Confessions about 'Hate'

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my family and nephew and relatives talk about me poorly and rude and send message to me with crap like "stop raping me micheal" and that finished my mother of them completely after I told her that. and how mental my brother and sister are their spiteful vial words are of evil.

my family and nephew and relatives talk about me poorly and rude and send message to me with crap li...

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my brother has a serious mental disorder he was sexually abused by a old pedo he lives in denial about it and is living a fake life and taking out on his family and sibblings my sister has been the same. very spitefilled satanic ways. it could come back to them some day.

my brother has a serious mental disorder he was sexually abused by a old pedo he lives in denial abo...

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like mary p and don in 1977 and how they raped my cousin stephen and going through my diaries with bugsy and playing games on us kids playing emotional and mentally abusive games we didn't ask for, we were only 5 and 8 and they involved us in their evil deceptions and I wish I had of known what they were up to back then but I was just a child. I fell hook line and stinker into their games of vulgarity and abuse. she always loved giggling making fun of people at parties and treating people like they were spastic while she was clever poor woman pretending to be bankrupt and her alcoholic mother and the crap she went on with and expecting other people to look after her kids cuz she was so lazy and un-motherly and only cared about money.

like mary p and don in 1977 and how they raped my cousin stephen and going through my diaries with b...

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sarina russo and joyce poorter have spent their lives pushing in where they did not fit yet push others down and yet joycee and russo dogs come from scum gentic disposition

sarina russo and joyce poorter have spent their lives pushing in where they did not fit yet push oth...

Hate

right now everyone talking is sounding like a darlec to my ears they are echooey for some reason

Hate

how I feel about ken, russell and joyce and rick . ...my depression is you, the little things do and say break every moment of my night and day my depression is you! just change obsession for depression I used to be the one who made you feel So safe and strong I could always make it right When everything was going wrong I don't know why it seems So different now I'm on my own And I don't know what it is That scares me when I'm all alone I can't believe that everyone I know Would lie to me When they all tell me that I'm not the man I used to be Don't want to hear about the things That I already know You've got to say it isn't so Oh no, it's the [Chorus] The ghost of you that gets me every time Just won't let go until it brings me down I try to hide it but there's only one My obsession is you Yeah, my friends all turn away They tell me not to waste my time They say they just don't understand How anyone could be so blind And there's one thing you can't change Forget about her now you know she's gone Hey boy, that girl is just no good She's only gonna do you harm So I watch the hours turn Until I lose the last lony Roy of light And I know I can't pretend Those shadows won't come out tonight Read more: Icehouse - My Obsession Lyrics | MetroLyrics

how I feel about ken, russell and joyce and rick . ...my depression is you, the little things do and...

Hate

i don't understand why doctors and ambulance and nurses were so abusive towards me. I did nothing to them, they should take their shit out on someone their own size !!! and stop bullying patients. it was an insult and you don't expect to be abused verbally by medical ambulance it is unacceptable rudeness. I wouldn't even say those thing in a job. I have never been so insulted the way they said "stop worry about your cat if you choose to die cats look after themselves" I was offended their rudness I could have bashed that son of a whore ambulance wanker his mother his a whore for producing trash like him into this world and he was ugly too he thought he was hot but he was rather ugly and a real fob danny! dannies are the lowest of shit cuz they pounce around and live off women like giggilos

i don't understand why doctors and ambulance and nurses were so abusive towards me. I did nothing to...

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this fat bombastic abusive ugly indian whore who was bullying me with her shit, talking down at me, laughing and saying treatment the specialist gave me would not work and not explaining things and I was client. she had a duty to me and she was acting stupid. I wondered if she knew that adel from iran on make friends.com who was stalking me with bullshit saying I eat too much and need to be vegan and all this rubbish. he was an idiot.

this fat bombastic abusive ugly indian whore who was bullying me with her shit, talking down at me, ...

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i am sick of having to see everyone having everything I need and want. I am sick of going without and I am sick of being made to feel ugly by everyone and unworthy. its gone too far ages ago. dr yana was abusing me she was the one causing me distress and yet she was saying rubbish like i was causing her stress - my therapist laughed and said she is nuts and should give up her job then. I am starting to hate all black niggar bums. I think they ruin white womens love lives deliberately out of jealousy and need to be stopped.

i am sick of having to see everyone having everything I need and want. I am sick of going without an...

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i tust want to know why joyce as a therapist needed to see me fail at university and relationships and where and who was putting this bullshit in her head to say to me, why did she feel the need to ruin every part of my life. I never did that to anyone so why do it to me? how could it have made her feel better about herself anyway? its been 25 -30 years of hell. emotional and physical pain loneliness and abuse and never being hugged and loved right. I didn't think it would be this complicated. then she needed to ruin my career and health and our house and my dads business. why? why did she need to see me childless and isolated and in pain?

i tust want to know why joyce as a therapist needed to see me fail at university and relationships a...

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i didn't like the way someone was implying that I was a door mat around macbeth and It felt like a black evil spirit witchcraft. I like other men too but there appears to be some engergy stopping me from seeing the medical people I need to, getting dates, making friends, getting jobs, etc. I am even considering changing pscyhologists again. I feel that its not working out in a good way for some reason it never seems to with them. I don't know why. there is only 1 I really trust. I need to see someone who will let me express my emotions and talk about the serious stuff these ones are not letting do that enough.

i didn't like the way someone was implying that I was a door mat around macbeth and It felt like a ...

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I don't want to be around pop stars anymore. they just don't do much for me emotionally or give me a boost or high. infact most were violent, abusive, rude and evil.

I don't want to be around pop stars anymore. they just don't do much for me emotionally or give me a...

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I liked macbeth til I found out how evil and nasty he was. I really liked his smile and personality and I thought he was nice looking til he showed me what a weirdo vendictive man he is. its hard to believe men like that exist. I thought he was nicer but as time went on he was mean. I worked out he didn't like me and there was no way I was going to be allowed to be around him anyway. but there are other better men out there. its like that with david he means nothing to me now. I just want them all to go away if they can't love me just go away and don't flaunt their relationships and babies around me is my attitude. I got sick of seeing joyce wedding photos my sisters and fat bitches wedding photos and yet no one ever chooses me. and I can't love ken if I tried. a bag of cement just is not enjoyable company! we had nothing in common at all. It was depressing the whole time I was with him like russel if they only knew the depression they caused me having to put up with them. I had to do my civic duty in cultivating the classes yobos on how to dine with a lady and act half way normal and school them on how to talk about academic things and ken taught me nothing, russel taught me nothing. it was so morbid being around them.

I liked macbeth til I found out how evil and nasty he was. I really liked his smile and personality ...

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I am significantly depressed wondering why men have rejected me, but its not going to make me want ken or russel or wayne or frank more. so its counter productive over all this whole experience has been just wastelands for me. when I could have been in a marriage with someone I genuinely love rather then abuse and raped by ugly fat loser scum like ken or having to tolerate eating with a slob yobo fat loser like russel who got kicked out of the army and we had nothing in common at all. same with wayne we had nothing in common, frank was too childish to be a man and I wanted someone stronger then him he reminded me of my cousin too much. I am sick of being unlucky in love and pushed around. I should start pushing other people around! I needed a husband a long time ago.

I am significantly depressed wondering why men have rejected me, but its not going to make me want k...

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there is no enjoyment to look forward to in life, I have given up on believing some man will love me. joyce was right I am so ugly I have to bark like a dog for a man to love me. she didn't need to tell me that I already knew I was ugly but she didn't have to add insult to injury and enjoy seeing my university and romance and health failures like some sexual pervert voyuer needing to watch me go through things to make her feel better about herself. I still can't see how it helps her or me for me to be left on the shelf in every way possible and not allowed a husband or children or friends or fun. and I can't help it if I just don't love ken or russel or rick. I need a man who will act like a man and stop fighting act grown up and take responsibility for himself. I don't know why I have had to gain weight again to make sarina russo whore feel better about her ugly dogfaced self. I mean nothing could make those women feel better anyway, they just enjoy abusing certain women out of jealousy I guess I should have done it back to heaps of women myself. I wish I could bash katy back now and joyce and my sister for all the abuse and lies she has done. no one in this family loves her anymore but her delis' filipinas and I hate filipinas. they sicken me and my dad.

there is no enjoyment to look forward to in life, I have given up on believing some man will love me...

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I am so depressed, I deliberately have made men I like hate me for other womens egos, then I get pushed to fat rapists I hate and I am sick of living like this and want a better life. I know people hate me but I am sick of being bashed over men. I actually hate most women.

I am so depressed, I deliberately have made men I like hate me for other womens egos, then I get pus...

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i wouldn't give up my cats for anything, I just wish that they were easier to make them take their flea control and worming tablets, simmy had to embarase me last time at the vet he just refused to allow the vet to give him a worming tablet. and he gets on well with snug and mia and mooshi. mooshi is sweet little persian. simmy is a cute boy black and chocolate and snug my dad really loves him so much and he is a lovely playful boy who is a ragdoll. my dad used to hate cats but now he loves snug so much.

i wouldn't give up my cats for anything, I just wish that they were easier to make them take their f...

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when I first got mia (a mother cat) from a shelter she was a bit frightened and agressive, she wanted to be with me a lot but then she would hide under places if dogs barked or trucks past and she had obvious food anxieties she would grab food and drag it around and meow to her kittens who had been adopted out, she would also grab kitten plush toys and drag them or socks as if they were her kittens, a few times she has been agressive towards me and she does not like being in confined small places she can't get away so I avoid being near her in the hallway so she does not feel threatened. but overall she is a good cat who has learnt to adapt to our family. her and snug have had a few bad fights where he has made her bleed and attacked her, and I have had to punish him and tip water over him and chase him away from her. but mostly they are good and all get on. they know to behave if the water spray bottle comes out or a rolled up newspaper. I don't like them fighting.

when I first got mia (a mother cat) from a shelter she was a bit frightened and agressive, she wante...

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I am not interested in ken and I want to stop the people who are pushing that rapist on to me again. mum said he is not welcome here at all and she will attack him and call police. so ken would be stupid to come near me again. he has to know he would never be welcome here in my family. my mother does not like him at all, mum does not like most men.

I am not interested in ken and I want to stop the people who are pushing that rapist on to me again....

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kelly then got abusive with me when I said I couldn't take the abuse of anita and margie and that doctors receptionist anymore. I didn't feel comfortable around them at all. I don't like kelly she is a complete smug slut bitch, no wonder other women were calling her a whore. she uses her retartedness as a her meal ticket to abuse other women. she is a selfish bitch. she asked me to her party and I don't know why she bothered asking me she gets her sister to pick us up in a old car full of junk that we felt in the way. kelly is strange. she is highly agressive and a complete lying brat. I thought she would be a real friend but she only cares about men not her friends. and margie was saying awful things about how she was going to tell her mother on her mothers death bed she hated her and no god would be there for her and that upset me because I have had fears for a long time of ending up a street person, I will end up a old battered hag on the street alone and have to dump my cats and let them die on the streets or feral slauger chamber in some euthansia house for shelter pets, and mum will end up a hump back living under a bridge and rose is the one who always survives with her lies and games over the rest of us. that mongrel lying whore. and kelly would not listen to me how abusive margie the music teacher is, I seen her abusive to stephy and me and others over carrying equipment and gossiping and her controlling into choir girls private lives making fools of retarted girls and intelligent girls she likes to make them feel retarted and unwanted by anyone like joyce did. and I could tell margie thought she was too good to teach those low life disables underneath all that false front she was hating it. I left because I didn't want to be involved in what games were going on, I don't need that in my life. I don't want to know either. I don't want to know about any of their marriges and fucking weddings and singing. I am not a singing birdy!

kelly then got abusive with me when I said I couldn't take the abuse of anita and margie and that do...

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