I am depressed :-(

if you read the books of the Parasol Protectorate you will pick up key messages about agents and tavistock and NLP programming that they start on kids, I still believe I was being programmed as a premmie baby for a quite some time. we are brain washed and abused into lives of misery and unfairness when women like me should have had husabnds and kids and its bitches like shirley and russo and others who are worse then hitler and should be buried with tomb stones saying how evil and criminal they are.

if you read the books of the Parasol Protectorate you will pick up key messages about agents and tav...

Just Need a Meal Ticket I am a female graduate student at a top 10 university studying physics. Honestly, I am starting to hate it. I hate being a student, and I'm growing disinterested in my research. I just want to marry a guy with a good job and pop out his kids, so long as he will take care of us. What's so wrong with cooking/cleaning/home-making? I do all that stuff now anyway, as I live on my own. Why not have someone else take care of rent and food, and I'll f*** him good to earn my keep :)

Just Need a Meal Ticket I am a female graduate student at a top 10 university studying physics. Hon...

I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes twice a day. I'm worried Ill get throat cancer, Im worried if my sister knew she'd never speak to me again. I dont like living with her, she wont let me be myself. I dont want to need help or be sick. I want to be strong and stand for myself. I turn 20 this month, but I feel more immature than when I was 13. I'm so unhappy, but I dont think I could ever leave, I dont know where I would go. I want to be strong and healthy enough to be happy here. I have so much to be thankful for, but I keep making myself pick, and pertetuating new problems for myself. Im sacred that if I was healthy and happy, Id have to take responsability for my life, for all I havn't accomplished, for how beind I feel with everything, for how much I've hurt those I used to be closest to, for how much I've hurt myself.

I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes I binge and purge eveyday. Sometimes twice a day. I'm worried ...