I am depressed :-(

no guy is gonna want me I am too old for that now, and its bs that confidence is attractive. people put up slogans of all kinds but you can't live by one alone. I am not on fire for jesus! sorry but as I am getting older and more and more abused I am losing my faith in god. god is not enough for me. sorry but I am just as worthy as all the other women and I am more worthy for the abuse I have been through. I am more worthy then these whores, but that is not even gonna be enough, it never was enough and it never will be enough. its like these churches I always felt you had to prove your faith in catholic or any church. well I have had my own church at home for the last 35 years and you don't believe it go shove it! but I don't have much faith in god anymore.

no guy is gonna want me I am too old for that now, and its bs that confidence is attractive. people ...

no guy is gonna want me I am too old for that now, and its bs that confidence is attractive. people put up slogans of all kinds but you can't live by one alone. I am not on fire for jesus! sorry but as I am getting older and more and more abused I am losing my faith in god. god is not enough for me. sorry but I am just as worthy as all the other women and I am more worthy for the abuse I have been through. I am more worthy then these whores, but that is not even gonna be enough, it never was enough and it never will be enough. its like these churches I always felt you had to prove your faith in catholic or any church. well I have had my own church at home for the last 35 years and you don't believe it go shove it! but I don't have much faith in god anymore.

no guy is gonna want me I am too old for that now, and its bs that confidence is attractive. people ...

i got 4 of these pretty little baskets and going to finish them off with some oasis and filling and they have a mixture of roses, ivy, brown/red foliage seed berry and a a white flower that is either a type of Rajnigandha or Burfordiensis and I am going to put lace bows around them for tablets but they would look great as flower girl baskets and if you put in lots of petals to be thrown down the wedding aisle, and then I got some other ones with pinks - carnations and roses. and I bought some pink table runners. something nice for festive season but they are artificial flowers for these floral decorations. that is my hobbies these days, and I bought some cooking things as well but that is another story.

i got 4 of these pretty little baskets and going to finish them off with some oasis and filling and ...