I am depressed :-(

TG: Our understanding is that the total investment pot was around £770m. How much had you invested by then? £250m? DB: [pause] No, not that much. £180m, 
I think. [pause] I have difficulties when 
I can’t understand why someone is behaving a certain way, or has made a certain decision. I knew they didn’t like my face, but at least take the car and 
make it a success. I don’t even care 
if someone else takes the credit! The engine is fantastic, there’s some amazing technology there, but they didn’t even look at it. They simply cancelled everything. [pause] I’m a realistic guy – it’s not exactly unprecedented for a company to get sold, and for a new owner or shareholder to arrive and change the CEO. ? wtf, no one could hate your face. you are cute.

TG: Our understanding is that the total investment pot was around £770m. How much had you invested b...

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before but moving on, I won't explain it all to anyone ever again when I was in a arts/law degree that was going to take at least 7 years full time to complete I was bashed and raped and had a stroke bullied and made fun of so I don't tell people now all of what I am doing I deliberately act vague so they are never too sure you learn from your past naivety when young. so my pride was wounded to fail more then half way through the double degree and the weird thing was I knew all the legal stuff from college days better so it must have been the quality of teachers in readan as well that made the difference. or maybe it was me, somewhere I lost myself and a few broken hearts over men and lost confidence and had so many nervous breakdowns from being assaulted just walking to university or attacked while studying and no real help. I had to drag myself back up, with a lot of physical illness and loneliness.

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before ...

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not feel guilty for what happened at all. I confide a lot in my parents and my dad always gave me good advice, may you never meet a friend on the way down. but i think it should be on the way up because some people that make out they are your friends really fuck up your life fuck up your love life, fuck up your career and job life and they have no morals for what they do,it is just jealousy= like joyce she was jealous of me from day 1 and I was too naive to see it. but she was the lesson I didn't need to learn, she was someone elses lesson that went the wrong way, just like i am someone some academics theises on morality and child sexual abuse - I wrote one myself, but i was this criminologists experiement as a child got wrong.

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not fe...