Confessions about 'Pride'

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I killed gay while was stealing from my work and lied about it

Pride, Lie, Gay, Stealing, Sex

ken and certain bullies have also been deliberately stressing me and putting yellow and blue images around me to symbolize they want me to get cancer this has been happening a lot where yellow bomby cars turn up parked outside our house to go over to the drug house over the road. just like sarina russo deliberately having her show off parties on new years eve on my birthday when she could have them any time, as a deliberate attack on me , the bayside family christain church were doing this sort of thing as well so was nutrimetics and also that wendy with her fashion show and she wouldn't listen to me, but what would I know? right I was only doing a course in it so what the hell would I know about fashion and the timing of a show and economy. just like the blue crane being deliberately run over while I was exercising out side on my birthday was a clear satanic message that someone wanted to kill me if I continued exercising, worse still is this idiot rapist (who his wife needs to learn to stop being so lazy and stop stealing single men while they are both raping virgins and murdering people cuz they will get caught) he has some weirdo idea that he can induce a relationship where there is none and his copying my sister and if I wear navy or any colour he places that as a sign I am "reaching out" but I am not to him! and also him making out he is a gyno and vet and what next will the idiot come up with ? please chase mirarah carey not me. you want your singer chase her or some young belle of the ball royal but stop bullying and abusing me just because I don't appreciate your rape and drugging me and causing a stroke on me, like wake up to what you have done and learn boundaries and limitations please ken and anne you spastic criminal bonnie and clyde clutz fools, or is bob and cheryl ugly ? you never helped me, I told police your in on rapes together.

ken and certain bullies have also been deliberately stressing me and putting yellow and blue images ...

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Australia has had too many of these wealthy foreigners with dark skin making out there more important than everyone else. lisa from the church does not know suffering and being left behind, she has a degree, a husband, kids and cars and pool and worked in canberra for an asian she does not know suffering for since she has gained all these advantages. she puts me down and like I am less of a woman and she extra special before she has had 4 kids, I never asked her to have kids. she doesn't deserve all she has. I don't have a car or husband, or degree, or kids in bands and important winners of education awards and a husband working. I don't own a pool or house. I can't afford holidays and yet all she did the whole time was go on to me about how hard it was to be married and have a baby. I can't feel sorry for you if I tried.

Australia has had too many of these wealthy foreigners with dark skin making out there more importan...

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joyce poorter has never once said she is sorry never once admitted she abused me, infact she denies everything I claimed over and over to several different committees and counselling and psychology boards within australia and health complaints commission and health ombundsmen etc she has never once admitted her wrong or the level of physical and mental and emotional harm she caused me for over 20years and her ongoing abuse and attacks, she is a jealous old witch, she did not want me marrying and having children she did not want me graduating from university, much like sarina russo and the two of them must of had a real bitch giggle planning their attack on me with all their riches and fat and wrinkles and what they wanted was for me to be this old lonely loveless women with no money and no husband or kids for some reason they felt the need to take their abuses out on me, I did not make sarina a single ugly old hag, I didn't cause her problems, my family don't even know her and they don't want to know that hooked nosed witch either. she gets on her videos and tv shows making out she helps people she does not help. she is a born bitch and will die a born bitch from hell. the devil made her and the devil can have that ugly greek lebense marfia freak nut. those people do not know morals, all they care about is money and ego. russos caused me so much suffering. I did nothing to this witch. I don't know if she knew werner but that is not my problem I was not related to werner. if you want to attack a man who did war crimes and how that family abused me for years, don't take it out on me if he wronged you. my father doesn't want to know ugly sarina no one here likes her. she is a evil animal. she has no morals and taking money from the poor all the govt funding she has gotten for nothing and lies and fraud, I bet a lot of average australians wouldn't mind having her riches and there is nothing special about this old toad on bikes. or should I say is an old bike! she probably pays young men to ride her like a bike and she seems to have got together with joyce poorter to having me living this weird life I of isolation no friends no husband no income? and has it made her back asshole any happy? she is still a mongrel old cow who can't get out of her nappy she pays people to abuse women she is jealous of. I am not her only victim. and she does not deserve friends or fame or the money she has. she deserves to be deported back to where she came from her dirty country from hell and she should be forced out of australia for crimes against humanity on abusing disability and victims of crime and abusing people who were sexually abused as kids has to be the lowest act out. you really hit the bottom of the barrel there sarina and don! its super low, yeh they must have had a real little giggle get together on new years eve. she keeps wanting people to hate me how people hate her. and a lot of little people she abused do hate this russo woman. she can't pay off everyone she should be in jail. deport the bitch to Lebanon send her via a mislise bomb too so she exspodes everywhere . I say! I am insulted that she parties in brisbane on my birthday on new years eve has some glory statement to her ugly black cunt! and cunt face! it insults me!!!!!!!!!!!! this woman is a vile satanic thing. I have nothing nice to say about her and her corruption. she is a satanic evil demonic trouble maker who should be exicuted ! die russo dog die. because you have harmed a lot of people in your offices and your a fraud! a big big big fraud stealing money!

joyce poorter has never once said she is sorry never once admitted she abused me, infact she denies ...

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I am sick of being made to feel less of a person because I can't cope with qld tafe yet I passed most university subjects I did. I decided to drop out because of nervous breakdowns after assaults and all the child sexual abuse trauma memories and not one person stood by to support me, I did everything all alone like I do most times. no one has ever been there for me and why would it change, I have had small bits of employment here and there and can't hold down work or relationships of any kind and no one ever listens to my needs enough and I am sick of it. I need a better life. I was expecting a marriage and child just like my brother and sister and for some reason this dirty old town didn't want those things for me. they wanted me to be a sad lonely isolated shell of a person with nothing and no-one no income, no identity no friends no self respect - is this what this town is really about, its more then the tall poppies syndrome its a form of genocide. and I don't understand why the royals and media and medical people and famous people have been so abusive and rude and insulting when they are not much chop yourselves. I have no bedroom of my own, no kitchen oven or stove in our old house works, everyone has had cancer and illness and even when we had money we were bullied senseless and abused. my father and me are still very traumatised over what katy did to us and we don't understand at all. we don't understand why famous people abused us either like diana and other rich people. we just don't understand why we have been stopped from having good reliable full-time or part-time wages for the last 35 years why were blacklisted in work and socially for over 35 years, my parents and I don't understand why I have been not allowed to have a husband and children - yet everyone else in the faamily are so over indulged and spoilt like dirty over-sexed violent sexed animal relatives who ruined our lives on us. we don't understand how dad and myself why we were expect to give our best to be abused in return. it makes no sense. no of it makes any sense. we know one thing is for sure the royal family do not support or endorse any support or recognition of help to victims of child sexual abuse we know that ! all they do is bully you more. you will never see a royal back any child sexual abuse group ever and they are a very rude bunch of people, I don't know why diana was abusive towards me in 1978. she awlays needed someone to pick on and bully like most of these famous people who are selfish spoilt and psychotic insane people who murder, they kill for their kids they kill for work, they have dirtier secrets than you could imagine. we don't understand why we have been abused the way we have been. our hearts are damaged perminantly!

I am sick of being made to feel less of a person because I can't cope with qld tafe yet I passed mos...

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I want to fuck my mum so bad

Pride, Love, Sex

I had met ricky martin when we were kids at my grandmothers farm and Iam sure it was him. I can't forgive ricky and william for what they did to me. ricky is a sicko bastard, nutcase who has no concept of womens feelings and needs and life experiences. I was shocked how joyce and diana and people who just ignored what was happening to me as a kid and teen but what william and ricky did really out did most and I don't like david oakes either. I don't want to see that satanic fool again either.

I had met ricky martin when we were kids at my grandmothers farm and Iam sure it was him. I can't fo...

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I believe kirks softdrinks and bugsy and joyce and my brother and cousins and his godparents and diana an william have been behind most of the abuse i have gone through, my father and mother have gone through, my sister has gone through. the general attitude has been because we are girls, the child sexual torture we went through doesn't weigh as important as a boy child being abused and my mother said this makes her sick, because she said what its saying is girls a born to be raped and molested and to shut up, my mother had to put up with dirty old men putting their hands up their legs in the qld public service just to get their pay each week. it caused the women of the telephone exchange to fear payday and the trauma of avoiding being molested and rape statements or proposals put at them during the 1950s-60s. and sexual assault just toget a pay cheque wouldnt be tolerated today!

I believe kirks softdrinks and bugsy and joyce and my brother and cousins and his godparents and d...

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one nurse at the local hosptial attacked me verbally about the population growth in the area as if it was my fault, I mean I haven't been given the priveledges that nurse has to have work or breed she was a maarried whore with kids, I have never been married and don't have kids. another nurse accused me of wanting to look in the triage examination room at other patients being examined which was rubbish why would I want to look at fat ugly old creepy hulkenstein sick fuckers when I hate hospitals anyway and I was more concerned about myself not others. then one nurse told me to get off the property and not come back and accused me of being rude and I didn't do anything wrong. this also happened at wello pt one misfit tried a stunt on me accusing me of being rude just because I asked when will the doctor see me because he was over an hour late. and told her I am not being rude to you I simply asked a polite question. she was trying a game on me to try to stir me up I could tell her gaming plan! and then one doctor at one of the hospitals said stupid things at me like look around and behind as you walk out the doors??? this was weird. another doctor got verbally attacking at me over medications that were causing problems and my mum was with me and she was just as insulted as I was - the ambulance told me to "get a new hobby" as if being sick and needing help was a choice? none of this made normal common sense its just hate crime and bullying and discrimination! doctors and medical staff who are "hate crime operants"... and it nothing justifies this and worse things that they were doing to me!

one nurse at the local hosptial attacked me verbally about the population growth in the area as if i...

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currently the austrlain govt attitude appears to be they just people or women like me to sit locked away in a room without friends or care and left to masturbate all our lives with any form of romantic love and meaningul emotional committement and its just not good enough to be treated like this and for a country or state to say that its ok for churches and colleges and doctors and everywhere I go to be bullied as some sexual slave to someone I don't want to be with. this was the exact same thing that these freaks did to me as a little child where I was a sexual captive to this dirty old pedophile for over 10 years from the age of 4 or 5 and its just not on! my parents are not tolerating the bullying and abuse from rsl and military and doctors, I tell my parents everything, even when we argue I tell them everything that people are doing to me or what they are saying. somedays I will rehash and repeat stories and things joyce and katy said to me over and over and over at my mother and father and other people trying to resolve it and I still can't in my head until I have the life I wanted back years ago I think I will continue rehashing and talking about it til its delt with and I am allowed some fight back and someone to listen to me and support my needs and my feelings in all this. because this is hate crime. that is what it is. its ritualised satanic occult on-going repetitive hate places I go so you learn not to trust. having a stalker watching every page i am on what online courses I do, where I shop or whatever is just an invasion of privacy and dirty ! its not helping me. its not making me feel love for people and infact its doing the exact oppposite where I am starting to hate and mistrust everyone and I could look at a man and not even feel love or a crush on him because I hear those things joyce and katy and rick and ken and the filipenos and my sister and so on, and other people said to me all over a new guys face now.

currently the austrlain govt attitude appears to be they just people or women like me to sit locked ...

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but you don't understand what I can't do for myself is not available to me. I can't make someone I love, love me. I can't love someone I don't love. I don't know how people get others to love them. I have no perception of that concept because I have been celebate most of my life and I walk away quick once someone says they don't like me. I just don't go back. I don't understand their silly little pathetic games and can't related. you either do something or you don't, one or the other. I don't have time to muck around, I get very bored easily with indecisive stupid people. and there are so many stupid dumb people out in the world now. its only bitches who win. you literally have to be a bitch to win in this world my dad used to say that to other business people when he was in politics and they would say no, you don't, the truth is you have to be a bastard to win in politics and anything in this world. you have to be a psychopath. you can't have rationale and love at the same time. it just doesn't go together. the most successful people in romance are the biggest con artists and frauds and most are vomit ugly. what would have made a rut pig shit scum with crocked teeth seriously think I wanted to be with a loser like him? leigh morris is to blame for that and I wish I could murder her. she deserves to be publicly exicuted for that. why do spastic rut losers with no personality married and ugly bald fat short and retarted seriously think single virgins would want them. because they don't. the other young single attractive men don't get off their cunt holes to do a thing to meet the single women and they are the idiots.

but you don't understand what I can't do for myself is not available to me. I can't make someone I ...

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not taking a cruise ! we are a family who like our morbidity and we are a family who don't know how to be happy! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9zWLDfysis

not taking a cruise ! we are a family who like our morbidity and we are a family who don't know how ...

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daer poppskin dr dog deepthi the best feeling in the whole world was turning up at wellington point family practice and the look of sheer guilt for her abuse on me, and all her privilege in a foreign land that poop skin face turned so shamed at what she had done to me for all those years! that felt so good to see guilt and shame all over the dirty oversexed poopskin scums face reaching a doctor's status when it comes from poop! I smiled for ages over that guilty shamed faced that couldn't even look at me, and the same with slut of shit doret price! gee that felt so good making a poop skin and slut of shit feel so guilty she couldn't even look at me for what she had wronged me with all her lies and cheating and sexual abortuary ! those spastic dogfaced women who really did believe they were ting tong courage and were so ugly and fat and spastic and don't even know they are.

daer poppskin dr dog deepthi the best feeling in the whole world was turning up at wellington poin...

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I am goingto be a very very lonely old lady unlike my old bitch of a mother who has had a daughter to run after her while all she has ever done is tell me "no quality hot man is ever going to want a loser spastic dog like you" all the time. I think she is a selfish mental ill bitch who needs a kcik up her face with the self denial bullying she pushed on to me with her fucking catholic cunts cumsquat bitches, some they helped get married to single men others they didn't and none of us know their criteriea for who they helped and why they helped. no one from the church helped me find a proper husband or career. the church let down a lot of girls in my generation and this old witch bitch here with its finger up like a cock very very selfish woman expecting her daughter to give up her education and dreams of marriage and children and career and house of my own for this old tyrant slag that selfishly sleeps while I am stressed out all the time over if I will die and she used to say to me "I am glad I have made men think your a dyke"" what mother says that to their child? I have tried to get away from the old slag and everytime no one has believed me that she and my father have attacked me often. she was always telling me men would only rape me and dump on me and abuse me and treat me like I was her little dwarf size ! this spastic little woman that has abused me senseless. and I don't really want to her on any cruise I want to take a hot guy and I don't want to see ugly ken or anyone getting in my way or I will up and bash them I do weights and I have big chest to bash and intimidate see katy wouldnt take on bec because she was too fat and big she picked on me and she wouldn't want to now I crush her skull! these spastic selfish bullying self pitying mongrel cunt women and their cunt activity needing dick and cutting down others. katy should have been bashed back she should have been attacked back, ken should have been raped back by a bunch of gays, its not my fault his lazy wife can't satisfy his criminal sexual impulses and all the affairs he had before he met me the man is a loser spastic its as simple as that. bunnypoeta wanted to rape him with a stick up the ass! I hope he did.

I am goingto be a very very lonely old lady unlike my old bitch of a mother who has had a daughter t...

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people have to understand that I did all that opus dei shit as a kid and young adult and at the age of 13 or 14 I even deliberately cut my clit to stop feeling horny from anger everytime that dirty foul pedo abused me and I hit myself over the head with a meat mallet when I kelly college would not give me my course , I mean I met business with this opus dei stuff as a kid and that was how we were bought up to think and I just don't believe in all the bullshit of it now. https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=1aO2LUAjiko that is why when that mongrel dog over at that dirty bayside family church started on me I told the nuns and a priest that they were trying to make me do things and were saying I had to do penance because penance to me ment self-mortification with physical pain and using things like needles and cilice barb wires to cut myself etc and living morbid without love and money and all kinds of things. I rejected sex for a long time and that was how I ended up raped because of joyce's abuse and other abuse and my doctor and the church have said I don't have to do penance and self-mortification. its a very offensive subject and I don't wish to talk about it to anyone. I just think all that shit is just out and out dangerous and mind-bending and occult like if used wrong. I am sick of smiling when I didn't want to for years and god has not graced me with much in return because I am sorry to say but there is no god as we understand it by church and the bible and there is no satan, there are no Jesus's and no hail mary's and no miracles and no saints on in the world. but there seems to be too many demons in the world now. and I just don't believe in any extreme churches anymore. so don't even try to bring up the topic.

people have to understand that I did all that opus dei shit as a kid and young adult and at the age ...

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that goes for my brother and his wife, take your shit out on mum and dad and bill don't take it out on me. I am not to blame that you didn't stand up for yourself or admit the truth about what bill did to you and its got nothing to do with me what he made me do. take it out on the person who started it don't take it out on me. karen can take her shit out on her brother and family and stop taking her shit out on strangers like her inlaws who simply do not want to know her.

that goes for my brother and his wife, take your shit out on mum and dad and bill don't take it out ...

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i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out on me I didn't cause her shit! she is a spastic body of poop and I want to see her on her ass and her old therapist and family all on their ass, because she said people wanted me on my ass. and I have been on my ass since i was kid, so don't you dam well start on me whoredog slut. go take your shit out on your old sluto therapist in victoria and stop abusing young women your jealous of and that goes for you to russo and kate ! take your shit out on the people who bullied you don't take it out on me. I told ken to do the same take your shit out on your wife and your past affairs before you met me and stop taking it out on me what they did to you to make you such a spastic idiot. I tell everyone that. don and maryp and steve go take your shit out on the people who abused you, take it out on your drunken mother alcholic bitch mother - mary stop bullying me since 1977 and the same with your mongrel kids. take your shit out on your parents for putting you last and not looking after you don't take it out on me. and I didn't kill that teenage boy so take it out on the kids who were there when he died not me.

i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out...

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joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transfer my hurt emotions to other people like rose does and I now realise that was my downfall I should have been doing that all the time, I got a lot of time to make up for being so holier then thou now! if joyce can do it and others so can I!

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transf...

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I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people from my facebook or email deliberately to show them how it feels. if I am spoken to rudely or told to go away I do it to others. if a doctor dumps me I go dump a few psychologists to show them how it feels to be dumped. anything people do to me now I just do back to others either randomly or as available or deliberantly. to transfer the feeling and intention and hurt over. I repeat over and over things people say to me to others. I copy my sister rose and other people like joyce or what ever character I want to be for the day. I never answer my mobile all these phone calls I never return for years to make others see how it feels to be ignored and blocked. do it to me and I find someone else to do it back to !

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people f...

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people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can look at everyone else who has not have enough harsh life experiences with contempt due to their privilege. what you give is what you get in return from the world.

people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can...

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