Confessions about 'Hate'

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i don't know why anna is bothering to get in contact with me on network pages cuz each time all she does is bring a heap of idiots who want to friend me but won't speak to me and won't talk to me??? its a bit confusing to me. she knows I rarely have my mobile on and I tell people all the time call me on the home number I prefer phone calls at home no emails and networks online. I need annas games. if she real friend she will call me on the home line. end of that story!

i don't know why anna is bothering to get in contact with me on network pages cuz each time all she ...

Abuse, Hate

I am not responsible for emma at all. I did nothing to her. she is the bully in a powerful job walking over people and dictating and acting like some nazi king kong. dog woman.

I am not responsible for emma at all. I did nothing to her. she is the bully in a powerful job walki...

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i don't know why anna send me a message to my mock linkedin account I set up just for a IT course project. yet she doesn't want to ring me on my home number, I don't see the point in us talking anymore anyway. I don't care how life has gone for her really I wish her well but I don't want to know because she messed things up for me.

i don't know why anna send me a message to my mock linkedin account I set up just for a IT course pr...

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tickle kitty is a dangerous satanic

Abuse, Hate

this overseas colleges, another one is being abusive towards me ignoring all requests for dashboard assistance and i told them I am going to report them today if they don't get back to me. its racist, sexist and unprofessionalism.

this overseas colleges, another one is being abusive towards me ignoring all requests for dashboard ...

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my mother is constantly wrecking up my study and work and relationship opportunities and she is annoying me all the time with her illnesses and bullshit. she has a omen in her that constantly destructs good around her for herself and her family. its just automatic for her to abuse everyone around her. she ruined jobs for my father and picks fights with neighbors and yells all the time and very agressive and hates men. she just hates people really. she has always been that way and always will be I think. she likes to see me get diplomas and degrees and things but she likes to make it difficult for me like getting all the pages mixed up out of the printer deliberately for assignments etc

my mother is constantly wrecking up my study and work and relationship opportunities and she is anno...

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i need to know do you feel guilty enough yet! so guilty you can't face people and have twitches and weird mannerisms, and terrets sydrome yet like you did to me as a teenager ! i want to see it for myself that you have got back what you did to me and others! and how you always needed to go through other peoples books and bags and rubbish looking in the secrets in their minds eye what they thought was going on around then and speculating or dreams and nightmares and the way you needed to live them out I sure hope that all comes back to you all! guilt is not an easy thing to live with said irene the perfect guilt barer mother confessor bitch with all her little dirty secrets and games.

i need to know do you feel guilty enough yet! so guilty you can't face people and have twitches and ...

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I met a really nice man last year and it was in a business situation and I felt like I could not break protocol to flirt or ask him out. I find it hard in business situations to just change mode of character yet a lot of my friends years ago who often get dates this way and I wondered how they did it because no men ever did that with me or ask me out on dates like that. so I tend to always remain stayed and not break social protocols. maybe I should but it doesn't come easy to me.

I met a really nice man last year and it was in a business situation and I felt like I could not bre...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

the last time I saw ricky the singer he was looking so tired and he gave this other south american guy came over to me as well that was a strange night. I was so dumb and numb I wish I had not have said I had a boyfriend when I didn't, he was nice. I seen jason the signer a few times looking so sad and he would touch me on the hand and I felt embarased because I begged him to call me cuz I was so down and never did, like most of the law office guys i worked with they would promise to meet up and then go drinking with their mates instead. that was hurtful.

the last time I saw ricky the singer he was looking so tired and he gave this other south american g...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

rick loved rubbing his mates balls in nightclubs infront of everyone and doing ways out lewid acts to shock people and It all became rather stupid and boring to me. and he had the most vial cynical mouth and was fucking dozens of women in cars and all over the place. while he got katey to bash me and she sexually assaulted me as well. and he seemed to enjoy the circus he had created around him full of freaks and vulgarity I could not understand and apreciate because I wanted to settle down and get married in a church and have children. I wanted to be courted and dated like a fairytale princess, all rick wanted was stupidity i couldn't appreciate, for a chicargo businessman he was really a fop and weird and married a asian woman and went bald and creepy looking.

rick loved rubbing his mates balls in nightclubs infront of everyone and doing ways out lewid acts t...

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ricky is lucky he has two beautiful sons and kate loves flaunting her kids as if she is the only woman who can produce them and unless your exactly like her you can't have kids - they are the modern day family that looks rather awquard to me, so when do the rest of us get a fair go to have children and loving marriages and lifestyles we feel apeased in?

ricky is lucky he has two beautiful sons and kate loves flaunting her kids as if she is the only wom...

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I've been at fat girl all my life. When I was only seven I weighed 120 pounds. Unfortunately for me a lot of it was in my tits, I could wearing a C-cup bra. Also my mother was only 14 when she had me and was very bad drunk who drank herself to death by the time I was 12. At age 4 my father and 3 half brothers from his first wife were regularly molesting me at night. And with my huge tits they had me naked most of the time. Sucking them and fingering me all the time. Dad was the worst, he finally took my virginity at 7. I had been giving them all head each night for years. My oldest brother had used me anally since age 8. When I was 11 the four of them started all fucking me bareback every night. Finally at 14 they knocked me up. As all 4 of them came in each night, I didn't know who was the father. From age 14 until 20, I was pregnant 5 times and had all girls. I never went to high school, by 22, dad and my brothers had mostly forgot about me and had started on my daughters. I would mostly grabbed by the hair and forced to give head and swallow. Then pushed away like I was a whore. The oldest girl was 8 and the youngest 2. Dad took them and my brothers the other 3. Then one day, all 4 of them attacked me at once, they gang raped me for a day. In a drunken and drug fueled attack, they used their cocks, dildos, and a baseball bat rapeing me over and over, even when i passed out. Then they dumped me on the floor, I was bleeding from my pussy and ass. By that point, they were passed out from all the drugs and booze. I knew i had only one chance. I was in agony but showered and dressed. I stole the 40k in cash dad had from selling drugs. And my late mother documents I could pass for her in fact. I took their car keys. I also stole their cell phones and computers sell. I cut the houses phone line. And took off in one car, which I dumped in another state. I cried as I drove away knowing my girls would face what I had and be cintinue to be used for sex. But I knew I would die if I stayed. 25 years have passed now. I live a Western state, with a great man and a wonderful daughter we adopted. We live off the grid and limited internet access. I'm writing this at an internet café, in a town 70 miles from our home. He thinks I'm 61, but I'm only 49. I still have nightmares of that old life and what my children had to do. I wonder did that animal of father impregnate his own grandchildren? Did my half brother do the same to their daughters. I'll never know, I covered my tracks very well. Changed my looks lost weight and dyed my hair brown. Living quietly has given me the peace and protection I needed.

I've been at fat girl all my life. When I was only seven I weighed 120 pounds. Unfortunately for me ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence, Stealing, Sex

why do people blindly live by slogans? and make out the slogan is a bible ? slogans are not life.

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i have a headache, my mother is selfish she is happy with me being her little companion running around with her photoing but does she think about what would make me feel happy? she says she does want me to find a man but then why has she ruined so many opportunties for me? she agrees with me and the therapists that ken was all wrong for me, and I deserved to be treated better and have a better man then him. she just seems to want me to be like a child forever. she didn't help me find a man when I was younger like I see other mothers do, she is so lazy as a mother like that. she is not thinking of how I will cope when she dies or how lonely and unloved I feel needing a husband all these years as if this is normal to sleep in your mothers bed at 45. I don't even have a bedroom of my own nor does my older sister who sleeps on a couch futon I bought. she won't use the bed I bought. am I in the twilight zone here? how can people think this is all normal? joyce didn't know what the fuck hell she was doing cuz if she had of my life would have worked out right. I am only a failure all due to her dumb advice and bullshit. she had no idea what the fuck hell that spastic lunitic whore was doing. she was spastic. she is spastic. she didn't have the answers to her own life! she was sucking off vulnerable people. she never consered herself with what I wanted. no one at russos asked me "and what do you want out of a career and life ?" they had made up their mind to push me off to disability after they abused me into a disabled state!

i have a headache, my mother is selfish she is happy with me being her little companion running arou...

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thankfully not all doctors asian are like him. I do not understand it, but I am sick of it.

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dr wang at wello- don't worry about study or a clean house or a marriage or a career or a car or a holiday, just keep going out shopping! was his advice! why would I want a husband if I don't have a degree only women who have degree and have slanty eyes have important assholes not white trash women who are abused ! what fucking advice is that of a stupid fucking doctor! fucking sick bastard made me ill. that bastard tried to kill me, the son of a slut. "you leave all the worry up to my clever superior asian male brain white trash woman"... ok! fix everything you fucked up on me then! kingccunt!

dr wang at wello- don't worry about study or a clean house or a marriage or a career or a car or a h...

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why is the world full of slogans and yet no one lives by most of them. life is not a slogan.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

sally from nutrijunk was saying to me, "stop trying to be interesting and be interested in others" that is all I have ever done all my life, helped others get what they want, removed myself away so other whores could get cock and glory, see others loved and happy in careers etc, whose been interested in me and helping me? no one! besides, she is the one who has been married a dozen times not me. she could give up hunting and give other women a go, as my doctor told me to tell her.

sally from nutrijunk was saying to me, "stop trying to be interesting and be interested in others" t...

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I suffer from pms and I sometimes cry and get depressed and a lot of people and men just don't want to understand what I am going through. I try so hard to put on a pretence of fake jolliness but I often sit crying alone in my room just wish someone would hug me. I never live up to what people want and they just walk over me too much. I feel so down and depressed and only a doctor or a woman going through this can understand. I wish there were support groups locally. I know people think its stupid but it is a real physical and psychological thing for me, I feel almost psychotic and paranoia and like everyone hates me and I have no friends. all my friends disappoint me deliberately so I guess I should learn to do that back more to people right. stop being the one that makes things good and ok for those who don't give a shit about me, like the choirs and churches and poeple like kelly and sally who just use and walk over me because I am so nice... oh they are so needing more then me, how dare I put my feelings and needs first! well sorry but I have to bitches!.

I suffer from pms and I sometimes cry and get depressed and a lot of people and men just don't want ...

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I can't forgive you joyce - I am living the life you wanted for me alone and abused and neglected, it was not my choice of lifestyle. for some reason she could not seperate her life experiences from her clients and expected her clients to live out her family bullshit she couldnt face herself

I can't forgive you joyce - I am living the life you wanted for me alone and abused and neglected, i...

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