I'm a 19 year old guy, and I have to confess that I've started to like the idea of crossdressing. I get such a thrill just thinking about it. I want to put on some fishnets and fingerless gloves, get a blue-dyed wig and a really punk-rock girly shirt and some chunky goth boots and just go out on the town and have everyone wondering who that cute goth girl is. I'm terrified of someone finding out. It's so abnormal, I know, but I can't help it. I don't even know why I'm typing it out. It's my innermost fantasy but I'm too scared to act out on it or tell anyone, and it's killing me inside.