women only......we used to have some depraved fun with our guests- I am a hetro swinging nudist,,,we actually did what we wanted..... Her parents thought we were nuts but still attended our every Monday family night---- myself & Mel went nude which always cracked up her folks,, but they were cool with it,,',her little sis always stared just that bit toooo long to be comfortable,,u know,,,But I will get our house, I will get the cars, I will get alimony. I don't have to look for a job ever again. Thank you America for making divorce so much easier, as opposed to Canada where you have to wait 1 year after separating.

confession in brief & possibly jaded, maybe not though......? A few months back I was on here confe...

Marriage

cheated On My Boyfriend Cause He Is A Cheap Bastard **** My cheapo boyfriend wouldn't even buy me a to die for diamond fashion ring that cost $3,000. He said it was too expensive. I told him he could open a credit account and make payments, but he wouldn't. To try to appease me he said he buy me a s* thousand dollar ring. No way. I don't settle. I was so p*** I screwed my boyfriend's best friend. I don't care if my cheapskate boyfriend finds out. It will serve him right. And he won't leave me. I got that boy wrapped around my finger. I just might leave him though if his friend will buy me that diamond ring.

cheated On My Boyfriend Cause He Is A Cheap Bastard ****** My cheapo boyfriend wouldn't even buy me ...

Adultery, Abuse, Marriage