Confessions about 'Pride'

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should I just give up courses and things that are out of my comfort zone and where I belong in shit. let's face it. life is not suddenly get better and we live on fun street, right. i won't get a job from any thing I study. I won't find a man or friends. I won't make money. my books and my ideas are not liked. I am not liked. shouldnt I just stop wanting more and just stop trying to be better then the loser I am?

should I just give up courses and things that are out of my comfort zone and where I belong in shit....

Pride, Hate

last night we couldn't afford to go out with our cousins. we had made a commitment for something and I just want to change the appointment time anyway because I don't have enough money to afford to see a doctor or bus fare even. we just have no money. they don't understand. we have always been the poor relations on both my mum's and dad's side, its because my parents and me are losers. its just a fact.

last night we couldn't afford to go out with our cousins. we had made a commitment for something and...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i need a job. i need money.

Pride

This one time... I was shopping and i was like WHOA!!! i was trippin ballz man!!!

Pride, Murder

trying to plan another cruise or holiday around my workshops.

Pride, Love

i wish i was in paris living the rich life. here in australia our fougy old govt seems to think everyone has millions and if that loser rich bitch turnbum turnball (he has no human grace!) things he can sweet talk me about a "sorry to child sexual abuse victims" all I can say is - show me the money faggot turnjollyballs! its much too late for that retard "Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face your such a human disgrace!!!!!" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OFpfTd0EIs so many midnight hour trips to the hospital even my birthday on nye no cunt caring about me with my infections and health problems, no one has ever shown me any love or softness at all. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9wDixvVv4g I'm all out of hope One more bad dream could bring a fall? When I'm far from home Don't call me on the phone To tell me you're alone It's easy to deceive It's easy to tease But hard to get release Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face I spend so much time Believing all the lies To keep the dream alive Now it makes me sad It makes me mad at truth For loving what was you Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face When you hear the music you make a dip Into someone else's pocket then make a slip Steal a car and go to las vegas oh, the gigolo pool Hanging out by the state line, turning holy water into wine Drinkin' it down I'm on a bus on a psychedelic trip Reading murder books tryin' to stay hip I'm thinkin' of you you're out there so Say your prayers Say your prayers Say your prayers Now I close my eyes And I wonder why I don't despise Now all I can do Love what was once So alive and new But it's gone from your eyes I'd better realize Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage) Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face Such a human waste your eyes without a face And now it's getting worse

i wish i was in paris living the rich life. here in australia our fougy old govt seems to think eve...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I fell asleep reading. yesterday I was so busy and sore after a full day working today I cleaned the rentals and as soon as I got home coached down with some lunch and fell asleep reading. supposed to pick up the kids by 2.45pm and now its 3.18pm I am late.

I fell asleep reading. yesterday I was so busy and sore after a full day working today I cleaned the...

Pride

oh god I wish someone would help me.

Pride

where can I get a quick job ?

Pride

there is a emptiness in my heart right now having been scammed by several travel organisations and they are just plain evil. the last group was classic holidays and i just told them to F-off. I just don't want know about it anymore. I don't have that sort of money to just give away to people. so I just hope these scamming companies go chock on their ill gotten gains. and my advice is just don't trust them. infact I tell everyone now just don't answer your phone or put it onto the answering machine and if its important they will leave a massage and you can decide if you want to call back or not. I don't owe anyone my respect or politeness! and that is a fact.

there is a emptiness in my heart right now having been scammed by several travel organisations and t...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am not as content with things as I thought I would be. I am not glad or pleased about anything and I expected to have more by now. I have no idea of how it feels to be delighted in decades.

I am not as content with things as I thought I would be. I am not glad or pleased about anything and...

Pride

Return to Sender Return to sender, return to sender I gave a letter to the postman, he put it his sack Bright in early next morning, he brought my letter back She wrote upon it Return to sender, address unknown No such number, no such zone We had a quarrel, a lover's spat I write I'm sorry but my letter keeps coming back So then I dropped it in the mailbox and sent it special D Bright in early next morning it came right back to me She wrote upon it Return to sender, address unknown No such person, no such zone This time I'm gonna take it myself and put it right in her hand And if it comes back the very next day then I'll understand The writing on it Return to sender, address unknown No such number, no such zone Return to sender, return to sender Return to sender, return to sender

Return to Sender Return to sender, return to sender I gave a letter to the postman, he put it his sa...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

i hate my neighbour

Pride, Abuse, Hate

犯邪淫，说大话，发脾气，骄傲，说谎

Pride, Lie, Sex

you have no idea how much I wanted to hug you pc 45** I had to as usual contain my emotionals and I usually made a diliberate attempt to always be on guard and act professional for my law/policing career and I had big dreams and wanted to be a judges associate and I realised in the end all I would be is a lucky to be a check out chick. I always have to play the role of the professional unemotional person. because no one taught me how to love. I thought it was best to just go through life with no feelings at all. ever. and I still feel that way to be honest. I had needs no one noticed. I needed your love so much the nights you came to see me professionally when I was terrorised out of my head, and here I am still living in fear of my life.

you have no idea how much I wanted to hug you pc 45** I had to as usual contain my emotionals and I ...

Pride

I am a guy, 30 studying and thinking "I should just leave and go abroad or make a radical change" trying to find work while studying has become so hard in my small town that I feel I have to move to get work. I called around a few places and I asked a few friends how to turn your life around and they said "just move away from everyone you know and don't speak to them again". That feels radical for me. I don't have a grudge towards anyone but I am thinking if I don't soon I might have a grudge.

I am a guy, 30 studying and thinking "I should just leave and go abroad or make a radical change" tr...

Pride

I feel completed stuffed because I hate it when feeling beaten by a job or a puzzle.

Pride

guess what?

Pride

My anxiety is kicking in again tonight. I feel so useless whenever it kicks in. I feel like I've fucked up my whole future and sometimes I'd love to leave because this society just tells me that if I don't do what they want, I can't make it out I am just fine, and from the looks of it, I don't have a good future. I've fucked myself with my grades...I'm so god damn lazy and I'm going to end up amounting to nothing when I'm older. Nobody is going to want somebody who foocked up as a teenager, as sad as the truth is. I just really need somebody to tell me it'll all be cool tonight

My anxiety is kicking in again tonight. I feel so useless whenever it kicks in. I feel like I've fuc...

Pride

someone deleted the rachael 1989 mistaken date, cuz I ment to put 1998. dog rachael! the user slut!

Pride, Abuse, Hate