Confessions about 'General'

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AND YOU, YEH YOU, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FIGHT A BODY THAT IS FAILING ON YOU. I DO!

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AND DID I GET UP THAT PATHOLOGY BLOOD COLLECTION CLINIC FOR CAUSING THE MASSIVE BRUISE ON MY MOTHERS ARM. THEY MUCKED ME AROUND A FEW TIMES CAUSING VEINS TO COLLAPSE AND LOOKING ALL OVER ME TO GET BLOOD I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO TAKE IT FROM MY EYEBALLS. I SAID "STOP, WE WILL LEAVE IT GO TODAY, ENOUGH ALREADY , YOU GOT ME UPSET AND NO POINT TRYING NOW. ITS ONLY ADDING TO THE FEAR OF BLOOD AND NEEDLES IN VEINS. I WAS CRYING. I WAS SO SICK. I SAID TO HER "ARE YOU NEW AT THIS? YOU DON'T SEEM TO KNOW WHAT THE CRAP YOUR DOING"

AND DID I GET UP THAT PATHOLOGY BLOOD COLLECTION CLINIC FOR CAUSING THE MASSIVE BRUISE ON MY MOTHER...

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so this is true, joyce was talking about isa*** her daughter masturbating objects around the house and she would allow her to walk around nude during our so called therapy sessions, and it just wasn't helping me, all it was doing was bringing back old open wounds and hurting me and I do contribute all that and her abuse picking on me relentlessly all the time to my nervous breakdown that no one seemed to notice. I tried to just ignore it when she was running around nude it was not that as the big deal, it was just a child, it didn't do much for me other then put memories in my head and distress me at university. It felt abusive on me in my early 20s single and a virgin and looking for a man who would be stronger then me. now all I hear is joel oolstein and don't reily on others. and god is all you need. yeh. but sometimes it is lonely. like fiona said, I don't have to ask, I just go buy my perfume and clothes and holidays and workshops and courses and I drop out of a lot and have fights with teachers over things and unprofessional veniputure and I don't recommend weekend things in that because they will kill you or if they cause a hematona you can't sue. and I abused the shit out of a company that gave my mum one the blood was running down her arm, that is not a but where is it getting me, everyone things I am stupid and I even do. furthermore, is that is not how its done. I feel so upset that I have made so many enemies since doing a policing diploma because its just hard finding friends who are not criminal. what the fuck am I doing all this shit for? where is the work and money and then some shit doctor can abuse and insult me saying "too late for babies now, you shouldn't even try with all that scaring and it could go cancer down there now and it will be too tight and painful but OH YOU CAN WORK, WORK WORK WORK, WORK BUT NOTHING ELSE" AND SMIRKED. NOT FUNNY FOREIGN ^UNT!

so this is true, joyce was talking about isa*** her daughter masturbating objects around the house ...

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I was a nurse. was is the word for work. I can’t take this sh!t anymore. Just the thought of doing this for another month makes me what to shoot myself. Just 4 more months of this! Come hell or high water I am leaving! I just need to build up my savings a little and then I’m done!!! I am beyond burned out!!! This is the worst home health company, there’s a reason why the turnover is so high, cause it’s absolute sht! This will be my last nursing gig! I’d rather live under a bridge or freeway or working at Walmart scrubbing toilets. I’m getting all my financial sht together and living on passive income. NEVER again. I’m out of this profession – no going back!!!!!

I was a nurse. was is the word for work. I can’t take this sh!t anymore. Just the thought of doing t...

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Note to Arsewipes the world over When calling out an engineer to one your poxy appliances please use this as a reference book 1) Unless the engineer turns up in a van the same length as the fucking Nile he ain’t going have every fucking part for every fucking model of every fucking appliance in it, just accept that as a fact fuckwit. 2) the reason he didn’t arrive in the morning is that believe it or not the poor cunt has more than one job a day to do. And due to the fact he doesn’t travel about on a flying fucking carpet like Ali Fucking Baba, nor possesses a magic fucking wand to wave at your fucked washing machine he might not actually arrive til the afterfuckingnoon. 3) The reason he looks like he doesn’t give a fuck is guess what, yeah he doesn’t actually give a fuck! After years of listening to fuckwits complaining about shit not worth complaining about he has now reached the point he has the power to fix your appliance or not. Sorry madam I’ll need to order the part for your D/W and you’ll have to spend the next fortnight alongside your ugly fat bastarding kids washing your oversized plates even though I’ve got shitloads of that part in my van. I am God. 4) Since you think your so fucking special and more important than every other customer why not cut out a square piece from a cereal box, write VIP on it and pop in into a clear packet. Attach a ribbon to it so you can wear it round your neck like the people backstage at concerts. Wait for me to arrive and then I can treat you like the absolute cunt that you are.

Note to Arsewipes the world over When calling out an engineer to one your poxy appliances please use...

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Feel free to call me again with your silly accusations and comments, all over an imaginary dollar figure. My firm charges based on time spent. You can expect a fee increase from me. In trying to not pay tax for that imaginary dollar, you will end up paying at least 100 times the actual amount. (bye, to you K, tks, bye and don’t come back)

Feel free to call me again with your silly accusations and comments, all over an imaginary dollar fi...

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I hate my staff. Soul sucking, needy, talentless, demanding little children totally incapable of handling their own work. Constantly whining and complaining about every little fucking thing. Enjoy it while you can, you little shits. Slowly, methodically, I am going to fire and replace you one by one.

I hate my staff. Soul sucking, needy, talentless, demanding little children totally incapable of han...

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I work for a charity and I don’t understand why we are constantly encouraged/forced to join in on fundraising activities in the office. I’m treated like an outcast when I object, which is ironic considering the cause we are supposed to be working for. I just don’t understand what the point is of me handing money back to my employer – are they paying me or am I paying them? I don’t want to take part in ‘forced fun’. Believe it or not, I have actual work to do. I spend more than enough of my time surrounded by people too worthy for their own good who think that tweeting anything with a hashtag is making the world a better place. I certainly don’t want to spend an hour crammed into a tiny meeting room with them eating their dry, tasteless cakes.

I work for a charity and I don’t understand why we are constantly encouraged/forced to join in on fu...

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This clown mr col of a manager makes me and some others to go to buy his meals, do personal tramits for him, go to school for his grandchildren, make coffee, personal “favors” etc etc no matter if we are full of work fucking idiot I’m a profesionist not your assistant, I hope you simply die piece of shit, I work in government offices is not bad is just this clown that makes me mad, every time I spit on his meals and pass his card trough my ass, tour come has a smell of shit? Los guess what fucking mummy you have been eating my shit asshole!

This clown mr col of a manager makes me and some others to go to buy his meals, do personal tramits ...

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well I am a nothing and I am proud of it. I don't care what people think of me either. I gave up on outer things and looked inwards for god. its about having faith in the lord first and mostly and the rest comes what ever it is you want.

well I am a nothing and I am proud of it. I don't care what people think of me either. I gave up on ...

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I am sad I feel like there should be a category for just "life". Yes, that is how much I think too much - on an anonymous website, invited to pour your heart out, I still worry, will I do it right? Will people judge? Will people think I am stupid? Will anyone care? Probably not, probably no one will ever even read this . . . Is there someone out there pretending this is anonymous, just waiting to make it public? To make fun of me? To make me realize what a j*** I really am and how much I deserve to feel less than everyone else. . . Because really, that happens - it happens everyday. . . I put this under family and friends,, because, what difference does it make? Seriously. I want to anonymously tell you everything and nothing. Sadly, I am no kid. . . I am old and beaten and tired and I know no one cares . . . I am sad. I know no one will ever read this but me, but still, I said it, maybe it means something - I'm sad - I am just so sad.

I am sad I feel like there should be a category for just "life". Yes, that is how much I think too m...

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It wasn't really much of a relationship, both of us being really awkward unless we talked via Skype or text messages. About three months into the relationship, a roommate of mine started to invite a friend of his over, and me and him got on amazingly well, we both played video games, shared similar interest in music etc. Anyway we started hanging out alot more than what me and my boyfriend did, I began to start feeling guilty for enjoying spending time with my male friend more. After much thinking and reasoning in my head I left my boyfriend, this was about 5 months ago, and ever since then I miss him on a daily bases.. we still talk and hang out occasionally... I guess what I'm asking is, what steps do you think I could take to begin the relationship again.

It wasn't really much of a relationship, both of us being really awkward unless we talked via Skype...

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m going under In the middle of the class during a test. i burst out singing i'm going under then i snapped back in to reality, and asked my teacher if i could go to the bathroom.

m going under In the middle of the class during a test. i burst out singing i'm going under then i s...

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i have not grown pubes yet and im 22 my privates are mocked or laughed at about in the swim rooms.

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Roommate Turning Me Into a Racist Let's start this off by saying I'm sorry if I offended anyone reading this. Secondly, f* you if you're offended this is my confession go be a butthurt in your own confession. So I have this roommate in an apartment init with two other guys. Kost of us get along quite well. My only problem in the house is the one roommate who has no basic etiquette, sense of responsibility, and cleaniness. The roommate (we'll call him Dan) is fromChina. I must clarify now that I am not a racist before meeting this person, and I am an Asian international student so don't bring that anti-America bullshit here. We're in Canada. Dan here must be one of thise rich spoilt kid, because it's obvious his parents never bothered to teach him the basics of respect and politeness. Some of the s* Dan does include: talking loudly on the phone from 1 to 3 am, eating up grocery the rest of us paid for, not keepig track of his own trash and never cleaning up after himself, using other people's possessiob without asking, smoking in an otherwise no-smoking house (at least one other roommmate smokes but does so outside) and leaving smoke ashes and butts around, frequently bringing his friends over which are not better than him. I have tried to confront him twice and both ends up with me being the apparant bad guy for giving a f. Dan is also a b on account of his talkimg s behind my back tactics to ein the love and trust of what he deemed the superior white roommates. His overall personality is terrible, a chubby shut-in who playes video games whenever home (I'm a gamer too but he makes it just embarassing), likes to spout about WWII and military s* (especially in front of our German roommate, nice), and is one of those Asian that try too hard to win the love of white people. I'm sorry to judge an entire nation of people based on one s*****, but it's gettimg unbearable. I'm sure there are nice, respectable and polite Chinese, plenty. If so please for God's sake come and lecture Dan. TL;DR Roommate is a spoilt ill mannered Chinese

Roommate Turning Me Into a Racist Let's start this off by saying I'm sorry if I offended anyone read...

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Strange fantasy For I while now, I just wish that someone would kidnap me; make me dress like a girl in gothic lolita fashion, and rape me/ make me their maid for my food and lodging. I dunno why but when I think about it I feel happy, just serving someone in a beautiful lolita dress, cleaning and cross-dressing for my master. But fantasies always remain fantasies, and who knows I may hate it. But still....why do I keep looking at that dress online? If only I could wear it....

Strange fantasy For I while now, I just wish that someone would kidnap me; make me dress like a girl...

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My MIL My divorced MIL is 9 years older than me. She came to live with me and look after my 2-year-old daughter after my wife died in an accident. Before the month was out, she was sharing my bed with me. Like me, she enjoys oral. We have intercourse almost every night. Her puss is hot and tight, and all I can think about is filling it with my love-juice. I sometimes lick her out after I've cummed up her, and that drives her crazy.

My MIL My divorced MIL is 9 years older than me. She came to live with me and look after my 2-year-o...

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Exposing myself A couple posts have got me to post my own stuff. I'll start with one to see what you think. I lived on the 3rd floor of a 5 floor bldg, across a wide street (200+') from a 3 floor apt bldg. It was May, first warm weather, and I noticed 3 college girls come out on the roof to get some sun. This got me thinking, so I moved my bed at 45° to the window and put stuff under the mattress to lift it a few inches, put my videocam on the sill with a towel to hide it, and connected the video out to my tv (so i could watch them) and my pc video capture app. Then I opened the window and screen wide, turned on the lights really bright to counter the bright sun, got naked, grabbed a towel, and waited out of sight. It took a while but when two girls left the third started looking at what was going on in the intersection, so I walked in naked with the towel, back and forth until she noticed and looked at me, with a surprised look that she shouldn't be looking but couldn't help it (I know that feeling, as I'm also a peeping tom). I moved around a bit, and she tried to be inconspicuous, then I walked out and got a dvd, came back in and acted like I put it in to play, grabbed the remote, laid on the bed and acted like I was watching a p*** vid, wanking away for like 10 minutes. She had a grossed out look on but was very interested, so when I finally came I made a big deal of it. Then I laid there for a bit touching myself and finally got up, grabbed the towel an walked out of her sight. I kept watching her for a few minutes until she figured it was over and left.

Exposing myself A couple posts have got me to post my own stuff. I'll start with one to see what you...

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I had a vivid dream about a man years before meeting him. In the dream, he was my husband, we had children, and the love he had for me was so deep and unconditional that it cannot be put in words and I loved him so much. Years later, I met him in real life and thought he looked very familiar but could not remember why. Then it clicked one day. He was literally the man of my dreams. Every detail was the same. The first day I met him, he looked into my eyes and held on to my hand so long, I had to let go. I've had several dreams about him since the first one, varying from friendship, engagement, being married and him being there during the birth of our twins....girl born first, boy born second...so weird. My deceased dad told me in a dream years ago that I will have children, twins, a boy and girl...which is odd because I've never really wanted to have children. This man and I never dated, and we never pursued each other, not even for close friendship, and funny thing is I actually thought he was gay for the longest but he set the record straight (no pun) and said he's not when I asked after I knew him a little better. We'd see each other everyday and he'd always make it his duty to greet me and I'd always save food for him. He recently had to move to another state due to unfortunate circumstances, with his job and I no longer have contact with him. I just cannot get him out of my mind. When I do forget him in waking life, he seeps into my dreams again. The dreams make me feel a deep love for him, but I don't know if it's true feelings, but the love is so strong.

I had a vivid dream about a man years before meeting him. In the dream, he was my husband, we had ch...

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I'm a fitness addict. I look in the I'm a fitness addict. I look in the mirror and am not happy with my tone. I'm a buff female so it's weird.

I'm a fitness addict. I look in the I'm a fitness addict. I look in the mirror and am not happy with...

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