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I am not a teacher and all my skills are not good enough everywhere I go. whats the point of having a higher education debt? I was thrown on the rubbish heap at 23years at university and thrown away as a hopeless dead loss. why?

I am not a teacher and all my skills are not good enough everywhere I go. whats the point of having ...

Abuse, Hate

breakfast= oats/chai seeds and 4 strawberries 1 cup of tea some choc arrowroot crackers 2 cups of coffee lunch- 3 cup of tea baked beans on 1 slice bread, 4 crackers, 1 large glass of water and 1 pear dinner- tuna/cheese macaroni bake with tomato peanut butter and 6 crackers and 1 cup of tea how can you get fat on that?

breakfast= oats/chai seeds and 4 strawberries 1 cup of tea some choc arrowroot crackers 2 cups of co...

Abuse, Hate

I only allow a few fattening foods in now and then and I am so annoyed that I have not lost weight but gained it.

I only allow a few fattening foods in now and then and I am so annoyed that I have not lost weight b...

Abuse, Hate

so all of last year I was doing about 1 a day exercise with a rower machine, abdo flexor, core and resistance, weights and step and rebounder and was not losing weight at all even with all that exercise and reduction of food. now I have gained more and I feel like I am fighting a uphill battle I can't beat. I diet, I exercise and no results at all. I am wondering about other exercise and dieting options or just not eating at all.

so all of last year I was doing about 1 a day exercise with a rower machine, abdo flexor, core and r...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

sally was expecting me to get so excited over a cosmetic product launch night just cuz they get all pissed up on champagne dosn't mean I want to. someone has to remain sensable and responsible. how can I get excited over that when I have never been allowed to get excited about the normal things you have taken for granted like all your wedding days and babies sally? my therapist said, tell sally, you can't get excited cuz you have been so hurt, let down and not allowed to experience the enjoyable things you have. so how can you when people have taken those things away from you. and disappoint you so much, how can you get excited over something so meanial. and her disbelief that I said "no I dont want champagne or soda or orange juice, just water is fine!"

sally was expecting me to get so excited over a cosmetic product launch night just cuz they get all ...

Abuse, Hate

how can you be obese eating 1/3 cup of oats for breakfast, 2 arrowroot cookies and a banana, lunch 1 slice of bread and tuna chili with a cup a soup and apple, and dinner steam vegitables and small pork steak and half a cup of boysenberry low fat yogurt and green tea ... and heaps of water, I am not a glutton.

how can you be obese eating 1/3 cup of oats for breakfast, 2 arrowroot cookies and a banana, lunch ...

Abuse, Hate

pologames is unstable and still sensitive. so well have to kiss the wankers loser ass. well I won't what about my feelings ? he was a idiot child of 14 , 2 years ago playing games. saying "well do you have something to tell me?" like a teacher trying to get me to talk to him and I am older then him and I wasn't gonna play that game.

pologames is unstable and still sensitive. so well have to kiss the wankers loser ass. well I won't ...

Abuse, Hate

I wouldn't want you as my doctor you spastic ugly whore. you look like a gypsy whore nutter, and your a bullying cow. hopeless at your job as well. hopeless with any man. that is why a spastic place like employs you cuz you can't tell the patients from the staff they are all tards

I wouldn't want you as my doctor you spastic ugly whore. you look like a gypsy whore nutter, and you...

Abuse, Hate

I don't have to be you emma to be good enough! if you attack me with your past you will get my bashed isolated lonely bullied past at you you ugly bullying dog. I don't have to be like you or go thru you life to be good enough. stop making your work personal and act like a doctor and not a over emotional infficient competitive clown who is too steammed up with proving something to your patients who don't want to know and be part of your games and lies and shyster acts. find a stage to act on but don't make out your a doctor when you have out of control vexation and attacking patients un-neededly when your just a spoilt whore who needs a good bashing up anyway.

I don't have to be you emma to be good enough! if you attack me with your past you will get my bashe...

Abuse, Hate

something makes no sense - I don't over eat so why have i gained weight I do some exercise with weights and walking and I can't find a weightloss clinic that suits me.

something makes no sense - I don't over eat so why have i gained weight I do some exercise with weig...

Abuse, Hate

why do doctors today want to compete with their patients in some competition on "who has suffered the most or who is more deserving or who should have to top role or money in lotto?" really nuts. you just a scum dirty dog worker doctor. how many people do you kill and abuse? like my doctor says, too many doctors now are not in medicine for the old fashioned good reasons, and nice ladies like you are victims of money laundering abuses by big companies, a few in big jobs get huge super annuation and everyone else looses their job for them to rich lazy layabout doctors semi-retired whoring freeloaders who do not much good but reap up money from the poor.

why do doctors today want to compete with their patients in some competition on "who has suffered th...

Abuse, Hate

I hate emma at the hospital very bad performing so called doctor. I just hate her she is ugly and the worst bully. I hated her face the most and her wire mouth visious looks and words and her vexation towards me when I did nothing to her she was so rude. I forgave her but I still hate her and see her as a fraud liar scammer. not the kind of doctor I would recommend at all. she was very bullying un-necessarily bullying and so ugly!!!! I mean was she a ugly dog or what? for a doctor she lacked a lot of doctor qualities. and she was making the visit personal like I was accountable for how many nicks in her earhole she had like it was some competition. and I thought you need a few kicks up your ass if you bashed as much as me you would learn fear and learn to speak properly to patients. your rude woman. it should not be personal, your there to treat you numb ass bullying whore!

I hate emma at the hospital very bad performing so called doctor. I just hate her she is ugly and th...

Abuse, Hate

my god there are some awful vloggers reviewing cosmetics etc who are so annoying. its like viral attack.

my god there are some awful vloggers reviewing cosmetics etc who are so annoying. its like viral att...

Abuse

I vibrated.

I vibrated.

Pride, Abuse

I need to eat but I doubt I eat that much to be as overweight as I am. I think something is weird because I eat moderate and rarely eat junk food. macas and fast food sicken me.

I need to eat but I doubt I eat that much to be as overweight as I am. I think something is weird be...

Abuse, Hate

my family turn me off food. my mum turned me off yogurt with her eating it with her mouth open and seeing it all over her tongue and it looked disgusting. her senile acts and forgetfulness, my dad is a slop at food, eating tomato sauce over everything and his general over eating shovling food in his mouth with it dripping down his face is so revolting. is it any wonder I have eating disorders and want to just have soup, salad and sandwiches and diet shakes or plain fruit pieces or juices. I am so sickened by them, I want to eat in style. but its funny how they can save their good table manners for others outside the family and dish out vulgar eating that literally makes me stomach turn and want to throw up. not sure if its an act or what?

my family turn me off food. my mum turned me off yogurt with her eating it with her mouth open and s...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

she makes lunch time and needing a drink a major hassle like your asking for a diamond mine rather then a drink of cordial. her moods. I have been half starved and dehydrated all day.

she makes lunch time and needing a drink a major hassle like your asking for a diamond mine rather t...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good reliable friends and never known the meaning of a good reliable man. heather did the same thing trying to bring guilt out of me over massage physo for my back and neck from car accident, other girls for clothing who were spoilt little shits. I knew poverty and these little shits thought they should be better then me in jobs and with men and they knew nothing about real life experiences.

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good r...

Abuse, Hate

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good reliable friends and never known the meaning of a good reliable man. heather did the same thing trying to bring guilt out of me over massage physo for my back and neck from car accident, other girls for clothing who were spoilt little shits. I knew poverty and these little shits thought they should be better then me in jobs and with men and they knew nothing about real life experiences.

she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good r...

Abuse, Hate

I am sick of my mother expecting me to clean her house! she used to enslave me as a child cleaning every weekend and most nights, then as a teen the same also doing wash and ironing and sometimes cooking. then when they won this house she made me work so hard cleaning and never allowing any of my friends to sleep over but 1 and cousins while my sister and her husband had people here I had to clean up after. - where is my house? I had no social teenage life because of her complaining and dirty throwing labels about how we were such pigs. all I ever did was clean for that bitch and I am sick of it. I neglected my studies and relationships for her cleaning her big big house! where is my big big big big house!?

I am sick of my mother expecting me to clean her house! she used to enslave me as a child cleaning e...

Pride, Abuse