Confessions about 'Pride'

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bill was encouraged to abuse our family by royals and celebrities and black people.

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why do I keep failing the exams in a few subjects ? like I often don't expect to pass and its a surprise to me when I do actually pass anything but I noticed I appear to have some intelligence to pass some things but not these 3 courses which seems a bit weird. like if my IQ was really low I would have thought I would have failed more then passed ? It really annoying and I expect to fail most times and at the best of times I expect to fail in life in most things no matter if its work, study, relationships, generally anything. then you have to pay a fee everytime to re-sit and most students at tafe go through this as well, they are told to get their "finger out" not sure of where, cuz its a bit insulting when I know most students are working their guts out to pass but the system is set up so you can't win. you can't get ahead. you can't improve. you just can't do a thing but hand over money year in and year out to companies with courses in the hope of trading your time/skills for income to survive.

why do I keep failing the exams in a few subjects ? like I often don't expect to pass and its a surp...

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when I was at university you had to get a stat dec signed by a JP and a doctor declaring the exact medical diagnosis not just "a medical condition" if you were late handing in an assignment or away for more then 2 days in a row or if you couldn't sit an exam it basically had to be near death excuse. there were no feeble excuses. that is how university is.

when I was at university you had to get a stat dec signed by a JP and a doctor declaring the exact m...

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when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half an hour rant one day just over some guy asking what sort of questions would be on our exam, well the teacher yelled and went off "WHAT AN ABSOLUTE AUDACITY YOU HAVE TO EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU WHAT TOPICS WILL BE ON THE EXAM" YOU SHOULD KNOW ALL THIS. if I had to hand in an assignment and there was a bus strike you had to get a taxi there no excuses it had to be submitted by 10am or else failure. if you didn't turn up on time teachers locked the lecture hall doors. you were told to move so you moved. If a nun or priest or brother or anyone told you to move you moved. when I don't pass exams I have to pay a re-sit fee. I am currently doing over 10 subjects. do I look like someone who has all the time in the world to wait to have a marriage or baby? and here I am 46 and still be yelled at my younger little lazy selfish fuckers being told want to do and get out of the way and I am sick of it.

when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half...

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pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out of them and horse whip the bastards under control to GROW UP AND WORK WORK WORK SLAVE SLAVE SLAVE EARN YOUR KEEP ON THIS EARTH LIKE A MAN! not a wissy boy weak link. god I am sick of lazy young people not working. if that bastard mows the lawn inproperly again I am going to ring that company and dam well yell at them to get their act together! stop expecting 76 year old little women to do a strapping MAN of 20s job. what a absolute hide! the dirty evil disgusting bastards. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOJj5xh0uG0

pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out...

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well well, I am struggling through this courses and its the cost more then anything breaking me down. I never dreamed for a second I would be living in this shit at 45. I hate the people who did this to me. I hope they pay big time. I don't want to have to repeat another degree unless its a dam easy one and to my liking and mostly I would like a schollarship. I asked a teacher for advice and next to useless. I feel like I am worthless and looked at as simple. sorry I asked him at all. I will learn from that mistake. learn to just shut up and say zero. be like maria and joke about it all. when they ask "what are ya studying" say "I actually don't know", giggle giggle. giggler more. Then say, "you tell me I haven't worked it out yet", giggle giggle again! and end it. why do any one need to know what I do as if they care to help me.

well well, I am struggling through this courses and its the cost more then anything breaking me down...

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you are very alone in this world when you have morals and standards mate!

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when you have a old house like this that garry lied to us about you need at least 2 wages coming in worth $700,000 a year to maintain this house. its all well and good for people to be jealous but if they knew how it was given and we wanted a better house then this. I mean I want a much bigger mansion of complete palace opulence myself. so how can this be enough for my needs and I don't even have a husband to maintain let alone a job to maintain myself or someone elses house (ie my parents old house I live with). I mean we wanted better lives then this shit. I expected a career and degree and to for people to be falling down over themselves wanting to know me when I was younger and fertile teen and people didn't give me what I wanted or asked for. I put a few suggestions up but not anything concrete.

when you have a old house like this that garry lied to us about you need at least 2 wages coming in ...

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william and elizabaphomet royals broke up our family and is the reason my brother didn't want to know his family anymore and she would be the ring leader of any shit. she is such a old bitch witch of a thing and I think harry is formally retarted and so is william. they are all known for their devil worshipping and they abused a lot of people in my neighborhood and ruined lives. they don't care how the destory or who they destroy bunnypoeta is associated with them and is just as demonic and sick minded. they are all evil. I can't hate these people enough. I just don't ever want to know about them or see them ever again, and to be honest they are extremely ugly. their ugliness is outrageous. They don't care about abused kids and abused people on disability and infact they caused most of it on me. I pushed into disability and I was told I was going to be pushed on to it back a good 5 years before I was. and I know they are trying to kill us and they want us dead. they want us to just die and they are just disgusting animals. they will always protect a liar and their own demonics like ken and other military rapists etc. I just have nothing nice to say about them what so ever and never want to go near them or them come near me ever again. if they know what is good for them they will stay away from me. they are the anti-christ and that is what the churches preached to us and they are all into satanic evil. they can't be saved from themselves but you can save yourself and your family from them.

william and elizabaphomet royals broke up our family and is the reason my brother didn't want to kno...

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if the royals cared about sexually abused kids in australia they would have done something more by now and they never do anything. its the same about celebrities and all these groups and doctors. the system keeps them going and less people looking for work and the attitude is "well hopefully they will be eliminated and welfare people who were abused will just die young" and the message i hear from most people is "I deserve love and income and possessions of lure more then you do" from everyone. that is all those women in that stupid braceass are about. they have nothing to offer a woman like me and I am disappointed that they are all working and divorced and all have kids and I am the odd one out and as usually everywhere I go. and yet they still want more. they have cars and houses and husbands and kids and its never enough and I have none of those things. I was hoping there would be more women on welfare and disabilitiy and I can't see why these women are there they are all big egoed loud mouths and don't suffer from body image problems and I find it hard they can't find friends at work. they are just all full of self pity. I meet these rich bitches like this all the time, nothing is enough for them. they don't know when to stop fucking or wanting and learn to make do on less money like i have. learn to go without sex and love and friends for as long as I have. they should learn to go down to the ground to the getho more before you can rise up and expect more out of life. these women are selfish, spoilt lazy narcissistic and full of crap and your typical half married 2 times divorced whore with kids who wants to whore some more. they make me sick. literally make me sick and spoil anything for me that would be a new experience for me and its a dull old one for them but they have to keep doing it over and over getting more jobs and more cars and more men and more kids. they make me sick. I hate the sight of their selfish asses.

if the royals cared about sexually abused kids in australia they would have done something more by n...

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we will have to leave australia to find work and love. there is not enough to go around here. there is no way in and its not worth all the hassles and I can't see me working or someone valuing my skills ever. I can't see anyone valuing me as a human being and for marriage. I just don't even think I have genitals or feelings. I have been made into a robot. I have hate in me. that is all I can say. people always wrong me. they never listen and never do what I ask. they assume too much. no one ever askes me directly what I want. this has been my problem all my life, people assume rather then find out my direct face to face asking.

we will have to leave australia to find work and love. there is not enough to go around here. there ...

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I am furious over all this and stupid bowie stalking me abusing me and william abusing me and everyone else. I am furious over it. I could kill you all.

I am furious over all this and stupid bowie stalking me abusing me and william abusing me and everyo...

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and maybe this might a opportunity for you all to see how you can all change your behavior and see where you went wrong and need to fix things to suit me. seeing I have been in sarina russos concentration camp over 10 years and all those loser scum so-called friends who were my penance. and if one more dirty nig islander scum whore pulls that penance game on me I will kill it. I told my doctor and he said i don't have to do penance over anything from my childhood so bayside family christain church and ugly fat tony and his witchy wife can go shove that nig up their ass, but she aint getting near me again! I reported her to police to.

and maybe this might a opportunity for you all to see how you can all change your behavior and see w...

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i want to be in a place where I can tell others what to do and no one ever turn their back on me ever again. I want to have power and glory and praise and money money money and power and be respected.

i want to be in a place where I can tell others what to do and no one ever turn their back on me eve...

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"good point your the clever one not me" I say to police "so are we done now"?

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my father would have driven if it had not been for that pathology clinic who took blood the wrong way and he collapsed in 1970s and the same with the lpswich football he was found collapsed on the floor when us kids needed the money for education and a roof over our heads. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ak1EonaL7g ! I'll say! they are such idiots that nig at the pathology I won't let her come near me. she stuck needles in like I was her little voodoo doll and I could have belted her face in. and she can't do a blood test to save her ass. can't you see its all them and not me with the problem. and talking about your feelinks stuff is not my scene. this stupid nig and south african and their little self estemes don't know what they are doing with pathology. that is right you did as I was told and got on with it. no non-sense. people know where they stand with me.

my father would have driven if it had not been for that pathology clinic who took blood the wrong wa...

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you what I have felt like for the past 30 years here, worse then a cat on a hot tin roof. and I know everyone just wants me to jump off and kill myself and I won't! inspite of you so you can all see the trouble you caused me.

you what I have felt like for the past 30 years here, worse then a cat on a hot tin roof. and I know...

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remember the spring in 1992 and I as 20 I wore that dress and we did our shakespear and we thought things would finanly get better for us after all our suffering and rejections. and we thought we would have futures getting to university and I didn't even go to the graduation night cuz I had no pretty clothes and no date and no car to get home, and how I had to fight off every greased fool in this town https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucOXUmd1rtE, well I am still fighting and now I am 46 and the only thing that has changed is my arrogance and anger and hate, and this dirty old town full of dirty old people and dirty minds and dirty values on ever gets dirtier and it has nothing good to give me australia has never had anything good to give me. I can always pull up my cats grave and just take her with me and leave this shit hole of shit holes. this peasants slum town full of peasants scum white idiots.

remember the spring in 1992 and I as 20 I wore that dress and we did our shakespear and we thought t...

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I'll say there going to be different. I'll say their going to be different. I'll say what I god dam like infront of anyone to embarrass them.

I'll say there going to be different. I'll say their going to be different. I'll say what I god dam ...

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you get out of my face before I kill you bayfm. I could kill all of you. get out! your stinking lies and abuse for the last 30 years. does it shock you that all along I hated everyone in the redlands and brisbane and australia. I hate that lot of you scum working shit. you married slob whores and your dam cars and egos and your greese pit faces and arms. I hate this place more then you could even begin to even imagine. I hated ipswich and alp I hated everywhere that too advantage of my family and ripped us out of work and money. cuz money money money is all I care about. money! I have never really cared about people cuz no one ever really cared about me. I love my cats more then I even love humans. you all make me sick. now get out before I really do bride you and kill you!

you get out of my face before I kill you bayfm. I could kill all of you. get out! your stinking lies...

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