Confessions about 'General'

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its dan here again, kiss my assmas! heheehe ;) just completed school. going away losers. bye.

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all metaphors, metaphors, metaphors, give me something real to go with.

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"sister don't need to eat" ha? so I will starve myself then col!!

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1am and tummy rubbles in knots for food, on a no food diet.

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i can't tell anyone. i did stuff I held the camera when my girlfriend i feel so horrible. whoever wrote that, on facebook, that made me laugh and then cry or sigh alone! I love my wife and was so guilty the next 2 weeks I was sick. Until I was laying in bed with my wife and she said stop feeling so guilty about my mother. I almost fell out of the bed. She knew the whole time that we made porn. oh god, what now?

i can't tell anyone. i did stuff I held the camera when my girlfriend i feel so horrible. whoever ...

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It makes me so mad Nothing p***** me off more when my sister talks about how she's "traumatized" by the time her ex boyfriend slapped her across the face once...she makes it a huge deal and the family feel soo sorry for her.... If anyone should be the emotionally damaged one its me... My first boyfriend (and so far I haven't had another boyfriend after him) was extremely abusive towards me...I was slammed into walls, punched, kicked....to the point where I couldn't even stand up...I've had knives held up to my throat and I had to beg for my life numerous times. I've had to come home with bruises and my family didn't even notice...weird when guys call my sexy, fine and all that crap. i was a dorky lonely geeky girl for year and i somtimes forget i dont look like that anymore. When i close my eyes i still see that. I wish guys could see me, not just my body. They now know that I was abused and really don't seem to care... But with my sister they comfort her whenever she brings it up...Completely Unrealistic I've known someone over the internet for roughly 7 years (give or take), and after so much time spent sharing like-minded zany humor and pun wars, geeking out over video games together, serious discussion of minor little real-life aspects, growing up through school at the same time and general mundane chatter I'm hit upon the feeling these past few months that I may be developing feelings of romantic attraction to him. Something just 'clicks' whenever we talk--I feel a little bolder, I feel more comfortable and better about myself whenever we interact, and during our AFK periods I keep catching myself envisioning the two of us in a relaxed-comfortable-long-term sort of commitment scenario. It's so hard for me not to think about him for more than an hour! I just wish there was an easy way to know for sure what his stance was so that I could figure out what to do next and get back on the ground. I'm tired of getting close to tears at 2 in the morning worrying and fretting over this.

It makes me so mad Nothing p***** me off more when my sister talks about how she's "traumatized" by ...

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M best friend is a compulsive liar and an absolute b**. Want a Bigger D* I'm 16, does any know a way how to make your d* longer. It's kinda of embrassassing when my girl uses her to fingers when giving a b** or handjob. I've been watching p* lately, doesn't anyone know how they get their d's that big? I need answers! I makes me sick to watch her lie to others about her life. She has no self esteem and she always brings me down. She lies about her family, her inelegance, everything. The girl can't say one truthful thing. And she writes s about me all the time on tumblr, calling me a horrible person when she is the manipulative b. God help me rid my life of this b. I hate the girl I call my best friend.

M best friend is a compulsive liar and an absolute b****. Want a Bigger D*** I'm 16, does any know a...

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I told mum months ago, I was considering not going on this cruise with them. There is no fun in it for me. I don't know what to do. I want to go and enjoy or try to enjoy something but I probably won't enjoy a thing like last time. I just pretend to. that is all I ever do is pretend to like, pretend to enjoy but I am not enjoying things or I am thinking how it could be better.

I told mum months ago, I was considering not going on this cruise with them. There is no fun in it f...

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I only see ron (or Rhonda) but I call her ron for short, every so often. she works a lot and looks after her some aged people and she is always saying things that offend me. she says it as a joke but its not funny.

I only see ron (or Rhonda) but I call her ron for short, every so often. she works a lot and looks a...

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at least I didn't murder bill.

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I got sick of sue stealing my limelight then when joyce and all the assholes got together to bully me they should have been cut down. I had a right to shine and get love and glory and I never stole that from 1 soul on this planet. I never did a thing wrong to that spastic uk royal family either. its not my fault they are so stupid. I can't carry them. I don't want to be around scene stealers anymore. I was ghosted by them and bullied and abused and I don't have to take shit from joyce or anyone scum bum. that is all they were scum bums, stealing my youth and beauty and dignity and glory and qualities, there will be a price for them to pay for it. that is for them to face their maker! its not my problem. I just don't want to know people anymore. gang up and ghost people and spread lies about them and get them raped, well that says a lot about you ! I imagined in a million years I would be abused like this or meet the scum of rick and ken and russel and joyce and all the low lives I have tolerated. I just don't carry them anymore. I mean have I met some scum asshole losers in my time who scam and fraud and have bad motives and are just disgusting creatures, unlike me . I didn't attract them at all. Just because I was abused as little to do with it said my therapist. they chose their own behaver towards me! its their stuff not mine. I sleep at night and I enjoy life without guilt at all. especially after listening to Dr Phil and others.

I got sick of sue stealing my limelight then when joyce and all the assholes got together to bully m...

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scum friends and people are in our past because that is where they belong! they left you behind, but my best came from behind the scenes of their stupid drama addicted lives.

scum friends and people are in our past because that is where they belong! they left you behind, but...

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my dirty brother asked my mum if he wanted to meet his 5 year old snotty kid. I don't want to. nor does dad because we don't want be accused of contaminating the child Jen, or be called pedos again. what would be the point of meeting them I have nothing to say to my useless scum brother and his whore wife who I hate for all the lies they spread and put my sister in a nut house and tried to kill me. never want them near me again. that little bastard spent years online n the early 1990s lying about his family of origin and spreading hate and its going to come back to him. they never wanted to know how I was abused by a dozen people so I don't want to know about their shit. I also include karonp with that. she can't deal with what her father did. sue can't deal with that side of the family did. R is lucky I even bother to acknowledge her presence after the rude hurtful things they did to me. NO I WANT TO SEE YOUR KID AND NOR DOES DAD, MUM DOESN'T WANT TO YET EITHER. WE HAVE OUR OWN LIVES NOW SUE SLUT! LEARN IT WHORE OR I WILL BASH YOUR FACE DOWN. I DON'T WANT YOU AROUND. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME. I TOLD YOU NEVER TO CALL MY MOTHER AND I MENT IT. I HATE YOU. I NEVER WANTED TO BE RELATED TO ANY OF YOU AND I WAS BORN FOR BETTER! ITS JUST THAT I AM HERE AND YOUR THERE AND I DON'T GIVE A DAM ABOUT ANY OF YOU. I WILL NEVER TURN TO FAMILY FOR HELP EVER, I WILL NEVER TRUST KARENP EVER AGAIN AND WE DON'T WANT TO GO TO ROB OR KARENP CUNT WEDDINGS. WE HATE THEM! KAREN IS A SCAMMING HUSTLER WHORE WITH ALL BUBBLE TO YOUR FACE BUT A MEAN BITCH GOSSPING RUNNING US ALL DOWN BEHIND OUR BACKS TO OTHERS AND I AM SICK OF IT AND THIS WILL BE THE LAST HOLIDAY WITH RON. I HAVE MORE IMPORTANT COMPANY TO BE AROUND SOON. I STILL BELIEVE I NEVER REALLY KNEW MY BROTHER AT ALL AND MUM AGREES AND MY SISTER HAS BEEN A COMPLETE PSCYHO VIOLENT ABUSER TOWARDS ME FOR THE LAST 30 YEARS WE DON'T TALK MUCH. SHE CAN'T MAKE UP FOR ALL THE ABUSE. I NEVER WANTED TO BE OVERSHADDOWED BY SUCH SCUM AS ALL YOU SO YOU CAN GO JUMP OVER THE MOON AND FUCK OFF AND DIE IN HELL BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE I WON'T BE. FORGIVENESS IS SOMETHING WE HAVE TO DO FOR OURSELVES AND I FEEL VERY CALM IN MYSELF ABOUT THAT. I DON'T WANT TO BUY INTO OTHERS EMOTIONAL CRAP AND LIVES BECAUSE THAT IS JUST SELLING OUT ON MYSEFL I TOLD MY MUM AND SHE AGREES. MY THERAPIST SAID I AM TO KEEP CERTAIN PERSONS AT A HEALTHY DISTANCE FOR MY OWN SURVIVAL AND NEEDS. I JUST DON'T LOVE ANY OF YOU ANY MORE BUT MY FAMILY I LIVE WITH FOR NOW!. I DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO LOVE ABUSERS! BULLIES WHO COULDN'T SHARE THE LIMELIGHT AND JOY AND REWARDS OF LIFE AND BULLIES WHO COULDN'T FORGIVE DONT' GET THAT FORGIVEN BY ME AND I LOSE NO SLEEP OVER IT! YOU ALL HAVE TO LIVE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE! AND YOU WILL BY GOD YOU WILL LIVE WITH WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE TO ME!

my dirty brother asked my mum if he wanted to meet his 5 year old snotty kid. I don't want to. nor d...

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most of my friends did drugs and drink as seasoned drinkers or slushing in the vat at the distillery and out fucking heaps very young teens. I used to just pretend to do it or say "oh yeh we all go through not planning sex and one night stands and doing drugs" not knowing what else to say, or to sound with it , but I didn't, I just said things to make them feel better when they were going on and on, or pretend to be drunk when in fact I was not! I did so much fake stuff to make people like me. The weird thing is sometimes it worked. Everyone was liking me when I was a lap dog doing what they wanted and I looked good but also I was hated by those in places that could get me to places and they seen me as tacky and playdoe over flexible. I barely respected myself but now I say things even if it offends but I shouldn't be so quick to. god gave us 2 ears and 2 eyes to listen more and just 1 mouth do less talking. but he gave us 10 fingers so I can't type as I like typos and the whole kamboodle.

most of my friends did drugs and drink as seasoned drinkers or slushing in the vat at the distillery...

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one thing I really hate is when you have these small tablets from the doctor and you pop them out of the blister pack and they fall and they are so small you can't find them. that is just flacking giving me the crappers.

one thing I really hate is when you have these small tablets from the doctor and you pop them out of...

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Confessions about 'General'

its dan here again, kiss my assmas! heheehe ;) just completed school. going away losers. bye.

all metaphors, metaphors, metaphors, give me something real to go with.

"sister don't need to eat" ha? so I will starve myself then col!!

1am and tummy rubbles in knots for food, on a no food diet.

dogs

I only see ron (or Rhonda) but I call her ron for short, every so often. she works a lot and looks after her some aged people and she is always saying things that offend me. she says it as a joke but its not funny.

at least I didn't murder bill.

scum friends and people are in our past because that is where they belong! they left you behind, but my best came from behind the scenes of their stupid drama addicted lives.

fuck off h@lehead!

I don't want to talk to certain relatives who bully. Just fuck off. I am better of without you!

No quiero ser un estorbo para aquellos que me cuidan, y por desgracia, parece que lo soy

my doctor has said that nurse college owes me money and he is not favourably impressed by them about it.

one thing I really hate is when you have these small tablets from the doctor and you pop them out of the blister pack and they fall and they are so small you can't find them. that is just flacking giving me the crappers.