Confessions about 'General'

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to wasting much of my life.

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Babysitting shit I'm fucking done. I babysat 4 awful kids who harassed me, pulled my hair, called me shit, and drew on walls for a full month. I was told I would be paid 100 dollars, And the stupid ugly bitch cunt who paid me only gave me 80, she told me I didn't earn 100, because she didn't want to give me more. And apparently one of the fucking satan spawns said I was "a meany pants who made her sad". Bitch fuck you. I quit and I hate that whole fucking family.

Babysitting shit I'm fucking done. I babysat 4 awful kids who harassed me, pulled my hair, called ...

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alone i never had a large presence. no matter how loud i am, i am ignored. i used to cry when i saw a mother nurturing her baby. i was neglected when i was little, or at least it felt like it. sometimes, i open up, sometimes i tell people a snippet that hints at my depression, and often times, they hint back that its my fault. everything is blamed on my age, my views, what ive done. i hate this world and i hate humanity. no matter what i do its not enough, no matter how hard i try i cant learn fast enough for my dad. i want to kill him. preferably, i would use a noose, and tickle him while he struggles. perhaps that is too cruel to do for someone who has attempted to help me though. hes not cruel, hes just a dumbass. i might do it to my friend's friend, though. i tried to be her friend. i tried to get along. i always do, but my patience is wearing thin. i want to strangle her. i want to cut her. i want to abandon her. i need to get her away from my best friend. my friend is stupid, but for some reason she grew on me. i dream of hurting and getting rid too much… i wish she never came here. but i will keep pretending, as i always do. she took her away from me. her personality makes my friend's less and less compatible with mine. it hurts. im in pain and alone.

alone i never had a large presence. no matter how loud i am, i am ignored. i used to cry when i sa...

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Incest mom

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Apathetic About Living I'm not depressed, happy, or even angry. If anything, I feel tired and worn out. There's this hollow feeling inside that I can't shake. It's been this way for so many years. I'm unable to recall a time when I've felt truly happy and content. My life isn't awful and I have a wonderful mother who's supported me and kept me going this far. I hate that my thinking is so selfish, that everything that everyone has ever done for me means so little to me, that what they've done for me will never help me feel better. I'm grateful for everything they've done and more than anything I want to repay my mother for all her sacrifices she's made for me. The worse part of it all, no one knows that all I really want is to die. They all think I'm this happy, carefree person, who has all these aspirations for my future or starting a family someday. I have no dreams or any will to live a long or fulfilling life. I'm afraid that all of my confessions will just be a slap in the face to my mother. She doesn't deserve to have such an awful kid who wants to waste all that she's worked so hard to give. I want to die and I will eventually, but I can't bring myself to do it yet. The timing just isn't right, and loose ends still need to be tied up. When it does come to pass, I just want my mother to understand that I wouldn't have ever been happy. I just need her to know it's not her fault, that not for one second she was to blame.

Apathetic About Living I'm not depressed, happy, or even angry. If anything, I feel tired and worn ...

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I always skip the long confessions...... they bore me.

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finally its over with pigslut bully kate.

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Think UR ALL THAT The girl sitting next to me has issues and is a f**.

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SHUT THE F* UP!!!!!!!! I truly hate coming to this website and reading posts about people then in the comments there's stuff that says " go eat s* you lying f, FAKE!, dude your messed up, go see a theripst you need held 138" it angers me. We come to this site to confess the thing going on in our life, our past, realtionships, s lifes, s fantises. So when we confess we don't want some one telling us we need held or saying 'go f your self.' we only want to get rid of the stress we have going on. So if you don't like it get off this f**** site now. We don't need your criticism to make us feel any worse. And if you don't like if f* off and keep your g******* opions to your self!

SHUT THE F*** UP!!!!!!!! I truly hate coming to this website and reading posts about people then in...

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SHEDIDTHAT I don't love my gf but I committed to her . my feelings for her dissapeared meanwhile I'm in love with somebody else she decides to still stay with Me ! I sometimes get annoyed by her presence and find myself verbally abusing her by bringing up her past I hurt her physically because I get that annoyed I can't seem to get rid of her s** is good but not exciting life life life

SHEDIDTHAT I don't love my gf but I committed to her . my feelings for her dissapeared meanwhile I'...

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I hate chops, I just hate them. the chops do nothing for me at need to be packed with too much salt to be worthwhile.

I hate chops, I just hate them. the chops do nothing for me at need to be packed with too much salt ...

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I will get justice To the damned person, place, OR thing that made me me THIS motherfucking BLACK HEARTED....... I hope you fucking GET WHAT IS COMING TO YOU AND YOU ROT FOR THAT TOWNSVILE TART HAIRDRESSER I AM SICK OF HER FAKERY ZITFACED SCARS SHAZY ASSED THINKING SHE IS ALL GLAMOR AND SHE IS A OLD HAG BAG OVER 60 WHO THINKS SHE IS SOME SEX HOT KITTEN WHEN NOT . AND if I find out who OR what did this to me during OR after life, I WILL find justice not just for me, but for everyone who didn't inherit the body they want.

I will get justice To the damned person, place, OR thing that made me me THIS motherfucking BLACK HE...

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I took my mum to the dance shows, lunch and massage for mothers day/birthday

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these old people across from me are nice to your face but back stabbing two faced gossips behind your back. never saw such nosy fucks. everytime they hear me start my car they fly to the window just watching my every move then the old woman gets on the phone telling everything she can about you to neighbors who dont even know me or do i know them. shes really pushy and persistant asking other where did this person or that go ?? who do they see down the road that direction? whys there a lite in this room on at nite?? etc id like to go out on my porch bend over when i know shes watching and just moon he old ass with my naked behind let her spread that story stupid old busy by old bag . get a life lady PLEEEEzzzE!!!!

these old people across from me are nice to your face but back stabbing two faced gossips behind you...

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these old people across from me are nice to your face but back stabbing two faced gossips behind your back. never saw such nosy fucks. everytime they hear me start my car they fly to the window just watching my every move then the old woman gets on the phone telling everything she can about you to neighbors who dont even know me or do i know them. shes really pushy and persistant asking other where did this person or that go ?? who do they see down the road that direction? whys there a lite in this room on at nite?? etc id like to go out on my porch bend over when i know shes watching and just moon he old ass with my naked behind let her spread that story stupid old busy by old bag . get a life lady PLEEEEzzzE!!!!

these old people across from me are nice to your face but back stabbing two faced gossips behind you...

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that was not me who wrote that confession so just back off k. move on.

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good luck symbols I have an south american indian tie piece I keep that is made of felt and beads and feathers, and has a fob at the ends. I keep these as my good luck robes along with other ancient or replica pieces.

good luck symbols I have an south american indian tie piece I keep that is made of felt and beads a...

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SOcial On FB i'm always starting the conversations with friends, I've been doing this for months and months. One day,I decided to stop just to see who would talk to me first. It's been a month and a half now...no one has said a word to me...I dont have real friends and that's what's making me feel like s***.....

SOcial On FB i'm always starting the conversations with friends, I've been doing this for months an...

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Is it true......... .............what they say that "once you go black you never go back"? im a white wife and mother of 3 and ive only cheated on my husband like 5 times in 11 years but all with white men and it was never a big deal but only about having a little side fun and it never did anything but make my sexlife at home alot better. but i recently met a really hot black man who makes me wet and weve been flirting alot and talking about s** alot and he knows im married and doesnt care and i dont care hes married so its all cool and i know he wont talk to my husband about this. but what sorta worries me is what if me and my black man hook up and its so good i dont want my husband anymore or maybe even dont want to be married to him and just cant stop with this stud black i found and only want him. does that ever really happen or is it just one of those things that people say or fantasize over?

Is it true......... .............what they say that "once you go black you never go back"? im a whi...

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I feel closer to G than I ever have

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