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I just had the jam and this cholesterol lowering margerine on some coffee cookies and within a minute or two my ears stopped ringing and I felt better all over. I have drank a lot of water today. 5x 750ml bottles of water and exercise mildly. but I was so light headed and then boom!

I just had the jam and this cholesterol lowering margerine on some coffee cookies and within a minut...

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Its driving me nuts, today I have had fruit I had apple to sweeten the oats only no sugars, then lunch I had a slice of wholemeal bread and cucumbers and horseradish and a bit of cheese and banana on the side. we had a stupid chino from the dumb coffee machine I got and froth full cream milk. 1 nearly blew me away it was so strong. I like my coffee mild and like 1 every other day. I drank 2 x 750ml of water before lunch and after as well. and afternoon tea I had a cookie and tea. more exercise, then more study. then I later I had dinner - just baked veg brussel spouts and baby onions and carrot with sesame seeds and potato and sweet potato in jackets, a lamb burger with mint (I couldnt eat it all), then I had a peach in ginger and honey and forgot the yogurt and around 9pm I just wanted fruit again and a cup of tea and 2 small kiwi fruits that were really bitter, and I was near falling asleep and my ears were ringing and I just needed a sugar fix and had some coffee cookies with blueberry jam to liven me up. its actually hard in the process of trying to quit sugar I am weening off it and I have days where I don't want any chocolate and other days I will and that is the same with sugary things or carbs or cookies or fruit and I will want dairy foods more- which also have sugar in them.

Its driving me nuts, today I have had fruit I had apple to sweeten the oats only no sugars, then lun...

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seriously why would I want to call a baldwin? they are rude! look what they did to the usa towns they own. i mean really.

seriously why would I want to call a baldwin? they are rude! look what they did to the usa towns the...

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seriously why would I want to call a baldwin? they are rude! look what they did to the usa towns they own. i mean really.

seriously why would I want to call a baldwin? they are rude! look what they did to the usa towns the...

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My sister is 20 I am 16 she told me she was dry for a month when she caught me looking at her ass and if I like what I see I was lost for words later that night she came to my room we fuck andsuck all night she said we can do it until she finds a boy friend as long as I don't tell anyone

My sister is 20 I am 16 she told me she was dry for a month when she caught me looking at her ass an...

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I hate sluts who act like "I am so not amused" and all they do is abuse others for cock everywhere. yeh I hate you so much bee! you are one ugly mongrel bitch in the system. nothing going for you at all or your family.

I hate sluts who act like "I am so not amused" and all they do is abuse others for cock everywhere. ...

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I hate people who use words like "no-brainer" and "as you do!" and other stupid childish phrases. its annoying!

I hate people who use words like "no-brainer" and "as you do!" and other stupid childish phrases. it...

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met a guy at a social boring event I didn't want to be there from the start of it and I just don't want to see that no-goer again

met a guy at a social boring event I didn't want to be there from the start of it and I just don't w...

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i hate the way massage beauty salons a few I used to go to they were great and would use the genuine products they displayed on their shelves and would ask you what you liked or what you were allergic to before a massage and give you some choices or oils or creams etc, and a lot and the same place then started charging the same amount for massages but not with their displayed products they used to use which where a good brand at the time called Derm-something. I can't remember now but it used to tick me off and now I am noticing it more and more you buy vouchers for so called salt massage scrubs or for coffee infused etc, and most of these salons can not get in good quality products anymore like sea mineral or aglae or body muds or zinc body milk lotions and its really annoying. that the standards have dropped so low. so I stopped going to this salon because I was being over charged and yet not getting any of the products used on me that the salon massage lady company promoted and she wore there uniform with the product name and was using a basic body cream rather then her company massge oils that were good quality with essential oils. then I noticed this at the dentists, not putting the xray aprons over you to prevent thyroid problems to do close range xrays and years ago you paid say $50 dollars for a genuine fluride infused guaze and they were charging the same price for a lick of mouth paste with fluride and saying it was the same thing and they don't do teeth whitening in chair wastes time to them and yet home ones can damage enamel on teeth if you don't know what you are doing and yet they charged full price as you would in the dentist chair to have to do it at home yourself so I did the natural alternative.

i hate the way massage beauty salons a few I used to go to they were great and would use the genuine...

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I just have 1 more day to go to complete my hairdressing certificate and salon management with beauty and nails and waxing the only thing I have not done yet is botox injections peels cosmology hygiene or ear piercing and teeth whitening as add-on units but I don't know if it is what I want to do. I might like working as a first job in hairdressing to earn some cash to get to university but I worry about handling the chemical exposure all the time. I want to work and I am not lazy. I just wish I could find my niche and just fit in there somewhere. maybe its in another field completely yet to experience, plenty of time to consider options yet.

I just have 1 more day to go to complete my hairdressing certificate and salon management with beaut...

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I made up some watermelon and mint fresh juice but I love it with juiced up strawberries as well it compliments the taste. mum is making a bread and butter ruby cherry pudding because a loaf of bread went stale, I tried to find the shreaded coconut and can't but I was watching a raw snacks show and coconut flakes are one thing you must read the ingrediants as you want the pure raw genuine coconut without added sugar and acids. I have been using up old milk I soak my feet in milk the lactic acid and some vicks and bi-carb and aroma oils are nice and softening. lunch I just had some chicken and fried rice and str fry.

I made up some watermelon and mint fresh juice but I love it with juiced up strawberries as well it ...

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For the last two years now, my parents think I have been living on campus. I have really been living with my manager. I am 23, a senior in college and a cashier at a store. She is 50, the assistant manager at the store, with all of her kids moved out. She invited me over after a shift one night, and we started making out. We started seeing each other on a regular basis, and finally she asked me to move off campus and into her apartment with her. I have accepted a full time position in the area after graduation, so we will continue to live together. I don't know what will happen next, all I know is that I have fallen in love with this older woman.

For the last two years now, my parents think I have been living on campus. I have really been living...

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I was about 14 or 15. I was having trouble with girls, so I decided to talk to my brother. He was 20 and in college and a real ladies man. We talked for a while, and out of nowhere, he puts his hand behind my head, pulls me in, and kisses me. I tried to pull away, but he pulled me back in. He was much stronger and I couldn't resist his pull. Before long, he was on top of me and we were full on making out. At one point when he broke for air, I asked why he was doing this. He said because he loved me. He then continued to make out with me until we were both hard as rocks. He undressed me and put his penis in my butt. He kept going until he had orgasmed. Now I am 23 and he is 28. He is married and I have a girlfriend, but from time to time, we get a motel room and engage in more homosexual and incestual sex. I don't think it will ever stop.

I was about 14 or 15. I was having trouble with girls, so I decided to talk to my brother. He was 20...

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the other day I started the washing up because the dishwasher is broken and like my father was making big issue about how only 1 person can fit in the kitchen at a time and so I walked out and he was doing his usual slave act like "I have to do this cleaning up and the washing up has to be done to a strict order" glasses first then cultery, then plates and bowls and cups and pans or pots, I said "I don't have time for that nonsense once the suds are in the grease comes off the same most times" and he made such a issue and argument over it I left it for him and said " well then get your ass out there and slave drive yourself" and he got so offended and I said it more as a throw off at him. he was like "now there is no need to speak to me like that"... I just walked away.

the other day I started the washing up because the dishwasher is broken and like my father was makin...

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what about the other day I screamed at the cat who was demanding food from me cuz I was in so much pain and I told my mother to fuck off and called her a bitch and she just ignored me and told to go shove it ! LOL.

what about the other day I screamed at the cat who was demanding food from me cuz I was in so much p...

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what i don't understand is why I still only eat most days 1 slice of bread at lunch and yet I can't flaming well lose this weight its so frustrating that I mostly stick to the diet I did years ago with the odd exception I will occasionally share a slice of cake with my mum or have a biscuit or a small bit of chocolate but I really don't indulge that much. I know I need to exercise more but after my back pain the other day I am really trying to stop the pain and trying to reduce the codeine now so I really do what my mum does- we walk through the back pain and often it eases up. my mum can do 200 tummy crunches on the rower and I am finding it hard to do 50 at the moment and my back surgeon told me not to over do that one and the hospital said that too with the neurologic orthopedic place I go to for my regular tests of balance and reflex and muscle. I have a bulging disc in the L2-5 area and c area and the other day something popped in the T 11-12 area and my opliques and glutes have been so sore, I had to call the home doctor and get the pain killers as much as I hate them but I had to as I just could barely walk and get out of bed and I slept most of the day because my body will do that if I have pain I just shut down and sleep it out, and I woke up with the ice pack on my back it was painful and had a few panadol osteo and I thought "hell I slept so much all day I won't sleep tonight" but I just slept anyway, then yesterday I deliberately didn't have any pain killers til I got to the pharmacy script filled and had a talk to the nice pharmacist and then I had make a decision which painkiller cuz it was one or the other and not both and tramadol is more dangerous with avanaza so I had codeine instead, I have a hello kitty tin case full of valium and all kinds of things its embarrasing that I have these drugs like morphine and codeine and valium and mirtazapine but I knew well it either valium or the alprazalam cant be both. so I chose alprazolam to stop the choking from avanza. I have had swallowing problems since I was a child. I don't talk about it much most because its embarasing, but I avoid raw carrot and things that I know I am more likely to gang on. its like a weak joint pain from being assaulted and maybe from whooping cough as well as a baby. I don't want to reliant on these medications forever but for the time being I do have to take the antidepressants and only miniumal doses of codeine which i will bring down tonight and see how I cope.

what i don't understand is why I still only eat most days 1 slice of bread at lunch and yet I can't ...

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I love the kiwi and honeydew juices we make up as well with pineapple and cellery and apple with coconut water or I will throw in some diet shake protein whey or some yogurt or skim milk and we also do a super thick smoothie with mango and banana and oat bran they are very filling. and boast up haemoglobin well. and we also have sometimes that spaghetti plant or str fry or a baked dinner. and sometimes we have naughty dinners like hash browns and bacon and cooked tomato on toast and egg white omelettes. I love cold mashed potato on toast with mint sauce and if you let cool and reheat it that will reduce the carb/sugar loading and I also love tomatoes on toast for lunch with some chinese five spice and worstershire sauce. Its an interesting sauce that is made of fermented garlic and onion and anchovies and herbs.

I love the kiwi and honeydew juices we make up as well with pineapple and cellery and apple with coc...

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i can't workout why people make this huge fuss over xmas anymore. when I was kid we did more and we had more people over so usually we'd have a number of extra guests for christmas dinner so we would have to cook more meats and foods but now we dont at all. this year we just had a salad we seen nigella make up with sprouts and ginger and shallots and chinese cabbage and salmon steaks and prawns and brie cheese and dessert we had these cute little mini puddings with gold dust over them and orange slices with dark chocolate we usually do turkey xmas evening or boxing day and pork after for new year and mum only buys small cuts of ham as I don't like it as much any more. and my mother made a lovely salad new year with a plum sauce that was really nice. and I didn't bother with birthday cake at all but I had a mini chocolate mince fruit pie made with orange and fig and custard and I had a ginger/pear ale non-alcoholic drink on xmas day. we also made some mini pudding cakes with marzapan. I bought a cheese cake and didn't even eat it, cuz I only allowed myself a few treats and diet being monitored, today I had a avocado on toast that was nice.

i can't workout why people make this huge fuss over xmas anymore. when I was kid we did more and we ...

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that dickhead mario old frankie the painter is probably to blame for a lot of things there were boxes left out at the rented house in ipswich and he probably went through all our personal things. the idiot truck driver who was supposed to be helping took til midnight to get back and we had no room for a lot of boxes and there were old blankets and sheets and boxes of a lot of things left outside to be picked up the driver never did. he was a useless mates rate boozing idiot as usual my father has got us involved with some dumb people who have taken us down. I have no doubt that painter would have gone through any school books, diaries or journals and he is the shit of the piece alright.

that dickhead mario old frankie the painter is probably to blame for a lot of things there were boxe...

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that dickhead mario old frankie the painter is probably to blame for a lot of things there were boxes left out at the rented house in ipswich and he probably went through all our personal things. the idiot truck driver who was supposed to be helping took til midnight to get back and we had no room for a lot of boxes and there were old blankets and sheets and boxes of a lot of things left outside to be picked up the driver never did. he was a useless mates rate boozing idiot as usual my father has got us involved with some dumb people who have taken us down. I have no doubt that painter would have gone through any school books, diaries or journals and he is the shit of the piece alright.

that dickhead mario old frankie the painter is probably to blame for a lot of things there were boxe...

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