Confessions about 'Blasphemy'

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VoodooingThe Guy Who Left Me For A SHad a freak who tried to take my virginity that I am saving for marriage. I am 18. He left me for a s he said gave it to him on the first date. Now I hate him so much I want him to pay bigtime for what he did to me. I bought a voodoo doll online and I stab it with pins everyday.

VoodooingThe Guy Who Left Me For A S***Had a freak who tried to take my virginity that I am saving f...

Blasphemy, Sex

my say I do cut myself. I do regret doing it, but I cant stop. my mum doesn't now. no one except for my best friend knows about me cutting. I try my best to hide it, turns out its harder then I thought. I have been cutting since I was in year 9, the reason was because I was getting cyber bullied from the people in my school. they told me to "cut deeper", "kill your self", "it will be a better place without you". I started to think that they was right and tried committing suicide at least 7 times, but it always failed. teachers started to realise that there was something wrong with me. then the police got involved I didn't know what to do. I am now in year 10 and I still cut but things are much better in school now. I still have my moments but I have come to realise that "i am only human". thank you

my say I do cut myself. I do regret doing it, but I cant stop. my mum doesn't now. no one except ...

Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

I feel so helpless. I have no control of my life and am too cowardly to take it. I always think of myself as someone who stands up for themselves.....at least that's how I imagine my story characters to be. I have a very active imagination and create a lot of stories. I love creating strong female characters in my image because I know that I'll never truly be one......and that worries me. My family is unsupportive and only makes me feel like I'm not capable of thinking for myself. My boyfriend isn't easy to talk to because he just wants to see me as a happy person and doesn't like to acknowledge that I'm depressed. And to make things worse and more frustration....I'm starting to seriously question my sexuality. One character I've created is a homosexual women with a supportive family and a partner. And I wish I was truly her....because all my other characters I've created don't have families. and have unidentified emotions .

I feel so helpless. I have no control of my life and am too cowardly to take it. I always think of...

Blasphemy

appologetic my ass.....i do NOT appologize for being human and having human needs...i feel like going out and getting laid for no other reason....thatès WRONG. angry angryangry......I AM A HUMAN BEING NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS.....WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD.....SICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICK.... x? bullshit couldnt careless never did.. andd sereously i want hugs that NEVER existed there EVER,,,,,,i was business that blew up in face of user...users beware....

appologetic my ass.....i do NOT appologize for being human and having human needs...i feel like goin...

Blasphemy

today I busted my girlfriend , haha yeh nothing ever goes right. why should it?

Blasphemy

I just asked a deadbeat customer if she was done throwing a temper tantrum, so we could discuss her paying her bill like the responsible adult she wrongly claims to be.

I just asked a deadbeat customer if she was done throwing a temper tantrum, so we could discuss her ...

Blasphemy

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Blasphemy

Sup bitches! So one time my friend and I were having a sleepover and we started playing dare or dirty dare. I was wearing a tee-shirt and undies and she was wearing a tee-shirt and shorts. So the game started getting dirty really, really quick. I had to hump her, she had to finger my pussy, I sucked on her tities, she licked me all the way from my thighs to my neck, so on and so forth. So then we masterbated each other, and it was amazing. She licked up all my cum and I licked up hers. We continued to finger each other until we both had an orgasm and even for a little while afterwards. I am usually so foreign to these sensations and now we do this overtime I go over to her house. I am so in love with the feeling and I was the one who introduced her to it but it makes me feel loved and stops all of my pain and anger at the world. I want a guy to watch me while I masterbate but I am only 12 years old. I am so in love with this memory because it makes me feel so special.

Sup bitches! So one time my friend and I were having a sleepover and we started playing dare or dirt...

Blasphemy

I fap to Donald Trump rimming Obama.

Pride, Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

fit4life was busy today all day yaggidy yaggidy training and signing up new members but I wish they wouldn't want to come exercise at lunch. I need 3 hours rest, we loose money but the bosses just don't care.

fit4life was busy today all day yaggidy yaggidy training and signing up new members but I wish they ...

Blasphemy

just got home from work and already its "go put the pool cleaner on, go take the junk out, go clean the garage. go do "

just got home from work and already its "go put the pool cleaner on, go take the junk out, go clean ...

Blasphemy

ask stupid questions like does it feel like a baby elephant on your chest- I wouldn't know love, when was the last time you ever had a circus elephant sit on you? ask a sensible fcking question! you dumb ass!

ask stupid questions like does it feel like a baby elephant on your chest- I wouldn't know love, whe...

Blasphemy

ahh, pee yes I would like that!

Blasphemy

would scank stop breathing over me dirty git!

Blasphemy

Im a pastor with homosexual lust, a blasphemy fetish and a scat fetish. After last Sunday's service, I hired a male escort to come into my office, hop on my desk and squat of one of my old testament bibles. I worshipped his feet as he took a giant piss and shit on the front cover. The piss rolled off the turd, onto the desk, then onto my lap and the carpet. He then commanded me to finger my own butt as I ate his shit off my bible until it as all gone. I paid him with 500 dollars of tithe money I'd made that day from the church members.

Im a pastor with homosexual lust, a blasphemy fetish and a scat fetish. After last Sunday's service,...

Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

I have always been a person who worries about things, worrying about the future is always on my mind since a kid, its getting worse as a I mature but I seen a mag with nigella saying "you can't worry about the future" and ever since that is all I do. worrying when and how I will die and if I can even lose weight, my mother and other older women have more confidence in me losing weight this time then I do. I find my confidence in other things now over physical image. all the disappointments I have been through I just don't appreciate which has led to a very negative view of life and expectations, I know there is no man waiting for me. I know I will never know what it feels like to find true love. I knew that as a child and teen, that is why I never looked hard because when you are born with ugly face and ugly red hair few people like you naturally or spontaneously and you learn to hate people back, I made a mistake allowing myself to believe rick really did like me when all he was doing was setting me up to abuse me and see me raped - that was his and kateys plan for me. I know I will never know how it feels to wear a pretty wedding dress and marry or have a baby like all the other young brides in my family - cousins and aunties and 2nd cousins who all got married young and were fussed after by some seriously quality teen males and I never had that and I don't care anymore. I just don't care anymore. I will probably end up a old street bag lady homeless by the age of 50 living under bridges and sad lonely failure that no friend will care for. and I accept that this is what other people wanted for me, for my mother as well. the royal family all this time have been trying to kill me and I hve to say I hated diana that she had to do all that pining death scene and outdo werners suicide with people mourning after a whore who had affairs everywhere and regun said so and she is probably behind isis with that perfume. did you see that pinic picture of her and charles near a car that says on the rego number plate- I kll - well it says it all. I hate them all. their ugly new babies becausse as if any of the royals are beautiful people they ugly physically the queen was ugly all her kids are ugly and awful people, kate is a ugly slut, her mother is ugly so its only possible their kids are ugly and that goes across the board with the lot of them. they are all ugly dirty motherfucking scum ripping off the rest of us. they are stealing lives and I wouldn't envy anyone marrying them because they will be hated anyway. no one is going to like them but their own trash. I wanted to be married when I was 23 or earilier and if I want to spit hate at people I will. especially to that dog fucking lot at bayside family christain church who are satanic clarvoyants and evil sick people - your a very abusive church. one day your gonna pay for your drugs and sexual abuse on women. one day someone is gonna do you right over for what you all are. fakers. its not a church you can really marry in. they are all weirdos. they are blasphemists preaching and only a hand few can now but thousands of millions will see later what you really are.

I have always been a person who worries about things, worrying about the future is always on my mind...

Hate, Blasphemy

When I was a kid, I made my younger cousin collect her shit in a bowl and I would jerk off and eat it. sometimes I would smear it all over her and have sex with her while covered in her own shit.

When I was a kid, I made my younger cousin collect her shit in a bowl and I would jerk off and eat i...

Love, Abuse, Blasphemy, Sex

Confessions about 'Blasphemy'

today I busted my girlfriend , haha yeh nothing ever goes right. why should it?

I just asked a deadbeat customer if she was done throwing a temper tantrum, so we could discuss her paying her bill like the responsible adult she wrongly claims to be.

@#$%^&()__)(&^%$#$%^&()(&^%$%^&(&^%$%^&()(&^%$%^&((&^%$

I fap to Donald Trump rimming Obama.

fit4life was busy today all day yaggidy yaggidy training and signing up new members but I wish they wouldn't want to come exercise at lunch. I need 3 hours rest, we loose money but the bosses just don't care.

just got home from work and already its "go put the pool cleaner on, go take the junk out, go clean the garage. go do "

ask stupid questions like does it feel like a baby elephant on your chest- I wouldn't know love, when was the last time you ever had a circus elephant sit on you? ask a sensible fcking question! you dumb ass!

ahh, pee yes I would like that!

would scank stop breathing over me dirty git!

When I was a kid, I made my younger cousin collect her shit in a bowl and I would jerk off and eat it. sometimes I would smear it all over her and have sex with her while covered in her own shit.

Talk Nerdy to Me!

bossy boots is back at the markets demanding cuts in her orders in her art work. like who does she think she is?

sir-cum-rised