Confessions about 'Pride'

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"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmUkDQPr1JA I have had a few guys email or write to me that just make no sense they act stupid and talk down at me and expect me to chase them, they play mind games of inventing past lovers like me but not. they play on 1 or 2 words I use and over exadurate as if I am some drunken whore or some nazi ass, or some radical when I am just a person. I admit I have done 1 or 2 silly things in my time over a few guys like there were some famous guys I told them I loved them but I didn't know them, I have heard of girls following men around shops or teens turning up on pop stars door steps with no way home. I have written to a few guys mostly talking about just health and what I like about them and their famous stuff but I could never mail heaps of grim reapers or I don't even have the money to photocopy a bucket load of shit to men or anyone. mum said we are all someone's freak or idiot. one day I would like to get it right. "No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a girl that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense

"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don...

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to be kelly's friend you have ben willing to allow her to control everything what you say to your lawyers or doctors or accountants and anyone else. she bullies a few of the girls in the choir I can see that. margie had no right talking to me about her husband and mother and daughter and all her problems and I never asked you to get involved in my life kelly. your a born trouble maker bully, bullies don't change they are what they are ! genetically. anita has no right talking about family problems and work problems at choir when she is not willing to listen to others problems. that is the way I see anita and why I told her to fuck off because she was just another trouble maker bully, she is not a good people person or leader like margie and kelly and I feel sorry for the others in that choir. they are being abused by a dickhead at the top who is a complete loser. inside of that loser is nothing!

to be kelly's friend you have ben willing to allow her to control everything what you say to your la...

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police told me not to talk to anyone of fb I don't know so I don't accept friendships at all bc police told me not to. I just do what police or my doctors tell me to do, I don't have feelings or needs and personality or indivdiuality. I feel nothing and have no concept of relationships due to their advice. but that is it. I just do what I am told to do by my betters. a doctor and a police officer is a better then what I am so I just do what they say, especially the police officers I don't want to get into trouble but now and then I do what I like with in a very limited sector. I am a very closed down person due to everyones advice.

police told me not to talk to anyone of fb I don't know so I don't accept friendships at all bc poli...

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went out to exercise and trying to stick to my raw diet and then got some cheap exercise clothing and I already have a heap of joggers I have never worn or seen for that matter. but anyway, tomorrow I am making some cupcakes with a rosewater and rose petal jam and madeleines with poppyseed and cherries. my secret ingredient for a nice cake - I can't say! cuz then it wouldn't be a secret. I was so excited that my cake dishes came so I have a few now of a baby rocking horse and castle bunt cake and rosette cupcakes and some hearts and also a few others like a salmon pate fish dish and I bought a cake pop maker and chocolate and some crown and blue bird biscuit cutters. I have a teddy bear cupcake as well and some egg molds. wow how exciting ! to be so excited over stupid cookware.

went out to exercise and trying to stick to my raw diet and then got some cheap exercise clothing an...

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so! why are you tell me? do you think I should care? why are you tell me all this? what's to me? waiting everyday I could slam the door at people who did to me, or just anyone to make up for all the times people did it to me. yeh, can't wait to be a qualified ___________ so I can get paid to be rude to poor lost pathetic needy souls, I"ll teach em alright!

so! why are you tell me? do you think I should care? why are you tell me all this? what's to me? w...

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hi I am denece from nz I was on factor and weakest link contestant I am so clever and I have gossiped about pretty nice girls to everyone at work and college and say to other people "like why do you bother to be nice to her, she is too nice and shy" we nzeds know how to sell ourselves unlike australians. ahha

hi I am denece from nz I was on factor and weakest link contestant I am so clever and I have gossipe...

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I would like to see dogger whories and doggystyles and big men on their ass made fun of everywhere actually. for someone who gets out of everyones way when they are out for rooty-tooty;s and up to their doggin whoring, like I just get out of their way like a cannon ball so I can sit back and watch their freak shows and their freak sprogging and their stupid whoring land in their face with their sluts and wife whore dog creeepy ugly man beast witch wives and their mongrel sprog-doggin kids and sit back and laugh at their calamities and showing off and its funny watching parlimentarians make fools of them selves in parliment with grease all of their pussy lilly white ass hands, that is funny watching idiots make boss-cockyin of themselves, yeh there are millions of people I would love to see on their ass, I even enjoy seeing deaths on the news and think thank god its not me, and think they are all funny suffering. I love seeing people being robbed and raped and suffering. I enjoy seeing people being everyones joke. I did what everyone around me wanted and I am sick of it really. but I don't have the problems those dirty fuckfaces and their whorey dirty souls have, cuz life punishes you for all your wrongs and your kids wrongs and your parents and your great great great great great great parents and all your ancestors wrongs against any soul they have abused. life pays your back for all the women you sprog-sprong with and life will pay everyone back who has wronged me. I can sit back and laugh and watch the freak shows everywhere, the freak rotyals, the freak police and the freaker creepers ambos-ambongs and firies - flies freak doctors - mockers who abused me. russo the dusto fighter boxer and heather and joyce with their profound wisdom and abuse - yeh they get their comupance and people find out what sort of people they really are abusing victims of crime and its not my problem! I didn't cause their problems anyway. like someone said to me about kelly and margie in that disability choir disability bullies get theirs too for abusing, she will pay a piper one day and get done for her bouncing bullying controlling games. that music teacher margie getting her noise into all of the female choirs personal and romantic lives is dirty. anita and others bringing their work and home life problems to the choir is wrong and a user. you will get yours. anyway its nice knowing you get jobs working in a classroom anita but can't handle the kids and cant do your job that well. and all you can play is this childish game of "we won the fight" at the choir because I left. yeh you won, but what did you really win? a load of bullshit and trouble and your such a joke and so ugly anyway. you don't help or help anyone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoF7BMKWWyk see counter 40;45- you thought we might help each other so why are you telling me and everyone all your pathetic childish problems, what why should I care about a whorey ugly doggerstyler ambino googlyeye sheephaired freak ugly face and ugly body like you and your mongrel sprogging fuck off whore dogbitch. I didn't even look!

I would like to see dogger whories and doggystyles and big men on their ass made fun of everywhere a...

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joyce was always saying people wanted me on my ass, I would like a lot of people on their ass, I would love to see other people's genitals being made fun of and lives in a mess and neglected and abused. I feel sure it would help me heal and restore my faith in humanity if I saw a lot of people being abused and attacked over men and just anything really. its therapy for me.

joyce was always saying people wanted me on my ass, I would like a lot of people on their ass, I wou...

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I've been working on a project for 6 months. About 2 months into it, I realized a design flaw with one of the critical pieces of it. I never told anyone and have been secretly hoping that the project would get cancelled. But it hasn't and we are supposed to go-live with it next week. I've been a mess for the past three months and people just think I'm stressed out from all the work I have. I'm stressed out because I just got married and bought a house. I've debated suicide versus quitting but in the course of not making that decision, I've gotten to this point. I don't know what I'm going to do.

I've been working on a project for 6 months. About 2 months into it, I realized a design flaw with o...

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Once you get used to the silence. Become numb to the pain. Deaf to the taunting voices. Ignorant to the social world. Become too stone when it comes to emotions. Learn in the end it's really only you that you have. That's its you, you wake up with and you that you go to bed with. And when looking in the mirror all you see is you especially when looking alone.

Once you get used to the silence. Become numb to the pain. Deaf to the taunting voices. Ignorant to ...

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thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot. joyce say i have to thank abusive people I would prefer to have the cops on put them on trial to be honest for crimes against humanity and torture.

thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot...

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I'm in my second semester of my first year of college...and honestly...I fucking hate it......I feel so......lost...I feel like I'm heading down the wrong life path.....I'm majoring in Physics and engineering and while the careers and money for that career path are great....I can't help but feel like I should do art!......animation, writing ETC! I feel so out of place....I don't even have friends...I never get invited to places and I've become a complete hermit... I just want to reinvent myself... I want to learn to how accept people's criticism while making it known that it will not CHANGE ME AS A PERSON..... But I can't...and in the end....it always affects my character...and makes me hate myself when I do change myself to fit their criticism. I never stand up for myself..... Not against my family Not against other students Not against anybody... I hate that I'm SUCH A COWARD... I only feel safe in my own head...with the friends I've created in there....

I'm in my second semester of my first year of college...and honestly...I fucking hate it......I feel...

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Sometimes I really fucking hate being a nice person because people always take advantage of it and see me as a pushover. My supposed "best friend" (and 99% of people in my life) constantly takes me for granted and does not appreciate shit that I do for her. When I do something nice for people, I do not do it with the intent of receiving compensation, I do it because I care. It really sucks and angers me that I bend over backwards for her and never ask her for a damn thing while she constantly takes advantage of me. Whenever I try to stand up for myself suddenly I'm a bad person and that's what I try so hard to avoid doing because I know what it's like to have mean/awful people in your life. She ruined this one thing for me and had the nerve to give me an attitude because she's a selfish bitch and I've just about had it. I've slowly resented you but now I fucking hate you. I'm done with your bullshit because I just cannot handle you anymore. Honestly Fuck you.

Sometimes I really fucking hate being a nice person because people always take advantage of it and s...

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I'm in my mid 20s and I can say that I have yet to achieve anything. I haven't done much in my life and this is due to anxiety and depression. I won't say my whole life has been crap because it hasn't, but for the last years it's gradually going down hill and I'm scared what'll happen when I actually crash. Okay I'll start off with what has happened to me through out the years. At 5 or 6 I was sexually abused by a family friends son. He was slightly older and I didn't understand what was happening at the time. He would sneak me off and rape me while our parents were in another part of the house. I get a lot of flashbacks but in general I don't remember much and I count that as a blessing. Recently I have also experienced sexual abuse from an uncle. Thankfully this time I reacted as quickly as possible and told close relatives who were very helpful even though I didn't tell the whole truth because I don't want to be the reason my family don't talk. This is causing me pain. depression does that.

I'm in my mid 20s and I can say that I have yet to achieve anything. I haven't done much in my life ...

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I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

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I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

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I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

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there are other doctors who were abusive to me, I have reported, dr luke while I am grateful for everything he did for me because I believe if I had stayed at wpt fam prac wang and ludwig were out to kill me. there is no excuse for their laziness for referals to specialists or for getting my patient records mixed up with another patient by a similiar name, my mum does not accept mistakes when she worked in magagement in govt you were not allowed to make mistakes. I have been to kind and too forgiving. that has been my mistake. dr l said some very nasty things to me that upset me, he said things like "don't ever think you can study medicine because you will never understand it" well I do some and I don't have an ambition to be a doctor I had other ambitions and seeing you insulted me and you were making out I was trying to con you into medical tests which is not true. I was advised to see another gp by another specialist so I am not a liar I had to start at the begining. as for dr l medical skills I am grateful but didn't get what he ment saying "what would it take to push me over" to me that paraphrased into "I would like to kill you how can I get away with it" at the time. and I was scared and then anna maria told me her story about how you got an erection while examining her after and abortion and I didn't know what to think she just told me and said "oh don't tell me you are seeing dr l" and asked me what I thought. well what could I say? only what I observed in basic terms. but yeh I was offended a few times. then there were other doctors as well I complained about a 2 local ents who were verbally rude to me. I don't take kindly to drs who should know better who are paid enough to not step out of line. I personally , I am not paid enough to trust anyone! there was he 2 neurosurgeons I complained about who were rude to me. and then there was a few in hospital, one fat slut german cow of a he/she butch bullying doctor was so rude to me, I thought 'wow it is true you can't tell the staff from the patients here", then there was another doctor who was rude to me at the local hospital and in the city and then a few slutty whorey nurses were rude to me actually abusing me about the population growth in the local area as if it was my personal fault. another nutter black nigar nurses 2 were whores that was clear what sluts they were and piggish rude women and a few paramedics I would hit over the head if I could get away with it who were in the wrong job! still there is no excuse for their rudeness towards me when I personally did nothing to them for the abuse to take place in the first place from my betters, shall we amuse them a little. anyway what ever your purpose for abuse its been noted and is never forgotten! and not forgiven! and never will you be forgiven! I am not the forgiving loving kind and you taught me that so you only have yourselves to blame!

there are other doctors who were abusive to me, I have reported, dr luke while I am grateful for eve...

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you know how they have mystery tours or hotel stays I would like to put in a request for what I like and have a mystery date when I go on holiday soon to some beach, yeh a mystery romantic date with me.

you know how they have mystery tours or hotel stays I would like to put in a request for what I like...

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I am not going to see taxiride I woke up those guys were sick of seeing us so I stopped going in 2003, they can't relate to our struggles and they don't live in the real world. they are rich, I don't want to be accused of being in some whores way. after how michelle and doret and anna-maria and other women hurt me, I don't think I could bother having female friends because men always come between me and my female friends and I always miss out and I am sick of it. I got sick of the bullying and these big rich women and other people literally pushing us over to see the band. even joyce felt they should want her over me. so that says something. you learn your place in this world, just don't look around, just look down at the ground, space out etc, stare off into the distance and deliberately ignore sales people and charities. people wonder why I do that a lot but its safer. sometimes I deliberately get a vague confused look on my face like the character doogle like yesterday when this mother was expecting me to smile over her scretching 2 year old, sorry but not impressed by other peopes mongrel sprogs misbehaving and showing off! mum used to just sit there and jason waved at her and she just ignored him but she is like that we all or most men, she hates men, she has always told me no man would want me, and they are all cons and frauds and after just one thing and dumb ya, or they are just trying to take a lean on ya. its true that is really all men do. there is no such thing as a honest good man. most of them are murderers! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngbEpZ0tTjI

I am not going to see taxiride I woke up those guys were sick of seeing us so I stopped going in 200...

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