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There is so much on my mind right now I don't know where or how to start. I am exhausted I am tired I am lonely I am stressed I am crowded. I don't want to be with people, but I do not want to be alone either. University isn't killing me right now no one knows how I feel alone in this with one test after another and another. Work is horrible, I am being bullied and threatened. I just want it all to stop. I just want to sleep.

There is so much on my mind right now I don't know where or how to start. I am exhausted I am tired ...

Pride

I'm in a long distance relationship with a really lovely girl. I simply adore her and I think there is a great chance she could be THE ONE once we can... find our own cherry blossom to sleep under.

I'm in a long distance relationship with a really lovely girl. I simply adore her and I think there ...

Pride, Love

since i had a few near death experiences i just don't want to know some people and i push a lot of people away for years and years. and i don't care. its only a small select few i welcome into my little world where no one can harm me anymore, like a lady said at the church to me "you have to tell people DON"T MESS WITH ME I CAN"T GET ANY BROKEN THAN THIS" and that is right.

since i had a few near death experiences i just don't want to know some people and i push a lot of p...

Pride

i would advise anyone to think twice about having the vasodilators drugs nitrate/nitrovasodilator the ambulance give you cuz it caused me to have a stroke later, it was a nightmare, the migraine comes over you in seconds, pink lady tests in hospital they do for heart attack you feel like your gonna die from choking. its like your whole mouth swells up and you think you will swallow your tongue but I have had a phobia about since a kid and choking phobias among other phobias like swallowing, now I can actually swallow two tablets at a time which is a big step forward for me. and I gag every dam time the doctors check my throat I usually tell them now before hand so they know and apologise its just something due to being attacked as a child with a sharp instrument down my throat and i can't help it. but when you need it you don't care, you take anything.

i would advise anyone to think twice about having the vasodilators drugs nitrate/nitrovasodilator th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to take a lot of anitibiotics and antifungal oral fluids, antihistomines and anti-infamatories to reduce swelling they affect the stomach and I didn't sleep for a straight 5 weeks lucky to get a hour or 30 mins sleep for 5 weeks most nights and I would have to pump up on water because of the sodium potassium pump problems and also serriton and they were doing dozens of ct scans and mri's on my brain and body i woke one night chocking and another night i had a minor stroke but I had a few of them before after being raped and also minor faints as a child after eating glass by accident some how it founds its way into the stuffed capsicums and I asked my doctor to test me for everything from stds, to hepatitis, tetanus, cancer and i even wanted another test for ms, mad cow, and ebola at some point and thyroid as well. i have already been told i have ms, its strange sensation with wet brain syndrome and I even wanted my doctor to test for encephalitis, I would have had a spinal fluid test if they had of asked even, I knew something was wrong with my brain and it was not just chemicals it was infection and then mri's showed a brain vein narrowing disorder and that i did at some point have a stroke. i wanted to be tested for brainstem diseases and huntingtons, tb of the ear and labyrinthitis, glandula fever, etc cuz i got a walking pneumonia at the same time, and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ga85sSRpWRQ, I couldn't drink milk for a good 7-8 months and everynight i had to play a Russian roulette with water and veins turning to burning wood and the dehydration and those stupid potassium tablets near killed me. I hardly ate, i couldn't eat salt even just some saline from nasal spray would dehydrate me and I had arguments with neurologists and was getting cranky at the bastards over brain scans. then all the cardio problems started up again. pathological levels of bp up and done and i knew something was wrong with the sodium/potasium pump with water in and out of cells. it took a good 3 years to be able to sweat it main parts of my body due to the kidney and spleen damage from allergic reactions to antibiotics that were the doctors fault cuz she would not listen and look at past records. i know the tablets that work best for me. I have been on very very strong duo and triple forte style antibiotics 2 or more at the same time after i was raped and even before that with liver fluke infection. I knew i had health issues that doctors were ignoring and i still know it.

I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to ...

Pride, Abuse

i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone will believe in wicca soon. they laughed at me when i said it and they will get a shock when i am proven scientifically right about people who do their witchypoo games on others. Lyrics ► Artists: P ► Prefab Sprout ► Cars And Girls ► Cars And Girls Lyrics Languages Hot lyrics Lorde Royals Lorde OneRepublic Counting Stars OneRepublic Pitbull Timber Pitbull Eminem The Monster Eminem Miley Cyrus Wrecking Ball Miley Cyrus Katy Perry Roar Katy Perry Featured lyrics Forevermore Side A Uptown Funk Mark Ronson FourFiveSeconds Rihanna Love Me Harder Ariana Grande Lips Are Moving Meghan Trainor Freedom! Pharrell Williams Infinity Mariah Carey Style Taylor Swift Love Me Like You Do Ellie Goulding Shots Imagine Dragons Prefab Sprout – Cars And Girls Lyrics Brucie dreams life's a highway too many roads bypass my way Or they never begin. Innocence coming to grief At the hands of life - Stinkin' car thief, that's my concept of sin Does heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Life's a drive through a dust bowl, what's it do, do to a young soul We are deeply concerned, someone stops for directions, Something responds deep in our engines, we have all been burned Will heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Little boy got a hot rod, thinks it makes him some kind of new God Well this is one race he won't win, Cause life's no cruise with a cool chick Too many folks feelin' car sick, but it never pulls in. Brucie's thoughts - Pretty streamers - Guess this world needs it's dreamers may they never wake up. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Songwriters: PADDY MCALOON Cars And Girls lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone wil...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. that is how i see it. i could say more too. we deserved this house and should have had it as kids. i blame others for that.

i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i copy joyce now, i like being mean to people i think don't deserve all they have.

i copy joyce now, i like being mean to people i think don't deserve all they have.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

it was painful to me to have to put a legal proper vote in this year. I like to call them all fckers and c8nts and selfish and evil and bad people and got too much too soon and getting too much too easily with degrees and marriages and kids, houses and kids, bunch of dirty c8nts. how I hate them. and i ignored the loser i even voted for. he is such a stupid prick! like most of the police i see don't have the iq i have. you see them they have no idea what they are about. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_1QGLecIwM&index=13&list=RDMMEsuRgxsd6bk

it was painful to me to have to put a legal proper vote in this year. I like to call them all fckers...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on at me with her bullshit, the cunts just read pages word for word and have no idea of the meaning and if you talk about another part of the bible they haven't studied it that week to know and you confuse them. I have debates with them often and I still believe i am right, if there is a god it has to be scientifically proven and there is no scientific proof that jesus lived or was worth all this hullabaloo, and its not that i am any christain or anti god, but a lot of the bible and jesus teachings are so contradictory and make no sense. and i said to mum I don't want to talk to biblebashing so called do-gooders when you put them to their word they don't follow threw which tells you something about their true christianity anyway. they can't bare debate and reasonable principles about religion and i don't want to know about death and refuse to acknowledge any form of death around me or about me, I just don't want to talk about it at all and so what? god is a terrorist. when you have had a near death experience you know it is true. god is a terrorist. and jesus was a confusing wanker. lets face the truth of their bullshit! there aint no god there is nothing at death.

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they deserve death in eternal hell and compared to them, I am a saint. compared to the faggot scum married whores and bastard men and old hags and their witchypoo games and young scum, I am a saint, if god prefers the prostitutes and criminals and murders and arsonists and over me well god don't want to come complaining to me, cuz the bible is a complete bucket of shit and heaps of gospels were taken out and found later and its all a load of fucking shit!

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they de...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,cuz I just don't give a flying fuck who I offend these days since she went. I have so much bitterness in me and false friendliness and false politeness there are days I have to force it politeness out and its painful but its better the days when I can be blantantly rude, hard and cruel and harsh and mean to heaps of people. it somehow makes me feel better! just over a cat. and fuck the world on their spastic fucking xmas eve holedown hellfire shows. I hope heaps of people die in hell anyway. who cares! I just write my songs and that is a different side to me no one sees.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,c...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i hate this world. i have no money again. and I need a lot of it to shut me up.

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i...

Pride, Hate

i accused my husband of cheating and i was wrong For months my husband has had a Los Angeles number on his phone and when it calls he disappears for a few hours at a time. He claimed it was his boss' number an he was from LA. So I followed and documented. I was wrong! He was telling the truth! I followed him to a house and a woman answered and he went in. I knocked a few minutes later and the woman let me in when I identified myself. I saw the office to the left and saw my husband and his boss having a meeting with photos. Apparently he is doing loss prevention and identifying thieves at his work place then meeting his boss and security officer after hours with his findings. Boy am I embarrassed! putting style over comfort when last week I had the most amazing sex I've ever had in my life. I had it with someone ive been in love with since I was 12. He fingers me good and eats me out like no other. Ive never expierenced such pleasure .... unfortunately found out he's taken Men are jerks , now he doesnt want a relationship i have to get over you so i will its just that I am obsessed with winning a richly endowled hunky blowhorn man not pumpkins and screwdrivers and yukidy slaps and sweat grots in tech and trades and uniforms that are old seeing all the best ones are taken. anyway we're broke apart now I left and he left and we left the town going separate ways. I was shopping online today for a pair of Sanuk's, I've been told they are the MOST comfortable shoes ever. The two pairs I found to buy didn't have the arch that is the key to their comfort. I am going to buy them. Style over comfort.

i accused my husband of cheating and i was wrong For months my husband has had a Los Angeles number...

Adultery, Pride, Abuse, Marriage

I have to confess that it has been many years in my heart that I have shaken the hands of a young monk and hugged him which is strictly forbidden and sticked to him emotionally. And what I did made him away from his cultivation life and made him no longer a monk and even made him psychologicall ill or mad for quite a long time. And i am so sorry sorry sorry and i donot know to whom i can tell it . He might have become a Buddha and brought happiness and liberation to many people.and many people may be enlightened by him but i destroyed the whole story because of my lust ,loneliness and selfishness. I have tosay I'm so sorry to my friend. I'm so sorry to you .i have feelings for you and I want you to be happy.

I have to confess that it has been many years in my heart that I have shaken the hands of a young mo...

Pride, Sex

I WANT TO SCRATCH RICKY TRICKY DICKY MARTINS FACE OUT AND PR WILLIAM THAT WEIRDO PAIR OF POOFY MURDERERS, AT ALL THE BABY SHOWS I DID, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2H_F3s9q0s&t=243s

I WANT TO SCRATCH RICKY TRICKY DICKY MARTINS FACE OUT AND PR WILLIAM THAT WEIRDO PAIR OF POOFY MURD...

Pride

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifikasjoner som datoen tilbake over 2 tiår siden så vel.

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifi...

Pride

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifikasjoner som datoen tilbake over 2 tiår siden så vel.

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifi...

Pride

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifikasjoner som datoen tilbake over 2 tiår siden så vel.

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifi...

Pride

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifikasjoner som datoen tilbake over 2 tiår siden så vel.

Jeg vil jobbe undercover og politiet det vet alle om meg. blitt sa det for år, tiår, jeg har kvalifi...

Pride