Confessions about 'Abuse'

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I don't want filipena man around me. i feel like they are dragging our family down to hell. my sister loves them and me and my father and mother can't stand them, i still think they have been stopping white men from liking me and its got to stop.

I don't want filipena man around me. i feel like they are dragging our family down to hell. my siste...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I want a hot husband to love me. I want a hot man to show ken and joyce that I deserve better! I am sick of this abuse.

I want a hot husband to love me. I want a hot man to show ken and joyce that I deserve better! I am ...

Pride, Abuse

i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers cottage that had a fireplace and we would go do our own digs and find old pharmacy brown bottles under the house and I was always watching old vintage films from agatha christie and old movies and my mum bought me some books on monroe and hayworth and I would do my hair like that in the 1990s as a teen and people thought i was weird I guess cuz I was not living a sexual condom let all hang out lifestyle like other uni students and I was watching bill collins classics and loved film noir lectures at class and reading a lot. I wish I had met more people into what I liked. even now I can't seem to find those people. i collected a lot of diana things and make up and go to op shops for old furniture to do up and revibe up, and i was more decisive then and choosi about tastes and wants compared to now. but I have a more definded wardrobe now and value system was high then as well and young men were not chasing me the way I wanted them to.

i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers co...

Pride, Abuse

After my divorce, I got drunk one night and was masterbating bent over the side my bed. My German Shepherd started sniffing my ass and pussy. Suddenly, he jumped on me a his cock was inside me. A scream and tried to push him off me but his cock grew quickly. Then I was in agony his knot grew and we were locked together. For 20 minutes I was trapped and fucked by my dog, he pump so much cum in me it ran down my legs. But at some point, I started to cum uncontrollably. When he finally pulled out, I collapsed on the floor, crying. Not in pain but from cumming so much. For the first time in my life I felt satisfied by a cock. I wanted more. Two years have passed and I let my dog fuck me every night. It is the best sex I have ever had. I cum every time and he can cum in me with getting me pregnant. I also have made it part if our morning run, that I give my dog a blow job and swallow in the wood by the park. I cum just from knowing, how preverted it is, and that we could be caught. Also suck his cock a lot on the weekends. My dog is always ready for sex. I prefer him to men.

After my divorce, I got drunk one night and was masterbating bent over the side my bed. My German Sh...

Love, Abuse, Gay, Sex

you have no idea on this earth how it feels to be rejected and abused as i have been joyce poorter, that is the one thing i have over you bitch. you have no idea how it feels to be all alone for so long and abused and bashed as i have been. so don't you tell me i am not all that and better bitch. you have no idea how it feels to be me either sarina russo, you and your fake false personality you save for the camera and your the cheapest meanest whore in town. you have no idea how it feels to be me. that is what i have over you! an experience you don't understand and can't relate to !

you have no idea on this earth how it feels to be rejected and abused as i have been joyce poorter, ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

someone wrecked my going to that beauty school and it can only be the people who seen the uniform, my mum, me, my nephew aaron, or anna or my psychiatrist or back surgeon because I had to get letters to say I could bend over since my back injuries, jack the massage man or someone at centrelink. its like someone really hates me and can't bare to see me look pretty and loved and enjoying a career and I don't care now but it is not a nice thing to do.

someone wrecked my going to that beauty school and it can only be the people who seen the uniform, m...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

this old woman has been next door picking up the neighbors kids called cherlee and I don't trust her and my sister doesn't like her either. we don't like our neighbors they are evil.

this old woman has been next door picking up the neighbors kids called cherlee and I don't trust her...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I dont want anna really linking up with me. I just don't completely trust her now. she hurt me before wrecking the beauty college thing and I just don't know how to trust her. I wish her well and I wish we could be friends but she is like so competitive over men and body image and stuff. and I can't seem to find nice female good friends anymore.

I dont want anna really linking up with me. I just don't completely trust her now. she hurt me befor...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I just heard a creepy motorbike noise like it was sneaking slowly down the road and that freaks me out. we have had so many break and enters around here and freaky weird things. people stalking around teens doing evil things to my family and one night a guy was in our yard and my mum seen him and called us down stairs that she seen a man in our yard hiding behind a tree and when we went up stairs cuz the door down stairs was open and I got my mum to come back down into the rumpus room and all the pillow stuffing was over the floor as if someone had knifed the cushions and it didn't make sense because the dogs were there and you would think they would have barked so we thought maybe the dogs did scratched it out but like in that short time ?? like less then five minutes after we left? and the strange thing was another night a man came into our garage and even walked past the dog and it didn't even bark and my brother and his mate were playing on the computer and they got such a fright to see a complete stranger there. there has been nights someone broke in and opened my bedroom door and this night I made my brother sleep on the floor and later he went down stairs and the back door was open and the next day you could see that the door knob has actually been unscrewed and removed off and it was so scary we got new locks and the police to replace all the locks, I have to say I have never felt safe in this house. its spooky right from day 1 over 25 years ago and it has bought suffering and disappointment and like a bad omen to me like some ghost not allowing me to find love. that is creepy.

I just heard a creepy motorbike noise like it was sneaking slowly down the road and that freaks me o...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

this is something I don't understand with some women right. one day I was at the bus stop feeling sorry for myself after yet another job knock back and diagnosis of skin cancer and this old woman of about 67 came over to sit near me and said "how are you" and usually I would fake a positive outlook and say "oh yeh I am fine lalala" but I didn't this time and said "well actually I am feeling really hurt right now, I missed out on a job I put a lot of work into trying to get, i have skin cancer and no man and being called fat and ugly by relatives and I have no friends" and she told me "oh I am so like you, I don't have a man either but I get on with life" then proceeded to tell me she had been married 3 times and had 6 kids and 10 grandchildren and had owned a business etc, nothing like me at all. I never been married once never held down a full time job for long and can't find a man to save myself, I have no kids and I thought you are trying to make out you are like me? and she said "oh well I will be your friend" and never spoke to me ever again and infact has ignored me as if we never met other women have done that to me as well acted later as if we have never met. how neglecte they are yet have husbands and lovely weddings and kids and I used to look in the mirror and think "why is it never me asked out should I do all the asking and pursuing and pretentory characters of a shewolf or something?" why has it always been I have to compete for a mans love? why can't they just choose me first and only me! I see a lot of guys I would ask out and they would be literally my world but they just ignore me and treat me like a doormat and I don't know why when I am a very giving caring person. people have said things to me I never once would have and now I feel so hurt I say them to others why be alone in the hurt when you can share it around?

this is something I don't understand with some women right. one day I was at the bus stop feeling so...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I simply can't relate to girls who say they are in love with their father or brother or uncle and having incest relationships. I think something is seriously amiss with them and its illegal. sorry saddie kitty but your joke is rather sick.

I simply can't relate to girls who say they are in love with their father or brother or uncle and ha...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

has she got terrets yet?

Abuse, Hate

I admit I am not good at a lot of things anymore because I don't read the detail in things much anymore. I often tear up letters and don't read them from people. I answer just anything to tests because its all become a huge joke to me now. I look so deliberately helpless and depandant on parents due to sarina russo and joyce poorter abuse. people sticking their buttholes into my personal business in my childhood when their own childhood is dirtier then mine is actually a joke!

I admit I am not good at a lot of things anymore because I don't read the detail in things much anym...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i don't know why anna is bothering to get in contact with me on network pages cuz each time all she does is bring a heap of idiots who want to friend me but won't speak to me and won't talk to me??? its a bit confusing to me. she knows I rarely have my mobile on and I tell people all the time call me on the home number I prefer phone calls at home no emails and networks online. I need annas games. if she real friend she will call me on the home line. end of that story!

i don't know why anna is bothering to get in contact with me on network pages cuz each time all she ...

Abuse, Hate

I am not responsible for emma at all. I did nothing to her. she is the bully in a powerful job walking over people and dictating and acting like some nazi king kong. dog woman.

I am not responsible for emma at all. I did nothing to her. she is the bully in a powerful job walki...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I don't feel guilty about emma, we are not friends because she was bullying me and misusing her role completely at the consultancy and there is no excuse for her rudeness, I didn't make anyone do a thing to her, I just complained about her I never asked anyone to harm her. its like the other emma with her crap. calling me a widow when I have never been married and called her customers at the school cafe smellybums. its rather childish talk and unimpressive behavior.

I don't feel guilty about emma, we are not friends because she was bullying me and misusing her role...

Abuse

i don't know why anna send me a message to my mock linkedin account I set up just for a IT course project. yet she doesn't want to ring me on my home number, I don't see the point in us talking anymore anyway. I don't care how life has gone for her really I wish her well but I don't want to know because she messed things up for me.

i don't know why anna send me a message to my mock linkedin account I set up just for a IT course pr...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

tickle kitty is a dangerous satanic

Abuse, Hate

this overseas colleges, another one is being abusive towards me ignoring all requests for dashboard assistance and i told them I am going to report them today if they don't get back to me. its racist, sexist and unprofessionalism.

this overseas colleges, another one is being abusive towards me ignoring all requests for dashboard ...

Abuse, Hate

my mother is constantly wrecking up my study and work and relationship opportunities and she is annoying me all the time with her illnesses and bullshit. she has a omen in her that constantly destructs good around her for herself and her family. its just automatic for her to abuse everyone around her. she ruined jobs for my father and picks fights with neighbors and yells all the time and very agressive and hates men. she just hates people really. she has always been that way and always will be I think. she likes to see me get diplomas and degrees and things but she likes to make it difficult for me like getting all the pages mixed up out of the printer deliberately for assignments etc

my mother is constantly wrecking up my study and work and relationship opportunities and she is anno...

Abuse, Hate