Confessions about 'Pride'

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so in two days its my birthday I'm turning 13 Yay finally a teenager last year I had two girls I hung out with the whole summer cause last year I had to move But only for a year. So This year I'm back at where a used to live and go to the same school as last time but I miss those girls lets name them Lynne and Cadence Well I wanted to hand out with them for when I'm finally a teen but my parents are working and can't drive me I said can't we have dinner down there and you can come back but I don't think thats gonna work out I also have a sister that had moved outing my dad is acting like my birthday can be rescheduled and I really just want to call it all off

so in two days its my birthday I'm turning 13 Yay finally a teenager last year I had two girls I hun...

Pride, Love, Hate

I'm falling hard for some girl who was So I'm back with a new thing my last writing was about me being no saint to my girlfriend sylvie but now she's my ex. And I wrote about kylee and how she rejected me this year. Well I asked again and she said yes but 3 days later she dumped me and said she likes me as a freind. But there's this girl billy and yes that's her real name but anyway Billy is one of those friends who hardly notices you and I really really like her but she probley doesn't even know my name but I really like her and she says she a pans sexual what the h* does that mean does she f* pandas or pans so please comment what the h*** I should do

I'm falling hard for some girl who was So I'm back with a new thing my last writing was about me be...

Pride, Love, Lie, Sex

help!! okay so myspace has ruined my life. i only take head shots because im fat :( i get various compliments saying that im beautiful because i have a pretty face. and they ask to see a body shot and i make up stupid excuses and when someone wants to meet i cant because im scared of my body that nobody will like me. so i tell them to meet me and then i diss them and make excuses saying i went and left or somthing like that. also i stayed inside my house for about a year now only going out at night just to get in the car and out. i wear pajamas because my clothes dont fit. and i guess you can say that im ashamed of my body :( i know i can loose weight and i been trying alot . i go to the gym but the food is so tempting i cant take it and i eat. can someone give me some advice because i really need it..and please no mean comments because im very emotional...so much mental and verbal abuse my whiole life its pathetic :( sorry

help!! okay so myspace has ruined my life. i only take head shots because im fat :( i get various c...

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DEAR FRATER, several times I have heard knocking on walls and I have clapped my hands and told the spirits to leave if they are bad. this has gone on before here and I don't like it but this time I slap my hands and tell it to leave if it is a bad spirit god won't have it hear unless it is a good spirit. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4F9DxYhqmKwhttps: ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qa2hpn_sTv8

DEAR FRATER, several times I have heard knocking on walls and I have clapped my hands and told the s...

Pride, Abuse, Violence

my freakin spooky weekend vacation. the beach view was heaven and I paid through the nose for it. just about broke my ass for it as usual living like a begger to give to others. so I paid for the holiday for me and my parents. we went on a wine tasting day outing that was bloody awful. by the first wine place I had had enough of tasting shit as I am not a drinker anyway. so we land at this joint called wiccabutts falls (just for the sake of this black ass page of shit). they had some weirdo halloween event scary scarecrow competition on around all the homestead and winery vineyards around the shitshow joint. so that night was worry about how my kidneys and liver and spleen would cope with an approx half a glass of blonk shit and the food I had to force down like as a kid for some toffee snot whore relatives wedding that was fine dining but crrap. yeh, you know what i mean. passted the bullshit stage by now and the promo garb and hard sell. so had to take a heap of liver cleanse pills and soak in the spa and heated pool and over night had a dream of a screaming woman or child or cat falling from the hotel as we were up 11 or 17 floors or so. we thought we seen MIGALOO white whale from our hotel balcony through the camera lens. so good a view. all the whales were out in the morning and afternoon. went to a cemetery some relatives were in and that freaked me out. found a grave with cement caved in - true sign of a vampire. several army plans and helicopters were patrolling around so worried the Koreans had planned to bomb us the fuckers. Asian fucking fuckers. they are the only fuckers fucking these days. then over night we hear on the news a kid fell from a hotel from the place the cemetery we went to was in same suburb - super freaked out by now. we nt to some pitiful farm thing that was not worth the money and a bloody serious poisonous snake freaked me out - a little too close for comfort as well as the few pythons for my liking- and then my dad falls out the train - obviously pushed by the witch at wiccabutts falls windery, however he was sober. shitty weekender ! what freaky things will happen at the next shitshow break?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7X3LC0lSf-8

my freakin spooky weekend vacation. the beach view was heaven and I paid through the nose for it. ...

Pride, Abuse, Violence

my night of spooks i got the spooks last night in my dreams, I was opening my eyes and I thought I could see and feel shadow man figure in my bedroom and this must of happened about 3 or 4 times and it was a struggle to keep my eyes open I was so tired from medication. later on I woke up and my computer screen was black but it was not off so I turned it off. still I woke up later and felt the ghosty shadow person there but decided to lay on my back to get a better view of it. fell asleep again. then later I woke up and my bedside lamp was on. I have no idea how it got on if I turned it on during my sleep I have no memory of it. but when I woke in a panic realising it was on I started to question did I see someone really or not, could they have turned a lamp on, could a ghost turn it on? I turned it off and layed down again and i got off to sleep. but what a strange night. it felt like something some strange presence had been in the room running out when ever I woke up, it was menacing and wicked. it was playing games. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8njYpyAkMp8&t=118s an evil omen is being encouraged by dark bad forces. a counsellor was saying things to me that my great grandfather used to say to the man who m****ted half my family including me. I didn't like it and it has been feeling like a evil spirit and evil omen around me. I am nothing like that predator in my personality and I don't abuse children and I don't put my hands in children's pants all day long like he did to me and must have done to my family. and sure he had some good points to him but no one else in the family was like him and we feel someone is doing witchcraft on us and its been going on for some time now in the name of nick, and others deceased. how can I protect myself and my family from this evil omen and bad wicca, we can't get any more broken then this, we have none no wrong ourselves and just want it to go away. we just want the good things to happen to us. has anyone else experienced this sort of thing were demonic words and voices are coming through others and remind you of the abuser and trying to accuse you of what they did to you when you you never did those things and never would do those things? does anyone know how I can help from a light-worker to stop the dark abusive forces hurting my family? so only goodness and light and the good things come in? I don't know about black magic I am a christian, but I can sense a evil spirit talking through the living and doing things that are bad. how low can a frenemy get to do this? opposites all the time rotating the fraud on fraud, how much playing with your head can a demonic sicko go, reversing anti turn complete 180 and flip. you sure show your low to the world abusing people with witcraft. how much more can they mess with our heads di? and lilbetbeaater? you can't fool me. you can fool others but you can't fool me. stop abusing me queen bitch!

my night of spooks i got the spooks last night in my dreams, I was opening my eyes and I thought I c...

Pride, Abuse, Violence

did you know souls can be divided and shared? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uxc9eFcZyM&index=5&list=RDMM_UmOY6ek_Y4 ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0jpUPLqLhA

did you know souls can be divided and shared? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uxc9eFcZyM&index=5&li...

Pride, Love

you wrecked furniture, you wrecked cars and machines. you have wrecked lives. so wreck off! fucker.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I was asleep and play with my penis. I woke up and caught her a couple of times, but I didn't want to make a big deal of it, so I just would roll over and act like I was asleep. She would lay on my back and finger herself to orgasm. This went on for a couple of years, happening about three times a month. One morning when she was 10, she came in before sunrise and crawled on top of me as usual, I felt her tiny hand wrap around my cock and she began to slowly hump her bald pussy against me. I was only semi conscious and felt like it was a dream. I reached down and grabbed her little butt, one hand on each cheek and began to rub her ass while I pushed my hard on against her. I heard her panting and begin to moan and I felt her body tense as she had a nice orgasm. Before I even thought about it, I rolled her off me, pulled off her panties and started licking her hot little vagina. She was shocked but spread her legs wide and let me continue. I licked her until she came again then I put my cock between her legs, and humped her, not actually penetrating her, just sliding between her legs against her bald pussy. I was still half asleep, but began to really pound it to her. I was doing it so hard it was knocking her breath out with each thrust. When I reached down and crabbed her ass again, I stuck my finger into her tight little asshole then I positioned my cock head right against her vagina hole and I came harder than I ever had in my life. After I calmed down, I rolled back over, pulled her on top of me, and massaged her back as I felt my cum dripping out of her still virgin pussy. We kissed like lovers and she fell asleep on me as I drifted off. Whenever she was horny, she would come sneak into my bad and ask me to lick her. We did the same routine every Saturday morning for the next three years. Then one day she got her period. She stopped wanting to do it, but one night I talked her into letting me lick her 13 yr old pussy for an hour. The next day she told her BFF and the BFF told the cops. I went to prison for 5 years and now she says she hates me and never wanted to do it at all. Now I am banned from her life and I am not even allowed to have a picture of her. She told my mother that she feels I abandoned her, but I am not allowed by law from even speaking to her. Its been 12 years, she is now 25. I miss her every day. I still love her like my child, but I must confess, I miss her as a lover even more. I want no one but her, so I stay alone, living my life like a robot going through the motions. I have been with other women, but its more like masturbation than making love. I dream her and I will some day meet and maybe make love, one last time before I die.

I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I w...

Adultery, Pride, Violence, Stealing, Sex

So memorial weekend we go to my aunts campground to get out and enjoy the weekend. we were sitting around a campfire and we both got super bored and decided to take the paddle boat out in the middle of the pond at midnight. mind you we had both been drinking, we just start stripping our clothes off and fucking right on the paddle boat. pretty good sex because of the motion of the water underneath us. we didnt care if anyone saw us. we fucked so hard that at one point the boat felt like it was going to flip. and right before it was about to flip, he came inside of me (we dont use condoms and no birth control) and just as we got done a neighbor there camping shines his flashlight and says "i saw that" lol. didn't discourage us because we later had sex on the deck overlooking the pond

So memorial weekend we go to my aunts campground to get out and enjoy the weekend. we were sitting a...

Pride, Hacking

i did what my momma said, and grandmother said, and grandpa said - i never stunk out with guys, i studied and i liked my teachers and went out to dinners with them, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92L6balksi8

i did what my momma said, and grandmother said, and grandpa said - i never stunk out with guys, i s...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

so last week I wrote a childrens halloween story and I know I can write more yet. I work on concepts and some I dump. but I am often thing up stories that are interesting for children. and I don't do it for money or praise and rewards, I like the praise and crate it at times when I think "well this is pathetic school kids stuff this is. it's not a master piece or anything. I enjoy writing for kids. I wish I had children of my own to appreciate those things with.

so last week I wrote a childrens halloween story and I know I can write more yet. I work on concepts...

Pride

part of me longs for a greater love then this old guy who means well but is not right for me.

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i used laundry rinse on my hair

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hey!

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Feeling down I'm an attractive 25 year old female. I'm outgoing and outspoken. I wear my heart of my sleeve and people seem to like me pretty well. I've been single for a long time because the last relationship I was in was abusive and left me feeling scarred. I was very hesitant to talk to guys at first because it had been so long since I wasn't taken. The past 6 months or so I've been opening up to men a lot more and have been on various dates which end up going nowhere. Is it just me or are there no more decent people in the world? I get asked ALL the time why I'm single. I feel like being attractive makes it harder to find someone with genuine intentions. I get a lot of proposals for friends with benefits or just random hookups, neither of which I'm particularly interested in. I feel like if I were less attractive maybe guys would see me for who I was rather than what I look like. I feel like no one is interested in getting to know me, and when I do try to have an actual conversation I can tell they're not really listening to me. It's so incredibly frustrating how shallow my generation is. I'm definitely starting to feel a bit jaded.

Feeling down I'm an attractive 25 year old female. I'm outgoing and outspoken. I wear my heart of m...

Pride, Love

Girfriend farted on my face At the time I was 16 and my girlfriend was 17 and we were 69ing and she was on top sucking my d*** as I was eating her out then all of a sudden she sits on my face which was fine because I've asked her before to sit on my face and jack me off so while she was sitting on my face out of nowhere she just farts on my face and as she did that I came it was both discusting and amazing at the same time

Girfriend farted on my face At the time I was 16 and my girlfriend was 17 and we were 69ing and she...

Pride, Abuse, Violence

I Don't Want to Go There is a concert tonight at my home school (I go to a different school because I wanted the free college senior year), but my parents said that I can't go. I have horse riding lessons every Thursday, despite being scared of horses. During my second lesson, I was nearly bucked off and now every time a horse makes a movement similar in any way to that horse before it tried to buck me off, I get even more scared then I already was/am. I can't get out of it because they already hired the person to give me lessons so they'll have to pay no matter what, but I really don't want to go. I'd rather see my friends and not have the s*** scared out of me for a half hour.

I Don't Want to Go There is a concert tonight at my home school (I go to a different school because...

Pride, Murder

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't enough to prove your worthy of anyones love you gotta near die" that really finished me of human reason where was this guys moral plane? because not a lot of other people I have met have thought like that and no man is worth that bullshit! you don't come here putting that shit around me ! because that aint love, to know death is not allowing someone to live in love or in god. yeh, I nearly died and I was just as good and great a person before as after and just as deserving. for a group of resentors to get together to take their hate out on me for something I didn't even do just shows the mental state of criminality and loss of reason in a person that I could never love after that.

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't ...

Pride, Murder, Love, Abuse, Hate

Torn in two. Im not emotionally attracted to women, but their bodies turn me on more than guy's bodies. i love men and i can only picture myself dating a man, but everyone insists on calling me a lesbian. people say im gay because i think chicks have hot bodies, but dont they realize that the biggest part of being straight or gay is who you LOVE? who can you picture being old with? who can you picture marrying? who can you picture spending eternity with? i have nothing against lesbians or gays, i just hate that people tell me who i am and what i think.

Torn in two. Im not emotionally attracted to women, but their bodies turn me on more than guy's bod...

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