Confessions about 'General'

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its hot i am going out in my semi dangy clothes and don't care what people think of me.

its hot i am going out in my semi dangy clothes and don't care what people think of me.

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I started jacking my brother off at night when I was 9 and he was 16. I quickly went from jacking him off to sucking his cock, then he started to fuck me in the ass. My dad caught him fucking me one day, but he never said a word, just walked away. I went to the basement one day when dad was in the shower and he was soaping his big uncut cock. I stared at it and he told me to suck it, and I did. I loved it like my brothers cock. I did this for several years until I was 16 and my brother had married and moved away. One night I heard dad fucking mom so I went in the dark and their door was ajar and i stood in the shadows jacking off and watched him fill her with cum. I watched his cum leak from her cunt and continued to jack off. I was so engrossed dad caught me but again did not say a word, just had me suck his cock clean. A couple nights later I heard them fucking again and went to watch. Mom was looking at the door a lot but couldn't see me in the shadows. She wispered something to dad and in a minute or so he was really fucking her hard and shot off in her. He got up and came to the door and again I cleaned his cock. Then he said "get in there and suck my cum from your mothers cunt" I did as he told me and she was screaming and cumming. I crawled up on the bed and shoved my cock in her and fucked her as hard as I could until I filled her cunt again. Then dad came in the room again and fucked her again. I fucked her again and again after that and continued to fuck her until she died at 86.

I started jacking my brother off at night when I was 9 and he was 16. I quickly went from jacking h...

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don't you jump or pee on me gekko, its running up the wall.

don't you jump or pee on me gekko, its running up the wall.

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joyce never asked me but I had done psychology in film studies at university and sociology and had to do heaps of readings of suicide statistics and fruedian theory and other theories but as a general humanities student people pass you off as having no skills in the workplace, I did Human Resources/workplace counselling years ago. and I was still treated like I had no work skills, that is what insults me, its not about ego, I knew I had all the skills to do conveyancing and legal representation and legal research in my paralegal diploma but russsos wanted to turn everything into this "ego- status" so I just went along with it and I went and did theology studies in secret. I don't give a stuff what they think of me, I was ready for a husband back years ago. its not that i need a job title to prove my worth but do I have to always be written of as unskilled and dumb all the time,they did the same thing to my dad - he worked in the banks as a teller and transfering large amounts of money and had to carry a gun and he had to do financial reports on air and journalism and teaching and political work and always being treated like a some loser with no working skills. its like we are not entitled to any sense of "well this is what do or this is who I am". my mother went through that too, she ran govt depts and worked for a politician and she did a lot of journalism writing and charity work with telathons and went to operas a lot. and people pass us off as if we are simple. sure we might not have phds and titles of nobility but gee everyone is entitled to earn and have an identity - so why can't I?

joyce never asked me but I had done psychology in film studies at university and sociology and had t...

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it just seems to be everytime I say I like other men I am being attacked in some satanic way. I am really sick of it.

it just seems to be everytime I say I like other men I am being attacked in some satanic way. I am r...

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arhha floor boards

arhha floor boards

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I told my psychiatrist about my friend who died how she went and bought a pretty dress to be buried in and it made me cry. I don't talk about it much. I didn't go to her funeral, well I wasn't invited I don't know what the protocol is with funerals if you should go or not or wait to be asked by family, its not that I didn't care, I lost 2 friends in 5 years and it was upsetting to me.

I told my psychiatrist about my friend who died how she went and bought a pretty dress to be buried ...

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my small successes are very small so I keep them to myself people don't need to know and I wouldn't tell or own up to study anyway.

my small successes are very small so I keep them to myself people don't need to know and I wouldn't ...

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I have nothing to say to that motivational rip off from usa if only I knew the game toney r was about sooner... seriously I am sure I unsubscribed.

I have nothing to say to that motivational rip off from usa if only I knew the game toney r was abou...

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a lady said to me "don't you dare forgive those people who abused you. they cost you every enjoyment you should have had. don't you dare forgive them" so I don't

a lady said to me "don't you dare forgive those people who abused you. they cost you every enjoyment...

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I never chose this aloneness. I just don't chose ken or idiots. got the message.

I never chose this aloneness. I just don't chose ken or idiots. got the message.

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the muffins were awful

the muffins were awful

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I have a lot of little girl things here and some little boy things I want to have children and I really do want to move to a better climate that is not so hot. I dont' enjoy life here anymore. this year my parents and I are saving to go on our first ever cruise overseas and I want to go either around the baltic areas or scandinavian areas and france and debrovnic and egypt and just pray I can get a good deal. because right now, the two toilets need fixing or replacing and I want to put in a new sink down stairs and we need a new fence and I can't just wait around for a guy to ask me out to date me, I want love and affection and sex and I have a spare cruise ticket and wish I could go on a good honeymoon to places I have longed to see like finland and russia and ireland and uk and france and I want to do a few cruises. i keep thinking maybe I have to travel and find a man overseas as none here are good men to be husband or father material. so I have wanted to travel for a long time and its only money that has held me back and also that witch who stopped me having a income and career russo & joyce. I dont have a car, or house and i have wanted to work but I have been ill. I have gone through a number of weirdo illnesses for the last 25 years and even after the car accident not anyone to give me the affection and love I needed to comfort me, no husband its like people seen me as a loser for being injured in a car accident and other factors. I dont understand why men my own age have rejected me so much. its very painful and it makes you bitter and hard and people wonder why I am sometimes strict and disgusted by people, but I never loved one guy my sister or anyone introduced me to, they were so hopeless at being human and real, had no skills and either too old or too young. i can't help it that I could not and can not love ken. its just a fact in life that I was wronged by leigh morris and others who didnt respect me or want something good for me. so that is why my parents agree with me, if people didnt want to see me inlove and married young and enjoying life and being special and married and didn't want to celebrate my wedding day that should have been in 1994 to someone I met at university who was everything I was looking for, unlike ken who there was nothing in him I could say was what I would want in a man at all. I wouldn't even call him a real man, he was a loser, a child and a idiot and rather full of himself about women and he was hopeless. but if people couldn't bare to see me married when I wanted to be when I was 24 then I sure as hell wont be celebrating anyone elses wedding and love - like relatives - my parents said they wont either. so for bitches like my cousins younger and older who wronged me- what goes around comes around. I will never like you and I will never forgive you and my parents and I want nothing to do with you sue and karen and that goes for a lot of people who wronged me.

I have a lot of little girl things here and some little boy things I want to have children and I rea...

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i am just praying that these medications work and I don't vomit them up as in the past I did and gave up taking them and suffered out the pain. but so far its been alright. I just pray I get better I have been so agro for weeks with this pain and I overdid the exercise and it really shocked me yesterday. I can't wait for my doctor to come back so I can go to the physio.

i am just praying that these medications work and I don't vomit them up as in the past I did and gav...

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my mother had to have 12 lots of pain injections over a number of months when she was working in govt and I am starting to think I might have to, I would opt for surgery if need be the key hole microscopic surgery is incrediable now.

my mother had to have 12 lots of pain injections over a number of months when she was working in gov...

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i am worried about my cat. it seems to come and go he and the other one gets dark marks on his tongue and I worry about it. i just want him to be ok.

i am worried about my cat. it seems to come and go he and the other one gets dark marks on his tongu...

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i am always right. I never pick a fight unless provocked and they have been bullying me. wake up and see the games and lies.

i am always right. I never pick a fight unless provocked and they have been bullying me. wake up and...

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father and daughter

father and daughter

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whats the point

whats the point

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Female masturbation

Female masturbation

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