Confessions about 'General'

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我的爱人！我悔恨于曾经的自己！我只能偷偷的写下这封道歉多希望有一种魔法！让时光倒流！让所有的错，都结束，不在发生！我洪烈的爱你!是来自心底的感受、只是如今最深的痛！都已无法挽留! 再也不能够回头！做错的一切！都成结果！这种结局该我个人默默承受！一切的结果，都让我承受！来自心底的伤痛！无法痊愈的裂痕！悔恨一点一点把我淹没！淹没在海中！也许爱的太深了！才让我无法呼吸。爱你，是我最大幸运！失去！是上天对我犯的错最终结果！独留我悔恨终生

我的爱人！我悔恨于曾经的自己！我只能偷偷的写下这封道歉多希望有一种魔法！让时光倒流！让所有的错，都结束，不在发生！我洪烈的爱你!是来自心底的感受、只是如今最深的痛！都已无法挽留! 再...

Their is no sexual deviance that I am not, or can't get my self into. I mostly manage to not act on any of these impulses. "Mostly" there's a fucking huge cop out. Here's the thing, pathetic or no. When your drunk and/or alone, knowing that your shit, doesn't stop you wanting to feel. Excuses enabled. Still SHIT, still P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C........,.........................................can't even/ don't want to-be a good monster. Know I'm shit at just being good.

Their is no sexual deviance that I am not, or can't get my self into. I mostly manage to not act on ...

I am married to my sister.

I am married to my sister.

tonight i been watching the blood moon full moon. its not much really. i don't know who makes up all this fuss. over and out.

tonight i been watching the blood moon full moon. its not much really. i don't know who makes up all...

incest

incest

studying all day today and tired. why am I bothering to study anyway?

studying all day today and tired. why am I bothering to study anyway?

Mom

Mom

bride

bride

i thought i saw a ghost

i thought i saw a ghost

So angry He just got another package in the mail. It's more parts for one of those stupid cars that he's "restoring". I have been looking for a job for 5 months. We just had to replace hundreds of dollars worth of parts on our 2 normal, everyday regular cars just to keep them running. We had to replace the washing machine last week because the motor conked out and he's supposed to get a root canal this week. oh, and that $250 dollar speeding ticket he got that has to be paid in 2 weeks. I barely spent any money even before all this and now I'm cutting back on how much toothpaste I use and I'm making bread from scratch to save money, for god's sake! We're on the verge of being evicted from our home!I asked my friends for help in paying for school supplies for the kids!! And he has the effing gall to spend money on this!? He'll be lucky if I don't sell those piece of junk right out from under him!! I hate him so much right now.

So angry He just got another package in the mail. It's more parts for one of those stupid cars that ...

Could it be..? There's this guy I like, & I thought he liked me too, I mean, he asked me out & all, we chatted a lot after that, even thought neither of us mentioned that we like each other. Now he casually mentions that he has a girlfriend, & the details don't add up. He seems to be lying about her, but then again, why would he? Its all too confusing! too early to show how things will go.

Could it be..? There's this guy I like, & I thought he liked me too, I mean, he asked me out & all, ...

last few nights I have been staying at BA Broadbeach Gold Coast and I have been in so much back pain I had to give in and go by a heat pack and rub and have a massage and they had me on a massage table with a nice electric blanket. god I wish the hotel was warmer inside at night, last night about 1am the fire alarms went off and 2 fire trucks turned up and I was afraid, my mum was with me and I called down to the reception to see if we had to evacuate but no. thank god. we were going to see the glow worms. we said "bugger the glow worms its too cold, wait til summer" now to plan another holiday. but were ? I am aching all over. and had a massage and I feel like I need more. I want to try their spa and pool but too afraid to. I have had gastro and I am tired just walking around pacific fair cuz my hips are aching so badly. I went through this in my teen years before we got the bunks and my legs ached all winter when I was 15 or 16 it was so bad like this. same thing was like last year at tweed. god i hope it improves.

last few nights I have been staying at BA Broadbeach Gold Coast and I have been in so much back pai...

Incest

Incest

in 9th grade. They became very close in the past year because I moved high schools. Now, we're going to be juniors. & I moved back to my high school. I'm worried that our party, lucky me right?

in 9th grade. They became very close in the past year because I moved high schools. Now, we're going...

I wear my iPod earphones not plugged into anything so people don't talk to me

I wear my iPod earphones not plugged into anything so people don't talk to me

but me.

but me.

incest

incest

incest

incest

we want to go on a mediterainian holiday or cruise and europe holiday with some other places as well. I just need to get away from here and find some meaning to a better life that the country i live in currently just can't provide me.

we want to go on a mediterainian holiday or cruise and europe holiday with some other places as well...

i don't know if the guy is homeless or hiding from someone or police or if he is mentally unwell. I don't know what to do? it just creeped me out.

i don't know if the guy is homeless or hiding from someone or police or if he is mentally unwell. I ...