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Confessions about 'Pride'

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i am a whole person as i am whatever good comes along is the icing but people from my past are not the cake! my love life is moving on to the not just the future but I love life now. being healthy is the most important thing. cuz having kids is not a guarantee of being loved in old age. I think I gave the men around this town plenty of chances and now I want to move on! i am not waiting around for things or men or friends. I have no control over finding the right man. I can only do certain things and so far the men I have met here have been awful. all the men I have met have been low grade and when I was at my best I met all the shit around. I knew the image of who I wanted to be but then I accepted others didn't share that or want that for me. and that doesn't mean I have to be around the losers and stupid men others have tried to through on me. I really do want to move from australia anyway and find someone with better values then most australians and someone who has diverse values that are not like all these old men who I find annoying or too young like unlucky llee/locked up lee where he belongs cuz I need someone better then him or old boring theodro, etc.

i am a whole person as i am whatever good comes along is the icing but people from my past are not t...

Pride, Love, Abuse

you stupid girls ought to know... Do I care what you think of me? No. There’s a difference between caring, and wanting acceptance. I don’t need acceptance from you, your approval means s***. What you say about me? Oh I’ll hear it. But it’s not going to bother me, You don’t know me You never will. You only know what you see. And what you see? Well dear, that’s hardly me. Sorry to let you down, but you can take that back handed compliment And those petty words And turn around. I don’t need you here. F*** you.

you stupid girls ought to know... Do I care what you think of me? No. There’s a difference betwee...

Pride

Fairy delight I'm dressing as Tinkerbell for Halloween just so I have an excuse to do my husband while wearing fairy wings. I hope this leads to more costume sex...

Fairy delight I'm dressing as Tinkerbell for Halloween just so I have an excuse to do my husband wh...

Adultery, Pride, Violence, Marriage, Blasphemy

benefits of having no friends, you don't have to stress out buying birthday presents for friends who don't like what you give them. you can spend it on you and have less stress with their shit on you and guilt over if its not good enough, save a money or two and stress, you don't have to go if your with a partner or friend you have to give in or share what you don't want to and you can leave when you want or don't go if your friendless and without a partner. have no fear and no friends, quality time is more important to put to yourself on a holiday or learn about yourself with time and workshop, less effort to spent it on yourself. and a pet is a better friend then any human, also no competition, your friends will always put you down for not being just like them or not having a job or with a guy or doing whatever, self confidence goes down cuz you will compare yourself to others otherwise why do you copy treads or look to be accepted by a parnters friends and family, who is the winner, you don't have to drink or eat out or wear crap you don't want to. they will sponge off you and use your car, and things and want you to help them shift or look after the baby or pet or do work for them and, their gonna be so selfish thinking you should be like them. no dread family weirdo family days and not even meal eat with others yuk its better on your own. you don't have to share. just make up a friend rather then an asshole as a friend. I have imaginary invisble friend who does everything right and pretend partner and he does everything right. arguments with friends are bad and you don't want to go through all that shit but your pretend friends won't hurt you. your friends or partner will die anyway. no friends won't make you cool or better, I am cool and one of the beautifully busy people and I don't need anyone to tell me all that or their crap they can go keep in their toilet. cuz friends they will steal your job or man and house or your project and lie about you cuz they are just like that. and if your not like that then you really deserve a good friend. but how your gonna buy them all? friends with benefits is a new meaning it means not just sex but friends who are only worth being friends with to get you places and be useful to walk over to get somewhere and you don't want that just like I don't want that. so have no friends. be wise by yourself a nice xmas gift and feel great alone and make a new years resolution to quit all friends cuz there is no human being without problems and their like quiting smoking all friends are super toxic. there is no getting away from the toxic levels of lows you will feel around friends and partners who slip up and let you down. 2018 the year of living vary vicariously and victimless!

benefits of having no friends, you don't have to stress out buying birthday presents for friends who...

Pride, Love

i don't want to be anyones friend because of the black gay drug special people. i don't want to be a friend to anyone cuz friends are bad news. friends are not what they used to be. no point having them. I have pets and I been hurt too many times now. I just have pretend friends now. everything is about self care self care self care in therapy today. I just get my treatments and pay for what I can afford and go. cuz I know anyone I get close to will wrong me. friends are expensive to have, time wasters, they are all about them, they won't help you when you need it. they want you to help them be great and then all therapy today says "well this is a world we have to walk over each other and moe everyone down in our path to get what we want and we move on then and ask them to forgive us and if they don't we set god bothers after them with threats of hell and then if that doesn't work we send the devil himself to punish them for not forgiving us" so my advice is do it back to every bitch you ever met you wronged you. when you get the chance attack everyone who has ever wronged you in anyway at work, school, family, friends - believe me friends are the first to harm you. clever people have less friends. when your friendless you learn to be independant and you can leave when you want. you don't have to go drinking when you don't want to, you can go spend your money on yourself or pets. you don't have to worry about your friend being prettier then you or stealing your man! cuz they will. its the nature of the beast in women to want to be superior in everything now with friends and lovers and partners. when you have no friends be careful cuz professional people like medical doctors and business women you visit will likely attack you and want your syncronistity and want to steal your life progress and future good things from you. so keep a look out men do this too. they are money hungry demonic monsters after money and your money, your time, your man and your everything. who needs a friend when you can get to know yourself better have quality time with yourself. whose the winner I ask you? being friendless!!!! you save money and time and heartbreak. cuz no woman will be a true female friend to you, this bbf and you put a man in it the scenario and guess what, she will be working on him and want to steal him from you. she will want your job and church and all the people you know and take you down cuz she is jealous of you. men do this too. just a warning from someone who has experienced it all. from mad murdering famous people as a kid to mad police and mad amublance abusive medical people. everyone is out to moe you down so beware. that is the way of the world a female therapist told me at lifeline. so don't complain to them. you can't win. just don't have friends. have invisible pretend friends and pets as friends. they won't let you down, but your real friend she will, so will your man, have an invisible pretend lover/husband/wife s/he will never let you down. that is the way of the world, its all virtual mind warping now.

i don't want to be anyones friend because of the black gay drug special people. i don't want to be a...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

my cat is black domestic short hair with some long hair especially on his tail and chocolate whiskers and chocolate pads on his paws, and he can sing a meows song and he ha chocolate havana mix and some long hair of the chantilly. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnlbxRJU8Rk but he does have a auto-immune disorder. at the moment he looks like a sphinx or rex cat with his stitches.

my cat is black domestic short hair with some long hair especially on his tail and chocolate whisker...

Pride, Love

mum keeps saying she hopes david from charlton b will fall on his ass and says she wants him on his ass, I just want to see everyone on their ass! what goes around comes around on their asses to all for years to come. joyce said people wanted me on my ass and they got that years ago and so now its my turn to want everyone on their ass a therapist told me!

mum keeps saying she hopes david from charlton b will fall on his ass and says she wants him on his ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i grew up with an insane fear and hate for radio, tv and famous people i seen then all as the child chatter going to kill and harm me, even santa claus (like he had claws to me) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rdgKCTHmwI

i grew up with an insane fear and hate for radio, tv and famous people i seen then all as the child ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

i am 45 sometimes i punish my family and people who punished me without hearing my story. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2jkV4BsN6U there is nothing wrong with punishing a parent who punished you when you have a hidden story they didn't know about at the time! life is like that.

i am 45 sometimes i punish my family and people who punished me without hearing my story. https://ww...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

this mongrel uk kid in 1999 kicked my chair and was saying "I hate you" well I hate you so much more you demonic spastics. no wonder it was going to sour and then some old bag said she would poop something in the mail from the uk in 1999 so i told her don't you might harm yourself doing that ! no wonder I retaliate in response. you abuse me and I will never allow you to forget it! and I will get the better of you and see you undone too. where you deserve to be down in hell.

this mongrel uk kid in 1999 kicked my chair and was saying "I hate you" well I hate you so much more...

Pride

she and he forgets to put the medicine in the fridge cuz s/he is old not a good enough excuse when you going to learn to be perfect as me? never. never . never . never!

she and he forgets to put the medicine in the fridge cuz s/he is old not a good enough excuse when y...

Pride, Murder

=) i haven't had spoken in 8 years! i've basically stopped missing feeling intimate with people. ..and i'm perfectly chill with it. =)

=) i haven't had spoken in 8 years! i've basically stopped missing feeling intimate with people. ...

Pride

Why I dont talk I come home from work and I give you a kiss. I am silent. I would so like to talk. About your day, my day the kids day. But I don't. I sit quietly. I feel down. I lie on the couch and sleep. I sit silently at the table during dinner. If I say anything, you will extend it into a big deal criticism. That will make me feel even more crap. So I say nothing.

Why I dont talk I come home from work and I give you a kiss. I am silent. I would so like to tal...

Pride, Lie

Things Left Unsaid, Wisely This is not, in fact, particularly naughty. It is sad, inappropriate, obsessive, wonderful, and agonizing.I recall one conversation we had about courage to try new things, and your confidence in your ability to succeed at those things is inspiring. I love your nerdy hobbies. captivated me and appealed to my inscrutable obsessions. You not only tolerated these emails after we didn't meet up as much R, you embraced them and interacted with me in a way that made me feel special and understood. One of the best emails I've ever received contained only one word; "MAGICAL," which was your response to a link I sent you. and me back from you. wow.

Things Left Unsaid, Wisely This is not, in fact, particularly naughty. It is sad, inappropriate, ob...

Pride, Love

being around nick cutting crew/ bugsy as a kid was like being around adam lambert and for all I care milo p can put the kirk/ coke can up his ass too or in mouth so long as the bastards are not need me. my godparents were not even catholic they were nutters old and useless rich scum!! while your at it. look at this fool its so "hames reyne hammerhead, Catholics take food from your mouth, your the like the devil in hell, hanging out with the nicest awful people in Catholics. silken slip of catholic evil" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMmBwCSk6sw&list=PLL8ssTVkmeoxdXqTkdRhfYlGu-FPI0bKa or is it george micheal wham all she wants" oh god help us.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7G8gTAjKXg who is this stupid leader of the pack? someone please send him back. enjoy the fame cuz it will cost you! try to wipe the wool across the worlds eyes, well I won't be. sorry if I am laughing at you. milo kerigan sort of, but my mum didn't like the catholic church when they allowed athethests who had no faith to be godparents, i think the church should make godparents to answer to a counselling to find out why they want to be a godparent and their faith and stop making fools of kids for richies ego. i have had enough of your abuses on me. the sexual abuse, the throwing things around, the sexual degridations and everything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMo8JuPPb0M what they did to my sister and putting us in hospital and making us ill and expecting us to live like gay nuns? self torturing , not fucking normal.

being around nick cutting crew/ bugsy as a kid was like being around adam lambert and for all I care...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

eat time we have lived in hope that my sister will be happy with a man and she should have been living a married life by now with her filipino husband in her own place and me living in my own place with a husband and not one who is a nutter attacker. we should have had more out of life by now.

eat time we have lived in hope that my sister will be happy with a man and she should have been livi...

Pride, Love

i want a job i did a uk nanny certificate and all i want is some part time work. i just wish i could find someone to trust in me for some work. i want to work part time. in office, or retail or anything humanable. i need the money. all i am expected to do is pay for my parents cruises and holidays all the time, food, pet bills, my own medical bills often come last. my education is expensive. i have a aunty who won $6 or million in lotto and her husband abused me and so have her kids and I just don't trust their daughter anymore. she has terrible children. at first I thought it was not nice of my aunty to be saying her granddaughter needed a kick up the bum all the time but she has been expelled 3 times from school and is not a nice person from what i have seen and how can you expect her to be with parents and grandparents like that. all my cousin does is show off at police men and other men when her father has been in jail, half of his family were in jail, he molested at me and my sister. they were in court cases and he was attacking people. my aunty says she doesn't miss him. I think of all the times i babysat those kids and i never once treated them less for what their father was. and I can see the mistake I made now. I had an attitude like "well if dad can't get work with all his skills and experience who the hell will employ me if i am some loser ugly kid who dropped out of school after being sexually attacked by a great uncle and I collapsed at school one day because someone put glass in the mince. i can't even look at stuffed capsicums anymore without fear and terror and trauma. I just want a job. i wish i had a zillion dollar walk in closet but gee it would be nice to be appreciated and loved and valued and earning money. i blame trevor for this because i am sure mr lanepain-in-the ass has been bad mouthing me. I worked during lunch breaks he doesn't even know about because he was too busy banging his wife at lunch breaks and the whole office was left to me to run while they were out partying. the same with other jobs. when I worked at the Mercurse hotel. I worked thru lunch breaks and didn't stop and I had a whole 24 room floor to manage to myself with penthouse suits and my boss trusted me. I did heaps of things and I want a bloody job!

i want a job i did a uk nanny certificate and all i want is some part time work. i just wish i could...

Pride, Hate

we can't do anything as a normal family due to my sisters mental illness, I am not allowed to talk to her or buy xmas or birthday gifts for her, she wouldn't go on the whitsundays cruise with us when she was invited and she is a general bitch my doctor didn't want her around me. we don't want her filipino man coming here. I have already told groups how cookie has been trying to filipinize us australian family to her bullying bombastic male chauv games and how they expect money all the time. my sister has to have her son shoved up our bum. she constantly has used her son as a weapon from her first marriage no marriage could make that mongrel thing happy. we don't want him here. they are an abusive family.

we can't do anything as a normal family due to my sisters mental illness, I am not allowed to talk t...

Pride, Abuse

aa 37 days but will i make it through xmas when I hate aa so much.

aa 37 days but will i make it through xmas when I hate aa so much.

Pride, Murder, Abuse, Stealing

When I found this site I thought it would have real bunch of liars and jokers confessions on it. y dosen't anybody put up anything funny on here?? it just look like a bunch of real people for once with real issues and they have weirdos around them, that is how it looks to me anyway.

When I found this site I thought it would have real bunch of liars and jokers confessions on it. y ...

Pride, Abuse