Confessions about 'Pride'

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feeling depressed I think I said something wrong to matt

Pride

just imagine more money and love.

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I want to do different study

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just imagine ! a clean house in order, a room of my own to sleep in and a study to work in un-interupted. a bigger clean kitchen. more friends and someone to organise all my day to day things and tasks. just imagine a husband caring about me! is that really possible after all this time? really! I buy wedding dresses and veils and can't someone I can find attractive rather then dull, indulge my fantasies a little.

just imagine ! a clean house in order, a room of my own to sleep in and a study to work in un-interu...

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I don't really know my unique selling points are, I am 45 and I knew what they were more when I was younger. I have more confidence overall now in some ways but not in other ways I have lost some confidence in many things. I don't know what I should try to sell myself most in skills or to men or whoever????

I don't really know my unique selling points are, I am 45 and I knew what they were more when I was ...

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people can say what the flippan hell they want to about me, it don't make it true.

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I am getting a bit bored in study and want to spice it up and I only like easy gardening and easy work and easy exams. sorry but I just won't buy dear clothes that are not discounted down anymore. I used to buy shit and then it would like $45 and then a week after I bought it down to $5 and I got sick of being ripped off because I am not rich anyway.

I am getting a bit bored in study and want to spice it up and I only like easy gardening and easy wo...

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people have always said to me "we like you because you don't make out you are someone you are not in career or life or what you can do?" but I don't know if that is all true, I have had to do a few cheaty things like everyone to get places sometimes, but I don't make out I can do things I can't or have degrees and I still don't know if I am related to royals or who my godparents are. I know very little other then what I've been told vaguely and strangely as if "why do you ask? you shouldn't care anyway" guys would say to me, "you never wear truck loads of over done make up either its always so soft" I guess that's just because I don't have create make up skills to do all these cat eyes and smokey eye looks, I have only done them about 3 times on me for party but I don't like a lot of heavy make up because of allergies.

people have always said to me "we like you because you don't make out you are someone you are not in...

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joyce poorter said I had to get into S&M sexual violence for therapy to get over my child sexual abuse next time I will kill the person.people don't know how much I could up and bash them in shops when they walk past me. I could easily attack people for the last 20 years and this is supposed to be therapy? I would call it abuse!

joyce poorter said I had to get into S&M sexual violence for therapy to get over my child sexual abu...

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i want my parents to fight for my rights against a rapist! and I am soon getting rid of doctors and therapist who don't fit my compliance codes and rules or they will be punished.

i want my parents to fight for my rights against a rapist! and I am soon getting rid of doctors and ...

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I couldn't marry frank because he looked too much like my cousin patrick and it felt like yuk! and he was never going to treat me equal and I didn't want to give him and std incase i got aids/hiv. but he didn't put enough effort into showing he cared. only wrote love letters of desperation at me and I did like him but i could see it was not gonna work because of a lot of reasons.

I couldn't marry frank because he looked too much like my cousin patrick and it felt like yuk! and h...

Pride, Love

"tiger the teenage tart" is at it again bouncing on her tramp-o-lean! again. somedays its 7 hrs straight she is going to end up with pelvic disorders from all that jumping and won't be able to carry a baby full term if she keeps jumping all these years she has been at it she is buggering up her uterus! I will forgive you katlyn when you fall off and brack your face! sexting on trampolines at 14 and whoring around with a man of 40 is disgusting. all the germs on that trampoline like bat piss, possum shit, bird shit and bugs and flies and fungus feet and viruses from bat piss. and sperm and yuk !

"tiger the teenage tart" is at it again bouncing on her tramp-o-lean! again. somedays its 7 hrs stra...

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I went to the city and it was depressing to go to a store like H&M and no large sizes in anything and their skirts are awful so few and dear but awful material for summer climate and the tops I like are basic seamstress designs but wish they had larger sizes.

I went to the city and it was depressing to go to a store like H&M and no large sizes in anything an...

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I bought 2 wedding veils today one is a 2.5m lace edged and the other is satin 3m edged both very pretty. I made one myself once but it looks so old fashioned and vintage spanish out of some old very vintage delicate curtain lace and a top that is lace frilly bonnet like I would never wear it but it would be good for a custome party or theatre.

I bought 2 wedding veils today one is a 2.5m lace edged and the other is satin 3m edged both very pr...

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I am very fussy about cleaning all my facial applicators and brushes with antibacterial cleaners and hot running what and giving them a good clean even if all they do is disperse oil or scrub brush foam up cleanser and never use the pink file applicator or the massager on my face as they don't feel right they are better on shoulders, nails or feet so I clean them all well. and spray vinegar or cleaner oil or rubbing alcohol on them after washing in antibacterial suds. only I used them and I won't share them with anyone, not even my microdermibrasion kit.

I am very fussy about cleaning all my facial applicators and brushes with antibacterial cleaners and...

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I confess I was such a fool, I was rude and didnt treat the one guy who loved me well. five Years later I realised u did him so much wrong. should have given him a chance then.

I confess I was such a fool, I was rude and didnt treat the one guy who loved me well. five Years la...

Pride, Love

not with an unknown entity or past loser thanks! seriously fuck off and not welcome if you are ken or rick or rus or bands! time has come to sort out the rubbish from the crop! my mistake in youth was actually being too sincere and too polite and nice. and it never paid off! why is that?

not with an unknown entity or past loser thanks! seriously fuck off and not welcome if you are ken o...

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I could get married right now I have the dresses and bridesmaid dress and flower girls dresses and fake flower posies but I really want to have a pretty real boquet like my mum did in a church. I have a satin white top and satin gold skirt and I could easily get a white satin or other long skirt to match the top as I don't really like gold anyway.

I could get married right now I have the dresses and bridesmaid dress and flower girls dresses and f...

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i wish i knew why so many men and people hate me!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am trying to plan my cruise- I went into this membership club where you buy one and a person goes free with you and onlyhas to payfor luggage and admin fees and I want to take my parents to nordic areas and baltic, meditarian and cario egypt. I would go to hawaii or bora islands but I want to have a good time and we can share a penthouse suite or balcony suit with the three of us. if I had a boyfriend or husband I would go with them but I want to take my parents on at least one decident holiday. we want to see mediterainian, greece, france and egypt and we would go to japan and iceland and russia. I just can't afford it all and have to really save money, I have never been overseas and neither has my parents so it would be nice seeing we have all had cancer. I wish I had a boyfriend to go with however, it would be a nice honeymoon alone.

I am trying to plan my cruise- I went into this membership club where you buy one and a person goes ...

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