Confessions about 'General'

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KO'ed, Od'ed yeh, it got knocked up by another burko today. Here is the embarrassing part, he was 19 in and off of jailtime and was extremely rude . very mean and he told that if those kids didn't leave em alone he was going to knock em up. Of course zitty just laughed. That's when he turned around and clocked me down with some rabbit holer. I was out cold for several rounds of smackin. It happened in front of at least 20 people gun hoe down night bon fires. zitty o it, don't remember it happening but when woke up this dayboee rodeo star she with told what happened. After I was out, was told everyone who saw what happened kind of cheered this butternut on and that dig on. guess those peepeis wanted to see them get done and shooted up high on something as much as the we all did. but I don't wish to know. 19 and out. zodi ac

KO'ed, Od'ed yeh, it got knocked up by another burko today. Here is the embarrassing part, he was 19...

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My brother got married to Deana about six years ago, a first marriage for both of them. Things were fine for about a year, and then he discovered she had been cheating on him since before the wedding. They got divorced soon after. The whole family hated her, and so did I. Then on Valentines Day night, my wife and I were out at a restaurant and bar and we ran into Deana and her third husband (second since my brother). She had gained a good bit of weight but damn she looked good. Damn! She noticed that I kept looking at her (couldn't take my eyes off her, honestly), and she kept smiling at me while they were at their table and we were at ours. Before she and her husband left, she motioned me away from my wife, and gave me her new cell number and said "call me......you know you want to!" Then she winked at me and made a BJ sign with her hand and mouth as she and her husband were leaving. I couldn't resist the temptation, so I called her the next night, and we got together that night and had the best s in history. She told me while we were still in bed, "I'm going to completely wreck your marriage, and steal you from your wife". Now she calls me like 8-10 times a day and tells me that I have to come get her and take her somewhere and f* her. She's all I want and all I can think about. I thought this would just be a fling but it's serious. My entire family -- parents, brother, sisters, everybody -- would kill me if I left home for Deana, but I don't think I can stop this.

My brother got married to Deana about six years ago, a first marriage for both of them. Things were ...

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I've never been interested in my cousins boyfriends. She has a weird taste in men anyway. Its not my scene what she is into rebel rock and satanic things and hates the church of christ . She always thinks she is so above me with her business in tanning and hiding and lies on print pressure boiler making truck driving camel toe scrub mubung camp outs and making it high in the life on shoveling dang for work and its all spray tan this and that and bleached bomb hair bleach bumming hypie and silly pinball kneeing and stuff I don't know, but can't see where. She thinks she has moved on to better, I just see another situation with nonsense. But I wish them well but I don't feel the need to be part of raw obvids and short horn men. I like someone else for ages now. I am seeing a person who traded in one thug horn for another and she always goes for that sort of man and I don't. I would never let my boyfriend bully and verbally abuse my cousin but she did over nothing. I didn't say it was them that kept calling and hanging up, i was worried about her but since she did that to me and a few other things I just keep a distance and I will never allow her to do that to me again. if she likes that drug and dirt lifestyle and what a terrible mother she is and always pregnant and always with sad tail and all her affairs and run ins with the police that she has gone through she ought to go away to honaloulou where she fits in better with her constant halloween style and not come back and now her kids do all that as well. that hair is terrible. all her abortions and lies will only catch up with her if she has lied about me. I know she thinks she is some bovid consort but she really is just a muting wogs shackblow job rubout unmarried with a few kids at least 2 from 2 other men 1 black and 1 white and then some twins and another wild on the way as usual. everything is so basic talk pantie pantie and run to pick up another kid from cops and child services and then back to ex and forward this so many times like with ex back on and off and her inbetweener guys like SpudLocki in the Ness she calls him. I am past all that crap. I don't know how she has not got stds galore between learlow and then damage (as she dubbed him) and always on booze and I see this multipule personality disorder coming out all the time in her. Just because the new one she is with did a few tv acting stints doesn't mean much to me. He is not good looking and the crap they go on with, I swear the kids will end up in the clink or she will for murdering someone. This marriage has to be her last if she says she loves him so much, now they have more kids on the way. I just hope they do take off to the galapagos or go live in artic. I am done getting her out of scrapes and get nothing back for it. I don't liv that way and I don't want to be her and near him or her hims' should i say. so many she had.

I've never been interested in my cousins boyfriends. She has a weird taste in men anyway. Its not my...

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truth is im a freakin out. my "LAME STUFF"- I'm still scared of the dark. most of yall are too. I see figures and spook myself out at night over anything. never watch spooky videos after dark is my motto. i sleep with the lights on all the time and need something light of fear of the dark. I'm scared of heights, and water. I will not look down or go too close to the edge. I fear weird things like hurting feet or needles and ants. I hate storms still. I am afraid of my neighbors because they are weird. biggest fear is everrything and I am only 9 and male, does this make you wonder what I will grow up to be?

truth is im a freakin out. my "LAME STUFF"- I'm still scared of the dark. most of yall are too. I...

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things not many people probably know about me, I sort of became a tech nerd for a while but don't know how I passed the tests. ah, :P) lol bye from guy.

things not many people probably know about me, I sort of became a tech nerd for a while but don't k...

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Chatrooms I really miss those old 1990s AOL chatrooms. I remember me and my cousin used to stay up late when we were little talking on them. I tried to find some, but the only thing that come even close is stupid personals and forums that claim to be chatrooms. Man, nostalgia sucks at times.

Chatrooms I really miss those old 1990s AOL chatrooms. I remember me and my cousin used to stay up l...

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well I am just warning you what my mother is like and how she will go a guy and tell them off and get really bloody shitty at people and yell and get seriously mean to men. I am just warning any guy what she is really like. Basically she is like a crocodile that smiles occasionally and you re a idiot to smile back to believe she means well. I am not joking. She has a strong political budget mind too. God only knows where she got it from because I am so caring and I focus on getting a result not the drama and picking fights unlike my mother.

well I am just warning you what my mother is like and how she will go a guy and tell them off and ge...

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my mother said richard was lacking in a lot of moral and personal levels as a human and a adult man and needed to get out of his delusions. my mother said he lacked so many qualities of a man and the others were not much better. My mother gets angry at men who don't like a man with intelligence and have self conduct control in them. My mother doesn't like doctors who have to go researching things or who make light of concerns and can't pick up on observations very quickly. She doesn't like men who don't have a business and accounting sense about them either. that really ticks her off big time and she can't stand men who are lazy and don't do man jobs around the home. she doesn't like men who want to run under the skirts of a woman for protection. she doesn't like that in other women either. she expects everyone to own up to themselves and play their part. mostly my mother hates people who don't take their responsibilities seriously. she was always hard on me about that. so it was drummed into me to be aware. but I guess no one is perfect.

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Ok so, I don’t wanna fuck my cousin. But I wanna fuck the shit outta her!

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Ok so, I don’t wanna fuck my cousin. But I wanna fuck the shit outta her!

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I don’t know what to write about, I guess I could write about how I want to kill myself but that’s very cliché. Not that it’s a lie though, I don’t know why I want to kill myself, I guess I just do, I feel like nothing else is left for me, I’m only 13 but like everything is terrible, I just want it all to end. If I don’t kill myself soon, I’m going to end up a drug addict living under a bridge or worse, having a bland ass job and living alone on minimum wage doing nothing with my life until I die a boring death. I’ll take heroine over living a bland life. I don’t want to live a forgetful life. I want to be remembered, but then again if I kill myself, I won’t be. I’ll just be another statistic, another dramatic teen who killed themselves because life was “too much” for them. They weren’t lying though. I really can’t deal with this shit. Like I know I sound fucking annoying like, “omg make the pain stop” but really, I can’t do this. Why am I on earth, why do I have to live, I’m not going to make anything great, I’m going to do nothing with my life and go down as another failure. I want to write but have no talent. Being an actor requires not being terrible, I have the dreams of literally every other person on earth. I don’t want to be another number in the suicide prevention websites but what else can I do, my mom is a cunt, my dad is an asshole, my family are all homophobic asses, and I’m an annoying ass depressed edgy fucking bitch that can’t do anything with her fucking life. My only friend is insane, I can’t make any more friends, because I’m fat and ugly and not interesting and suicidal and can’t not talk about my depression because it’s the only “interesting thing about me” but it’s not, I feel like I’m faking everything. I hate myself. My parents hate me. I’m going to fail the eight grade because instead of doing homework I was cutting myself, or crying or screaming into a pillow, or fighting with my parents, or writing suicide notes. I’m wasting my years and I wasted this last year because I was depressed, I dropped out of school to take up online school when that shit’s harder than anything. I’m going to have to be the fucking 5’11 eight grader that’s supposed to be in ninth grade. My parents wish they would have had a better daughter. I hate myself. I can’t do anything right, I can’t even cut myself, I don’t have any glass or blades. My mom is an vapid cunt who loves me so much and the only thing I can tell her is to shut the fuck up and leave me alone and my dad loves me so much too and they’re trying to help me but I hate them both, I hate everyone but I really don’t hate them or anyone else, I just hate myself, I just want everything to stop. I’m crying now because I’m a fucking 3-year-old. My mom just told my aunt what an failure I was and that I was failing all my classes and they both made me feel like shit, my friend isn’t responding my messages, I don’t have anywhere else to go, my cat loves my mom more than me, I have no fucking real problems but I still complain and say I want to kill myself. Why do I want to kill myself, if I have no problems I just want to stop feeling like I should be stabbing myself all the time I just want to feel ok again I don’t want to be happy I just don’t want to feel like I should be shoving an fucking gun in my mouth all the time I can’t do this anymore I’m such an fucking disappointment. I can’t do this shit anymore; my aunt hates me now. I hate myself. I’ve written 692 words on how much I hate myself, what the fuck’s wrong with me. I can’t kill myself, I’m too fucking weak, I don’t want anyone else giving me the suicide hotline’s number or telling me I shouldn’t do it because I already fucking know I shouldn’t I already have the number I’m already in therapy I’m already on medication, I just need to kill myself but I don’t want to kill myself but I want to die. I just want God to strike me dead if he’s even real, probably not but I just want to get fucking cancer or something I don’t know I just want to die.

I don’t know what to write about, I guess I could write about how I want to kill myself but that’s v...

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The reason i think everything he does gets on my nerves is that he picks his nose while drivin/whips on his clothes/ picks his feet/ and if he does sumthin wrong or something to piss me off/ that it is my fault/ i always seem to be the bigger person and apologize first / i wish he would/ it seems if he gets really upset that i always did it /arghh this gets on my nerves i need some advice on what i should do/ please help/ !!!

The reason i think everything he does gets on my nerves is that he picks his nose while drivin/whips...

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gee, and I thought I had problems? you're mad.

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Why i left my job i got so mad at her. she said that i wasnt good enough. well she didnt say that but it was obvious. she excluded me from the dance. Few years ago now, i had to leave my job because of my actions, at the time it was very stressfull and very upsetting and had me very worried, why? because i got caught s***** my manager on his desk by another high up director! we lied n said it was a a very short thing, it wasnt! we had been having s/doing other things nearly everyday for past 7months almost! ince ive always been there for her. ive always smiled. and ive always come to every practice. but now He, a well respected suit in the company, mid 40s, wife and two kids. me a 23yo sales rep, basicly on the phones all day, bored sexaully due to a does that mean that im just not meant to be a dancer?boyfriend always away with work! it started on a teambuilding exercise which he gave me a lift home as i had bo car at the time, we finished the day with sexaul tension between us, i invited him in for a coffee, ended up with my lega round him then someone shut up this line at me maybe you just don't have rythm, you can't practice that hunny, on the kitchen sidetop! he stopped round at the start just once a week for some real breathe taking s, then twice a week, before long it was every night my bf was away! the s got kink yer, nastier, dirtier until my boyfriend stopped going away for work and then before i knew it i was "Your better then that girl. Your deserve someone who can see how wonderful you are working late, claiming there to be an evening shift too much for him and her" i was on when really i was taking from behind on my manager desk next to the pictures of him wife n family. things then got more extreme, he would summon me in the day, into his office, he would close the blinds, have me climb under his desk and f* my face I want to send him more photos. until he came in my mouth before sending me away again, this once happened everyday for a week, he would always be cold with me around other co-workers all together at meet-street and steak out with fires high, would barely look at me until it was after hours and then he would worship my body before he would f* me like his w, eventually the rumours started, but Do I Just Love Her? Or, am I... in Love with Her? that was hardly expected as he would buy me new sexy office wear for him to do me in! i mean when i first started it was smarts brace , shoes n blouche and such, but at the end he had me dressing in tight pencil skirt, stockings n garter belts and he love heels so i was strutting around the office in kinky heels and kinky boots, one example i can give is he had delivered to me in the morning a parcel with new fishnet stockings, corset and heels i had to wear under my clothes, by lunch time i was so hot n sweaty as he summonsed me into his office again for a quick f*** while everyone else was on lunch, and then once everyone was gone he had me all dressed up on his desk again before we then took a stroll up to the board room were he had me again on the big table up there, A LOT. The dream was situated in an arena and we were forced to fight against a pair of gladiators (The twist is me and my friend were... handcuffed. Yeah, sort of kinky.) the night we were caught we were just lazy! the director walked by his office and the blind wasn't fully down, we thought everyone had gone, but there i was, legs wide open him inbetween! we both got sent home and ordered to turn up next day at 9, gave the option and i left, he stayed for a few more months but we never really spoke after that, we just about managed to save the secret but i lost my job! he was more terrified i was going to tell his wife!I felt so cozy just seeing it in my dream. I don't know where all of these "feelings" come from. Was it the time when I asked her

Why i left my job i got so mad at her. she said that i wasnt good enough. well she didnt say that bu...

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wow, wat do a do now, I left my job?

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some things offend more then you think and I am sick of the way you spoke to me when I was a honest paying customer. more honest then most of your fools you passed by the halls of the campus. when I was at a college the manager etc kept going on about the unslightly company I was keeping with and I still don't know who it was? a band? i mean really I barely knew them. my friend? she was in her 20s like me, so? a relative? what the avon lady or my hairdresser? or I know, it was my dog right! or was it someone at college? cuz I barely knew most of them, I think you give me way too much credit for spending time party or socializing then I ever did do, sorry but if you didn't know I went home and I was boring in bed by 8pm most of the time taking vitamins, and who else were you referring to bitch? talk about how you were living upwards and rich at our expense bitch. I don't like people speaking about my family relatives or friends like that. then you don't explain who so how am I to know and everyone didn't like me. I never seen them.

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So are you a man or woman? Naked in the girls restroom The most embarissing men online I find it funny how in chat rooms people will swear to the high heavens that men do not exist online and that they aren't real day of my life happens at a community Pool by lie online about what they were doing but we know what they did last week at cp.,.Finding a path I am a college going student .I'm a married 23 year old bisexual woman and i want to sleep with my friend so its complicated now.

So are you a man or woman? Naked in the girls restroom The most embarissing men online I find it fun...

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Considering cheating... About a week ago, an old high school got into contact with me and friended me on Facebook. My wife of one year asked me about her and friended her as well. Since then, they've become good friends. What my wife doesn't know is before me and this friend parted ways so long ago, we confessed our feelings towards each other and missed out on an opportunity. Well, last week, this friend came over and drank with my wife. I don't drink so I just sat back and watched. My wife got too drunk and passed out so I put her in bed and I stayed up with my friend and we just talked and you would be blind if you could see the feelings between us just going off constantly. Nothing happened that night but after she sobered up, I walked her to her car and saw her off. Since then, I can't stop thinking about her. My wife confessed to me that my friend still had feelings for me but my wife thinks she wouldn't step in our marriage. We both are perfectly capable and able to get away with anything but I just don't know. All I know is I can't stop thinking about my friend and how it could've been.

Considering cheating... About a week ago, an old high school got into contact with me and friended m...

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drunk by dog juicey

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