Confessions about 'Love'

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Love, Marriage, Sex

I am head over heels in love with a married women. I didnt mean for it to happen. We have talked about our feelings and do love each other, definetly soul mates. She will not leave her husband and her kids cause her marriage is a happy one, I totally respect her decision but it hurts bad. it took me until I was 34 to find this true love and I am very very very scared that I will never find anyone that makes me feel the way she does. Will someone ever look at me with such love the way she does, will someone ever understand me the way she does. I hate being lonely but feel that even I did try and met other women they will never compare to her. Also I feel like I want to wait for her to see if her life circumstances ever change to the point she can be with me. Maybe cause I am 34 and unlikely to find anyone its best to hold out some hope that I can be with her maybe not next year, maybe not even in 5 years but maybe sometime. Special girl I know u will read this, I love u angel.

I am head over heels in love with a married women. I didnt mean for it to happen. We have talked abo...

Love

It doesn't help that you act like him- you also like to point loaded guns at women. You just haven't killed anyone- YET!

It doesn't help that you act like him- you also like to point loaded guns at women. You just haven...

Murder, Love

I must say, I am completely in love with a man who is just ace at everything he does. he seems to know how to please me in everyway when we are together. I am often cold to him, because of his statue in tall shape and status in life as senior to me yet I have no doubt about the sense of appeal, attraction and romantic chemistry since we first met.

I must say, I am completely in love with a man who is just ace at everything he does. he seems to kn...

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I have been (I guess you could say) in love with my guy friend for the majority of high school. It's a terrible situation, as I know the feelings are most likely never going to be returned. Over time he has 'warmed-up', but in the past he has inferred he's not interested. It's confusing though, he really does give mixed signals... He has lead me on to a certain degree. Our relationship is very on-off, whether we realize it all the time or not. However, once in a while I will get a crush on another boy of a period of time. I'm not all that concerned about it... I actually like the feeling of not being so 'grounded' to liking my friend...it's nice to feel almost 'free' I guess (as corny as that sounds) It's just I'm confused at how fast I can go from being infatuated with him to another boy I hardly know. Sometimes I look at him and see no flaws, even though he is far from 'perfect'. So how is it that a day later my feelings can flip? Whatever it is makes me confused and slightly worried. Recently that 'flip' has happened again... Although I feel as if it might have something to do with the way my friend has been treating me. When we are hanging out alone he seems open and honest and almost affectionate, but when his other friends are around he acts as if we barely know each other. I don't think it's fair that he does that, and I think it would be better to live without that kind of 'drama'. (I suppose it's drama!) But get this, the other boy I've found a sort of liking for possibly has a dissociative personality disorder. How do I get myself into these situations? Luckily, I don't know this tidbit for certain. I honestly have yet to talk to him one-on-one, but he is very attractive, and my best friend claims he is 'very nice'. (Although I have learned my lesson on those boys who are good looking! They certainly aren't all they appear sometimes!) About this boy though, I've seen him in the halls, etc. I've been trying to at least find out his name, just so I can feel somewhat reassured of a possibility (Although I doubt anything will work out) When I did ask my friends if they knew who he was 9by description) most of them didn't know! He's quite mysterious! The one friend who said a name which I just have a feeling is his, she laughed and said 'just kidding' as if he would be a joke to like. So what is it about him? It's frustrating to not know! He's actually a year below me. My best friend, who has talked to him, but doesn't know his name somehow, told me I should talk to him and just plainly say I think he's attractive. She insists I just go for it if I get the opportunity, which is very unlike me. I'm a pretty shy person in school, and it would be totally rogue of me to be so out there! Should I do something about this? My best friend claims he would be flattered and possibly interested in me too if I told him.... Of course I don't know his personality so I feel like it could be a mistake! I'm hoping this will all pan out soon. My horoscopes have been very keen on this topic... They've said 'it's a new year, a new time to finish what's happened in the past and resolve issues. Time to more forward!'. Of course that couldn't have been more generic, but it's motivational in some form nonetheless. I'm glad I got to vent that out... high school has proven to be more stressful than I ever suspected it would be! j

I have been (I guess you could say) in love with my guy friend for the majority of high school. It's...

Love, Hate

i went to the hospital today, which is always a way out experience, I wish I more nice experiences in hospitals. I still get upset near one hospital when I was really sick all I could see was the windows from the ambulance coming in terrified. I think ambulance people don't really know how terrified some people are.

i went to the hospital today, which is always a way out experience, I wish I more nice experiences i...

Love

I know I am enough. I was good enough a ages ago and still am good enough for better men, better jobs, better house and income. I am not trying to talk it up I just know what I am worth and I refuse to feel guilty for expecting wage or dividend. I give so much. I wish I had more people to share my life with and I am much more choosi about who they are now.

I know I am enough. I was good enough a ages ago and still am good enough for better men, better job...

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I long to feel healthy, slim and safe again and like I have an abundant future ahead of me. sometimes I get lost in trying to do so much to make up for what I was not allowed to do and when I was sick and bullied because so many people called me ugly, lazy and stupid and were mean to me too much. I don't know when I last felt safe, I think it was when I was maybe 19 or 20. I had plans and worked towards them and I didn't realise the people who were taking me to a place I didn't want to be til it was too late and I desperately dispised their controlling because they stole from me, they stole my romances with the men I wanted, my sexual attractiveness and no one has the right to take what is not there's and ultimately they can't take when you make it clear to them your not going to take their bullying anymore.

I long to feel healthy, slim and safe again and like I have an abundant future ahead of me. sometime...

Love

i really need a husband or boyfriend to help me with all my legal school work. it works for some so why can't it for me! what goes around comes around! i offer sex they give me help. so what.

i really need a husband or boyfriend to help me with all my legal school work. it works for some so ...

Love, Sex

i wonder if my boyfriend hates me missing him already but todays not a good day. I don't want to have to explain anymore then I have, texted him this morning. I so want to see him. I live to see him, but I am sick. I feel bad but I know I can't push it too hard or afford to lose his trust. what should I do?

i wonder if my boyfriend hates me missing him already but todays not a good day. I don't want to hav...

Love

you look forgotten in my rearview mirror!

Love

i went out with j again today.

Love

yeh I got something I want to say that old slut who stole a younger man while she was married fucking around fuck you dirty whore! if it was up to be I would kill you clare and linda , donna and all the other whores in this neighborhood who stole william and other guys from me. your all trailer trash whores, you got no class or style men rejected me cuz I never wore tight ass pants and so i was fat at university big deal at least i was a real life virgin til i was 29 which is more then i can say for the whores around here. https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=1XkfnMkz6mw since being released of jail I would like to kill ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upUdLvndRco you bitches! and they were doing satanic stuff in 1990s i was just too naive to know. you dirty whore sluts your husbands couldn't control so you stole every man on me you could out of jealousy. I hate you and I hope god punishes you to hell! all of you to hell.

yeh I got something I want to say that old slut who stole a younger man while she was married fuckin...

Love, Hate

you don't deserve your husbands clare and linda and that slut over the road. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSz3cEcj4e4

you don't deserve your husbands clare and linda and that slut over the road. https://www.youtube.com...

Love

i have a black /choc half havana cat who is so like sabi. he is my everything. he is my baby if I die he will either have to be euthanised with me because I don't know if I could trust anyone to look after him, I don't trust people. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEyJWachOqA&t=43s he looks like lady but talks a lot like sabi did - that is the siamese in him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oydHsZuuu7U my havana black cat knows he is not allowed out ever, I have to protect him, from evil people outside everywhere around us. he is so sweet the things he does. so like sabi, I used to cry when I thought I was dying. and all those stupid ambulance losers could do was tell me to throw him out the window to fend for himself like a street eurchant homeless cat that is how evil those ambulance people were. not fucking normal! mongrel cunts.

i have a black /choc half havana cat who is so like sabi. he is my everything. he is my baby if I di...

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yard yard yard yard. yeh!

Love

I would love to be in an interviewed study group.

Love

I have mental issues. I have never been tested for any but I know I have them. My mom doesn't know or anybody in fact. My first problem is that I have psychopathic tendencies. I act on impulse without thinking about the consequences or how it could hurt me or someone else. Reality seems more fake than real to me and when I snap back to reality I get depressed and realize I am wasting my life. I am only 13 but every day I think of this. I don't have good grades, I break the rules, and I do what I want. I want to fight people a lot, heck I almost asked somebody today if they wanted to fight me. I feel like a disappointment to my parents. They do so much for me but I don't give a crap about it. I lose friends faster than I make them. I argue a lot and bully my friends. I make crude jokes about sexuality, gender, other lewd things. I lack empathy for others unless I really start to think about it. I don't know how to love or what it is.

I have mental issues. I have never been tested for any but I know I have them. My mom doesn't know o...

Love, Violence

I'm not sure if this is a confession, or if its even anything at all quite interesting to read about. But i haven't left school yet and all i can say is i'm fucking terrified. Nothing has ever scared me so much than to leave the safety of school.

I'm not sure if this is a confession, or if its even anything at all quite interesting to read about...

Love

Why do people express their love for people on this site when they are actually still in contact with the actual person they are talking about? What happened to picking up the darn phone and actually making a simple phone call?

Why do people express their love for people on this site when they are actually still in contact wit...

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