Confessions about 'Hate'

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you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate or whoever, have heard all the bullshit out. naturally they will see anyone they want as a loooser and laugh at them and to them we are worse then pathetic. I mean seriously give me a break, look at that priest and what a retard he thought I was he was trying hard to pull the wool at me, I thought the hide of you. I wanted to see a priest ages ago like 15 years ago when I was sick and no one wanted to know. ricky had to wreck everything has he always does for dear fucking poverty shits in south america bunch of cunts. they are evil breed of germs not even people. anway, this fucking preist had this tude like "you want to give something back to the church" ? not really , they never gave me much but insults and put downs the whole time I was at school there. so no, I thought the hide of you to expect me as a single never been married, never had a job, don't own a house no friends or boyfriend, no ego to flaunt around with genuine friends like other women I see with their hubby and bubby being so loved and cared about and fussed after and their egos on high! their egos are their orgasms lets face it. and I am like, no! I am jealous so so so so jealous of all of them sluts you helped get nice husbands, what was your critera anyway to fit in here in this hell whole church anway? see that is why I call catholics "dirty little cum squats" that is all the females are tauht to be they play evil for sex and power and that ring on their finger and they will earn every penny of it when all their friends backstab them as most usually do somewhere.

you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate o...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else could love them like this. I know people see me as pathetic and my pets and parents as pathetic and looosssssssseers. and we are.

my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way she walks is so scared of everything, I have a ragdoll he is pathetic all of my pets are like me pathetic. but only I could love them, no one else could love the pathetic and give up as much as I have for pathetic looosers of this world. yeh I told this black niggar teacher to go shove it and I made his black assed race feel better then me, I mean it orignially was ment as a joke a rabbling of morning papers but bowie or dickhead ricky or some fuckhole took it too seriously and actually thought I really ment it all. like as if? and I can see why prince william saw me as a complete loooser joke and him and leigh morris had a bet to get me raped by a ugly fat married tattooed bald retard I never could love if I tried to. I have no doubt they all went home laughing layed eggs in their underwear princess kate must have layed eggs in bra laughing over it, as if she could be anyones friend? what a joke!

I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down feel a certain hate for him for really trusting me, I could so easily harm him and torture him like people have done to me. people say all this stuff about gray or black cats or persians and fluffy cats being abused and last to be chosen cuz of color or furballs and I think thank god I actually do have a heart for my pets, I just know if I ever trusted men I do like they do look at me like "that dumb trusting spastic woman, that loser helpless in a car accident what a looooossseer! and being raped and bashed and molested etc. what a looooossseeer! right" so I might as well be untrusting and let them think "that spastic bitch who never trusts" cuz unlike me I don't hurt my pets but I know other people do deliberately attack them and women.

my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down f...

Pride, Hate

I have no doubt joyce is probably been laughing her head off at how she abused me, thinking she is super clever and super funny and how dumb I am. I have no doubt she lays eggs in her underwear cackling like a witch with what she has done. she probably laughed, next door they had a drugged man giggling all the time and it sounded like they were crushing bones like skulls and things, and giving people electric shocks with a generator they had I would hear loud bangs.

I have no doubt joyce is probably been laughing her head off at how she abused me, thinking she is s...

Abuse, Hate

i used to have confidence in medical people now I just see them as dumb people guessing and abusing people. as evil. I have always found it hard to trust people, trust doctors or ambulance or police or just most men and women. I have no real trust in people. I have never really trusted. only an idiot trusts!

i used to have confidence in medical people now I just see them as dumb people guessing and abusing ...

Abuse, Hate

i never trusted the ambulance people I was afraid they would be give me a leathal doze of morphine to kill me. I thought they wanted to kill me. I didn't trust one of them. i mean they are just people they didn't look really copedant nor did the people at the hospitals. the doctors and nurses didn't look trustworthy or companant or skilled. they told me to go away so I never went back there.

i never trusted the ambulance people I was afraid they would be give me a leathal doze of morphine t...

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louise was a very vain young bride, they were all vain sluts. whores. jezabels. I knew they would ruin my life on me.

louise was a very vain young bride, they were all vain sluts. whores. jezabels. I knew they would ru...

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some bitch who is a real family destroyer we never should have welcomed through the door of the house years ago, you look at the personality of so many bullies and you know deep down its their own fault that they bully others because they can't address the issues of their own lives so they attack others wrecking jobs and relationships.

some bitch who is a real family destroyer we never should have welcomed through the door of the hou...

Hate

I love my cats they are like really friends to me. I love it when they cuddle up to me and love pats and kisses. I adore them so much. but I wish I had children of my own and I could never get rid of a cat just to have a baby, we have had pets around babies and they cope very well. infact most of my cats are like mothers to the baby and watch them and look out for them. I owed the house not burning down to one of my cats, she let me know there was a fire in the toaster one morning in quick time smoke everywhere and she was letting me know about it. I need a husband who like cats and wild birds etc. I love the baby plovers and minors and I feed the birds a lot, the butcher birds, etc.

I love my cats they are like really friends to me. I love it when they cuddle up to me and love pats...

Hate

I have to mentally prepare myself for having to have a blood test or medical procedure. I find medical situations rather overwhelming but I often cope better then I think. but I never apologise for needling to laydown or get up slowly from blood and surgical procedures. I just am delicate like that. always have been. my sister is like that too and my dad and mum and my grandmother and I am not the only one in the family that go through this.

I have to mentally prepare myself for having to have a blood test or medical procedure. I find medic...

Abuse, Hate

stop bullying me. bring yourself in you wrong doer. sarina and scown. and rich bitches. bring yourself into the cops you russian pigs yeh you know you are those bin busters in africa.

stop bullying me. bring yourself in you wrong doer. sarina and scown. and rich bitches. bring yourse...

Hate

I reckon the royals and pop stars killed all those people in 9/11 and have been trying to make out its other innocent people like me as a murderer. I am sure david bowie and a whole group of them were trying to murder me and trying to make out I was a terrorist when the only real terrorists are them. look at the way they live their lives.

I reckon the royals and pop stars killed all those people in 9/11 and have been trying to make out i...

Hate

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had a weird dream and heard someone outside. I couldn't eat breakfast so just had a drink of chocolate milk and a banana and 1 gingernut cookie and lunch some baked beans on toast and dinner I had lean heart smart pork and baked apple and steamed veggies and exercised and did a bit of study and did a few lectures.

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had ...

Pride, Hate

I wanted a clean home, and orderly life and proud career and family life of my own. what did I get instead a heap of rubbish nothing of what I wanted or imagined as ideal. so how can I be content in this puddle of crap? when there is better to be had and done.

I wanted a clean home, and orderly life and proud career and family life of my own. what did I get i...

Abuse, Hate

I am being forced to live out a heap of morning pages of a angery frustrated novelist from 30-25 years ago that had very little meaning to me. I am being forced to live out a prisoners existance for no crime.

I am being forced to live out a heap of morning pages of a angery frustrated novelist from 30-25 yea...

Abuse, Hate

you can stick the candle shit stick up you own ass and set it on fire blow out your birthday candles that way. give a whole new meaning to candle in the wind! fucking candle stick computer games investment con artists.

you can stick the candle shit stick up you own ass and set it on fire blow out your birthday candles...

Hate

I workout inside the house but can't lose weight, even with diets and I blame my medications, I blame a lot of people who seemed to want me fat and I wanted to be thin. you can't understand the pain unless your in it and know it first hand people deliberately ruining your career, relationships and education and health. it became past the point of tolerance and funny over 10 years ago and these people wonder why I hate them all. you only ruined all the enjoyment and expectancy of love and fun and success and being appreciated in my life.

I workout inside the house but can't lose weight, even with diets and I blame my medications, I blam...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I have a heap of exercise equipment I am not using as much anymore but my back surgeon wanted me to lose weight and exercise my areas to bring down weight and also tone up the back and abdo area and the bitch over the road hates seeing me exercise I wish we had more privacy or somewhere else to put the exercise machines and a friend to workout with. all friends are super cunt bitches.

I have a heap of exercise equipment I am not using as much anymore but my back surgeon wanted me to ...

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I have been working on my scented garden for some time now. I have a japanese feel and bali feel to some areas with fragrant flowers and a surprise around most corners, I have vegs and a failed friut tree and a few bulbs and mostly waterwise parts some flower and herbs and trees that flower with nice aromas at every corner. I want more privacy and still a lot more work to be done on the old place restoring is costly.

I have been working on my scented garden for some time now. I have a japanese feel and bali feel to ...

Hate