I am depressed :-(

i refuse to forgive a lot of people and my parents support me on this. its a myth that you have to forgive others for yourself to move on. its a lie we are told to pass on bullshit. my parents just said to me "you don't have to forgive one person who abused you and why should you be the one in deficit while they are all glorious, i didn't bring you into the world to left cheated". then everything just suddenly felt better when they said that to me.

i refuse to forgive a lot of people and my parents support me on this. its a myth that you have to f...

rick said you have to be working and not living at home with family to be in a relationship otherwise you were not of sound mind or maturity or with it. so if you don't have a job you gay too!

rick said you have to be working and not living at home with family to be in a relationship otherwis...

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student or lawyer or something to date me, take me out to fancy dining and drive me out places and buy me nice jewelry and go nice places during the day like scenic drives and other events and nice hotel rooms. not the bullshit I got. the uncivil shitbag nightclubs and loud music of stupid bands, and silly pathetic attempts at invites by dirty neighbors who stole william on me. hmmm. I mean he couldn't even come up to me and make time for me and treat me like I had something worthwhile to add to talk about child abuse issues I wanted raised. oh no! I wanted to marry and have a baby and study at the same time, all this time wasted. wasted... so you think I am some scum who only deserves a scum like ken carey well, I come from better, my parents expect people to treat me to better then that. ken would never be good enough to me or them.

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student...