I am depressed :-(

I am 15 and all I do is look after my old parents and go to school and I can't concentrate on my work sometimes or on my own thoughts because of hurt from the past and upset that people try to take a lean of my intelligence at school and they promote so much propagander about all they do and not much helps with a future and visualizing change or actualizing change. I think my pride is hurt over marks or performance standards I expect of myself all the time. and I am sick of people feeling the need to copy me.

I am 15 and all I do is look after my old parents and go to school and I can't concentrate on my wor...

today I want to go to my class but feel afraid to if something goes wrong and I looks silly and embarrased about in classes at school.

today I want to go to my class but feel afraid to if something goes wrong and I looks silly and emba...

It's the tearing sound of love notes drowning out these Grey stained windows and the view outside is sterile but I'm only two seats down I'd photocopy all the things that we could be If you took the time to notice me but you can't now I don't blame you and it's not your fault that no one ever cares. This happens to me everyday when I see you on the bus and whenever you step on I listen to this song on repeat, you don't realize and you don't even notice me Instead you talk to the pretty confident girl who everyone likes. by the way I did write you love notes but I threw them out because it's not like you would care anyway. I wish you'd notice me

It's the tearing sound of love notes drowning out these Grey stained windows and the view outside i...