Confessions about 'General'

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I got a job as a hot shot delivery man and I took wrong parcels to wrong place.

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Talk about DAV's with privileges! I was in Afghanistan when an enemy land mine exploded directly beneath my jeep. I was lucky you might say, my life was spared but my hearing went to hell. I immediately began hearing nothing but ringing in my ears. After 6 months of surgery with no improvements I was fit with binaural hearing aids and medically discharged. I do get a small disability check monthly but I'd much rather have my hearing back. Anyway, my two neighbors living on either side of me are in the Army National Guard and are deployed to Afghanistan at this time. They will be gone for 12 months (9 more) unless our President pulls out. So one day one of my neighbor ladies came for a visit and ask questions about what her husband was going through, knowing I was there. While we were talking she noticed out the window that out neighbor from the other side was walking past, knowing she was going to visit her she went to the door and called her in. The three of us sat and chatted for a while. Let me call them Mary and Ruth. Ruth eventually asked how the girls looked over there and I replied they didn't cross my mind at first but after a month or so they began to look better and then a few months later they were beautiful. Mary laughed and said that means that after a while separated from American Women those began to turn him on. And Ruth said that she had interpreted it the same way. Mary then said, "If our husbands are enjoying themselves then why are we sitting at home, and laughed. I joined in and asked, "Then is there a better place and time to start than right here and now??" and kinda smiled. Ruth said, "Excuse us a minute." and they both went into the bathroom but was right back out. They sat on either side of me. Mary spoke first, "We decided that you seem to have a good head on your shoulders and if you can keep a secret we agreed to take you up on that offer." And my comeback was, "Then what are we waiting on??" and that started it. They both started removing my clothing and rubbing my body all over as it became bare. I too was bust fondling their bodies and undressing them. Mary was first to shed her blue jeans and she had no panties on underneath, I slid my hand between her lets and began massaging her wet pussy. Ruth just looked at us but soon she was undressed also and was rubbing her own pussy and squeezing her nipples. I then started massaging two pussies, one with each hand. Mary leaned back resting her head on the back of the coach and spred her legs and started moaning. They now had me completely naked so I slid down on my knees and started kissing MAry on her clit. She was really having the time of her life. I began giving her what I hoped was the best oral sex of her life. Ruth wiggled around, go on the floor and took my hard dick into her mouth. She was well experienced. After I knew that Mary had several orgasms I turned, lifted Ruth and gave her a big French kiss, insuring that I got all of Mary's love juices on Ruth. I then invited Ruth to suck Mary's pussy but she refused. Saying that wasn't her bag and I told her she had just tasted Mary's pussy from my lips. She looked at Mary and asked, "What do you think??" And Mary replied, "I'm game if you are." So Ruth begins sucking Mary's pussy and I sat beside Mary and she leaned over and started gining me head. She was really good also. While this was going on I had my own thoughts, "What if these two are setting me up to something?? What can I do??" I decided that I was gonna persuade Mary to reciprocate and suck Ruths pussy, then I could use this to my advantage if they ever tried to blackmail me. So I did, I pulled away and told Mary it was her time to suck Ruth while I watched. It took no persuading, she was right on it. I was kissing Ruth's lips and enjoying Mary's love juices while Mary was sucking Ruth and making her squirm and moan. I could teel as she orgasimed, she'd moan and stiffen up. Her entire body would quiver but Mary would keep right on sucking. It did not take much of this until I had to have my hard dick throbbing inside each of their pussy. I would alternate fucking each. I know both were well satisfied when I finally shot my load all over both their bodies. They just lay there and rubbed the cum on each others body. They had their fill and I'm sure they will not go telling because of what I talked them into and they swear it was boths first with the lesbian affair. But I think they both enjoyed it. But like I have always heard, "If you get turned on enough, anything is subject to happen." This happened two weeks ago and there has been no repeat action. I'm thinking and hoping they were satisfied for awhile but I'm positive we will get together again before their other half returns home. Maybe as another threesome and then maybe individually. I'll be ready.

Talk about DAV's with privileges! I was in Afghanistan when an enemy land mine exploded directly ben...

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I am a grey flock hr student and I hate it.

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I’ve finally accepted that I’ll always be attracted to underage girls and it’s awful having to hide and lie about it to my wife. I want to meet a woman who is also into the young ones but have no idea how without it being a potential set up

I’ve finally accepted that I’ll always be attracted to underage girls and it’s awful having to hide ...

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Every day my manager breezes in and greets her favourites with a hug and a loud rundown of her tedious evening or weekend. She’s seated me with my back to them all just to make me feel like part of the team. Well thank fuck I’m not one of you. You are a mean, nasty, useless bitch – you couldn’t care a less about me or any of my common sense ideas but you surround yourself with subordinate minions who like nothing better than to stroke your ego. If they bent you over and licked your arse openly in the office I would not be surprised. You work for a non-profit but you spend our members’ money like it’s going out of fashion – it’s called ‘networking’ apparently. Well it’s funny that you don’t ever seem to bring any money in yourself even though that’s your job. Hey, at least you get to put on a posh frock and flirt with a bunch of ugly old men a couple of times a month which seems to be your favourite pastime. You are meant to be someone we should all look up to because you’ve been around since the dinosaurs and have a few letters after your name – well frankly I think you talk shit and I couldn’t care a less about how ‘important’ you think you are. You make me sick.

Every day my manager breezes in and greets her favourites with a hug and a loud rundown of her tedio...

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What has really pissed me off at work recently is how she has all of a sudden worked her way up from an assistant to a fleet controller. My manager literally licks her arse all the time, investing time and money in training her to progress while I’m still doing the same shitty job I was doing when I started two and a half years ago, six months before she started may I add! Today she was having a new computer system installed which basically blocks my whole face out and all I could hear is her chuckling away asking me if I could still see her behind her 60” computer screen. Of course I fucking can’t you daft vain cow! Go and lick the manager’s balls because it’s quite obvious that’s what he wants you to do!

What has really pissed me off at work recently is how she has all of a sudden worked her way up from...

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Hey V and P – you are two of the most worthless pieces of shit I have ever encountered in my career. You are a couple of lying sacks of shit that throw people under the bus to cover your own incompetent asses and save yourselves from the fate you deserve. I saw that V left the company last year – good FUCKING riddance you miserable C**T. The both of you don’t ever listen to reason and the warnings that you were given that the project was going to fail. You think calling up scrum masters on their PERSONAL phone and SCREAMING at them for an hour is leadership? If you or any other of the worthless ‘leaders’ knew a goddamn thing about the cloud, you would have realized that this project would have taken much more than the time you promised it to ‘the business’.

Hey V and P – you are two of the most worthless pieces of shit I have ever encountered in my career....

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Tonight I got really pissed at my best friend for raggin on my kid. She always feels the need to correct my kids. To make them feel two inches tall. And if she doesn't get her way. Watch out. Every few years we really fight bad because she is very manipulative and tries to control everyone's lives. She got mad I got mad she was walking toward my kid and I threw my soda can at her. it hit her on the head square. she said she was gonna pass out, She started yelling and screaming then came over and punched me in the face hard. her husband got mad and started screaming about the neighbors. she went to the hospital to have her head checked out. i remained calm enough not to punch her lights out when she hit me back. sometimes i can't believe the stuff that she does. i think that she is stealing from people and she lies a lot. more then is normal. she always has to be right. she will do anything to cover her butt. i get so mad at her bad behavior. Now i am screwed. she will probably press charges if she's injured. She likes to fake injuries to get money too. What a glorious day this has turned out to be. My kids are freaked out. her kids are freaked out and we both have injuries. Points go to letting some stupid getting the best of you. Can I rewind please.

Tonight I got really pissed at my best friend for raggin on my kid. She always feels the need to cor...

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I'm beginning to hate everything. Nature is boring and empty. Eating food is a chore...I wish I could just live off of vitamins and coffee. Music is played out. Nothing is really sacred in this world, it seems. There are only three things left in this world that I get enjoyment from: 1. Romance with my man 2. Skydiving 3. My job (it's an adrenaline job). Everything is else is boring and I can't be bothered. The magic is gone and I live for no good reason that I can think of. Maybe I should go have some kids or something. I have no hope. I'm just here. I don't know what I have to look forward to. I feel like I've done all the living I could possibly want to do. I don't understand people who want to live to be 120 years old. That's just madness. I have to think that such people are either idiots or really skilled escapists because reality is ugly and that's the truth. Maybe I should dope myself up so that I don't have to be conscious of this wretched experience called "living." Barf. I can't sleep.

I'm beginning to hate everything. Nature is boring and empty. Eating food is a chore...I wish I coul...

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so bus and tram stops are getting so dangerous now. yesterday this old guy gets on so drunk he had been swigging a full fresh bottle of vodka and then swigging a full green wine bottle every few minutes. I am so sick of these sort of people around. I mean it. They make me afraid to get public transport.

so bus and tram stops are getting so dangerous now. yesterday this old guy gets on so drunk he had b...

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.. we don't really say much to each other, or have anything worthy to talk about for the past year or so...

.. we don't really say much to each other, or have anything worthy to talk about for the past year o...

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I've been to church like twice in 2 months. I don't know why

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I put on a good show. I'm a very social person. I talk alot, I guess I have people skills and I come off as optimistic and carefree. In reality I'm a very cynical, anti-social person who rarely wants to talk to people. My confession is, I am not as easy to get to know or likable.

I put on a good show. I'm a very social person. I talk alot, I guess I have people skills and I come...

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two girls i think im in love with my best friend, but i feel bad about it, because i also feel that im in love with my girlfriend of 3 months. sometimes i just wish my best friend would dump her boyfriend and that my girlfriend would dump me so that finally we could be together. but then other times i feel as if i never want to be without my girlfriend.

two girls i think im in love with my best friend, but i feel bad about it, because i also feel that...

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I have been managing a small hedge fund that has recently lost a lot of money 90%. The clients do not know as I intend to make it back, although, 2 are looking to get out of it entirely. And they happen to be my biggest investors. I do not have the capital though and am afraid to tell them as I have a family to provide for.

I have been managing a small hedge fund that has recently lost a lot of money 90%. The clients do no...

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Forgive me father I have sinned. I think I am in love with this girl that goes to my school.The problem is I am also a girl. I dreamed of her and when she walks out the classroom I looked at her a$$ and I feel like I want to spank that . I think I may be bisexual. Today I told her that I liked her and then I kissed her and she kissed me back. I dont know what to do. I want to be the best human being in the world..Forgive me father I have sinned. I think I am in love with this girl that goes to my school.The problem is I am also a girl. I dreamed of her and when she walks out the classroom I looked at her a$$ and I feel like I want to spank that . I think I may be bisexual. Today I told her that I liked her and then I kissed her and she kissed me back. I dont know what to do. I want to do all good things,help others,be positive,always want to do positive things and make others think like me and want to transform this world into a heavenly place.Forgive me father I have sinned. I think I am in love with this girl that goes to my school.The problem is I am also a girl. I dreamed of her and when she walks out the classroom I looked at her a$$ and I feel like I want to spank that . I think I may be bisexual. Today I told her that I liked her and then I kissed her and she kissed me back. I dont know what to do.

Forgive me father I have sinned. I think I am in love with this girl that goes to my school.The prob...

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Men who have it all wrong about what women want annoy me. I don't like indian and african men who think women like them to go "hmmm" I agree we find it rude. Women find that sleaze bag and not everyone likes a shining day. We all different values even at college I talk to some of these foreigners and its boring and too draining to have to explain basic stuff in english. On line dating you really don't know who you are talking to at the end of the email or chat box. Its boring.

Men who have it all wrong about what women want annoy me. I don't like indian and african men who t...

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I made a huge mistake falling for a doctor and a young police officer and this gym instructor and ambulance officer over the past few years and nothing ever happened sexually. This rarely or never get that far with me. I don't let myself believe in love much now days, for a long time. As I am getting older I don't want to share as much and if I won money or property or inherit I don't want to share a thing or marry to have a man take half of it and then I have no home to live. I just would rather if I did have a baby forget about marriage because that is for the special people, the anointed people, the beautiful people, the rich people etc. not for losers like me. I have to think of my own needs and make sure no man will take from me. its unlikely I will have a baby now I am too old to handle it probably lately its taking a lot to stay alive let alone the luxury of romance or career. I don't see a future for myself in much even after graduating from my diploma it means nothing to anyone. I would be crazy now to marry unless the guy was extra amazing and I don't think they exist anymore. I told a young cute guy with the calendars fireies to go sing to the birds i am not interested in naked man bs. in fact I just so wanted to be nasty to him and a complete bitch for every guy who has hurt me I thought he would make a good target and I often do that now, I did some shit to this black jerk yesterday who thought he was all that and a bag of cash (or whatever) but he wasn't hot to me or sorry but nope. after a few things you live and learn and I won't be fooled or moved emotionally now. I find a target and act nasty deliberately occasionally when I don't feel well because a lot of men did that to me or they just ignored me in the city a lot so I do that a lot, but some times there are guys who I could never do that to, like I seen this amputee young guy down the coast and was he sweet and nice looking. I came across a few surfers who were really nice young guys but they just look and smile so I do. I don't get carried away with them because they are way too young for me at 19 a bit too young. I don't want to share even if the guy had money of his own I don't know if it would be worth now. I don't want to be called a gold digger cuz that I aint. I would rather have got rich on my own or winnings or inheritance or work not through someone in marriage. I know my friend said its no one else's business if you find a younger man and you get on with him well don't listen to others. but young or old, with or without money is it worth it? I don't want to end up losing property. I could do with a young slave however if I did get rich. someone I could trust to clean things and move things for me. my wet dream is having a laundry of my own to wash in. I fantasize about sleep rarely sexual romance , whats the point anymore. see I have to talk myself out of it. I made a mistake giving my heart to way too many men and friends in the past and not going to so easily anymore. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dVnb8Dgyyk I made a huge mistake falling for a doctor and a young police officer and this gym instructor and ambulance officer over the past few years and nothing ever happened sexually. This rarely or never get that far with me. I tell myself now, "don't be fooled" after rick. I still run the other way when I see his name etc. sorry but that is life.

I made a huge mistake falling for a doctor and a young police officer and this gym instructor and am...

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terrible dreams about the man who molested me so long ago warning to anyone child abuse- I was molested as a child in the 1970s onwards, and my abuser died and I occasionally when I am stressed I have dreams about him usually him dead and his dead body falling mummy style dead body towards me or his coffin fall of water and I wake up with sheer panic and grossed out sick feelings and him walking around in a air force jacket. Always the pain upsets me and I didn't even want to go out yesterday and I came home sad and in physical pain and what should have been a nice day never is because we are so poor and we can't afford the luxuries others just take for granted. Everyone else on the tour could afford nice restaurant dinners and lunches and golf carts to drive around and shopping for shoes and fashion accessories but we couldn't. I rang someone and I was talking about the physical pain i was in with the breathing problems and the warning on the this milder style chemo treatment says it can cause that. So last night I went to bed early and slept but had a strange dream of being attacked and feeling like my body was shaking and yet I was not able to move when I woke up. I knew it was an incubus attack again. like a soul was leaving and new one came over me. I felt awful or at least strange. I think the tour planner is a complete bitch and does not make the trips inclusive and fun for everyone and she is a brainless twitty-giddy over made up selfish woman who just likes the glitz and glamour of being the organizer and the la-de-da nonsense. I am just so over women over 70 who were too much make up and bright pink lipstick and look like old boilers and think they are teenagers and all they do is spoil everyone else fun with either their loudness and seem so unaware of others struggles other then their glitz and glamour lifestyle and they usually own big houses and many cars and worked all their life and they don't care who has missed out on a thing due to their selfishness in a job of glamour or today they call it flossing, but yeh that is what these terrible women do. they are no fun to be around at all. Its all talk about them, them, them. She made the day awful by not providing times and a map and maybe hiring the golf carts in advance within the fees. She could have dam well provided a decent meal as well for that price. I just feel so ripped off. Because there was not much rainfall the whole experience of the vicarage not much ponds all dried out, sad for the ducks and the views of the day were spoiled by the gusty winds that was ripping up all the dust into our faces and eyes and nose. I think not enough thought is put in to it and we should have stayed there and made a whole day of it there and none of this rushing around town silly stress then waiting for the tour transport to come back was flat out even enjoying a sit down and eat and the cost. We took our own picnic lunch and we only bought a few cups of tea and it just felt so dreadful. Those estates should cater for a barbecue lunch if nothing else or a sit down meal for large tour groups. The organizer just doesn't think about others needs just her and her cronies. Her little club and she is the alpha bitch on board rubbing her shit in and it aint humor. So I am raggard from it all. My dreams are telling me something that the tour group make me feel awful and I don't really want to go anymore. I feel like everyone has a life but me, Everyone has money but me, Everyone has rights but me. This is no life paying out to be treated like crap and I stress over it and it comes out in my dreams. I just wasn't happy with the whole deal yesterday and this is now the 5th day trip I have gone on with this social group and its getting close to my last. They are depressing rich old assholes. I am a lot younger but a lot more disadvantaged with less working life and no marriage and no big bank accounts like them. Social groups don't work for poor abused adults much. everyone is full of bs and la de da flossing around like whores and tarts and dogs and i hate them all really.

terrible dreams about the man who molested me so long ago warning to anyone child abuse- I was mole...

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one gyno told me to go away and then other specialists were telling to go away and didn't want to medically treat me so I wouldn't give them the respect if they are that unprofessional. its unethical. and you'll keep til I get you down. one nig bitch doctor said i was too much stress on her over my periods and i stopped seeing her. she gutz ached about the bleeding from the pap smear and all the other vaginal surgery and they over charge and I can't afford most gynos. their were others who messed me around and wouldn't listen so i left. the greek/nig something wanker well he supposed to have got a hard on over my former friend during her examination after abortion or something and he said things that offended me. so mel was not impressed with him and he was shitbag. you will keep.

one gyno told me to go away and then other specialists were telling to go away and didn't want to me...

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