Confessions about 'Murder'

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Until one day when we are far from each other i felt bored with our relationship I've never understood why my heart feels so heavy when i never knew this person well enough because she was making a huge issue of avoiding me when before she had not. we went from being friends and nofriendship and that was when I seen the bitch in her. she might have had bigger issues over her own guilt of what she did to me to get men afterall.

Until one day when we are far from each other i felt bored with our relationship I've never understo...

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I hate the fact that my older sister is hotter and more fun to be with.. She has a far more interesting life than mine. She's so LUCKY! She's got everything going for her. God is so unfair.

I hate the fact that my older sister is hotter and more fun to be with.. She has a far more interes...

Murder

stop trying to send me b-mails and telepathic abuses please you torturer.

stop trying to send me b-mails and telepathic abuses please you torturer.

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

i wrote to myer and heaps of stores and told them i resent doing my own shop scanning and they are stopping people from having jobs cuz of selfserve and they said "we are sorry you feel that hurt" and I said well I am! its offensive. you should be forced to give us a donation for scanning our own things ! we all in the poor house because of your selfishness. they didn't like hearing that. but i don't care. I told her to get fucked. and told people to get in there and call them up and complain. you have a right to complain and make them work and be a arses to them. they are basically murderers killing people and stopping them having a future that they had!

i wrote to myer and heaps of stores and told them i resent doing my own shop scanning and they are s...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

look at that old bagger at blroom she could give up her job for os holidays to help me have a job to find a man n get house, look how selfish she is 89 n wont leave til crted out on a gerny, fucking old bag! basicly she is a murder !

look at that old bagger at blroom she could give up her job for os holidays to help me have a job to...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

i used to have awful terrifying nightmares of crematoriums and it always happen when I was being bullied and tortured and i knew when the spirits and ghosts and people in this town hated me and when they liked me, and they rarely liked me. i felt like this town had nothing good for us.

i used to have awful terrifying nightmares of crematoriums and it always happen when I was being bul...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

i don't know why we are being taught all this stuff because there will be no jobs for us just like there are no men for us. ok. what is the point of trying? give 1 reason to try anymore? old fuckers won't give up their jobs for younger people or even middle aged people without a house or husband to have a future let alone the young! so yeh, I stare right through my teacher and i don't bother talking to her what is the point, its just a computer and animated voice over the phone. what is the point?

i don't know why we are being taught all this stuff because there will be no jobs for us just like t...

Pride, Murder, Hate, Violence

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my cat dies or if my mother dies. there will be no point to life. sometimes i torture myself with videos of bodies done up for coffins and morgue and crematory and how they pump out the blood to put in a fluid. what is the point of life with my cat or my mum. my bastard father had tried to kill us all with his smoking and his stupidity. i just stay in bed all day everyday for the last 7 years and sick of vomiting and headaches and doctors talking shit at me. and their lies and churches lies and they are stealers. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4&list=RD4N3N1MlvVc4&start_radio=1 and everyone is scamming and the only winners are the hustlers. we are told to learn to get your hustle together to get work. yeh right. go shove a chainsaw up your face and cunt!

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my...

Murder, Abuse, Violence

i am dreaming about bombers and gun people torturing me often and awful things having nightmares I can't even talk about and when I get stressed my vaginal itch gets worse and so does my heart murmur and palpations and headaches. that is how tortured I am.

i am dreaming about bombers and gun people torturing me often and awful things having nightmares I c...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Hacking

Just a girl rambling He probably doesnt really care. and now hes avoiding me... what did i do? what didnt i do? i really thought that he might care... im always to blame, maybe i put that on my self but it feels true... I should have said hello, i should have smiled, should have tried to try. i just cant. Ive cared about him forever and i see him everywhere why not.... why cant i do this? why do i put up this wall that prevents me from leaving this stupid bubble of safety i put myself into... im afraid of embarrassment, im afraid of being totally ignored so i let the most perfect relationship slip away. I love everything about him, just who he is. Of course hes attractive which makes it worse! If he were more normal, this woud be easier... hes just too amazing... i dont know what to do because i just shut down my real feelings, i cut myself off to avoid pain.... anytime ive tried to say what i really feel in the past my parents have mocked me, have said i was nothing, have said that i was worthless and useless and stupid. How can i put my feelings back on the line? i just cant handle being totally rejected i really cant. All my friends have boyfriends now and im losing them. My best friend is already gone so instead of having anyone who cares, and who i care about... im writing on an anonymous confessions wall. I wish i was brave. i wish i could allow myself to be happy. i wish. Maybe i can??? I had this audition today where there was an interview, i was fine. i kept my head and didnt flip out like i thought i would.... maybe he wont hate me, although lately it seems like it.... i dont know what i did wrong. i think i may have missed my chance....

Just a girl rambling He probably doesnt really care. and now hes avoiding me... what did i do? what ...

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I aborted my husband's baby My husband and I had been trying to have a baby. He convinced me we should start having kids after two years together... I thought I was ready, but when I found out I was pregnant I freaked out. I just didn't feel ready. I got an abortion and my husband has no idea. I started secretly taking birth control because he is so excited about having kids I just don't have the heart to tell him I'm not ready.

I aborted my husband's baby My husband and I had been trying to have a baby. He convinced me we shou...

Murder, Marriage

The great Will Wade in. How shitty The negativity has always diminished this board but the thing that has reduced my visits is just the unreasonable- ness around people’s posts beginning with Miles and never ending sexual incest drops which has made other confess sites fall immediately over. yeh to Truth and reasonable postsfans who thrive on negativity. It’s been that way since as long as I can remember which dates back to irs and will draw down votes . So get ready for the miserable down voters . look at it!

The great Will Wade in. How shitty The negativity has always diminished this board but the thing t...

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informed mr that he had dropped my toothbrush into the toilet........ This was after I had brushed my teeth with a stick but wtf? as if he, the chancer would be with him----nobody else but with him --DAMN RIGHT I WOULD. [mobile 042301864] If You Only Knew You were a pretty good F*ck Buddy. We had a lot of sex together and I don't regret that at all. It got weird when you constantly told me to stay away from your teen daughter. I had zero interest in her as it was. It became a real mood killer everytime you just had to bring it up. I guess you couldn't get it through your head that I wasn't your ex who molested her when she was younger. It wasn't cool the way you ended the realtionshit with y'all. I would have NEVER been there if I had known you were engaged to someone else. You shit all over me with the way you dumped me (Gosh, is it any surprise he divorced you after only a couple of years?)

informed mr that he had dropped my toothbrush into the toilet........ This was after I had brushed m...

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getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought of my now-newborn going without. My husband and I are just barely scraping by each month. I can’t bring another child into this. I would choose adoption, but I have friends who have, and the amount of hate and vitriolic comments they get over their decision, even several years later, is too much for me to bear. So feel free to leave your hateful, close-minded, uneducated comments below. It won’t change anything.

getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought o...

Murder, Abuse, Violence

woke up had a rough night in with rain and winds server and tried to use the jug to make a cuppa and the jug wouldn't work. finanally got it working and ate some porriage and fruit and then hung out in the bar and spa then made lunch for everyone just a quick one of sandwiches of ham, cheese and tomato and fruits and custard and crackers and pate, then shouted at the bar for drinks at the party downstairs and others were slaving it out in the garden party with a few streemers i let them wrap themselves in and having a barbie for dinner. so if you live near by come on over for a snag and beef burger and watch them girlies in the spa eating donuts and cream.

woke up had a rough night in with rain and winds server and tried to use the jug to make a cuppa and...

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Sex is sex ight? When I was only 3weeks into my marriage I went out on the piss with my bro in law after a day at the cricket, Last week end my wife didn't come home untill Sunday. I asked where she had been and she told me that she was with her new boss all weekend. I aske dwhat she had been doing with him and she told me she was fucking him we hit a few bars then a few nite clubs,, then i woke up beside some shella,,,,& fuck me she was as ugly as they came, her body was alright but her head was shocking.! To make matter even worse she invited him to our house on Monday night. She met him at the door introduced us and said that they would be useing our bedroom for the night. I could watch if I wanted to but I had to sleep in the guest room. It is getting very hard to take this. As I tried to sneak out of bed she woke up,,,,,grabbed me & started thanking me for the best sex she'd ever had & promised to keep it from my wife & be my sex slave,,,,,,so I lit a smoke & simply said--- suck me off so I can think,,,,,she did, & she was good, I took about 3 hours giving commands then about 3 months of anything I wanted lo

Sex is sex ight? When I was only 3weeks into my marriage I went out on the piss with my bro in law a...

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the one reason I don't feel guilty sending millions to prank call scammers trying to rip me off is having a haunted house and the fear and nightmare of a demon ghost that tried to kill me, kind of changes you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRLtUnvYpJk

the one reason I don't feel guilty sending millions to prank call scammers trying to rip me off is h...

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Parents don't trust me A few years ago (beginning of sophomore year of high school), my parents saw some text messages between a kid and me in which i ended up buying a vape from him. When they did see these texts, i no longer had the vape, and i told them that but they didnt believe me. To this day ( middle of senior year) they still dont trust me and i dont know why, I have good sat scores and grades and am getting accepted to a lot of universities. Also i havent slipped up since the incident with the vape. This trust issue has gotten really bad, and its mainly my dad . he always opposes me wanting to hang out with friends, who are all some of the smartest kids at my very competitive school, and if i do hang out with anyone, he always assumes i did drugs or something, and i never do. They always accuse my of smoking in my bathroom and think its from the vape which i got rid of a long long time ago (wtf type of s*** is that smoking in the bathroom). I will wake up with morning breath and he will blame it on drugs, which i never do. If me and my friends want to, for example, just hang out at the park even though its late at night, i have to tell them something else because they just assume people only go outdoors late at night to smoke weed and s***. I say no to hanging out with my friends all the time even though we dont plan on doing anything illegal or bad just because i know my dad will get sketched. It really sucks. I always think about how my life would be different if i hadnt bought that vape. i dont think i am asking too much i am a good kid but they just dont trust me I know i will be in college in a bout 10 months but i still want their trust so they let me take my car and stuff like that. What do i do to fix this? P.s. i dont know if this should be venting of family categorr

Parents don't trust me A few years ago (beginning of sophomore year of high school), my parents saw ...

Murder, Lie

Ive been battling depression since 7th grade. I have anxiety problems, ADHD, loads of "my issues pills" (ADHD meds, depression pills, pain killers, etc...) and ex bf problems. I thought I finally found a guy who understands what I need in a relationship, but i guess i was wrong yet again. Who am i? I am a jr in high school "blessed with big b****" but i find it a curse, somewhat skinny, nice legs, and an ok face. I hate relationships because my question is do they like me for me or because i have b****? I find this kid who shall remain nameless and him and i date for 2 months without any problems then prom hits. We get in a little argument or missunderstanding then get over it. Two days later the same problem again. He asks me if i even want to be in a relationship anymore which i did, or thought so. The next day i want my space, since that whole conversation the night before made me cry 9hrs straight. I felt like he was pushing me away hitting my low points. Hello here sir you know i am still depressed just not as bad. Then i just want to be done with his stress and BS so later that week i wanted to end it which my close friend helped me do. But what confused me the most is he pushed me away those two days then when i wanted to be over he was not gonna budge at all he didnt want it to then. I might have fractured my hand with a boxers fracture from punching that wall. And 4 days later he decides to txt me and for the most part beg to get me back? I dont do this whole crying thing but i did from him. I also dont do second chances. But from that bad explination I hope i just did the right thing. I know punching walls isnt good but thats what i do instead of cutting again or anything else. But he forgot about all that so i guess im asking did i do the right thing and end it and tell him to get over me or should i go at it and give him another chance. Im just confused and a teenager and need help. No im not expecting to get married to this kid but he forgot what i did to myself before and made me do it again...what do i do?

Ive been battling depression since 7th grade. I have anxiety problems, ADHD, loads of "my issues pil...

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Me and my girlfriend tell each other everything. About a year ago, she told me a secret that only a few people actually know, but no one has done anything about. She said that when she was 13 her brother, who is 8 years older than her, inappropriately touched her while everyone else was sleeping. She's 16 now and I'm 18, and she has recently told me that it's been happening ever since she was 13. She said that she didn't know how to tell me and that she didn't want me to worry (understandable). It feels like all my hatred comes out everytime he tries to molest her because I feel like there's nothing I can do about it, knowing that this information could tear her family apart. So, should I let a sick man continue or ruin a family?

Me and my girlfriend tell each other everything. About a year ago, she told me a secret that only a ...

Murder, Marriage