Confessions about 'General'

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every time i eat....i feel guilty and every time i eat....i feel guilty and fat...i have bad self image...i workout every week and have a lean body but everytime i look in the mirror i see a fat ass loser. I want to lose weight and when I did it was like how did you get that thin so quick, oh, I just starved myself really well.

every time i eat....i feel guilty and every time i eat....i feel guilty and fat...i have bad self im...

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umm. [its been 7 yrs] && i cried over him today, never thought that would happen again. =[

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It is now official! I have been single It is now official! I have been single for 9 years, GREAT! What a life! I wish I could meet someone nice .. everyone I meet is crazy, there are no decent guys in this town, NONE!

It is now official! I have been single It is now official! I have been single for 9 years, GREAT! W...

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Sometimes I say to myself... I really don't get humanity. i tell everyone i dont care i tell them why? i tell everyone i didn't know everyone says cheer up its not a problem try and convince myself but the whole world is a liar i've forgotten how be real but i still . i still want everyday i cried but no one saw and I am so redundent and irrelevent to my own counselor treated ?? indifferent?? when you know she is not worth seeing again, i still go back inner carving spew where will our memories resided positive or negative? i'll miss me, not you. and that's the reason i cant move on.

Sometimes I say to myself... I really don't get humanity. i tell everyone i dont care i tell them wh...

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I've been single since August 2009.

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What Then, What You Gonna Do After You Kill Them All?

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my vagina will never be the same as before rape. I have had surgery there and I bleed now with each examination or pap smear. The skin tears with each period and during the cycle. I find it hard to even masturbate without bleeding later. I don't use sex toys either. No matter how hygienic I am, just the lubrication or sanitary napkin makes the outside area bleed. My doctors are cunts and don't do a thing to help me about it or anything wrong really. They don't talk to me about things. Its always go slow with relationships and study, to the point you have no relationships or study or life. I don't understand it. I think they are the stupid ones. My mother went through this and so did my sister. Doctors don't like you complaining to them and all they want to hear is positive talk all the time.

my vagina will never be the same as before rape. I have had surgery there and I bleed now with each ...

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all R does is laugh at stupid things that are not even funny just like grandma did.

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I think that mother is a idiot allowing her kid on here and any site without her controls. That child should not be on these sites or using internet without parents or someone watching her. she is only 15 and these sites are not right for someone that age. all parents or carers should be watching what children do online. Its just not safe to have a facebook or insta or tindr and other date site accounts. I joined a few over the time and I met a few friends but you really don't know who is at the other end of the accounts and photos sometimes not real. I have joined dating sites and I never talk or afraid to put up a photo and had to change town or date of birth to not be stalked. I have never met anyone on line ever that has been successful. I never go on cbat and sex chat or sex game sites, mostly bc they are stupid. I use the internet for email, entertainment. ranting my frustrations, education and news and information and purchases. I met a model who was a pilot and he was a rich and also in debt jerk. he wanted me to go over to his place the first night and I was trying to say no and I didn't want to move so quick. so I flanked out and didn't turn up. then we met up and had a lunch date and he was a complete asshole. I didn't like him at all. I met another guy on classified and that was a dead loss. I online chatted with some men back when I was in my late 20s but wouldn't go out with them. More and More I just block people anyway. I don't care to know others anymore. being abused does that to you and my therapists have said its not a good way to find anyone but no way is. you won't find men at night clubs or church or hobby groups. no one likes someone sneaking up on them and doing stuff under a guise of pretense. if we all knew were the dates were we'd have had them by now. Once you turn 33 people shut you down. Once these kids turn 21 and done it all, done the rounds of the smorgasbord which is not much now or ever, its easy to get bored and they do get bored quick. you get a reputation on sites and clubs and around the place. you know, that is why I never frequented clubs much bc my parents taught me that sort of thing is slovenly to do all the time.

I think that mother is a idiot allowing her kid on here and any site without her controls. That chil...

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he wears a diaper to a music festival and new years party/concert and he always uses it so he doesn't have to leave his spot. then every one smells it cuz he dances to see if it was leaking down my legs every time as a drunk stunt. he always get thrown out.

he wears a diaper to a music festival and new years party/concert and he always uses it so he doesn'...

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roomies..... Bad idea....

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living- the road not taken

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how can you be so fond of the crazy stuff { selling drugs, robbing pepole and killing pepole} its cool to you? you nutz.

how can you be so fond of the crazy stuff { selling drugs, robbing pepole and killing pepole} its co...

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now the real skill of a true asshole, is when people up and dump on you when you need them most like people did to me at kelly college and 2002. my advice and on my request I often love it when people come to me asking for help so I can dump them and leave them. but also like what was done to me is to insult them as much as possible to their face with subtle arrogant remarks. throw in a few "wow, your 29 and you only look about 15 and gee you're a real shit magnet by the sounds of it" told by a young man around the same age as mio back then... is always a good start to a good licence !

now the real skill of a true asshole, is when people up and dump on you when you need them most like...

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I have had to learn to leave situations in a crisis or their drama and not know all the information and be pushed aside by decepticons. I just walk away like "you know I don't even want to know ok! it suits me to not have to carry the burden of all the story, You told me to go so I did, bye!" sort of thing. Don't try to make sense of it your not ment to cuz its not yours to have. god saved you.

I have had to learn to leave situations in a crisis or their drama and not know all the information ...

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die from being held back by your health care team , wow. how innovative australia!!!

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There has been a lot of people putting me down. Saying I am too old for life, marriage or work and I am sick of their complacent arrogant attitude. If I was my carer, or therapist or doctor I would do more to help and open up my mouth and say something and do something. All I get is fake positivity and put downs of just go slow with life til you die from it.

There has been a lot of people putting me down. Saying I am too old for life, marriage or work and I...

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I don't want to be a debbie downer, but you young people. life goes by so fast. I wanted love and career. got none. I am now hitting 50 and still a single old b** ugly pathetic excuse of a human. I had morals and values. I was just too shy and kind. So all you young 20 somethings, this xmas please do yourself a favor and get yourself fed real good. cuz life waits for no one. just ask me. You will be me one day too soon! I got fed and then I got over life and wanting a thing through new age counseling and therapy that makes you just bomb out at life. Sorry to be the barer of sad news, but no, it doesn't get better. only for a few dickheads who walk over everyone and don't care til they have it all so much that it hurts their delicate aes and self pity wefts in. so all of you go fuck off this xmas. go die for all I care.

I don't want to be a debbie downer, but you young people. life goes by so fast. I wanted love and ca...

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I am sick of being expected to kiss other losers and holes crack out there. Like so what, you earn big money cuz your ahole. not my role to kiss it better for you. grow a moral bone.

I am sick of being expected to kiss other losers and holes crack out there. Like so what, you earn b...

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most kids are more abused by their mothers then anyone else.

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