Confessions about 'Pride'

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learn to say "yes sister, no sister. yes father no father" to those above your station at all times! and never ever think you can rise above your betters! that was the old good way of white church society that got lost with multiculturalism.

learn to say "yes sister, no sister. yes father no father" to those above your station at all times!...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

Can anyone tell me why idiots builders put chipboard near waterpipes in kitchens and bathrooms? do you have a brain? my mum, she always loses her things. we have need more organisation and room to put things in organized places in the house we don't have enough in built cupboard space. what you see is an illusion of cupboard space because the tard that built the house never finished off the backs of cupboards or down the back steps or garage into a where all the ugly rafters show and and cupboards are not finished, you could not put sheets there, the cupboards upstairs are falling apart because the idiot put chipboard near water pipes. the water pipe from the shower has been repaired many times and the chip board has got a swell to it. like what idiots put that shit near pipes? it doesn't take a genius to see they don't go together little man!

Can anyone tell me why idiots builders put chipboard near waterpipes in kitchens and bathrooms? do y...

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Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Blasphemy

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Pride, Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

Two years ago my best friend moved to Canada. My best friend moved away to college. And I'm so lonely these days. I have a boyfriend, who is very close to me, but it's so hard not to smother him.Few months after she felt i hooked up with her older sisters boyfriend. Their 7 year relationship was on the rocks and nearly over. I don't have anyone to talk to, go places with or anything... It's so horrible. And he has friends that still live here that he goes out and does stuff with... and I have no one.I really fell for this boy. and it seemed as though he liked me but he never wanted to date me. still for two years we continued to hook up. I'm so lonely.... as I have pretty much been my entire life I always felt guilty about not telling my best friend. I don't like keeping things from her. but i know if i tell her i will lose her forever. I can never let that happen. i don't know what to do to stop feeling guilty. i feel like a horrible best friend. I know i should stop seeing this boy but i like him so much its so hard to do. ANy advice or anything that could help? But now it's only worse. I hate my life. Sometimes I just want to have fantasies of having someone else.

Two years ago my best friend moved to Canada. My best friend moved away to college. And I'm so lonel...

Pride, Lie

my grandfather didn't fight in ww2 for some niggar chink black assed assholes freedom in my country either, so go suck on that sluts!

my grandfather didn't fight in ww2 for some niggar chink black assed assholes freedom in my country ...

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can you now see tracey? can you now see how australians want to leave australia to get a better life somewhere else???? we are so suppressed and abused and poverty struck and conservo and have no place to go that we understand is home anymore! can you now see why an abused white woman would not find burlesque and strip in some weirdo woman's social group that only help divorced women and foreign or gay women and to me its as not fun? can you now see tracey? can you? cuz I am always listening to everyones words carefully and watching body language and omissions and constructs around them! can you now see how most people in australia are doing it tough unfairly and the white prejudice just because we are white and we have to move and study overseas to be educated and to count we have to marry a foreigner to survive so called equality cuz no Australian men will pay homage to their own people, everything is contructed around no social activity other then professional and to break that code would be morally judged so I can't date my australian coach at the gym but others from overseas can and I have to bring in a south american or russian because no australians see me as equal but outsiders do out away from this country I am respected, but here no respect often and employ them or friend them or date them. we have to date foreigners to feel worthy because we don't get that here from our own kind.

can you now see tracey? can you now see how australians want to leave australia to get a better life...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am envious of people who have a true love memory and experience like good times with someone special. I never have. I have never had sex with a man I love ever. never been kissed by a guy I like ever. never had a sweet innocent romance ever. I can't say remember the night we found real love and we had wanted to get together for ages and finally did. I can't say that. I have no love that felt the same way back ever. I liked guys a lot older then me like the czech tennis player over the road in my teens and the cricket players when I was just 10 I would go watch to the live cricket a lot. at roller skating lessons I liked this guy as well and I was 6 and he was about 17 or 18. I liked guys way too early as a child but i would never tell them. even at college one got my bus another was in my drama class and I got to hold his hand that was about it. I went to the ballet and lots of good looking men there and at university my teachers some were really good looking in law but I was just a loser student. I wasn't pretty enough or rich enough for them. I found out what evil bastards men are even the cute ones can turn on you and go evil sicko, let alone the bad ones who just rape you. I love a few guys were normal who I should have given my virginity to over being raped anyway. they are the ones I still think of and its best I guess we don't meet. last winter I was at the beach and I seen the hottest young guy and another surf young guy was looking at me and I have big boobs but I was not showy or anything but I was thinking "well why are you looking at me like that your so young and completely beautiful all I could have wanted in guy when I was a teenager. I never got to have a teen romance. instead dumb neighbor tried to push me with this old bastard of 38 when I was 16, so nothing much happened there he was so boring. he might have had money but he had nothing else. like the model pilot I went out with a useless heap of crap he was. if he had of dated me when I was a teen or in my early 20s I would have been interested but not when he was hitting 46 and I was just 27. so I stood him up one night cuz he was a complete sleaze bag worse then what becs sister in law said about rick she called him a sleaze bag to me. rick really messed me up and i wish I had met someone better then. everyone else gets to have nice romances and happy endings and I don't and I am sick of it. everytime I am bashed and have to get bashed up and its not worth it. I stopped looking for love over 15 years ago and friends. emma hurt me and other female friends you learn not to let anyone in.

I am envious of people who have a true love memory and experience like good times with someone speci...

Pride, Love

I have learnt to sexually satisfy myself due to bashings and threats of attack most of my life. you learn to live without love and affection. I have somewhat of a sex drive but not much interest in sex with anyone. I stopped having an interested in sex young, at the age of 14 I hated the whole idea other then to have a baby. after years of sexual abuse. these women don't understand why I don't want to learn belly dance or burlesque but my child sexual abuser perpetrator would come up to me as a child in my underwear or pjs and touch me up and get lewid when I was dancing to pop songs and I even now find it hard to enjoy dancing sometimes and pop music, apart from the fact that todays music is complete shit but for a few. but after being pawed at all the time at the age of 5 til 15 I really don't feel a need to make a fool of myself doing compromising acts that I don't feel comfortable doing. I just don't like being sexual much at all. and when I did I was after different men that I could never get my hands on, all I could do was look but not touch, not talk to them other then for work or professional need so or they were young guys at college who just didn't even notice me. young guys with rich parents who didn't like girls like me who were more home maker type women. I always wanted to be a career woman. I thought life would be so different when I got into my teens I was less respected and as you age the worse it gets. I just don't understand it. I didn't want a drunken vomitting elipetic man of 70 groping me as a child and teen. something I can't ever forgive that people who must have known, teacher who must have thought something was wrong did absolutely nothing. how many times I didn't react played possum as they say, or play dead to turn completely cold and frozen so not to be seen causing a scene! making a fool of myself asking for help or wanting to demand the dirty men leave me alone. anyway, I sure as hell will not make a fool of myself doing strip and burleque, I don't even know if I would do that bs for any man I loved its just not me.

I have learnt to sexually satisfy myself due to bashings and threats of attack most of my life. you ...

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My name is Iblis, and I have planted a fiery version of Bandit's dome inside of the earth. This dome will expand, and continue to expand, until it engulfs the entire Earth. No one can escape this dome, and your suffering will be great and long lasting before you finally perish from the flames of the burning Dome. I won't eat your flesh, because it is so cliche and gross. Instead, I will order tons of pizza, get a bunch of porno DVDs, and have fun, laugh and jerk off while I watch my movies and monitor all of your suffering via picture in picture. Now go forth, and loot Radio Shack and Best Buy, while you can!

My name is Iblis, and I have planted a fiery version of Bandit's dome inside of the earth. This dome...

Pride, Lie

My ex cheated on me but still wants to get back together. I’ve repeatedly told him that that’s not gonna happen ever. Lowkey thinking of taking him to one of the locations where he cheated on me and making out with some other dude just to get him to back off…

My ex cheated on me but still wants to get back together. I’ve repeatedly told him that that’s not g...

Pride, Hate

do you really believe those royal slut dog whores are virtuous and honest and have never ruined lives? with all their rough privelege and power to cover up what ever they want? no way. they are deviant sick disgusting animals. no other word for them. I used to respect but I will not anymore! I was asleep and I was saved like amazing grace and I have been woken to see the truth and the lies against god and jesus and us.

do you really believe those royal slut dog whores are virtuous and honest and have never ruined live...

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the reason I am so conservative right wing now days is because I am so poor and neglected and isolated to be anything else but conservative and right wing. there are no other options when you get to this state of unemployment, poverty and husbandlessness and childlessness and so on.

the reason I am so conservative right wing now days is because I am so poor and neglected and isolat...

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trying to wipe out Christianity and Jesus https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YF7mkyd-Wm4

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I go to ballet and was in church choir only because I won't sing to a devil. I only mix in certain circles and I am careful about the company I keep and what I do so I don't compromise myself or my beliefs. as I told rick when katy and bec and him were fooling me around "I didn't go out with you that night because I didn't want to compromise my virtue or safety because you were acting so stupid and bec only wanted to know when my periods were" I know why because they were trying to get me raped back in 1999. I know that. don't believe for a minute that these people were real friends and cared cuz if a real friend cared they would get off their ass and show it it would unquestionable loyalty unless they did something wrong, right. like my friends if my friend needed help I would go talk to her parents. if my friend was having trouble finding a man I would help her the RIGHT WAY. and there is a right and wrong way. and your better know it when dealing with me! my mum knows they are real friends were never real friends. ken was never really caring. no man who really cared would do that. if you cared you would get a girl to a hospital quick in case of brain damage. you wouldn't even message around! why leigh thought she could take women on a ship and pass them off as entertainment to married men I will never understand in the doctrines of the lord god. jesus christ! it confuses me every day why that nutter was so sick. I go to flower events and I go to some church events and I am very extreme right wing thinking but vote mostly socialist but now and then liberal and green. but seriously. I am not gonna be told how to think and be controlled by sarina russo nazi hitler! that woman is going to face her devil and face my god and be punished. you better believe it woman, well I don't even believe she is a woman and I think she knew exactly what she was doing she was trying to make mini quazi clones of herself just like joyce was but not as rich or married. and I do believe sarina has kids too by the way. she is a liar. just like joyce is a lair, joyce and leigh are also people who will face their devil and face my god and be punished. so will the royals and celebs and companies and people who abused me. I faced my demons and god and done my penance set out by a dirty niggar islander set up by bayside church and before that by the catholics. have any of you? bet you haven't! I have not had sex other then being raped and abused. I haven't have a sexual feeling or liason with a man in completely decades. that is how abused and penance supressed these disgusting islanders and catholics are. but we will see what their penance and price will be for abusing me? we will see how the royals and blacks etc have to face what they did to bill and got him to abuse me and my family ! god is out to get you cuz I know and bills spirit has been speaking to me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWBK8vhMQdQ&t=408s it happens it is real.

I go to ballet and was in church choir only because I won't sing to a devil. I only mix in certain c...

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the word "tribe" if your in business marketing has been a pop word for the last few years. "bouncing market to your tribe" "know your tribe" etc. tribes and the quiet sutble nuances of tribal restorative practices in community are being bounced around and people are so dumbed down they can't see what is happening cuz they are so worried about being labelled racist rather then self preserationist of their own white culture like its a dirty word to want to protect your own rights as a white person. because multiculturalism does not work and never did, and never will. mark my words on that. you will never be one of "them"! no matter how much you try!!!!!

the word "tribe" if your in business marketing has been a pop word for the last few years. "bouncing...

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my life has changed and my eyes have opened to the evil sick famous celebs and royals and I could see this stuff back years ago learning semiotics and the world is sick beyond help now. I found call for uprising, mr e and jungle surfer and mary40 and bamugly truth and others who are real heroes! I just want people to listen with a open mind and heart to people like benny hinn and these churches and real thinkers! who refuse to be fooled by satans gang. I told someone today its true that these black tribes are not real christains. they have their tribal magic religion and fake at being our white religion til they take us over. its right across the board in all black cultures from asia to arabs to africans and abos, etc all of them they are out to drag white poeple down. we have never had full time jobs and proper schooling and we are white. australians are sick of being pushed down by all these cultures. multiculturalism doesn't work there is no utopia sweetheart! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-vuXUxeksI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uL9sfppMfw0 our jobs and rights are being taken from us because we are white christains. you would be suprised how many other cultures are extremely jealous of white catholics and the blacks chased most white people out of their traditional churches and homes to the point they don't have a place or face and don't have rights. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRTu0ZRyjtY I get past the personalities like russel brand and give them fair hearing but can all these people be wrong about wicca satanic occults in royals and media and famous? how can they all be wrong all the time? no. and the other thing is that you could turn it around and say "well they are just crazy and how can all these famous people be so crazy or bad ?" but my answer is "do truely think that these rich privelliged royals and celebs have morals and would do good for the better of the world like the average god fearing penance living christian in common folk. I mean you need to wake up to the real world. I know I will haters saying all this but only a true christain would say it. god only askes us to fear him and do right by him and jesus. my world has just become whole finding all these people that most people would say "they are extremists" but I can see that they are saying "save the christains from the hell of liars"! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVME_l4IwII&t=496s your being programmed by the music and the level of hertz etc. I found few songs in the last 2 weeks with that milliellian woaah-wwooh sound its everywhere.

my life has changed and my eyes have opened to the evil sick famous celebs and royals and I could se...

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i need employment and thinking about going overseas and relocating to find work and a better life and love that I can't find in this shitbound hole.

i need employment and thinking about going overseas and relocating to find work and a better life an...

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I shouldn't feel fat. I'm 5'8" and weigh 145 lbs, most of it muscle, but I look at myself in the mirror and I see saggy bits and I can't stand myself. I've had four babies, and I know it comes with the territory, but I look around and see all these board-flat abs and hot hot girls and I can't help but think he's looking at them and remembering that I used to look like that. Men do that. Men like hot; men hate saggy old women like me. I'm 34 years old and I'm well past my prime. I'm ugly where used to be I was just plain, and I'm not ever going to be attractive again.

I shouldn't feel fat. I'm 5'8" and weigh 145 lbs, most of it muscle, but I look at myself in the mir...

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bill molested me due to satanic occult with soft drink companies and all these illuminati people. I believe that I always believed deep down black people and occult elites were behind it. something just told me that.

bill molested me due to satanic occult with soft drink companies and all these illuminati people. I ...

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