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i been the walking dead for too long.

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you can tell when I am on my period cuz I am in a dark place mentally and physically. I just go there where I know I fit in to a dark dark place to be alone as usual and not talk about it to anyone all these years. the doctors don't care. they told me to go away. i told them i had a flood going on. but they wouldn't listen. I go to a dark place. I drink my own blood today not vaginal blood but from cutting somewhere. my own blood; its just taste nice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jy1WabF_WdM I go a lot to think about all these years ago at night. at least I sleep at night now.

you can tell when I am on my period cuz I am in a dark place mentally and physically. I just go ther...

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today was agony again. I am having 2 periods a month a lot and feeling like shit with this and its just no fun in this pain.

today was agony again. I am having 2 periods a month a lot and feeling like shit with this and its j...

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I'm 24 years old and have been married for three years. She was acting strange I got home and almost immediately my sister was acting strange, she was asking me questions about my day, what did I have for lunch just making small talk which for us is not the norm. I was sitting in my room going over some stuff on my laptop and I heard a light knock on my door.For the past year we have been trying to get pregnant with no luck. he got all quiet again then out of no where she slowly asks me in practically a whisper if she can see and touch. This week I just found out that i'm pregnant. Problem is that two weeks ago I attended a conference for my company where I had to stay overnight. Three of them gave me their phone nos. That evening my boss and I had dinner where we had a bottle of wine with her belly button very viciously then afterward went to the bar for a couple more drinks. I then made the mistake of going back to his room for a nightcap where we ended up kissing which led Please do this for two minutes... I will give you money. toIban was very happy with this arrangement and enjoyed the things I did for them. . Now I have no idea whoa baby The oldest boy (apparently the leader) I'm carrying but suspect it's his since my husband nearly 6 + hours to pull out in birth so quick and I having trouble delivring.

I'm 24 years old and have been married for three years. She was acting strange I got home and almost...

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the person who constantly has been gaslighting me is a pain and a narcissist always trying to bring negativity around me and black people and royals and the bullies and people who raped me are behind that. my relatives are likely to be part of it. i can't trust them. they are so evil.

the person who constantly has been gaslighting me is a pain and a narcissist always trying to bring ...

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why I don't like the royals is they are users. they don't care about us people in the commonwealth they only care about new citizens and foreigners and that is clear by how many have degrees, work and own homes over most white middle age people. even the aboriginals get zero compared to a arab bastard or some other scum bum nigger. I am sick of them. I don't like the royals. they are simple. I don't want to like them and they can't make me. that is the beauty of it. They could have done more to help abused kids and abused women here. but they want to help foreigners first not their own first. so ok. you will keep over that one til I can get you down.

why I don't like the royals is they are users. they don't care about us people in the commonwealth t...

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I decided to become a selective racist a few years ago after I seen some stunts some black people pulled on some white kids and after the filipino woman on the ship made comments offensive about how in her incredible intelligence that "all people on anti-depressants go around murdering people" like that really insulted me I was paying that bitch money to do a massage on my holiday to be spoken to like that. I take anti-depressants and I don't go around murdering people. but they do kill people on ships and in their countries and they come out here lord around like kinky kong ratbags flossing and grilling out people like they are so powerful. it offense me. I know not all people of ethnicity are like this. but to me, i would honestly say, that given the legal market under medical supervision and that well over so many billion take anti-depressants i don't think they all murder or go on murder sprees. I was offended by her comments and this happened a few years ago. I became racist after a few black kids and black women were abusing white kids and their double standards. the loser at the bus stop black dude who is supposed to be security he is a lazy thing he has no idea of his job . he lets the black people and any kids do any about of abuse or rat baggery they like and I don't think its right. one rule for the stupids and another rule for middle aged women is offensive.

I decided to become a selective racist a few years ago after I seen some stunts some black people pu...

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you can end your anything goes crap around me fuckface

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The beat's so lonely I'll bet it's lonely at the top She hesitates, but the beat will never stop Wanting him lonely But the people never see Her heart burning That's the secret that she keeps Come on, baby You know there's something missing Don't find nothing, no more coincidences Ready, baby Look in these eyes and you will see Things will happen But only if they're meant to be The beat's so lonely I'll bet it's lonely at the top (So lonely) at the top (So lonely) She said, the beat's so lonely If you let it be that way She can't tell the difference anyway She thinks, hold me But she's scared to say She'd pay dearly For the answers of her day Answers of her Answers of her days The beat's so lonely As she waits so patiently Her heart's yearning How she's learning to see He's not hurting But he wouldn't mind to be She still sees him She sees him interestingly Come on, baby You know there's something missing Don't find nothing, no more coincidences Ready, baby Before you give up all you got You got to come closer You got to give it one more shot The beat's so lonely I'll bet she's lonely at the top (So lonely) at the top (So lonely) She said The beat's so lonely If you let it be that way She can't tell the difference anyway She thinks, hold me But she's scared to say She'd pay dearly For the answers of her day Answers of her day Answers of her, oooow, day (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) Come on, baby You know there's something missing Don't find nothing, no more coincidences Ready, baby Before you give up all you got You got to come closer You got to give it One more shot The beat's so lonely I'll bet she's lonely at the top (So lonely) at the top (So lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) (So lonely, so lonely) Source: LyricFind Songwriters: Charles Sexton / Keith Forsey https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCRtHVEroQ0

The beat's so lonely I'll bet it's lonely at the top She hesitates, but the beat will never stop Wa...

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I used to wait for the sunrise to go to sleep out of fear. this started about 2003-2008 and then again in 2009 - 2012 and my sister would stay up late evenings on the computer, my sister would come and go from our house and I think between 2000-2003 and 2008-2009 she went away when she was in her 2nd marriage and then in 2nd time she was away she had broken up with the 2nd husband and got with the next and was overseas for a holiday in 2008 approximately and she was in a lets just put it strange Asian country that do a lot of pagan and odd spiritual rituals around Halloween and I still believe she bought back with her a ghost or witch whatever you want to call it, as I heard one freaked out thing just after she came back of a ghoul that was spooky in our hall and part of the kitchen that appears to be haunted. So when she would stay and then moved back in, I would be in my own bedroom watching my laptop and I would stay away all night completely spooked out believing witches and she was out at the computer in another room, but the thing is there were in the neighborhood freaky goings on because of break ins and noises and stalkers who were drunk in our yard and strange things going on as we don't have a front fence, and I swear if I ever came into money that is one thing apart from moving to a better place is put in a front fence to feel safer. but the worst part was in the second period my sister was staying with us, from around the time my grandfather and neighbor died. It was like the fear set in at as the sun was setting and it got to bad when my parents went to bed around say 10 or 11pm and it was always at its worse around 2-3am and I could not sleep or if I did it was not comfortable and I was so afraid. The sunrise was both spooky and a ease to let my body go to rest. I felt like a vampire to be honest. I was sick a lot. I was untrusting of others and I was living a prisoners life but not in jail and no crime. I felt like I was being persecuted and still after all this it would continue as if a dark thing was out to take from me my life and dreams and health. It was making gain weight literally every time I bought a nice clothing to wear so I couldn't fit into it. I don't know if anyone can relate to this at all. It sounds so stupid. I am not as bad mind state as back then but it still impacts me a great deal and the illness and assault.

I used to wait for the sunrise to go to sleep out of fear. this started about 2003-2008 and then aga...

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join the club, the private club.

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you don't know how it feels like to nearly die . you just don't. not like I do. but you just wait til you do know. you are in for a shock you are.

you don't know how it feels like to nearly die . you just don't. not like I do. but you just wait ti...

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sure, piss off.

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Stanger I wont be picked now and made to shallow your cf and br first f* in Cleveland ga text me now to meet at yonah mountain in Cleveland ga Me and my best friend used to suck and f* one another but we wouldn't cut in one another I want a nice hireless boy to let me suck his c* and tell he c* in my mouth and I want to swallow his c and then I want him to duck me I want him to really pound my ass hard and c deep inside of me and I want him to suck me and let me f*** him I love to 4235993828 anyone that would want me to I live in Cleveland Tennessee please be a young white mail

Stanger I wont be picked now and made to shallow your c**f and br first f***** in Cleveland ga text...

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don't like nig security fat thing down over clevel' he never does his job and sucks up to kids and allows them to get away with anything. he also sucks up to fats black nig smokers sitting at bus stops smoking over little old ladies and doesn't give too hoots about the sweet people who cause no problems at all. talk about double standards. i hate the guy. sorry but he is useless.

don't like nig security fat thing down over clevel' he never does his job and sucks up to kids and a...

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Confessions about 'General'

i been the walking dead for too long.

today was agony again. I am having 2 periods a month a lot and feeling like shit with this and its just no fun in this pain.

the person who constantly has been gaslighting me is a pain and a narcissist always trying to bring negativity around me and black people and royals and the bullies and people who raped me are behind that. my relatives are likely to be part of it. i can't trust them. they are so evil.

you can end your anything goes crap around me fuckface

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join the club, the private club.

you don't know how it feels like to nearly die . you just don't. not like I do. but you just wait til you do know. you are in for a shock you are.

sure, piss off.

I am gone. get lost.

unlike you I don't drink and I don't smoke. I just don't ... any. go figure.

good nigfriggin riddence!

I fantasize about sleeping only. I don't the bitchiness you have in your life day in and day out. I sleep well.